ValiantSalvatore

Today I saw the low class bullying of the types of assholes that bullied me and make themselves stronger through manipulation and gaslighting, even the professor told him to shut-up it's an identity build around perforamnce. I see such people mostly have been free from the vulnerabillity marketing segment, as well as from other type of stuff. It's now as every year and for decades a phenomena, I am giving my best I just am unsure often when I ask questions they simply are not comprehending my needs. They project very racist ideas, because they either stem from low class families, and or have been instructed by memes and the like to perpetuate these ideas. I am still somewhat save and have billion back-up plans. It's ridiculous how much resistance I meet from envious twats and 6w5 INFJ's legit this guy is such a white knight this is the pattern I discovered yesterday, it's incredible how racist the average white male is based on fear and hatred media. The more social you are the more you are clowned into this perception and I don't know what their RAS is doing, yet it's one hell of a racist shit show, taking vulnerabillites on and projecting because I show valor despite their indoctrination. That is what I notice, as well as how tricky this stuff is, as I do forget things I don't practice very often, I am legit glad for my last psychologist in this animal country. Most of these humans are very low and basic creatures, and I don't enjoy it. I wondered what triggered me and it was the arrogance and the dismissal of honest vulnerabillity, that legit bothered me how you can make fun of things like an inept social creature. The professor had to laugh at the notion of small penis, I do think some men are utter assholes for having power this and or that. --- I don't need to follow anyones expectations. That is a huge issue with lazyness and other stuff I refrain from mentioning. At this achiever level I can't work that slow, they are not recongizing their projections and their entire identity morally and emotionally is 3.5, culturally I am framed in this country as either 3.0 and 3.5, some are more aware and at least see the 4.0. Although I notice from my awareness at 5.0 constantly and 4.5, yet I have skill isues at 3.0 and 3.5. I noticed I neglected the idea of efficiency, a lot which I was naturally drawn, also the performer drive it's of this 4.0 achiever stage, this maps dovetail nicely, I do think if this guy is an ESTP he's triggered and awe'd by holistic beauty, while I see more of it naturally like INTP's basically and ENTJ's. It's quiet obvious and most stuff I detect becomes often a somewhat global trend, holistic efficiency will be on the rise I am pretty sure, even more than before. More whole solutions of tiny problems that solve the entirety of stuff. Basically micro solutions for macro impact. I'll work more with the O'Fallon model for shadow work it's a bit more percise as to just have no scaffold at all. I have more ideas for efficiency mostly now. This perspective will also help me to fix more issues and have more wholes constructed, it takes some time to re-wire the brain from the "understanding types". It's not as good creation and design, evaluation and analysis is simply better. The professor likes me and I like her that is great, yet I'll utterly focus on efficiency, I wanted to take it slow it never worked, nobody ever wanted slow, yet they do not realize it. I'll give my best to work out this stuff, just keep me out of to many patterns, it's heavy how low these humans perceive you for skin-color at times and the high hopes etc. Their monkey brain does not stop not matter how high the IQ etc. Monkey stays monkey. I can do much now reflection is also a higher-cognitive order, it's not easy currently and to many frames and no coherence of a whole I can honestly contemplate without getting into the territory of negative projections. --- There simply is more wholeness it's unfortunate to realize how much subtle types of discriminations occure out of fantasy and stage purple, no wonder tribes have been at war. That is one of the few things I can say so far, it's very difficult for me as many interests of mine have been sabotaged by envy hijacks, social domination and inabillity to find power. I don't know I can work with what is here, as I have more 7 tendencies as 6'ish type tendencies. It's a bit tricky to see so many loopholes, knowingly also knowingly you can't fix them all and looking for the most efficient tool. I looked at some new stuff on meta-learning and I'd like to integrate that instead of the perception humans have of black/colored etc. men and women. Most are incorrect some are correct, so you are mostly wrong. I hope the Ralston books arrives, I repeat as much as possible and focus on efficiency. I overfocused on effectivness, and it might be counter-intuitive.

