ValiantSalvatore

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  1. I have a vape with a 3ml sub-ohm tank and a 0.15ohm coil. I dissolved 1g dmt in 3ml pg/vg vape juice. When I vape it I get a body high, yet nothing more no visuals no breakthrough. I have issues inhaling at higher wattage as it's very intense on the throat, so I don't know if that is a problem. At lower watt settings I can inhale more easily, yet 4-6 puffs in 2 min do not seem to do anything. I've attempted to smoke the vape pen 3 times taking 3-6 hits each in different settings. At 40-50 watt I produce more intense hits, yet I have trouble taking them. I shake the pen before smoking, I fully charged it also and soaked the cotton /wick in DMT at the beginning. I tested on empty and full stomach also. As well as tested the substsnces with an erhlich reagent. Can someone explain why I am not getting any of the classic visuals etc., that people report? Or more common reports? The strongest feeling and perception of it coming on was feeling my body very light and my visual field when closing my eyes becoming ligther and more chaotic. First time I am doing DMT help is very much appreciated. I informed myself via Google as far as I could, now I am stuck here.
  2. Clear net and dark net at both spaces it's unclear how clean the substance is, you have to test the substance with a testing kit to make sure there are no issue/problems. I don't see a difference in risk, besides running a scam site and running in a scam seller regardless if clear and/dark net that is why review sites/reviews exist. I just googled the sites. I don't know if they are safe lol. There are so many offers and options. Check legality also for your country. I can't gurantee any safety.
  3. I have 2g left I will most likely apply a more direct method of smoking dmt I might just plug it as I am very disappointed and anrgy with the e-liquid result. I calculated approx. how much mcg dmt I should ingest per puff with this dosage. Nothing seems to happen. I would like others to test my vape to see what is wrong as people breakthrough with my ratio. If what I calculated is somehow correct I have 5,5 mcg per puff and I puff 4-5 times for a common dosage. I can even see how long I inhale between 2-6 seconds on my vape. As it's very strong on the throat. I can do 1:1 with a 3ML tank it's going to be difficult and more expensive till now I don't like DMT all to much. I would prefer 5-meo I think. I get also a giant headache from it. Do you have any experience with health diet/body sizes/health concerns etc. That helped you to breakthrough for an NN-DMT trip for example fasting before doing DMT, tall people reporting higher tolerance, diet that could help, detox neccessary etc. Anything that would make you more sensetive or is an obstacle to becoming more sensetive to DMT? My setting was good and I was highly motivated. Nothing really happend besides a strong body high. Do you also get a giant headache from this? I've read DMT binds to the 5-H2A Serotonin receptor and taking anti-depressants etc that bind to this can cause a headache, as a so called serotonion syndrom as to much serotonin is present. Which can even be deadly. I did LSD which binds also to this receptor a couple of days ago. As there is no cross tolerance between the substance I can use DMT, although I feel I keep accessing this receptor and it's to much. Am I fooling myself? https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/306889#risks Anyone having experience taking LSD and doing DMT a couple of days later and having the same feeling?
  4. Yes, I've read the same when I go through all methods in my head. What purpose does an e-liquid setup have when I can't breakthrough properly? Is DMT even then worth it? I don't even get visuals currently I have to re-test and use different methods. Also were you able to breakthrough more often after doing detox protocols for heavy metals, with a vape pen and in general?
  5. Also make sure you stack the links on top of each other.
  6. I already found two sellers on the clear net sending to Germany for a cheap price for 5meo-malt. Even reviewed by TrustPilot and with 21 reviews in total. Also a couple of others where you'd basically need to make an inquiry lol. So that could also be a possibillity lmao.
