Hi Leo,
I saw a video you mention there is no such thing as worth - would you be able to expand on this?
I have issues with not feeling worthy unless I have reached financial freedom or if I am happy with myself.
I feel like the above will take a long time to reach or discover.
I also feel unworthy because I do not have any close friends, only people at work I interact with and I am at a age (+35) where its difficult to meet new friends.
I feel I am not normal as my mother used to call me names when I was a teenager and now I feel it has embedded a negative thinking about myself and whenever she looks at me now.
I feel unworthy because I don't do all the exciting things my work colleagues do on the weekends, even I do not have the desire to do the same things but it makes it as though they have such exciting lives and I feel like a failure because my life is not exciting.
I feel unworthy because I feel uncomfortable in a social setting i.e. family function or with lunch\drinks with people and because I feel this way I feel unworthy or not normal
The above is making feel unworthy in anything and making it difficult with the following:
1) Wanting or feeling like I am worthy to be in a loving reciprocal relationship (mainly no friends or a social life even though I feel most people my age lose friends or start to lose friends\negativity\name calling by my mother when younger\having a long term financial goal to be met to be worthy)
2) Feeling secure in myself
3) Feeling happy in myself in my current state
It would be great if you could do a video about worthiness and how to deal with it.