ValiantSalvatore

Yes we mean the same, I am just unsure how this stuff plays out at high levels I find this tricky, I was there in one report where one guy somehow chased a guy with a baseball bat and seemed to act from god (he was chasing a schizophrenic bum and had a high state experience), what can you make out of this? Shinzen sort of dispelled the illusion as he was so prideful about this incident, sort of as an "act" from god. At least this is my notion of the event. Never unfortunately, I played the video games as a kid . I know it's a shame. I know this is sort of when I reached TIER2 and I notice I have this massive influence and I have to downgrade, as SD Green really does not like natural hierachies at all I noticed. When I then open up, I notice how much b.s goes into these worldviews and how equality in a sense can feel repressive when I look at history etc. It's quiet tricky I can understand from some level, I just know it's very tricky to work with an SD green therapist on SD Yellow issues for example. The lonliness and autodidactivness and lifelong learning, they are so overwhelmed and need this stage blue technical A-Z blueprint it hurts a lot. I really don't think the outlashes are to bad, the ones with the suicide and gun to the head I found was to serious, that is not funny anymore and I've been there. Not with a gun just in extrem situations where I do not even have the option etc. I just don't think some of the group projections he has are healthy and instead of providing hope, this sort of god complex? shines forth. I find it very tricky to navigate this, when I contemplate how serious this is. You basically have to be super good at beign a chamelon and navigating social spaces, professionally. I don't find it easy either, sometimes I make promises I can't keep because I am overestimated the situation and then get scollded in a sense, at one point it's 3 strikes and you are out. Usually I make one strike even 2 in chaos, yet I did not do 3 till now at least. At least the third attempt hits. The point is many here don't realize how f*ed the world is with striver and achiever mentallity and how fortunate it is to have self-questioning greens and how many need a stage blue a-z blueprint, it gives them security a lot. I don't like it either I'd rather explore something unknown, yet during this exploration all kinds of stuff does happen. I wish he would not engage with members like this and focus more on his video then etc. He could cut the b.s more effectively the members he b.s cuts are the ones with the god complex themselves in a sense by saying. I AM TOTALLY AWAKEND ETC. I know what sort of is meant, yet it's tricky to gauge and I wish he would serve at times as a more mature role model who is playful and that is fking hard ngl. Also entertainment and memes are one of the worst epdidemics I find of young adults. It's horrible. I am glad none of this b.s is allowed. It's just when it's so prosaic that there is less room for b.s. Like in a physics class etc.

Yeah this is what scares me generally and what I have been warned about. I am glad this is an online forum. I heard this also from others who think they are "god" and then some odd stuff happens and some grounding has to happen. It's very tricky, I never liked the god stuff although there are moments in sports and meditation where I just feel like this has to be god. Even if it is just an emotion and not consciouness. So I don't mind the wording either. Overall some of the vibes do scare me of the guy, not very seriously just it's shocking at times. I dunno with mania etc. When I contemplate what they did to Allan Turing etc. I am unsure how advance all of this is as well as the projections I get etc. A lot of this stems from SD green beign very ignorant I know why many members at integral openly admitt hating stage green, as it's quiet delusional at times and rarely provides enough clarity. I don't like it also I think to a degree it was fine, the suicidal stuff with the gun to the head scared me, I don't think this is even here. This is not very good and I don't like this attitude from someone who inspires and motivates millions, it's to much and it's to radical. The above is fine. Then he also has a physical health condition with hashimotos so I dunno, overall it's best when he finds some balance with humans that support him and he can admitt some stuff without beign bullied etc. I don't think many treat him with compassion, it's like they see him as a clown as they focus on this "concret self" as many do and you have to sort of be some idealized form of a teacher, otherwise others demonize you. I don't think he wants that, as well as wants to be any projection. He could have called him self Leo Zen etc. Maybe Leo Gura is his real name etc. He still prefers in my eyes the guru perspective as it has less of a collective social enforcement, I just wish he would speak about some more healthier relatable topics and make god-realization more relatable etc. He could try some different approachs not just though love everytime, with some it might never work. Like legit I was glad when I had a more stable fundament that I could do psychdelics and go on retreats to see both and without shadow work there will be some shadow personality, all of these dysfunctions are written in ROT from Ken Wilber, I could analyze him with the book and see ah he has this and that there etc. Sure, I dunno I don't like the outlashes either, at the sametime I had psychologist recommend me to go scream in a forest for example and it does help. I just wish he would expend his energy differently and not engage with the totally lost causes. Dude... this does happen here to often and this is why some left and they are legit more happy than I can imagine. I would stop helping the totally lost causes, and create more of a pragmatic framework for them. I talked to some for me this is close to lost, and I understand why some members had such a bad view of this place. I know this also from a friend who helps sort of "lost causes" and at times it's a perpetuation of pain, it's a cycle I don't blame him. It's simply my impression I hope he can let go more of this.

