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From my interpretation it's not infinity, as I believe there is more. Saying it's infinity would imply that it's all there is. Implying it's the highest state. From my experience there is always more. Too often it has happened that I thought "This is it" and there is nothing more. Every time it goes even further. My highest dose was 50mg lol, but that was a while ago when I was not able to relax yet. I will probably go for 30mg plugged next time and continue to increase the dose.

@Barna Man it's just a Samadhi state. Were you loose your sense of body and your mind shuts the fuck up.

I really wonder which density of consciousness 5-meo produces. It's not 3rd density, it is higher as there is no sense of body anymore. It's not absolute infinity either, or God, it's a glimpse, probably only of 4th density. I guess that is why its such an effective tool in advancing in 3rd density. Because the difference between the current consciousness and the state of consciousness it produces (4th) is so high. It shows the potential for work to be done. I still wonder if it actually does anything by itself or it just shows what has to be done. I'm excited that there is much more to this than just enlightenment. The possibilities seem to be infinite hehe. What I'm getting from the book though is that enlightenment is enough. So we don't have to completely transcend the body and move to 4th density in this lifetime, which would end in premature death of this incarnation. I can still enjoy my life in 3rd density and raise my consciousness while I'm doing so. I also really like the concept of not forgetting when moving to 4th density. My motivation to do this consciousness work has moved away from the panicky "I'm going to die, I need to make the most of my life" to a more relaxed motivation of trying to move towards the source. The possibility of it not "All being for nothing and gone when dead" somehow has given me some peace. I have to say that overall the book has given me more peace than anything I have ever read before. I have been really closely observing myself. I'm weary that it's just my ego attaching to something. I have always dismissed reincarnation, but the more I think about it the more it makes sense. The body dies of course. But the thing/spirit/whatever that made it "alive" remains. The basic desire of everything is to return from finity to infinity. Basically to return to the source. When resisting this urge, not listening to intuition (potentially thoughts from higher density beings) things start to go wrong and the entity will experience suffering in this lifetime. When the entity lives his life on this plane to its fullest potential and has advanced as far as the entity was able to in this incarnation the life is great, joyful, happy and a success. This book raises lots of questions and possibilites that I have been pondering about for the last couple of days. I started reading book 2, I'm excited.

I believe every single word of the Law of One. It's like my new bible. I have to find like minded people to spread the word and let others know about the truth. The book explains everything.

I have to fully agree with Leo. Happiness is not found in material. We in the west are so focused on material things that we think the people in Africa are unhappy. We project ourselves onto them. If we would be in their position we would be quite unhappy. But that is not because we wouldn't have anything. It's just our mind that is fucked. I have been to South Africa and lots of people live in what we would call slums. Tbh they are still happier than most of us. They have nothing. But for them its fine and as long as people are not starving to death I don't really see a problem. Africa has many many challenges, mainly education and other nations that are intruding in the belief that they are "helping". In my opinion if you liberate yourself and become so radiant that you bring joy to the people in your direct vicinity you have already fulfilled your duty. The only thing we have to do in this world is to liberate ourselves, that's it.

I just had an idea considering killing animals if I follow the thought of the law of one. As animals have second density consciousness killing them prematurely would rob them of the possibility of reaching 3rd density in their life time? So it's probably better to let them live? Ra said it's very unlikely for them to reach 3rd density, but it's possible if they are pets. My dog sometimes almost seems human to me, the facial expressions and range of expressed emotions is astounding. Law of One is not a book about liberation. It's about what follows afterwards. There is just so much more to come. It never stops. I can't believe this. When will it ever end? Hahaha. It's infinite. Never. Bahahahahahahahahaha OMG

Here is a video just for you. Sit down, meditate, fuck the shitty pointers. I fully agree. Them Buddhist texts have left me delusional more often than not.

I am about 2/3 through the first book. This is some profound stuff. It is highly logical and I haven't found any flaws as of yet. The language becomes complicated af and at times I don't understand a word. But I think its not that important then. I like the core messages. Some concepts I am familiar with from other spiritual books are rephrased in a unique way. I'm enjoying this book. It's different. Not the usual stuff I have heard too often already. It raises many topics of investigation though. I will have to have to do quite a lot of reading but then at least I have something to do in 2017.

@Siim Land I'm vegetarian and I'm wondering how to fit enough food into my stomach to last a day? What does your meal look like?

@Elzhi I think Trump is pretty funny. No need to freak out about one guy that is a nutcase. There are thousands that are even more lost than Trump. Just because a comedian is running the country there is no reason to freak out.

@Vanish Acetone, that stuff is toxic and if it will go up you nose you really don't want any residue. Don't do it. There has to be an easier way.

Why is it that when you allow yourself to have some pleasure that it feels much better when you have worked for it? When you believe that you deserve it? Why can't I have pleasure without needing to earn it first? You probably know this feeling of doing something you really like doing after a hard days of work and it feels great. Then you do the same thing for a couple of days and its just meh.

But removing the stick and leaving the carrot doesn't seem to solve it either.

They are happier than you ever could be.

@Barna I never said that I didn't like the pain , but where can I get that 5$ oil burner? I don't quite know what that is either. @Leo Gura God's enema, cracks me up man, hahaha

A follow up on plugging. I tried it for the second time. Must have been about 25mg. I was lying in my bed on my back in relaxed fashion. If I wanted to impress you I would say I was in savasana most of the time. About 1hour. For me plugging 5-meo hurts my ass. It is different kind of pain than sticking something up there or being fucked in the ass. To me it feels just like the pain in my nose but its in my ass. It also feels different from washing out your butthole with an enema which I did before. When the water is up in there I can feel a pressure and that it wants to get out. I feel the same thing when I plug 5-meo. The difference is just that the enema shoots about 200ml water up there and plugging 5-meo was only 2ml. I shouldn't be able to feel that at all. But at the beginning I can feel it straight away. Like my butt is screaming "Nooooo" and I want to shit it out. It might be an extra challenge to relax for some people. For me it is easier as I can lie on my back and am naturally and energetically in a more relaxed pose. I would not recommend this ROA for beginners, especially not if you have never stuck up anything your butt. If you use this prepare for your sexuality to be challenged. Especially if you are a "masculine" male. It will hurt. In your butt. Sex only becomes rape if you resist it. If you surrender it is just sex. If you think you might have problems to relax start with snorting. You also need much more gear for plugging...