  7. Any feedback to this is this relatebale?
  8. Date: 27.07.21 - 28.07.21 Prep: Meditation + Intentions for 30 min Ingestion Time: 20:30 Amount: 800µg LSD Duration total: 20h Onset: 2h - 21:00-23:00 Peak: 5h - 23:00 - 04:00 Offset: 6h - 04:00 - 10:00 Afterglow: 7h - 10:00 - 17:00 Note: This is an approximation I also smoked smoke weed (pure) during the trip super silver haze that is very strong and potentiated the trip a lot at the peak. I did not even smoke a lot. Because it was to intense, I stopped but I wanted to deepen the trip. Prep: Meditated for 30 minutes with a mindfulness techniques with a don't know open monitoring focus stance. Created a couple of intentions in my journal what the trip should be about and what I want to explore and learn. Onset: 2h: First I took 3 tabs as I was unsure if I should really go for the 800. I thought beforehand what I wanted to do and I just listend to some music and played video games. While I chew on the tabs to not sink into boredom and create positive feelings of joy/pleasure beforehand. Basically activating my inner child. So I played Leauge of Legends for 30 minutes while chewing on the tab ARAM mode. I don't recall if we won or lost I just really wanted to listen to music and play video games as I enjoyed this as a teen/kid. After that I listend to music and started to notice the trip is coming on stronger. I thought about my true intentions and not the come up experience and noticed there is a deep desire in me to meditate and transcend. It was almost to strong I intuited I should not meditate to not further potentiate the trip and cause a kriya experience. Sort of a more balanced approach instead of recklessly exploring an already intense experience. I started to watch videos from various teachers and to subtely meditate. Like I do when walking/eating/driving/ and introduce a lowkey softcore form of background meditation and started to just watch for mental activity and activity in general while watching videos from Leo. For example about god realization as well as from Shinzen Young expansion and contraction flow. I notice the trip comes on stronger and I see the opportuntity to go for the 4th tab. My visual phenomena was still relatively normal in contrast to my experiences with 1P-LSD and ETH-LAD slight drifters and if I had to see stuff drifting I'd really had to focus. Somehow after this I got sucked into more conscious and personally passionate indepdent channels about science/biology/philosohpy/politics like Veritasium, Lex Fridman, Hubermanlab I was so curious to explore their perspectives and to see their level of consciouness. I keept internally checking in if there was any signs of ego death, dissolving, bangha, siddih type experiences, internal geometric patterns etc. I noticed this now I did not once close my eyes during the trip and meditate. I know why I will get to it later. In short it was fear of to much depth and a kriya experience. Basically fear of the causal state. After checking-in (going inside) I keept my softcore meditation going while exploring consciouness in digital space let's say. Peak: 5h: At 23:00 I notice I am peaking while watching some video I watched so many people and explored their perspectives like Sam Harris and how they seem to meditate. I had like the most synchronistic craziest algorithmic YouTube dopamine blackbox deep drift into some blackhat gamified algorithm. It basically forced me to consistently watch the next video. All topics from biology and society how ido movement is practied how it feels like how he experiences doing these ido movements I also watched everything in 2x this seemed very magical to me. As they sort of skipped all unconscious conversations as it was really about awarness, meditation and consciouness mixed with science etc like this. I watched all videos in full length at 2x while meditating I do this also while exercising although that is to much with audiobooks sometimes, when not doing cardio. So basically I am "perma" meditating. When I am conscious of it in a passive stance and not active. Afer this I got a train load of insights about what is happening in the world on the planet just on an information spectrum it felt like an omniscient download, altough I notice I have to not delude myself and thought I mean as long as it's true very true to this experience right now thoughts don't matter. I kept basically slicing mental chatter with mindfulness laser focusing it to death. While watchting the videos. After this I really wanted to enjoy the pleasure side as sort of my inner desire monkey was jumping for excitement and stimulation. Aka my nervous system... back to that later. 23:30 I stopped watching the videos and went to play elden ring as I wanted to explore some cool visual phenomena and the game just looks beautiful on a 240hz monitor with a RTX 3060 with 12gb VRAM. I started the game and I am not very far into it maybe 20-30h and just looked at the landscape as I was mentally so fascinated with the occult and church and religion going through many places in my head I walked through while travelling. I just wanted to look at how death is depicted in general in all cultures and I thought Elden Ring is sort of great when it comes to how western civilization imagens hell/limbo/ or the everbearing battle between good and evil etc. I really was just fascinated by design/code/art and I could not really play the game I got sucked into the beauty of omfg how did they even model this creature like what was the thought behind it? I just explored the area full in fear as I really get like scared by everything I hate horror stuff this is already for me horror or more a jump scare game not horror. I stopped after this because everything started to morph and I absolutely peaked. I got sucked into my chair almost feeling like okay, this is to much. I am definitely now an intermediate tripper, I stopped, went back to the videos and meditated exploring visual phenomena my subconscious goal. As well as exploring consciouness and god realization. The trip was very long so my mind justified it. At one point I got stuck watching a beautiful girl talk about science/cosmology I just stopped and looked at her face as I was unsure if it was morping and I stopped the video and saw her face morph I was like awe-struck for 10-15 minutes in blown into depth. It was a video about science and cosmology. Every video was about life/consciouness and I was so impressed by the work of art of the creator of the videos. I felt a lot of