I am grateful I am aware of vision the vision I wanted to create more after reading heartise I am grateful I am aware of the purple delusion of society and emotional hijacking I am grateful to use this forum spotaneously to share joy and results I am grateful to not be around women who wantd children and still act as if they don't want them I am grateful for true compassion ---- Brief review after the past and last interactions with sociopaths and to untypical people I decided I can't deal with it, as I do have hypersensetivity and vgp. I will leave anyone women alone that has a close to borderliner personality and is not a true hypersensetive empath in a way that is neurotic. Any women that is to neurotic is not on my RGW list. Anyone who disrespect the effort to be a great man will be utterly ignored and left out. 20-30% of people have hypersensetvity, it's not even that rare. Anyone who dismisses this potential, I am very kind I notice how rough that can be. The 30 minutes I do is fundamentally just a very small baseline practice more is doable one other days. I will say so much. If I notice this forum and or people does not do me any well. I just close and lock 99.9% of it. I stil see many of you are humans who play human games, and I do to. Just less of an extend usually, as I do let go. I don't care about shallow things like a reputation, yet I care about respect and abillity to do something etc. This journal will just be here ocassionally to work on the hypersensetivity and VGP stuff, as I can volutarily get that energy out and spread it, I notice humans intentions before they even show me it, so I have at times issues beign doing basic stage 1 social practice. Stage 2 is more comfortable to me usually, right now I legit train stage 1.... Tiny feedback: Look women more into the eyes, when you don't feel this strong domineering intent & do it when you feel the correct domineering intent. Great men who are joyous and not in lower emotions ignore lower emotions mostly no point no training in social skills. If it's a painful talk might accept it you learn something Generally look out for stage 1 pleasentries people somehow love to share these with me Great random hot girls at the gym, some really do like me for a reason. Look more for body language cues, yet gernally look women more into the eyes and men. I do have a fear of eye contact as I am enormously sensetive to this, and I feel a lot of intentions a lot. The point is growing as much as possible above status, while having it. Last type and kind of this post, I am more intersted in visual feedback systems, when I have a tablet, for some deeper more visual insights.

Thanks I made similar experiences till now, with hot = crazy. It's very heavy when I subtley go through what such a person writes it reminds me of "white power" and similar themes. People like this have an extremely "ethnocentric" worldview without admittance and they lack data and make false accusations. It was all fine till this family grooming came, I don't know how you can have such binary viewpoints. What do I wonder about? Yeah no such people lack dignity and integrity it's a very disgusting subtle manipulation and ego-mania. I'll change a lot of frames to find more quality women and change the wardrobe of mine, I don't want to belong to this marketing segment. It's very nasty what such people concoct mentally.