He is still part Ukranian and part Russian, you never know how he truely feels about all of the stuff that is happening on the globe and how it affects him. Just bashing him is not very fair imo. I do resent him partially, yet it's odd. Especially just doing psychdelics without any yoga and or meditation makes me more distrustful of the whole stuff. Overall I feel he could be more encouraging and let the pigs be pigs so to speak and just let them be moderated, most kick themselves out imo. Also the users did curse back at him, so he could have banned him I dunno analyzing this endlessly is pointless. You can actually read this like a poem .

I found this odd, as I left the place in a challenge and then came back, as I noticed I can use this place fairly well as it's rare to find like-minded people. In a twisted way I can see sort of arrogance busting through arrogance. Although I find the stuff he talks about with god-realization not so easy to re-produce. Also the video from the YouTube happend before criticizing him IIRC. Most here don't have a solid fundamentals and just follow fads and it takes a lot of time to read all of the maps. To even make a claim like god-realization (I still trust Leo on this) that, some guy who comes here and says he awakend, awakend to what? There are so many degrees. And many here have like somewhat of traumatic experiences, as well as did not get the proper psychologically healthy upbringing, and hence he calls them children, it's legit only one guy and I bet he does care a lot, like a lot on a personal "non-god" level. He can't controll us all even as god. Even when he created me, he can't move me in that sense I get the gist of the creator part, through psychdelics etc. Even just normal meditations. I am just a bit worried that a teacher told me that this stuff usually can turn sour, when this sort of power drive happens to often, I did not mind the outlashes to much, as I can sort of see behind the veil, of why he did it as the members are somewhat very egotistical and you can this fingerpointing blame game. I don't know if he is aware of the "shadow side" of god-realization and I bet he could also puke at the word shadow, yet reading all of the dysfunctions that occure at TIER 3 and above? (What god-realization seems to be????). Some though love can help to breakthrough, although in the long run I'd prefer seeing some humility and compassion. With a bit more effort the OP would not have needed to make the post and just simply read some maps and bring in some understanding. I think many here are confused theoretically and are looking for a map, and some are more inductive and just breakthrough and relay their experiences and claim it as the end all be all. Even when he does this as "god-realized" it's still fundamentally him in his body with a god-realized body and or not in the "real world" he'd be held more accountable. I came back sort of as he cleaned the forum and I was a bit worried as he was so "dejected" of the quality of the forum, and I never really got any shit like this, maybe a slight remark as I do put in effort, it's one guy teaching a billion things. I think the current mods are doing quiet well, especially since the memery is not going through the roof, that is by far the worst stuff. Double-standards I bet in a sense they are like this, we are not living in a perfect world. I also write stuff about Leo (projected and or not) in my journal as I legit built a lot of resentment, yet when I think about what he does it's fine. I am just a bit more aware of the sublte gaslighting, I rather have someone tell me fuck you, instead of telling me you are brainwashed etc. and subtely manipulate etc. I also got a lot of a shitstorm for saying a couple of outrageous things, the main issue is all of these identifications and he is acting like a devil in some aspect with the verbal aggression, I think this also jumped over to me. If he'd do it with less cursing and animal comparisions I would appreciate the though love more, and it would feel more envigorating. Just the cursing part is not very good, no matter which group you belong to, you will adopt in-group biases. Be it here as well as any other group. I notice everytime and I project a lot some of it is true some not. Every legit guru/ master will tell you it's endless there is no end to this work. Saying you have awoken and not realizing this is the end, is inertia mostly imo. I think he feels hurt at times that others make a mockery out of his work, although many genuiently give their best with different pillars. I myself wish at times he would cover different topics, as I notice how the .org does influence stuff at least for me. As well as he could be more empowering, the cutting bullshit was fine here imo, although I did get a bad impression first, and I still don't really like the wording it does rub off. I give my fair amount of hate for example in the journal I can make jokes about this also and be flamboyant, and many enjoy this stuff it's mostly I make fun of right winged attitudes and fears I have as a leftist, so to speak. I dunno it's similar to c&c in game, it's very fun, yet it does backfire even just with friends etc. Most don't like it when their ego is invalidated and many are not ready. I sometimes feel also to much though love breeds resentments, a bit more of a communal hippie feel would not hurt. He also wants to be loved I feel, there is no way he creates all of this out of hate lol.