connection towards the amazement of creation/creativity/engineering and just beauty and wonder. I decided to not go deeper and so I did not meditate maybe 5 minutes as the trip was already so intense. It's difficult to describe it in words. Every video I watched had so many information based synchronistic insights. I was just in awe of the constant synthesis nothingless like an ever-cascading wonderland of sheer beautfy of informational depth coming from the infinite mind. I thought about deeper complex questions of god and I was just awe-struck at my own stupidity for not asking these deep questions even more relative ones. Like gods omnipotence, what are considered omnipotent factors? Infinite time? Infinite space? Infinite power? Infinite Consciouness? Infinite Magic? Infinite Creation? How can god even be stopped? What is a limit? What is a contstraint? What is logic? What is a self-reference? Why do I reach back towards myself? Why do I see myself reaching back to my self? I thought about doing UM turn back practice, yet it was all in all to intense and I wanted to explore and not dive in hells deep into a very strong trip. As well as thinking constantly about from and non-form. I was internally deeply relaxed my sense of self was very strongly attenuated. It was more consciouness and I merged more and more in outer space. It was similar to a unification process that happens with hear out technique out techniques from Shinzen and I felt more pan-psychic love equal love for every object that exists in the universe. I was just awe-struck by everything and tried to understand how consciouss the people in the videos are and their thought processes/insights etc. As I also watched Leo/Shinzen/Ralston videos to get more of a taste of non-dual and casual states. I had a lot a lot of insights into cessation and causal state phenomena: I am cracking open some books to describe what I want through. Not in perfection but according to integral theory. As I went into the cessation casual state insights seeing it even in outer phenomenon. I was basically eaten by the clarity of the re-incarnated nature of love. Leo loved me. Shinzen Loved me. In that sense the me the every sense of self that people have and it was like a tear drop of a soul was dropped into every being and it was also my soul in that sense. That would describe the timelessness of the subtle experience... I started to really love the infinite quality of space, infinity quality of potential and imagination. I started to notice this is transcended and an ever deeper state of cessation drops in yet I saw it sort of in outer phenomena as everything was merging and morping and I saw infinite space and depth sort of outside of myself, but not inside myself. It is not easy to describe. I loved pain. I started to love the feeling of pain and it's cessational qualities. My sense of self was ever deeper attenuated I really had to focus to get to the last bits and pulls of it and if I wanted to do that I'd had to go into a deep meditation. Many saints seemed to focus on this path also of subtle self and I felt such a strong conviction of my own saint hood even when I notice my ego still. I was in awe of this clarity of love, spaciouness I could love you in that state if you'd be Hitler I would love you to death as my soul craves this. My theoretical mind went into this ever bearing fractal mode if infinity reaching itself down upwards like my own hand reaching towards my heart telling me and others feel more of this love and bring it to others give them the positive love that they need. All the conversations I watched reminded me about the beauty of being human and travelling. I was so convinced that my LP is the right choice and that I am the ultimate creator. The idea of potency and all the instant informational synchronities that reach back to book to book from book to book to podcast/video etc to memory of memory of memory of memory. Whatever. The evearbearing nature of information at Yellow was so obvious. It's fault it's win-win greed ego good hearted nature. I was just amazed by this double saint experience. I would say I love life and nature more ever deeper than I could imagine. I noticed so much but I need a different space. I would go through some banghda and I really need this people don't understand animal nature and trauma. I kept thinking about how do I explain this to my psychologist, she basically is a robot at TIER 1 with TIER 2 head any conscious phyiscal object that has a sense of consciouness has more depth and I had this sense the whole time. Like what if what if an alien life form lands/robot etc. and we are tested based on consciouness. As well as how it feels to be equal in consciouness with an object given in 3d space time. Oh and I noticed why I love 3's in the enneagram and why effort is such an important topic nowadays imo. I really felt the magic of being a child again had a lot of positive resolving trauma experiences crying that my grandpa died sitting in a wheelchair when I was 6-7 never getting to know the person. He communicating with me trying his best to be loving in a sense. All the informational sort of for MBTI fans. SI transformational nature for NI driven INFJ it was hell. Hell loving itself and back. Like imagine an SI person torturing me with factual/registered information/ list after list after list. I noticed my perosnal ego craves this transformation. It was the hell it was seeking to transform and I was so thankful that my memory is of emotional and not factual nature. I cried at siddih stuff. I can't believe it I can't believe i trust my perception and it's accurate and I keep doubting consciously. Doubt/cessation doub cessation. Full stop. Relax. Gone. I was just deeply rested in the perceptual truth regardless if it was morphing twisting turning. Everything was truth. Falsehood was truth. Pain was truth etc. After this I watched some Leo video about Don't know and Love and I noticed sort of our subtle personal connection over the years and had like siddih type pheonomena where I am unsure how far I keep deluding myself as I keep playing god. I started to love Leo more and more and saw his good hearted generous nature that seems so misunderstood. It really reminded me of my friend and at one point I just came to the conclusion we are on and the same. Why do i even generate the notion of hate in my head. Just because of collective opinions and backlash and "personal" "grudges" I had. I cried at this infantile human nature and was just thankful