Psychonaut

So whats your take on sex and sexuality in general? What should one do and what not?

The cake is no lie You think I am a fly What is that in the sky What is high up in the sky I should close my fly Otherwise its going to rise to the sky Bye bye sanity I am nearing the sky I am gonna fly high up into the sky No reason why, its like a drive by It happens so fast you cant think or deny Your feeling approaching a butterfly Thanks for the cake and goodbye

Can't any person just speak enlightenment talk without being enligthened?

Piracetam + Alpha-GPC Mucuna Pruriens Modafinil NALT, Alcar Coq10 ? Those are from the top of my head. The stuff I would take if I was old and people were telling me that it is going downhill.

I share this with you. My weak alter ego usually shows himself at the most inopportune times. When I am super happy or when I get asked the questions you don't wanna hear from your sexual partner. Killing it didn't work for me. Loving it might. Not resisting helps.

Are you going to provide some recommendations?

I honestly don't know if you want to be vulnerable tbh. But I am on the opposite side of the spectrum. I open up too quickly, am too open and don't draw clear boundaries. Then I end up getting hurt badly. Here is a list of books I have read and that have helped me: Alan Roger Currie - Mode One Alan Roger Currie - Oooooh say it again Alan Roger Currie - The Possibility of Sex: How Naïve and Lustful Men are Manipulated by Women Regularly Corey Wayne - How to be a 3% man David Deida - The way of the superior man Mark Manson - Models: Attract Women Through Honesty Summary of all books: Be honest about your intentions Work on yourself to become more interesting and attractive Respect yourself, draw boundaries so you don't get walked over Have fun!

@Deutsche22 I cannot imagine the pain you must be feeling. I have recently gone through a tumultuous relationship with many ups and downs. What has helped me personally was to write. To just write what is on my mind. Once I had written it down some of the weight is relieved. Write on the highs and the lows. It gives me strength when I read what I have gone through.

Welcome to my door

Quick question, I have thought about this for about 2 seconds. I have found that I am unhappy when I care about people, girls, goals and things. I am the happiest and most successful when I don't care at all. Neither about what people think about me and I just do whatever I feel like. Penis. I just wonder if there is another way, because I'm quite an asshole when I am happy. Penis again. By not caring I don't mean that I don't work or do what needs to be done. I do that but if it doesn't work then pfff. Interested to hear about your opinions.

Nice! Thanks for this I will print it and paste it on my door. Too bad the like system has been removed. I'd like the shit out of this otherwise.

Thanks for this. It could be arrogance. There seems to be a fine line between caring and not caring. Don't care too much, but don't not care at all. Hmmm lemme think about this.... Yes it is an inflated ego. I score very high on narcissism tests.

Because we need to celebrate our dark desires.

#Metoo Yesterday I went out of the house and just screamed "Fuck YOU, motherfuckers!" as loud as I could. That was really nice as nothing has happened because of it. I could have fucked the girl in my dorm again, but happily declined the offer.

This actually has a deeper source to it and I can see where it leads. Very interesting. I am wondering if I could pay the price for it.

You kind of need to take all of it at once. Even if it is really expensive. But once you have a certain count of substances and supplements they all work together and potentiate each other. For a cheap and slight improvement just add Moda Get them in bulk (100+ pills) from where you would also get your other "helpers" I got mine for a price per pill of about 90 cents Mostly I only use half a pill a day If I take this every day it still costs me less than 20€ a month Nothing even gives the same bang for the buck Add the precursor of Dopamine Moda is technically a Dopamine Reuptake Inhibitor So theoretically you shouldn't deplete your Dopamine But it helps L-DOPA There are not many supplements for this Mucuna Pruriens Kindof expensive and not many sites have it You can also eat chocolate But with a high percentage (80-99%) The others have too much sugar Sugar is shit Don't ever eat it or add it to anything Don't eat any sweets Food is naturally sweet Once you cut sugar you can actually taste your food again Take extreme care of your dopamine reward system You want to keep the baseline line low Don't go out seeking a higher high every time Look at what you have now and be grateful When you are not happy now you are not going to be happy later The future is going to be the now some time Don't put anything in your body that is going to mess with your dopamine No Nicotine No porn and masturbation Sex in moderation. It drains the male body too much. Try to not cum and only do it if she has really deserved and worked to get it. No sugar No amphetamines No cocaine or speed No carbohydrates, fruits, cake or sweets ALCAR Acetyl-L-Carnitine Another super cheap powder Increases performance (+8% in some study) and bloodflow to the brain Add precursors to Adrenaline and Noradrenaline N-Acetyl-L-Tyrosine Get the powder Its incredibly cheap I paid 15€ and haven't finished it yet Have had it for over a year Dopamine Looking at this you can add the required ingredients for the dopamine metabolic pathway to work at its peak performance List of helpers Fe Eat meat or add this as supp P-5-P Supplement this at night SAM-E Supplement in morning Serotonin Here goes the next big neurotransmitter ==> Serotonin Is needed for Melatonin Makes you tired and sleep deeply You want to align your circadian rhythm If its offset you don't get the high level of Cortisol in the morning and need caffeine Supplements 5-HTP At night P-5-P You already take this for the dopamine pathway B12 Eat meat Magnesium Citrate It continues As you have too much money, you continue adding things Creatine Because it works and is cheap Just another source of energy Vit D3 and K2 Why not Especially in the winter Iodine for the Thyroid Another part of the body involved in energy Now that you have so much energy you don't know what to do with it anymore Lithium-Orotate to take the edge of a bit Huperzine-A Expensive, a bit But if you are too rich its fine Maca Cheap Anything that helps keep it up is worth it imo Fishoil Its cheap An animal has to die for it This makes it worth something imho You are running around and need your joints to work Booster during the day NALT ALCAR potentially Caffeine Going down the rabbit hole Because the previous stuff has worked so well you continue You find Racetams Piracetam Fasoracetam Oxyracetam Phenylpiracetam Sunifiram Noopept Semax Selank Most of these just give you headaches and are really expensive In the end you don't use these very much Microdosing LSD This is cheap Every 4 days I have started this week and am actually on a double dose of it right now This has the potential to have a similiar bang for the buck as Modafinil Now that you have spent 1200€ in the last year and over 2k since you started you can make a post about and pat yourself on the back.