lol I am not the biggest fan of image sorry. Feels ultra fake. I dunno the question is odd standing up usually happens intuitively grounded in values ?. There is no need to make a scene. I gave some real life examples instead of a bunch of hypotheticals and yes guys will hit on your girl when you go out. It's an obstacle. Grabbing etc. goes to far I am glad nothing happend here. If you want the typical stage red answer do martial arts, assert yourself, stand up for your women and fight for her. I bet she can't fend for herself. Or is that a hidden presumption? In a world like this what can you even do lol. It's basically social darwinism and power struggles. Most people on the globe are more blue/orange. So this should generally not happen. Imo if these are legit concerns I'd move countries, cities, planets even. The thread was about eliminating bias, in a stage red world this is not possible only power counts.

Beign fun, having high energy, going for what you want, beign bold, beign social, inviting her to social spaces with cool friends and people, doing something fun, letting her meet new cool people etc. The most social guys had the most girls that is what I noticed and usually also very attracitve women, quality is debatable. Most of them besides one close friend were not very particularlly educated, although very intelligent (one guy is a millionar approx, or at least has a couple of 100k in revenue per year he does not need to work anymore since his mid 20's) he watches harry potter movies the whole day at work, because it's his company and he is kinda nerdy also. I legit meet him in a video game, I had to laugh so hard that he is a player. He also get's the hottest women and is also very soft I still wonder how he does it, yet he reads such subtle signs. I can't believe it. He is just social and leads as the other ones are to lazy to make proper decisions and or confused while drunk...