that the love connection sort of exists. This also goes for Shinzen and the everbearign nature of good will and forgivness I was just thankful there is no true captial H Hate. Oh I was so thankful for the notion of good in everyone, how we can hold in my own words to consistent ultimate positive regard for each other and each others values and see their god hod / subtle soul in that sense. I kept thinking about questions how I can integrate this with my psychologist as she seems so useless in comparrision to the control I had over this trip and the clarity. I thought I had to bring this back to practice she can't avoid it and I am looking for away to explain as she is super open minded and she has meditative experiences in a tradition where I can explain this theory to her. Even if she will laugh and feel stupid because I have to go over her head to show that I was over her head.... and then translate it into her nature. To give rise to potential. This all happend during the peak if I had to summarize: I loved my double saint nature in myself and the other person Clarity of love, spaciouness, seeing it in space morphing and forming and contrasting colors Expansive self Attenuated self Infinite space, spaciouness, expansivness Everbearing notion of infinity and it's "multiplicative" nature similar to indras net Gods ominpotent nature of me The awesomeness of asking philosophical question and how the observer gives back answers Crazy visual phenomena/ audible hearing my own name Consistent predictions of the mind that are accurate based on information given sort of NI synthesis on super super supe crack this was beyond hyper and I had an omniscient experiences that gave me a taste how schizopherenic experiences happen. The point is just never bellieving anything even if it seems true and to get on with the experience. This is certainly not mainstream. There will not be much validation. This "makiyo" type pheonmena is unspoken gold... for many. Many teachers don't talk about this I am happy Shinzen did varjana and saw deities etc. Insects crawling on him etc. As DMT is soon coming. etc. I had a lot of beautiful subtle inner visions I was in joy and awe of my mind I noticed state is everything there is nothing but state and I loved it structure is state. State is all there is as theory is also a construct that is state... Crazy visual phenomena like seeing myself appear on my screen / my face for a brief time Love of a saint loving all beings equally deeply from a place of no-self Abundance Ultimate positive regard Seeing my own saint hood Subtle addicitons To intense of an experience to medtiate Love of death and seeing it's perennial nature More love for the relative self. Panpsychic love Offset: I keept watching videos and started to lay down in my bed as I noticed the peak is ending and everything is still morphing and bubling I felt a lot of abundance and how important it is to be confident in life and have a strong presence like a lion hunting a gazell. I noticed how contemporary culture demonizes men after talking also to trans people etc. I thought to myself it's very bad and incorrect partially and also very much justified a lot of SJW are correct, they are just to aggressive in their approach. I became very aware of how important autonomey is and how authority is outsourced because of a lack of responsibility. I went through my head how art and culture always displays men white beared men in museums, exhibitions etc. I kept thinkin about my second name which is fking ancient and basically has the meaning of Saturn or is named after the planet of Saturn what that means in roman mythology. How men abuse their power and I kept thinking about healthy masculinity presence abundance just radiating pure strength and joy. How important that is no matter how fragile you are obvious the more you embody the physical nature energy of this feeling. Exercise and meditation I find creates a lot of these abundant masculine transcended ego self experience and I was sort of in awe of how healthy masculinity feels it's positive ever giving nature. It's like a hand reaching out towards you grabbing you making you feel warm. I keept also thinking about the good will qualties of a mother as they seemed very similar. Sort of the love of a saint hood mother not ever letting go of her child infusing it with pure love and good will of morality sort of. Just the notion that morality even exists and that you should love it no matter what even when you do something wrong I will forgive you. This perpetuated itself and I dritfted of slowly becoming sleepy although I could not sleep at all till 18:00 the next day. I smoked some weed and this potentiate the trip a lot way to much by 2-4h approx. I'll leave it at this. I might add and edit later. As this is already a lot to read and I don't know if someone can give me even feedback. Afterglow: Same as offset with just becoming more sleepier nothing very profound just the lasting existence of the profoundness that preceeded continued on. Terminology: Gross: body-mind simply said physiological self with the person self. Subtle: Expansiveness in consciouness, soul self arises more disidentification with gross body, open, luminous, loving clarity, aware of re-incarnated nature of that creates a sense of timelessness(I was digital and physically), higher and wider deep spaciouness Subtle Is not: Awarness of past lifetimes and awarness of specific events more a soul awakening to openess, spaciouness and expansivness without identification with gross releam Causal: Space Time becoming archetypal the matrix basically let's caital M Matrix. I dunno how else to relate more normaly for stage Green, I leave it at this because I had basically casual additction of subtle state I could not let go of the subtle and I did not want to because of fear. It was a lot, yet I am pretty clear I explored subtle space. Mainly love and infinite space. I also thought I really wanted to give Leo feedback as he takes so much time and effort to create these videos I forgot like 90% of my critcism in that sense good feedback. Hope the post helps <3. Side notes/Remarks: I was also amazed how chill Elon seemed to be around Lex. I really thought it was cool to see because I received some insider info and sometimes I panic about politics, it's all a game in the end... hopefully it ends well. I also see every creator watches his videos in 2x. Sort of the repetitive subconscious nature and how well integrate a person seemd was very obvious on 2x.