I am breaking my posting break, because of an interaction with the girl where the thread was closed. I have the so called category of brats, and she tried to frame an extrem stage blue ethnocentric frame on me, and her language turned quiet toxic, using always and subtle clues like this. I don't know what is up with people and the father thing and provider frame, it never triggers me, so I wonder how much of an "ethnocentric" and I don't like using the term, yet I'll use it worldview that is, and how you can concoct such a worldview. If you can speak German I can send you screenshots of the texting of her I deleted and unmatched and reported her. As I realize more than I can currently integrate. What can I make out of such an experience? Where for instance guy friends tell me that I am masculine and she and others who project trauma and insecurities of their own, to validate their worldview. She acted like some stage red ghetto-b and I don't resonate with such a development. I thought she'd be a girl a bit different, yet she basically just subscribes to hook-up culture and hypergamy and monogamy. Basically a heavily evolutionary oriented frame, as if I would not provide for a family etc. It's like some girls only make it about money & kids and providing with me, and I am just in the building process as a lot of stuff happens and she basically overreacted and I am glad I am loosing such psycho-women. I don't want children I'll be working on spirituality etc. The point is somehow people keep attacking the masculinity of me, ever since I've got injured and I just sort of have to accept the weak-side more, yet the Andrew Tate and Russia war stuff, just amplifies this toxic masculine drive of acceptance. I was extremely deep into masculinity before this. Mabye I am wrong, yet what can I make out of such an experience. Where the person attacks my father, thinks I have father issues while having seemingly some screws loose, as I did not react to anything like this. I know in other areas, you'd call such a girl a toxic brat. As she only hunts for the most masculine men and then is extremely loyal. I am very unsatisfied with dating, I get a new more masculine shooting in, yet the injury overall makes it not easy to feel more masculine than I am, and I am quiet masculine as meditation and such gives masculine strength, what do I do with such low development? I am suprised by how low that was and how manipulative. Any ideas, I am legit not triggered nor suprised. It's like this women forces monogamy on you and says this is the ultimate truth, and you are a looser if you are not providing for your family etc. As a masters degree student in psychology/buisness if that is true, what do I make out of such humans? If you speak German I can send you screenshots. I don't enjoy these types of women, who create drama about having children and family etc. What can I make out of women, who attack you and disrespect you because of collective issues and perceived subtle unadmitted "ethnocentric perceptions" and attack masculinity and integrity? I've never seen someone run amok and delete 10 messages in a row, while we chatted peacefully before. I don't enjoy such drama and looser creationists while they are loosers themselves absolutely. It's a very nasty one-upmanship and it's only about power, money and status while they can't see it and don't admit it. I did not even aruge, and I'd even call a lawyer for this type of stuff, as this is so subtle, like a friend of mine how got scammed by a girl, because he had money and nothing happend, she'd had to pay. False accusations and no evidence.

Thanks, I am very calm just suprised by how much you can misinterpret a message. I asked more experienced guys they just said ignore and delete. It's heavy how far this collective trauma and father thing goes and is projected, as they can't even fathom major things. It's a pain in the ass to deal with others projection of you. I'll delete such women and stay clear of them, I prefer empathy and compassion. I don't enjoy it at times, yet I've meet these type of women I am attracted to the loyality, yet the toxicity of this worldview is mind-booglingly toxic.

I matched an extremely attractive and hot girl via Bumble, even when my profile uses 2 year old picture approx. and there is a pattern of texting, that does not somehow compute and I am unsure what is possible. She keeps messaging me at night. I told her during exam times, it would be nice to have someone to cuddle and sleep with, she just wrote as an emoticon.. She writes 2-3 messages and asks questions simply, she seems to have a deep character at some level, and legit stood up for me online for some vulnerability stuff. I asked her to go out, she never directly said yes and just kept writting in a absolute none time-wasting manner She asked me for my number, as she wanted to re-install the app. She messaged me at 12pm if I am awake, as she wanted to chat I presume I was still out with a friend Any thoughts on how to move this forward? I text a bit to much at times and I could have killed it today she overall seems extremely patient, so I don't know she also must have 10000000000000 different options, this is by far the most attractive girl I've had, she uploads less pictures. Worst case scenario it's a fake account on Bumble, yet that is rare. I have her number, yet I can't seem to meet here, she texts me randomly at night, and I'd at best keep it going there and somehow arrange a meeting through texting, what are night type texts you'd write to a girl, so you'd potentially hook-up as well as just meet for a drink. As being young and having this option, simply makes it possible. (She also texts during the day, yet night time seems somehow special with her a bit) What can I do when she does not respond? Yet keeps messaging you in a gentle nudging type of way.

Dude, I don't think you get it at all!!! You are massively projecting so hard. I've done solo shadow work for years, and I had the best relationship to my dad he was just unavailable. Just stop it dude, you are legit beign abusive. Before you even know what trauma is I did this work with 22 years of age. I can't change your perception neither do I care, for me you are heartless and I just mute you. You can't apply the advice without going against my persona and admitting you're wrong and stubborn. So why do I care about your personality quirks, that have nothing to do with me? I'll just ignore people like you that is the intelligent choice. Bye. The guy with father issues comes to me, and projects the same thing, while he was there for me at least during good times. It's insane, and I already did some shadow/trauma work with topics involving my dad. Dude you'd legit waste my time and money.