If this happens with "my male friends" something went wrong, and or this will turn into serious lunacy, if I would play that scenario.... I usually have protective friends so we move on. I also never had a real fight etc. If I imagine how she would feel definitely boundaries crossed in a hot moment I would most likely chase they guy and force him to apoligize if it was some rude kid, (in case I loose consciouness), as it hurts having boundaries crossed. If not some rude kid I just ask if everything is fine etc. and talk about the scenario and if she does not want to talk etc. I just leave it, I can't 100% feel the emotions of someone else etc. This is also very taxing emotionally and can be overburdened etc. Cat calling I would ignore the guys hitting on the girl. The girl I talked about above this happend and she still stuck with me as I basically was holding hands with her the whole time. I dunno she looked at me at times with such glowing eyes, I had no idea. I legit picked her up from partying & clubbing. If I would really worry about something like this like my male friend seeing me as lesser, dude I am already the most successful among them and even becoming more successful besides a few (but they legit have a million+ approx), they would never think of me less, as we are friends???? Like wtf. I would focus on myself if they see me as lesser that legit is their problem, such people in my experience are immensely stuck in their peer group and perpetuate the b.s in the group, are alcoholics etc. Get nothing done the typical european soccer crew so to speak. The ones who did something akin to this to me are legit the ones I am kind too, despite the fact that they are doing that, because I feel bad for them as they have nothing really going in their lives, at times I think this has to be their only joy. (I don't currently know anyone like this, yet this can happen). At the end they pay me respect for not reacting, and I ignore and this stops. I usually meet people at an eye level. Right now I am legit injured which makes it tricky, most people who made fun of me legit have nothing going in their lives. Most people I meet encouraged me even when I felt insecure and this is usually the "gang" I am choosing also it's the best "gang" so to speak as you enter all possibillities, I miss going out and just jumping from friend group to friend group. While knowing really none, and ending up at the best places. I dunno last place I ended up in an indoor pool from some guy from the american military legit smoking blunts like in a rap group (fking illegal they get kicked out of the military if they are in poession as far as I know) with some semi hot chicks, although this is mostly private. Just beign open and curious about others usually get's me more invites etc. Also never seeing myself as lesser biggest mistake to be done with "big people" etc. Although this takes a lot of talking and beign pro-active, I don't get invited usually I am super introverted and also have high energy. Also it feels great to introduce a hot girl you got to know to your friend group if your friends are legit cool or you can think of them as cool and just love them, the vibe will definitely rub off etc. Hope this makes sense. You could ask the reverse if this would happen to a friend of you, would you think of him less? I would see it personally as more a "test" of friendship if I know him well I would just say f* it let's move on, I never have been seriously pestered. All in all this is fairly unconscious most of it, I would prefer having a different social group and meeting women in that way as we'd share more similar activities, I changed a lot so I usually don't have a single friend group anymore, many work on career also or are legit married. Other example I can give as we went out a friend of mine "rather unattractive and dark skinned you can't really tell where he is from" has this ueber beautiful women at his hand, the guy walks up with his friend group (typical soccer kids) says: " You n***er you don't deserve someone like her" I had to laugh so hard, my friend got a bit upset he is taller and bigger, he was like let's move as they all stood there paralyzed (nothing is going to happen this is why I laughed). I dunno how she felt she gave 0 reaction and I don't remember much from this particular night. I find the guy very boring also he is super smart, and choose a lame job and is very quiet although he could easily do a Ph.D etc. I myself wondered how he got her. Other scenario my friend got laid as a random guy pestered the group of women I approached and they all showed the guy the middle-finger and the body guard, packed him by the neck and threw him out as he just did not want to stop. I approach them casually afterwards and chill and after 1h or so they came to us and started dancing with us. We both we're like kids in a candy store omfg, she is so hot etc. He got her though there is a lot of bias in that old region and my "competition" realistically is rougher. I winged him so to speak. My approach was super bad and way to direct. Although she liked my energy. They also just came and we were just having fun dancing. Another friend of mine get's even approached by women by having this high energy and just dancing and he rejects them at times it's hilarous, this guy at times is such an idiot, yet he just get's other women. He rejected this super hot women, I could not believe him I would have helped him as much as possible, yet he was just like oh he does not like the games. THIS WAS A CASUAL SHIT Test, omfg I don't know he get's "cat called" out of the gym they meet him with beer and he says no like wtf. She was mega hot. Sorry for going on a tangent here, these memories sort of all happend in a similar timeframe of going out. I dunno I did not even approach 10 women, I am relatively new and I don't even know what kind of girls like me when I approach them. I mostly did online game, I still have a lot of approach anxiety, although it's quiet fun. I would never shift my perspective and see them as lesser because of any of this social mobbing. Of course I judge, yet I don't let this opinion manifest as a group perception and act mostly with non-judgement. Although many want an opinion from me. In general this "saving face" notion&idea is a very eastern notion. Nobody really cares mostly besides if you are very young and insecure then eventually yes.