I tried plugging 20mg 5. It works rather well actually. But it is quite an effort, I think it might still be worth it. I'm going to plug it the next few times. Compared to snorting it it feels smoother and easier. I liked that I didn't have to worry about meo running down my nose and could just lie down and relax. When snorted I spend the first 10-15 minutes rubbing it in and sit leaning forward. When plugged I could just relax and lie down. I also didn't have to worry about passing out and breaking a glass bong when smoking.

Weed highs are much stronger and blissful for me. They are pretty trippy almost acid like. I have found I get much more out of weak drugs, even 1 glass of wine or a bottle of beer is very noticable. I need really little excitement or stimulation to get off. Even some nice Indian curry can feel like having sex with food. It almost feels like I live in some parallel universe where existence is celebrated. Sometimes I still get ripped back into reality. Mostly by egoic people that stimulate my ego. But after meditating or cleaning up the garbage that has been left behind I'm back to normal madness. Normal madness being the dream in which I can't fly. I am playing many characters that all believe they are separate entities which take the play very seriously. These actors can't figure out why they exist and are running away from the fact that they will stop existing once the play is over.

@carlos flores I had been meditating for about a year. I think a meditation practice is very helpful so you can deal with the things that come up in a useful/healthy way. Having some awakening experiences on other entheogens is also helpful so you can relax easier.

Has anyone tried any techniques to last longer and even orgasm without ejaculating? I would like to last longer with women and not it be over after I ejaculate. When masturbating I can just switch to a different girl and it's easy to have multiple orgasms even if I ejaculate. But with a normal girl it's harder, after orgasming I'm done, My brain is like "I have already impregnated this girl, no need to do it again."

@Leo Gura I'm not sure about the rectal administration. I'm reading conflicting reports where some say there is MAOI activity in the rectum and it has to be combined with an inhibitor and other people are just plugging it. The only reason I'm intrigued by this ROA is that I wouldn't have to sit for the duration of the trip to prevent Gods juice from running down my throat and giving me a bad time as soon as I lie down. If that is your powder than you might want to try to make it even finer. It seems like there are some small lumps in it. I have found that if I spend a couple of minutes cutting the powder with a knife on the mirror till it is like powdered sugar it absorbs much quicker into the nose. The bigger lumps dont get absorbed that well or sometimes not at all.

@outlandish Martin Ball just refers to it as 5. It could mean anything.

I have gone floating 3 times for about 2 hours each. I found it extremely easy to meditate in the tank and reach deeper levels of meditation. Flotation tanks are prime ground to learn how to relax. It is ideally completely dark and sound proof. You are stuck with your mind. You can meditate while focusing on your breath with the only distraction being your mind or just watch your mind without any external distractions. I'm definitely planning on getting a zen float tent or something similar once I have the space and money for it. Saying that yogis or other enlightened people didn't have floating tanks is the entheogen discussion all over again. You can use everything that is at your disposal or not. I will go for the functionally more effective approach and use everything.

@electroBeam Do you even know what a fucking psychopath is? A psychopath is driven by egoic desires. These desires will be fullfilled by any cost. Including manipulation of people and generally amoral behaviour. Manipulation is a key trait of a psychopath. Have you seen any manipulative enlightened person? Also saying enlightened people don't have empathy is just completely baseless. They can choose to express it. But most often than not you dont really know how to help people, so feeling super empathetic all the time serves no purpose. Also I did the psychopath test and scored 3 points. 18 points would have been a psychopath. On a scale of potato to enligthened I'm super enligthened brah. So you can draw your own conclusions from there.

So from my current understanding the ego is the crux. The ego is part of the self. The self is much more expansive than the ego. The ego can be nurtured and trained to be more effective and reduce the bullshit to some extend (AtheneScams for example). This can be done with knowledge, books, life experiences etc. But the core issue is identification with the ego. Meaning that you believe you are the ego and that is what you are. The issue with that is that the ego is just a fraction of the self. Whatever people do is to get closer to the self or get a glimpse of the self. They don't know it, but that is the underlying motivation. The self can be glimpsed by reducing the ego through the use of drugs, altered states of consciousness (meditation), opening the mind up with books radically different to your world view or strong external changes etc. The ego will resist this with all its might and force. Our society is build around preservation. It is build around preservation of the ego and the core belief that the ego is worthwhile saving. It is not. Mediocrity, entertainment, news etc all to keep the mind busy and unwilling to address the root issue. Identification with ego. It is not identification with thought that is the problem it is the patterns of the ego that is the problem. The mind is a tool, it can be highly effective. But like any tool it has to be maintained and used by a responsible person. The ego is not responsible. To fix the core issue identification has to be shifted to the self. The big issue is that this is the same as killing yourself. The ego has to completely and ultimately surrender and accept that it is nothing that is part of everything. I don't know how to do this in a loving way other than to decimate the ego by reminding it that death is lurking around the corner or obliterating it with insane amounts of entheogens. And I am not sure if this is the right way for everyone tbh. It works, it is worth it, it is permanent and I would never trade it for anything in this world. But it is like turning a knife against yourself and continously stabbing yourself until you die.