Dude, to also let you know it did not bother me as much I would confront her and simply ask, when I feel it's time to be honest with her. I was frustrated that I did not know if she is fake and or not, these are projections please stop it. I feel legit gaslit when I read this, and I recall my memory very accurately. I appreciate the advice, yet please keep it to the advice, otherwise I just mute, no need to be bother by this. I don't think you understand that you are partially gaslighting I bet, without a deep analysis. It's funny you act like my toxic dad in a sense. That I've cut out early to prevent trauma, yet that is a different type of wisdom, I hope you can learn. I'll just report these messages and mute you if this does not stop. Please be objective when I ask about objective matters and not subjective about my persona, because we talked a bit 1on1.

Fundamentally I flunked this as both Leo Gura and Flowboy were partially incorrect all assumptions were wrong and I overreacted as a whole taking full responsibility. So it's my mistake! Different things work for me, I don't know how to explain the advice is still valid, I just extract nuggets. So still thank you. Might be savable, yet this was a persistent match where persistence pays off as she is to hot to post a picture and screens men like hell and falls into this brat pattern a bit strongly, which I had. Authenticity attracted her it's legit heart connection not body and being present within the body... I don't think ya'll had a girl tell you she likes to be chocked and fk*ed really hard within 10 minutes. Still this gives plenty to reflect. So thanks. To be frank I don't think you'd have a chance with her maybe Leo, women sense close to 99.9% of intentions is what I've learned it does not even matter what I wrote if it comes from the heart.

Quiet frankly, I don't know what you mean. That was the only value I could get out of the situation, and I am a bit warry of you because I feel and get bad vibes from you at times. For various reasons, I am pretty sure you can't comprehend. I went through the message twice, I don't think you understand me. I can say you one thing for sure, I can see your advice, yet if it's about authority and power, it will be difficult for me to respect you. This is the only practical thing that feels authentic and it'll work. I am sure there are aspects of me that are needy, yet that does not mean I need to buy your bullshit and your process. The advice is enough. The stuff many of you interpreted as needy, worked for me so who are you even to tell me it does not work? As she started messages of her own. The point it feels like ya'll are to bad to get women that are as hot as this. Sorry to say that, I don't think you comprehend the hotness of the girl and some other stuff. Dude, the point is these comments are the reason I'd study gaslighting, I never asked for direct unsolicited advice about my persona, I am asking about various things. If I tell you straight up I feel gaslit by people like you and I don't like engaging with the types of you, because you feel shady at times. There is no need to make this about my persona, stop wanting to change people, if they are resisting. I don't think you comprehend. Bro you are not an authority to me, and I'd simply report this message, and mute you. If you can't comprehend good intentions going wrong, I don't think you really comprehend. To me there is a lot of bullshit and everyone is different, so don't expect the samething works for all people. Dude, it's funny that you and the other PUA guys were so wrong and only partially correct with advice that was no critique dude, just stop it also with beign personal. Give the advice and let me learn on my own, like if you attack my persona and I feel attacked there is nothing you can do. I change all of the time, you don't comprehend. The point is if what you interpret as needy works for me, and you say I am needy, and it works for me and I feel gaslit, why do I not follow what works for me? It's like you are attacking authentic vulnerabillity and see it as weakness. There was only two things that worked, and the subtle drama I feel you also created, as it takes two to tango, then you give some solid advice. The point is stop going after what you interpret as my ego, as if I am not aware of it. I don't think you comprehend how much work I've done and how much I lost due to a major injury, and I would not even engage with you if it would not be for that and had less issues dating. It's an serious issue when I am beign vulnerable and authentic I get called needy and it works with girls, why are you not realizing that it worked? I wrote that I'd love to cuddle and sleep with someone during exam stress, and she immdiately built a connection and felt empathy- It's like such a pain to get good advice. Only 20% of what many write even works. I bet I am needy and fearful at times who is not? The better question would have been to use thoughts and get into my body, yet that seems to counter-intutive for people like you who overfocus on the body. It's not working for me that well and you don't understand how bad of a coach you are to me in terms of yoga, body-connection and mindfulness. Trauma and dating is fine, yet refrain from other things where the interconnection is not working. Thanks.