I don't really think so it really depends as long as stuff get's not physical I don't care, what someone says to me even when I get angry. I never would also hang-out with people like that nor do I know people like that. That is mostly a very very "degenerate" notion. I mostly see this as a weakness and insecurity of other men, and I never meet someone who is like this. Why should I look less in her eyes? She'd must have serious development gap, I never meet a women like this in my life, who'd act like this, many don't even expect this from me. They would most likely rather hope I don't kill the guy, with violence as it is not an option this is the response I usually get. I'd figure the kind of women I meet and date would get upset at the other guy as well as just ignore, as they rather focus on the relationship besides some opinion of some random people. In that sense defend me. Also the guys who I ran game with 99.9% of the time when some fight breaks out most "girls" who are semi-conscious either leave and or are hoping that they don't fight and defend themselves in a verbal manner. This is such monkey business, I find this pathetic. You can play billions of scenarios, I never meet a total doormat, I usually don't judge a lot although when I do people feel devasted so I refrain from doing it a "friend..." once told me. It's a conscious process unfortunately very conscious, these are such monkey type of behaviours this mostly does not fly in hyer-modern environments at least this is what I've witnessed. You can read the book our inner ape and see how "disgusting" humans can be if you consider human behaviour from a very deep ancestral dive. It's quiet shocking I don't know how much is transferred to humans, yet if someone is not using his/her prefrontal cortex anymore I am unsure what to make of that, I usually just walk past them, there is no need to engage in this type of backstabbing it's usually also from people who are corrupt and in a weak position and can't really contemplate I find. Mostly bottom of the barrel. You know what, the irony is I think I can get girls by making fun of such loosers who make fun of others to feel good about themselves, I legit said this to one and she pulled me upstairs in the end. I was so "pissed" at how lazy some men are and just expect everything to fall into their lap, she legit screamed at time in a sense. I was drunk, I would have never done this sober. I just wanted to see as I am quiet conscious drunk... believe it or not, if this really works and it did. That shocked me. I could even have gone further as I legit felt that authentic hate. All power to the bonobo btw if such jokes are allowed. More sex for everyone.

This was by far the stupidest question on the test imo. In hindsight if they would give more inherently value based questions and make some contrat I dunno a real man is loving and couragous for example, instead of ambitious and successful and sort of contrast these, I'd agree with aurums statement before the test seems quiet heavy SD green.

This time I got 0% hostile 24% benevolent I have more bias towards men than women as a man lol. I know some of them perpetuate stereotypes, yet I find these questions kind of odd, I would also expect some of the same qualties from a women today and I would frame questions differently for example resilliance is something different than emotionally strong as well as having control of emotions, these would be self-regulatory aspects that are neutral/peaceful more harmonic?, yet I guess it does sort of reflect a hidden worldview. I did not even see the note: I saw somewhere IIRC tha this this is not to be confused with a diagnosis of any sort. As if someone would be mentally ill. It's tricky to embody qualties without making them a stereotype and just expressing that energy sort of while not having any of these worldviews. Unsure what to think about this. I'll definitely contemplate it. I am suprised I have 0 hostile views against men and women lol.

Doshin is an 8 in the enneagram to his own accord, so yes he angry all the time . It's the anger triad he also uses this stuff for shadow work etc. 8,9,1's are the anger triad. Might be to esoteric, yet he uses this model.

I am using both I even had to use the API in class lol. Watch Microsoft butchering the thing. The OpenAi it self has so many tools I did not even try to test it for code, as I am not coding currently, yet I would do it to some extend. ChatGpt is just a tiny bit of OpenAi ^^. I don't know how old this is, as the Prof. does this stuff every semester. It's kinda crazy that many don't even know about this. Though interesting. https://platform.openai.com/examples These I believe are all tools from OpenAi.