First of all, penis. Morning: Modafinil 100mg sublingual Fishoil 3000mg Mag Citrate Creatine Vit D3 about 10-30.000 IU Vit K2 about 10*100ug Iodine Mucuna Pruriens Lithium Orotate (5 mg elemental Lithium) Sam-E Huperzine-A Maca N-Acetyl-L-Tyrosine 500mg (NALT) Acetyl-L-Carnitine 500mg (ALCAR) Afternoon: Double Coffee or 200mg Caffeine + 1000mg L-Theanin or Green Tea NALT + ALCAR Potentially another 100mg Moda if I need to train or something Evening: P-5-P Fishoil 2000mg Mag Citrate 5-HTP Probiotics

I don't get an effect from Modafinil. But large doses, especially the stimulants to change my personality. I'm not sure if its in a good way,... yet.

If my food didn't taste well, that would be like having sex without any sensation and passion. I'd rather die. Why even bother if the most basic things aren't enjoyable.

For me lunch is the most useless meal of the day. If I would eat a lunch I would be tired after it. So why eat it? I rather just eat at night and sometimes I eat an omelette for breakfast.

Howdy ya'll I think I need a pre bed routine that lets me wind down and help me fall asleep better. I have a morning routine. If I actually go to bed early I will follow it. It takes about 1.5hrs and if I'm tired I rather sleep for one more sleep cycle and sometimes skip the routine. Morning: cold shower (I never skip this) (10min) stretching to train for side and middle splits (20min) foam roller (10min) meditation (25min) make some salad / joghurt (10min) eat (15min) supplements(5min) ~1.5hrs Evening: Start wearing bluelight blocking glasses at 9pm Go to bed between 11:30pm and 1am Started taking L-Tryptophan 30min before going to bed. Not sure if it helps yet. Hope I fall asleep What do you guys do in the evening before going to bed?

In the last month I have also manifested some self destructive behaviour mainly in the form of procrastination. I have recently started doing JBP's self authoring program. You write about your past, present and future. I'm still on the past. But writing has had a immense therapeutic effect for me. Self destructive behaviour could be anything. Someone mistreating you in the past, traumatic events. You not being the best you can be in the present. Not standing up for yourself. Not having a vision for the future. Basically just something that is stuck and doesn't know how to get out or is not let out. You have identified it as for what it is. Now you just need to figure out what it is trying to tell you.

Kaizen! You might want to look for the root of your self destructive behaviour. Once you have found it the bad habits should fall away.

You have stumbled upon the dogmatic tribalism of food. Welcome. i hope you'll enjoy your stay. I'm sorry I can't quote any studies or post a well researched answer. But what I know is that eggs have small amounts of almost every nutrient/vitamin, in addition to choline which is a precursor to acetylcholine. Acetylcholine is the learning transmitter. Also protein. That dietary cholesterol can increase is a myth from 1980. Egg yolks have cholesterol, but also the vitamins.

Who says there is no self? Stop trying to intellectualize it. It doesn't fucking help. Enlightenment is a process of removal not adding BS to the garbage dump you call your mind. Trust me, it is a landfill of which 95-99% is garbage that needs to be burned away.