  9. You can do this trick can't re-create the bug currently, yet this worked now consistently once... Enter link (link not embeded) Press shift + enter Enter link again voila Should work ultimately dunno. As I can't re-create the bug.
  10. @Nilsi yeah the whole point of the argument personal snipping. If you truely keep this abstract you'd see a level of non-judgement appropriately. As I will when I see so many mistakes.
  11. @Nilsi I think you are very biased and just act according to culture. As well as I don't think you can contemplate SD with being overly critical and meeting every exact criteria. I dunno maybe do it for a few years. I don't think you understand how shallow Green of a development is to see it. But ... it's quiet common. I am pretty sure you never contemplated TIER1 and TIER2 properly. If Germany would be full Orange I'd be dead and we'd have more centrist republican/libeterian idiots. The biggest idiots we have are people overly woreshipping science. People just seem to equate it with German culture and enjoy it more... Having worked with researchers etc. I think you are beyond blind tbh. I wonder what stories people tell themselves and which people they talk to get to these conclusions. Don't get me wrong a majority is Orange. I don't think you get how a meme even works. If you can't contemplate a symbol being projected even in the real world such as on signs and street posts. I wonder sometimes how long it takes for people to wake up to that reality lol. Seeing a construct at least I am no wanting to continue this negative nancy attitude it does no good imo. This is such a re-hersal to read I am unsure how that reads. Also SD development is independent of what constitutes to the skill and usage of language. That is a poor marker for SD development also again just current contemporary bias. Nothing like this is true in it's whole. Cook-Greuter would agree yet that would only be for construct aware individuals. As they basically crave to express and use their ontology. Maybe I start writing in Hyroglyphics just to display again how simple language is used and what a tool it actually is. It is a lot of UL/LL/Zone 1 and Zone 3 IIRC Zone 5 Zone 7 bias. Depending on how you zoom in and out of the topics. I am sorry I like this technical stuff I don't see many true change Agents in Germany. People just infinitely regress when bad shit happens. I do trust Germans more than you think I just think the body of thought is beyond not good. As people can't even utilize Maslow like wtf.
  12. Thanks for saying that sometimes I find this weird to judge online. As people are prone to personal snipping. Thanks for clarifying!
  13. Yes, because people don't even understand Maslow, how can they apply conscious effort? It's horrible mass psychology what is done with and by people with social media plattforms also the design of such plattforms. That sort of why game changers need to exist yet nobody runs this fuel and realistically at TIER2 jumping jobs, companies and vacations is a very common report, as you are basically a transformation agent. Many people I meet are full Green I sometimes wonder what people truely see. It's common maybe more in northern countries to see a healthy integration of blue and green family structures who are not sucked into "orange". I find Baden-Würtemberg to be a good example of this I also think it's the most conscious state by far in Germany. The entertainment industry on average will most of the time promote consumerism as people desire overly optimistic solutions, so I do think it's a smart strategy as they make it more desireable from Wilber and Beck. Wilber and Susan-Cook-Greuter are generally skeptical they say yeah it could, yet the real sentiment is. If people don't f*** it up. Agree and the bottom up process is lost in decentralized spaces. Overall I do think we are moving I see more tech companies in villages in Germany etc. A lot of modern oranges have a Tier 2 Head and a Tier 1 heart and morality. I do think there is some hope ultimately as many desire the transformation especially spiritual from Green onwards. Techincally spirituality starts at orange and this is where the real challenge is IMO especially in a first world country. Also a more global spirtuality. I just really hope people don't f*** it up. The current cultural backlash because of ressources/security threat etc because of the war is also just a side effect. I do think this is the best time for growth possible. Might be a bit counter-intutive I just hope this finally get's over this stage of humanity and they/we/I/all legit start solving global issues.