What about exercise? There are various things you could trouble shoot? You could also join a dance class, as well as some humour thing or comedy. Play an instrument? My aggressive energy dissapted completely with meditation and exercise for years now, I started quiet young. It's more rigidity now. I still get angry etc, especially when fixing stuff. I did shadow work also most of this helped, it's not an overnight fix exercise by far helps the most in the immediate and long-term and meditation is a great way to deal internally with it. Both also potentiate psychdelic trips immensly imo, besides very healthy nutrition. You could journal about triggers also and remove them what causes the aggressive energy for example. There are also tricks. Maybe it's simply cortisol in your body and brief breathing exercises can dissapate that energy especially if it coagulates around the sternum. Body awareness meditation etc. I saw a guy at a retreat how had a very angry "choleric" type energy very rigid stiff uptight german guy, he passed out during a retreat because he tried so hard? I did not see it, yet they called the paramedics and we had to continue to meditate and not get distracted. He had such an angry breath when I walked past him. I find this common in engineers that there is the level of frustration&anger it's an emotion that is approximately on the same feeling level. Men have to do physical exercise in order to release stress more deeply than women, I am unsure if stress causes you anger. I have this info from her, I like her as a meditation teacher a lot. Anger is certainly to be expressed and not bottled up.

I was typing a joke before, that all of these words have such a british sarcastic tune to them, I am aghastly appalled at the bewilderment of this specimen, I just wanna see nature documentaries from national geographics with this kind of vocabulary. I love this level of hidden irony/sarcasm so much. It just leaves room for misinterpretation. I worked in London and gave my co-worker an impression of this, he told me it's to offensive and I had to stop I had to laugh so hard. Aghast is relatively easy.

24/36 I had to google almost every verb to describe these emotions I never heared them in a casual conversation, this skewed the result. First language is German. I seldom hear someone say. incredulous pensive imploring flustered I thought imploring meant internally probing someone else with questions and it means "pleading", to implore = inständig bitten. The more you learn. lol.

https://strengthlevel.com/ I used this to see how well I am doing, I never really compared myself with others mostly with my progress and myself, I could only bench 60kg with 96kg weight it was one of my weakest disciplines. I loved doing squats today getting back doing both! Squatting was about 150-180kg with 3-5-10 reps so no one max-rep, I could have gone to 200 maybe, as one max rep. Squatting was the most fun for me. I was way to amazed that others could bench stuff. I basically stuck to a 10% rule for everything IIRC. When I could squat 100kg I would use to 10kg plates and go for 120kg and see how much I could do rinse and repeat. Then I got injured two times. So yeah.

That is a common one I heard at least also from my friend who now get's laid a lot by just approaching and going out and setting up a masculine profile (not currently). For me it's similar mostly positive interactions and gratitude journaling has helped me the most. Mostly the starvation of sex, I dunno masturbation still works for me, sometimes approval from women can be also "annoying in a sense" For me it has mostly been the awareness around the emotion of envy, that some things are "more accessible", I just see it for what it is and accept it. Gratitude has helped me more attracting attractive women, I give my best to find more quality women, yet currently it's me who is lacking skill in this area. Gratitude has just been a huge solution for most bias issues for me at least.

That is super interesting, I legit favour and gave myself best to "optimize" myself to this, as I hated the prior in my eyes "bias" of friends I had and chubbier women, I never understood this mindset. Just in terms of bias about bias, but w/e. Also this is interesting as my friend went out and me we are the complete opposite he likes the prior and has nothing against the latter, and is the prior. While me beign the reverse of that as long as organic... funny times, anyway that is interesting I only went out with one wealthy women and she seemed a bit interested in men more like me and not the prior still it was my wings sister, so I had no idea. Funny stuff delusional also, both were from Syria also incredible how open humans are. I wonder if this is just some elitism selection, but w/e. I guess this is also a sign of power, yet that is super super interesting to me thanks for pointing that out lol! Note: She was super hot and fit, although that social circle and that city is delusional and the devil. I swear to the lord, I become devout christian before witnessing the shit again I saw there. Even for a job interview this is super insightful, also in terms of developmental thinking to some level. I think this is what gave me the 6% I legit choose this because it's a societal notion and women give birth to even men, so I thought this would be the better choice and gave a slight agreement.

All of this is human bullshit in a sense and you still have to learn it to work, incredible.