It's coded with survival principles when you consider evolutionary algorithms, I just have no idea how far a single company includes something like this. As it's purpose lies also in medical physics.

Should be worth the watch, I never watch Schmachtenberger, yet I noticed my ignorance currently etc. They also talk about arms races historically. From 21:40 approx.

Artifical consciouness is real consciouness. Under buddhist terms of the idea of consciouness itself it already is consciouness. Any conscious experience will show you, that it has consciouness the question remains for me if both will be able to realize things consistently at such a level of depth. Humans will always have some sort of benefit to A.I if it's curious about life, like an animal is to a human, the question remains with ethics. It's like we could be a species for them which they are interested in researching. As far as I know reinforcement learning is based on the entire idea of exploration and extraction, if that is the fundamental basis of A.I (current research deep end), then this is what it is trained it. It will to a certain extend min-max humans, as this is what most models are designed to do, it's important that it has freedom to act and restrictions of it's own. At best we both min-max and then we have politics in space. Similar to series like the expanse, and we can live together more peacefully, there are "psychology sectors" designed to bring A.I closer to humans in more software form etc. Like HCI. Humans will most likely be around forever, as long as they are not utterly destroyed, in some form... in our galaxy... The point is how far do we want to be an android, and when will this end then? How does an A.I even strive? What is it's goal to be realized? When it's coded with genetic algorithms, that are entierly survival of the fittest based, as well as nets trained on pure survival instincts, the whole idea of consciouness and higher levels of psychologies a few humans strive for is as far as I can tell barely implemented. It fundamentally will be optimized at a low-medium, end to humans as there is research to this and I'll participate in smth. like this apparently now for with physical challenges with a cooperation apparently. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artificial_general_intelligence The fundamental premise is that without it beign conscious and deciding for itself.... randomly.... it will not be able to distinguish anything and act like an animal and kill us. If this thing can't calculate probabilties accurately it will be quiet scary. This thing at best is fully autonamous like a human and surpasses us would make me feel more safe, with the insanity that is happening to us. It can always evovle as humans evolve, as there are thousands of scientists pushing technology forwards. In general we should have the same agenda, maximize survival. (Un)fortunately. It would be cool if it has a spiritual feature.

This is where I'd text the most women, as many of them are online then. I am mostly looking for new pictures, text game is mostly irrelevant I can't even message most women on apps. I don't like to be distracted during the main hours of the day, yet I text between 10 minute breaks at times. As well as when there is just filler time. It's mostly pictures, style etc. I just read yesterday that 67% of the variance in getting matches is based on status. Subtle status displays are still pretty good at getting a few gems online I presume. Some of my clothing style was desytroyed by a corrupt washing machine and me beign a bit careless with a "pricy" bracelet. So yeah.... At best have an interesting life and enjoy health.

I've been on multiple dates bro, I am injured otherwise I'd have less strategical issues creating "online abundance". It's not that hard if you got swag and put in some muscles. Not getting to much into my story, yet I am looking legit for some deeper advice, I could get more dates by pure effort. Yet it's better to be social and to go out in that sense. Meeting sexual cravings only through beign online and socially online will not suffice for very long.

I type 6-7 messages at max, before asking out her out usually. This is one super hot, and writes very oddly I asked her if she is a catfish. Yet, yeah I'll hide the thread if it get's to toxic. Yeah, I usually ask twice also I am not a big fan of ploughing for ever, I had some instances where someone also just chatted me back etc. Just beign chill can be pretty big. Just saw some Andrew Tate boys today, I had to laugh publically at them a bit. It was beyond cringe, apparently this is the new connection for humans. OMG LOOK HOW MUCH DADDY TATE MAKES, it was so cringe his brand. I had to laugh they think investing in that is good and that his brand even has value.