  14. He recently said/admitted that Green failed and that the predictions did not play out as they supposed to as Green is seemingly stuck in devlopment. Real green is mostly in houses with their family living a live well-off as well as is highly educated usually in my own experience. Many fancy the Orange/green Green/orange lifestyle of hedonism and consumption many don't really integrate conscious and healthy living so they actually embody a TIER 2 level of emotion, moral and cognitive strength as this fluctuates anyway as nobody is consistently drawing from one strength alone from the sprial. As it's a holoarchy.. I am unsure if you meant me personally as I'd find that weird to be judge be someone random online. Overall I agree and to have fruitful discussion about such topics overall contributes to inspiring action. As it confronts my biggest fear about TIER 2 creation as nobody is really motivated to do it. Many create either their own conscious place/business/counseling or with a partner as well as solve real world probems. It's very difficult to find someone like this I notice this every day when I look at my dating app as well as when I legit date people. The level of energy that is required to maintain such a life style is to much for most. It's almost an inevitability you become a leader. You just have more power at TIER 2 if you want it or not.
  15. SD theory would disagree with you. As they mention cities and countries even at TIER 2 at least in their newest edition. IIRC Switzerland according to their book is TIER 2 and/or at least has the capacity that the so called 10% influence who influence the whole value meme. Although I'd generally say the same to find someone at TIER 2 with a TIER 2 life style requires more co-creation at best than anything as well as I don't think any infrastructure operates streamlined at TIER 2. For example succesfull integration of villages and cities to create networks/hubs for economies locally and globally, especially with transport and interior design of buildings and technology etc. It's pretty bad imo considering also including the enviroment. Similar to the project that failed in Bali IIRC eco/tech cities. Although the habitants ultimately decide it's level of conscious the irony lol.
  16. Agree with this in terms of Norway being Nr1. meet some people from Norway while travelling in south korea who were my age absolutely lovely people. I don't think spirituality is that much present as for example in Sweden, yet I'd mostly likely intuit that Norway is tad more spiritual than Sweden because of how much I had the impression of how they enjoyed nature overall. Generally people who enjoy nature/wildness/planet/gaia are more conscious and enjoyable to be around. I also think Swiss people are pretty chill.
  17. From reading there is no tolerance so apparently and I never did DMT yet I plan to do it. There is no tolerance so you can increase the dose and create a breakthrough experience. As well as repeat the super low dose each day with similar results and effects. I never done DMT till now this is what I read on forums etc. So the effects do not suffer under the influence of tolerance as much as with LSD you can permanently apparently create the same state and re-produce the state/experience, because no tolerance.
  18. https://tripsitter.com/dmt/vape-pens/ https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/4ut5zw/ecig_dmt_a_comprehensive_guide/ https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/b7mrfk/the_ultimate_dmt_vaping_thread/ Read this it's better than my comment (https://tripsitter.com/dmt/vape-pens/). I only talk about one device. I am going to buy this one. (Mod/Refill Vape) Here is the device I am going to buy and test. https://www.amazon.de/Rigel-Original-Meshed-nicotine-liquid/dp/B09NRB33ZV/ref=sr_1_3?__mk_de_DE=ÅMÅŽÕÑ&crid=3QMAAIA7UZ75M&keywords=vape%2B3%2Bml%2Btank&qid=1658234653&sprefix=vape%2B3%2Bml%2Btank%2Caps%2C65&sr=8-3&th=1 It has a 3ml tank as I want just larger fillings overall. Although it can leak it might not be the smartest idea to keep the juice in there forever, it depends on the device. 2ml seem to be the recommended use. The introduction of sub-ohm tanks seems to have upped the tank size for most devices and they just seem to burn a lot of stuff and they produce dry hits when the liquid is not touching the threshold for the liquid intake when the tank is to large. So that is the reason they recommend 2ML tanks overall as you can use it faster, re-fill, does not clog as much, and the tank picks up the liquid better because it's not to large. Some devices have in-built automatic re-fill mechanisms tbh everyone seems to play around and look for what works, it's just important to have the basics seemingly. coils below 1ohm yet not to low for e.g 0.15 is to low, 30-40w, 2ml tank, find right temperature to burn, compatabillity of whole device so all parts actually fit. Devices work above 1 ohm with coils many report this, yet apparently it's better for below 1ohm. Sorry to give so much loose information, yet I really can't find the links. I link them when I find them. A U.I that displays temperature I find is also very important for testing in general. I am no expert, yet this leaves room for experimentations as people produce different results with different setups. I also can't find the juicy dmt-nexus threads somehow. Check which device would fit the cartidge with the article. That would ensure compatabillity as there are different types of devices. Some really only utilize cartidges. Yeah that is why I want to make the juice itself as cartidges/tank fillings seem overpriced and extracting the cheapest of the three methods of extracting, making juice with bought dmt, buying cartidges. Extracting is the cheapest and buying the cartidges the most expensive as it seems to be a trend. I found offers even on the clear net relatively fast most from Canada.