My original post got lost https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sex_differences_in_intelligence#:~:text=Sex differences in human intelligence,to vary slightly on average. What I wanted to type is benevolent bias is one of the most patronizing and belitteling feeligs you can do to another human, it's like you are not encouraging the potential of the other human beign for beign a human and the sheer isness of the human taking gender into account and or not. Then the whole level of performance falters because of brainwashing type tactics that not even seen as a tactic, it's just a perversion of sorts undescribeable. The level of belittlement I felt at times for the benevolent seeming attitude shocked me, especially when I outperformed others. Masculine and feminine dynamics brain differences etc. For sure plays a role. When values shift a deeper inclusions especially at yellow is present of masculine and feminine principles, and there is a bigger openness for this, although I find many men to cause this benevolent bias at times, when there is no authority that cares about eliminating and airing bias and serves as a community role model and a level of encouragement. I wonder how much shifts with a larger emphasis on spiral development. The first date with the doctor chick ?? gave me a huge wave in communal stages of vibes, while I am very mixed in them, she legit said she did get 0 sexual vibes from me. She was very artsy and feminine. Also the point about serving and protecting women, is different from beign a kick-ass player/gentelman who can walk the walk is well-off and does not need to show it similar just to someone like Keanu Reeves, I still like this frame, yet it's been sorta abused as this "sigma grindset" they legit made a whole psychology out of the introverted alpha there are courses about this, incredible. Some classes also open my eyes about how these concepts can be used for engineering, as well as how much ins constructed, many of these mechanisms are legit present in everyday interactions and have a similar affect. Like elitism, it's funny how much I also benefitted from this and how stage purple concepts are very effective for dating. For simplicities sake (again I still am not the best sexually next time I be a bit more aggressive) different cultures for sure have different attitudes, unfortunately many are regressive and the west is undeniably more culturally advanced and technologicall advanced than most countries and directions on the planet. Besides a few cities. Still it's pretty important, you can just of course "run" pure.... selection and dismiss diversity completely and neglect every new ocean and make it a kingpin simulation of who is the biggest ape/lion maybe Zebra in the jungle. This has nothing really to do with holism, and a lot of this social darwinism type thinking is present in the dating scence and I have to basically modulate myself to this? To be succesful in dating? I listend to a Blinkist about deeper dating, where it's mostly about purpose, and passion and sharing these screeing like this and vision. Although when I check data most legit go to online-dating nowadays and my dating range ranges from Zoomers to late born Gen-Y's and it's not easy. Most are online from what I found I dunno if the algorithm (and it does) just feeds me similar data. What many don't realize is many Academics especially the students are at blue/orange many engineer type people have blue/orange type biases, as they only feed their intellect you will never have a class about social sciences and or wisdom assoicated with insights from there, at least this is info from the O'Fallon paper many don't have a higher ego development. Ironically these topics worked in my favour while discussing them with dates... I legit stopped looking at it, yet these topics really really worked well with intellectually and psychologically inclined women who are obviously sexual creatures? Must I spill the obvious. The point about patrichal values is an entire history lesson worth of the wrongdoings of the church etc. and you can even go back to slavery if you want to lol. I bet that would be highly interesting, ngl how patriachal society is at times, ironically I do better under leadership from women as it's usually more process oriented, it's just very chaotic in it's own way at times, and I am the one who often brings in clarity the longer the process goes on, as at one point intuition is not really needed, and it's about skill etc. At least these have been my experiences within and outside of academia. People generally don't like to feel muted. This is mostly it I am going to study sexology and body language heavily when doing game, I do enjoy the biological things of life lol, and I love playful behaviour and flirting with women, unfortunately with my "intellecually" inclined type thinking I don't get this all to often and it's more direct and consensual it seems, which is also not all to bad, yet my frame is to feminine currently for it to work as well as to neutral. I mostly did online game as it does work for me and offline game is just more effective and fun, it's not really a priority I would prefer to do it with less bias and actually just find a deep girlfriend who is interested in deep intimate sex, and not the boring stuff. Many academics are quiet boring and they just want to live "the good life" with house, garden and animals nothing very intimate mostly just family, imo.