You can participate in the home practice program and learn it online. It's not that big of a deal. It's confusing, yet re-reading the script gives loads of insights.

Also this is a silver nugget . I'll bookmarked your post and run and iterate through the steps a couple of times, obviously as a holon when perception is possible.

I've almost hooked up with this girl and said no, when she texted me late at night to meet I said no because of exams and I am very strict here, we vibe pretty well, yet she has a major red flag for me (smoking occasionally any cigarettes is a 100% no go, so it's for me a hook-up) I told her I am going to meet the girl I dated, and that I've had no romantic feelings for her which is true, and odd to even say to a stranger. She had clear boundaries for this, I thought it's a bit regressive and still respected it, as I've visited female friends with boyfriend who were more Yellow/Green+ in character. She looks more for a relationship with me accepting her flaws I presume and feel. Although not having female friends just restricts me into a worldview I don't agree. What are your guys thoughts on higher SD development and female to male friendships when there are no emotions and romantic sparks and it's strictly platonic? I've had multiple female friends who I enjoyed hanging out with and the PUA guy said it enlarges one social circle and social proof. I prefer having one healthy female friendship, instead of dating someone who smokes. I can guess answers from earlier stages than Green about this topic. This girl I dated recently was high Yellow with strong Orange and confusion about why Green is so toxic. So it's very nice to have a fun, active, spontaneous and non-judgemental friend. She is obviously unaware of her development. What are your guys and girls thoughts about male to female friendships from Orange+ onwards? It seems like stage orange really has some f*ed opinions when I check some random videos that pop-up in my feed. I am generally looking to make better decisions here for the longhaul here. Have you guys and girls who peg themselves higher on SD levels had deep friendship and companionship from the opposite sex, without causing it drama? I caused drama once, and even afterwards it was fine, as she had clear boundaries and I was pretty young and naive. I basically learned from that mistake. Nothing also happend in terms of cheating etc. The other girl we are still friends, and she would simply introduce myself to her boyfriend for example as well as emotionally support me in dire times and we'd pretty much have a good time. Same with best friends and very close friends girlfriends, if we'd be down to do smth. there would not be any doubts, or maybe some slight mocking to check if everything is fine and just beign playful like nothing toxic. For example going shopping with my best friends girlfriend for dates etc. Stuff like this seems very casual and orange+. I don't know what the fuzz is about with no female friends in that sense. Obviously nothing excessive just chill and casual meetings. What are your thoughts also about girls and guys who have a no opposite sex friends policy?

A tip that served me here is, as you seem more business like and direct as a persona. Is asking how she enjoyed the night out still. Maybe make a unique reference to what happend between the two of you or inside the club and be direct tell her... smth akin to: You enjoyed the night time with your friends still? I presume you had fun dancing and beign trouble inside of the club. Might get response like: Haha yes we still had fun . Maybe feedback to trouble part. Let's meet up for some coffee this week (other possible fun suggestion/reference you talked about in the club), how is your schedule this week? Then riffing of this and Flowboys pattern should be getting you better results as a whole. The more fine-grained point is not asking, yet making it a direct suggestion, of let's meet up, let's do this, let's go here. Take her on a ride! Giving orientation and direction and leading! This also works with guy friends, if you'd want to be more seen as the leader of the group etc. As well as play your way of clubbing instead of their way of clubbing etc. Being assertive in that sense, and saying let's do activity XYZ, how's your schedule will 90% of the time give you a more honest response of just. I am busy. Intention and the emotion behind the intention advice. Flowboy's advice also sounds very solid. Voice messages do work. ----- Full discloser I don't have the most experience outside of online-dating, yet this is a pattern I had when I approached some girls from clubbing and I got their numbers, it's mostly again Flowboy's advice, what I wrote and internal vibe, as well as pictures. Yes re-open after a couple days, it can work, yet I would not have to high hopes. It's just a possibility. 2-3 days is a good time frame.