  19. I really like some of his stuff and I never seen posts about him as he is also and I don't know fully well in the practical domain of buddhism and meditation with a more no b.s approach IIRC he is very knowledgeable about jhanas. https://www.youtube.com/c/MichaelTaft108/videos https://deconstructingyourself.com/deconstructing-yourself-podcast The podcasts include talks with Daniel Ingram, Culadasa, Shinzen Young, Kenneth Folk and a lot of other people and the YouTube channel as a couple of useful videos and guided meditations. Apparently they also talk about psychedelics.
  20. I see what you mean sometimes more when I am dating and gaining more experience the more polarizing and cocky and funny I am the more women like me I see this mostly as playfulness as I enjoy being a rascal in that sense from time to time and just embodiying the value of playfulness around people if you know what I mean. I also dislike the hypocracy of someone displaying him/herself as saint like emotional creatures it already feels possesive and evil and I know the sainthood figure is often ascribe to what is deemed innocent in nature let's say. The overall unfortunate obstacle is conditioning and the mind as well as just the emotional habit of complaining about this does not mean the complain is not justified! It very well is and can be. The book blue truth from David Deida showed me some conceptual universal truths that shocked me about masculinity and how painful and bitter that process in itself looks, as you have to keep giving your masculine energy basically without expecting anything in return. That is masculine apparently and I'd agree that self-less giving providing without agenda would be the epitome of masculine strength and goodness. Then when going out meeting a girl you like giving her your masculine gift in the sene of deep conscious attention and penetration of awarness, warmth, strength even something more external and simple as protection can be enjoyable to provide that and obviously as a real guy, you'd never expect to get anything from that. It's just the unfullfillment of desire that leads to inner bitterness it's part of the dissolution process. I'd definitely see it as part of growth and feedback as it's a story and I do this all of the time and I am guilty of it too, holding up some fantasy/story/illusion that holds some partial truth and dramatizing it a bit to much. I for example have a similar issue with strength in the sense of that people always equate with me because of my physical apperance being tall and atheltic and dark even though internally I am not as strong as I look. So my dates expect sometimes this super masculine confident guy who'd alpha her on the street when neccessary and I am fine projecting that energy, which again re-inforces the cocky and funny playful phase of the date. So I end up in a lot of fun and laughing without action because legit I enjoy my own entertainment more than beign with her. I dunno I see myself as the price to be won ultimately and she is loosing out. Because I am willing to go to places. Don't let that one girl get to you man! There are so many out there it's amazing what can happen it's way to random and coincidental. As to not see it as your own creation! ' Obviously again I could have made moves etc. Yet I really did not vibe with some girls I've meet and cancled a couple of dates as quality is missing sometimes in smaller places.
  21. Dogs are trained to sniff cocain,weed,hashish and more harder common street drugs in general. They can smell everything apparently if trained! Nobody trains them for psyches apparently. https://doggysaurus.com/can-drug-dogs-smell-mushrooms/ There are dangers involved imo regardless if it's dark net or the clear net. Transporting psyches I don't think is the best idea. I also thought about taking various psyches onto planes as I don't think they would control it and I'd take the risk, I would not advise it and it would also be more for domestic travel. I get controlled a lot so for me it's not clever to do this. It's biased. Although domestically it should be fine. Purpose beign consuming it on a vacation and not bringing back some psychcedelics. Doing it at another country is fine I don't think taking stuff back is a clever idea I heared to many times that stuff went wrong. Especially if it's an international flight I would not do it and make the effort to get it domestically there and take it there and leave it.
