Earnothing

Congratulations ! For how long have you been meditating ? Did you read any helpful spiritual books ? Do you prefer meditation or self inquiry ? Are you active in mouvement and expressions or calm ? How do you perceive thoughts ? Thank you for offering help & wishing more insights and higher consciousness for you ,

Interesting , wish you the best man . Thanks for sharing

Yesterday , from my second inquiry ( first serious investigation ) through the Neti Neti meditation I just got that intense frustration of running out of resources about who I am , and along with leo's affirmation that i am " this " came to me the HOLY SHIT sensation followed by the aware nothingness for around 30 secondes to 1 minute , followed by a sense of peace and calmness . That flow was too powerful and intense that after the realization I felt my eyelashes unceasingly blinking fast , it's just like my eyes wanted to open and yet I was resisting . After that i sticked with Leo's post visualisation explanation with honesty . I am planning on doing the work and inquiry tonight again even more seriously .. but looking for recommandations and guidance . Thank you Leo , Thank you ' community '

Great for you ! and thanks for sharing . Do you actually fuse strong determination sitting with mindfulness ? that was the exact meditation I was planning to use tomorrow .

Exactly what i was thinking to do , strong determination sitting .. thank you I'll do it . What are other methods you know please before grasping the principles not to get lost while doing self-inquiry ? Thanks again !

That moved it in me when I read the quote . Thank you for All

Same for me I was just like there was no ego at all that moment . The taste of that feeling is still fresh Even though I felt today that my ego is trying to overreact as a defense mechanism

Yes it seems like it has the basis of breakthrough to enlightenement in a nutshell , analysing the " who am i " subjectively and consciously from different aspects , feeling out of resources , surrender and at the same time the breakthrough happens ! Cetis hint is great it's kinda tracing the path . Also as you mentioned , we need to " explore " it more ourselves .. Thanks for participation

Yes exactly what I saw and i was planning , we are on the same page ^ ^ , Thank you so much for your sharings it was really helpful !

Thank you , yes I do get what you say . I'm not looking to " repeat " rather than to be more conscious in time of the inquiry and seek even more profoundly . I still follow the guided meditation not to get lost in thoughts or wrong paths , maybe my next step after the next ' awakening ' would be doing self-inquiry on my own . would it be more effective ? Thanks again .