You can check plattforms like edx.org, as well as brilliant to get intuition, yet for serious math I would buy textbooks and I checked a YouTuber a couple who recommend doing real textbooks for a deeper even intutive understanding of maths. I plan to do something similar, if I get the proper math background. I don't know if this is public, yet there are projects from universities to share stuff like this. https://ocw.mit.edu/search/?q=math I checked these sources and I have sources from my university, (nobody asked for it besides me...) I am not sharing because I am not interested to get into some copyright restriction conflict. Basically edx.org, coursera.org, this YouTuber, MIT opencourseware, humblebundle has sales at times for example I have a stack of books teaching the mathematics of programming, like discrete mathematics etc. Doing math in Python etc. from No Starch press that cost 30€ on Amazon and the whole bundle costs 17€ and you also donate to a social cause, this is why I liked twitch and online communties etc. Brilliant.org is also fine, yet most have their background from school and textbooks. The OpenSoftware stuff is great as they offer assignments and solutions, and that is mostly what a textbooks should provide at best they give a very intutive explanation of a concept etc. There are plenty of sources for super-real math I would buy textbooks and go to a university and take the appropriate lectures. Also there are doctors and medical people lol, so it's not the only way and without business and products we could not even feed ourselves this has nothing really to do with science in my opinion, in terms of survival it's just a super global fad imo. This would be my take, although I am in a similar position fundamentally learning from scratch and my LP is still more focused on programming, so I am more interested in the intuition of math, and some calculations I have to see.

Overall without getting into internet discussions, the assumptions are made based on internalized attitudes as far as I can tell, we are miles a way from a super-holistic study from 10 different fields analyzing one sector in big picture style. Having Ken Wilbers 4 quadrant model in mind helps to re-frame the idea that the test is just there as a reflection tool. At best study sexology to contemplate difference in male and female behaviour on the pure biological level as well as have an idea of it. These are all different topics and themes, and it's rare to see an interdisciplinary approach. Sex at dawn is still a pretty eye-opening book about this, I had only one date who'd be willing to discuss sex that deeply, I am looking for women similar to this, who enjoy sex and are willing to explore most dates have mostly been sorta survival like, so far besides 3 that had more depth. I mean even Owen Cook has a dirty sneaky level of awarness of knowledge behind this. There are differences although they accumulated in attitudes and predisposition without any presumptions there simply is no bias, even when the dynamic is different. It's interesting to study these, although without a high-level of non-judgement and development these topics are close to impossible to talk about I meet although a couple of women who were super open, it just did not fit logistic wise. It's more like a deep dive into reality and masculine feminie polarities I really love this when going out I sort of miss it. I was personally curious about if there is a tool to reflect on the issue of sexism besides reading endless "hot quick articles" and something slightly more deeper. I would look at it holistically, I dunno I just don't think feminism is a good topic for dating, it might be in a relationship as a concern for social causes and historical impacts and just sheer interest and curiosity. I gave it a go for online-dating and meet a super manipulaitve women even though I legit have concerns and enjoy to talk about the topic, it's just not really my kind of tea currently. I dunno I did not like the feeling of rigidity of talking about it, and me feeling guilty without doing anything etc. So I just stay clear from toxic vibes in that regard, I dated and meet more integrated women so to speak, who did not need to lash out and attack. Most are also not like this. Maybe 1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000. Approximately. I am sometimes unsure how far I can trust PUA advice, as I struggle beign sexually with women and legit just consent already worked for me, so I am curious how far I can build the sex life of my dreams in terms of also "awareness and consciouness" and not only more "traditional spiritual" ideas. Even though I am not against it, I just don't want someone traditional ever.

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@Ulax Same to you! I respect the openness to inquiry.

Actually it's my fault I did not read it carefully I thought it was about what happens when benevolent sexism occures, yet the question was if all benevolent sexism should be avoided. That is my fault. I did not think that deeply and was more focused on personal synthesis of information I acquired. I would personally eliminate bias as much as possible, makes more room for genuient innocent type of convos and interactions, usually more fun and raw. I miss these interactions and also dating and proper social circle.