  22. While attending micro retreats shinzen holds Q&A's after every 1h30 session in one block of meditation techniques that he teaches in his rigorous programm. He reported IIRC once that he experienced this particulary dream and I am sort of paraphrasing in technicolor and in general from being around integral folks/brain/mindfulness oriented people there is an understanding and integration of the dream state. As far as I've read theory it's for example equated to two permanent stages that precede non-duality as an ultimate stage. Psychic structure stage = ??, gross body? -> psychic state translation ( I don't understand much about this legit from reading) IIRC it's equated with early realizations reaching back to shamans. Stream entry maybe? Dream structure realiztion = REM sleep, dream state, subtle body (energ, prana) -> dream state translation Causal structure realization = deep sleep, casual body (energy, prana) -> casual state translation Non dual state realization = ??, non dual body(energy, prana) -> non dual state translation So basically you can experience in a more expanded sense a dream state experience in multiple structures and states that could be even physically measured ... like the casual state and dream state which will ultimately lead to dream strucuture realization ( which I don't quiet yet understand) and they report this to some manner and degree depending on who asks. Similar to for example tibetian dream yoga which would heavily emphasise a dream structure-stage and it's state experience for translation... I've particpated at times were kriya-yoga and karma yoga guys asked questions about awakening their experience, enlightenmen their current practice and it was a lot about energy body and shinzen basically never showed his. So I am unsure what to say about that. As he definitely hold him self a bit back as the other guys were obviously in very elated states. In terms of talking about energy, energy body distinctions are also very important as this would lead to actively translation/integration of strucute-stage X. Yet also can be a display of mania in my experience as content of the state experiences is personafied and obstruced by the ego and a sort of schizophrenia like mania can develop. I am just saying this is how kriyas tend to be or bangha experiences. Back to the dream state experiences in both structure-stages... there are a lot of reports and talks from IIRC Daniel Ingram, Shinzen should have something, Ken Wilber, Michael W. Taft, Andrew Holocek. Yet it's difficult to find I just remember from random audio snippets like legit sound cloud information from them talking about this as this is very fringe stuff even for them, besides Andrew Holocek as he actively is fully trained in this tradation. For example what they report is: (Including both stages of what constitutes the concept "dream" ) Morals swap over into dream body from gross body (normi body everyone has) Full controll over the dream and it's content to skill level realized Abillity to re-incarnate and how the process looks like (including gender) Superpowers like flying obviously while legit dreaming and sleeping yet full control over these powers fighting like mages ( see Daniel Ingram reports... that dude...) Wickas/Witches/Hexen techniques who also had practices with the subtle body Fights and battles with dream body obviously like not hurting physical body (nobody explicitly said this to me but okay...) Creation at will and choice of content Free will? Randomness inside the dream suddenly being pulled to new worlds/plains etc. Brain wave state correlates theta and delta or overall frequency let's say if you'd include the energy body Beautiful and fantastic visual phenomena Awe Wonder Fun This is a very obvious projection every teacher both Sadghuru and Shinzen would emphazies not blindly following this is a paradox in itself as you have to do something in order to be there. Kriya-Yoga for example has a good principle and concept for this IIRC I am quoting out of a book. The principle is called guru principle there is more but this summarize it's core: "the Guru is within; and, therfore is neither man nor women". They further explain god is the only teacher in that sense yes YOU ARE ALONE. To emphasise I see it similar and they say the exact same thing, yet it's very difficult for people to realize so they project and it's a re-occuring projection pattern. In that sense god/enlightenmen is the ultimate teacher as that is what it's about. Obviously it's not obvious that teachers say this as some really do not IIRC they do (sadghuru and shinzen), can't recall what they ultimately said yet it fits the same frame. You are in that sense ultimately one or the primordial perfection maybe that is a better word. Framing is the issue imo. I dunno thinking about it I am unsure if consciouness can self-reflect as god as it is god. But maybe that is to much thinking. I am certainly not realized lol I way way way off some deep profound realization currently. Also again to summarize the whole theory in a sense in case anyone follows.Everyone can experiene any strucutre and any state it's just different traditions map on to these structure-stages. Like vipassana causal, dzogchen non-dual, dream yoga dream state etc. Then psychedelics are a big question mark as it sort of goes beyond what 3D reality teaches and shows. As well as maps and traditions.
  23. Each vape device you buy has a tank you can fill fundamentally with however the seller specifies it amount of liquid for example a tank has on average 2ml for any vape device, larger ones exist up to 6-8 on amazon. Yet I'd look into it. 2ml to 3ml seems to be adviced when browsing forums about dmt and some reddit. I'd recommend creating the cartiges themselves and even extracting from just researching they are overpriced, yet if it's all you have I would make sure the cartidge fits with the device. Extracting seems to be the most effective process to make a bang for a buck and not get into legal troules as far as I can tell and even if extracting is by far the cheapest method. Not encouraging just stating how it is. 1ml is small is it a 2ml tank filled with 1ml liquid of dmt? That is what my research came up with I am basically in the same spot as you legit today. Yet I will make them myself and not extract.