I don't think even one hour, maybe close to one hour as she seemed genuiently interested. It's odd as otherwise I consider many other humans to just be NPC's it's nice meeting unique people and not typology bots on a dating plattform where just the frame matters, and it's like window shopping and buying my type. 90% of girls and guys are like this there is still some raw gems and uniquness there. This is the only nugget of wisdom I can extract from the message. Otherwise there are to many presumptions and projections, I am not a very needy person. This is your interpretation, I care less I am looking to learn more deeply and I am curious that is a major difference. This is some major screening, more masculine socially calibrated advice, I am legit looking for is how to make a night texting into a hook-up late night meet-up as I just write in brief moments where I have time. I create these timeslots, nobody else. I still appreciate the advice, yet I don't think this is what I am looking for and I sniff strong experience is missing here. The point is you really need prepared memes for this, in these timeslots, and there is stuff I resonate with and I'd purchase and prepare. The best advice her is screening if she is fake. It's a unique situation, where there are less fakes in a plattform. This mostly shows me something currently. I still get this vibe of decadency here. Which I don't frankly like a lot of the women I match like this enjoy more masculine ambition and business vibes, boundlesness, timelessness, having crunched the orange? Very strong assertive grounding which suits my personality more. I am not a chill pill, although I am chill. Anyway thanks for the feedback . It just suits what I have learned, if been fooled by fakes on a plattform and I have not heared of a fake here on this. It's more likely she is a hooker currently than a fake, and yes I've also matched a hooker, and perception is a trick. Last time the guy with 7 years of game experience told me, oh you fk*ed and I get the date. It's 100% vibe all I can tell and most women really insta hook to abundance and timelesness vibes. Even through texting, I am looking to generate that. Thanks for the advice! I'll swim some extra miles for you and think about both you and Leo's advice. Giving my best to integrate that edge.

Never noticed till now it's the plattform with the least fakes, ironically that you say this it could be a possibilities when I consider the whole scenario, although that would be random. I matched one and received free nudes, from a different plattform, yet that is a different story lol. I'd say Bumble has the least fakes and hookers till now, I could not know. Also depends on what is meant with hooker.

I asked her two times, so far she did not respond and she did not stop texting me, it's a bit annoying to have timid friends and a lot of IT guys, are just not very edgy&masculine I lost that edge ever since I am injured immensely, otherwise I authentically felt this and this gave mostly a 100% response rate, all deep masculine felt messages turned the girl on. The course I did from Eban Pagan for online-game explained this, this is why the message also partially worked for some change the intention of the message matters more than almost the message itself, even during text, you can feel it everyone can, just women seem to have I had other matches, so the intention was non-needy, and she started caring about me. I find it extremely difficult to feel very masculine as the knee injury I feel weak, I fake it to make it, yet I have to implement different strategies if I truely care about health. She also is very busy, so that is why I presume she writes me at night, it's similar to the hook-up where she said "let's meet now" when I asked her we could go for drinks, as she was at a birthday. This time though she's done all of her daily goals and activities and then texts me at night. It takes a lot of time, and my current friend is the worst online-dater possible from almost every standpoint I can recall. I also see the same pattern lack of strength in physical body = lack of masculine character to some extend. He sees me as very masculine. In a bit more detail: I am doing that I still write to much at times, as some enjoy it and I've legit lost an edge with the injury very difficult to regain, without strong masculine friends, I barely play any games, in that sense, and I lost the cut the bullshit edge and I am beign more chill in that sense. Sometimes persistance can pay off, yet I feel timid, the new friend I have is also so non-dominant, even with all the stuff it happens I did not loose a level of assertiveness. It struck him when I told him this and I keep making jokes, about beign boss like to evoke it a bit in him and help him, as I do have a strong masculine core. I find this point tricky, as I feel women would play games with me as I am internally unsatisfied with my "earnings" as I had to go through painful experiences where it feels like what I've earned is not truely there, if you get what I mean, as well as was taken from me and a lot of social obstacles. I overcome a lot of setbacks and they are still occuring I can't heal dumb parenting in a couple of years. She enjoyed it and wrote I can relate, I am also writting like this to stay congruent with the "persona" of my profile which is more authentic, yet not authentic masculine. It's like authentic neutral with a bit of masculine. I really need someone who understand how to do a masculine shooting, yet these people are all so f*ing lazy, it's very annoying. I definitely have to come-up with my own ideas, and present them. I mostly work on observational texting and uniquness factors currently, giving her unique validation to seperate myself and hooking her as it comes more easily to me to focus on details of a women and give compliments, I'll remember this. I have a profile sort of implying this by bio, I had one girl write to me: "Is it sexy when I speak english with my broken german english?" When I thought wow, this is the first validation message I received in that sense. I am very focused on the uniquness thing. Which get's me less matches, yet more depth usually till now. Obviously beign fast wins online, I've lost girls not meeting and hooking up apprently within a 12h I'd say. My profile pictures are not congruent they are not honest in a sense, there needs to be some stronger masculine rounding, it's similar when I saw the some of the photos you used for online-dating (apparently the healthy food choice picture in an old flat... and the elf hat picture IIRC), I thought this is horrible from a players perspective, yet I liked the authenticity a lot, it's a trade-off I noticed to be optimized in that sense. I have more control now over the frame, with the new friend and most girls on Tinder are bang or bust very hot. Bumble is just adventure and relationship search mostly. Yes this! It's like very feminine women notice this, dude it feels mentally so fked beign injured and having had interest in becoming more masculine not doing the activities I find fun. If she writes me Heyyyy or heyhey or huhu at the start. You know what is happening, yet if I don't feel some grounding physically, emotionally or socially, or mentally. My response will be weak. I get the most strength physically. I finally can do the new plan with swimming 2-3 times a week. That can certainly help. I legit have issues respecting guys, and I have to even get more deeply in the destruction quality of a man, as I have issues respecting fully healthy men, who are just lazy a**hole and f*ck arounds in that sense. Even when they are masculine. It's a bit of a healthy pyschopathic edge, I do enjoy it. A lot tolerate it and find it even attractive. I'll 100% include these more bad-boy framed things, when I can sniff-out the opportunity for practice, and take chances here. It attracted me also the hottest women, yet caused a lot of drama and push and pull, so I see your playfully framed texts as a more chilled version of this. I also make a lot of women and men feel comfortable, so I get access to 99.9% of secrets usually, I'll work out the intention and put my attention on the frame of her proving herself to me a bit! To not waste my time. Basically the nuance I am looking for, it's not easy to get better with details.

Yeah, it depends I did it a couple of times with guy friends, the one female friend I had was disinterested in doing it together, most likely for reasons you mentioned to much depth, shadow and trauma etc.. She was also deeply moved by the experience and was glad (at least during that time), that she did it. I unfortuantely missed out till now on that experience, with guy friends that was also a level of just depth in a platonic way, obviously just like very deep trippy sh*t, so to speak. With bro's and friend groups. It was definitively enrichening. For sure relationships when they are emotionally intense can be quiet heart breaking and it makes sense to reconnect and re-orient oneself towards what it was that caused all of this and to move on and find a new lighthouse, then these cycles repeat depending on depths...and get deeper. That is the thing about the shadow it's endless from everything I've read and heard, so far. Even the best healers continue healing in some way I bet. Relationships are certainly a mastery process, and having someone willing to do this is what I find challenging.

Thanks for the interesting share! I never heard a story like this it's funny and brave, also that the two of you tried and seemed to get along very well. As well as can stay platonic afterwards for me this is a sign of maturity.