ansimuz

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  1. The ego is the bubble, it's afraid of bursting out. But in reality the Bubble is the air inside the bubble.
  2. Hi, I,ve been practicing meditation for 5 years now non-stop and one of my most effective ways to calm the mind is using the Tatraka method. Recently I discovered that I can achieve the same result by gazing at Stereogram Images. Its mesmerizing visual 3D illusion catchs the attention of the mind stoping the "Inner commentary ". Also it's a good analogy for the awakening. Realizing the hidden truth by changing the perspective of the viewer. Stereogram images: https://www.buzzfeed.com/agh/tk-hidden-illusions-thatll-make-your-brain-hurt
  3. You (the father) created an avatar (the son) that experiences reality (the Holy Spirit) this division makes experience possible. Other way there’s only nothingness . here are some analogies The father is having a dream , he dreams he is the son living in the world (the Holy Spirit) Or... The father is the game developer the son is the player and the Holy Spirit is the game itself
  4. Enlightenment is not an experience. An awakening experience can lead to enlightenment. Enlightenment is permanent. Experiences don’t go forever. Enlightenment can lead to awakening experiences easily. Awakenings happen when the mind stops. Meditation stops the mind over time. Death stops the mind instantly. Psychedelics stop the mind in minutes. if 5 meo were not as scary as death itself ...
  5. I was thinking exactly the same. This is not punishment, its an opportunity to evolve.
  6. Have you played Minecraft? Has anyone noticed that the text scrolling after the end is explaining reality with the videogame metaphora. I was pleased to find this on the most popular game of the recent years. http://minecraft.gamepedia.com/End_Poem
  7. If you start experiencing something similar to this you are on the correct way to enlightenment.
  8. @CroMagna ive been working at home since 2010 and never looked back. I started working as a web designer at a design studio to learn the basics once i felt comfortable and got some experience i worked freelanc with some clients i got from internet. Then i quited my job and made some wordpress themes at themeforest then i found my true pasion was to make videogames so i started making my own videogame as an indie and now i only follow my passion which is anything related to videogames . Tip: you habe to be always learning and loving doing it. best of lucks
  9. This video sumarizes my first 5 meo dmt trip
  10. @1liamo78 i found this video that im pretty sure will help you.
  11. You resisted with fear. Tahts what happened tell you by experience. Next time You need to let the fear embrace you and just let go. Dont analize it just renounce life and youll reach heaven.
  12. 5-MEO-DMT should be enough. You can let the Ego go without it, but your body/ mind doesn't know how. Thats why 5-MEO-DMT its so helpful it takes you by the hand and show you how to do it. So next time you won't need the substance to reproduce it the efffect. And its not really enlightment what you get with the substance, its just an awakening an experience that will allow you to integrate what is really the reality by destroying the glasses you are wearing (ego/mind). And then after a while enlightment happens naturally.
  13. Its perfectly normal. It will pass no worries. Keep meditating and dont pay much attention to it. To me it seems like you experinced the night of the dark soul. I experienced something similar 2 years ago i felt like i was fragile and break apart in little pieces i had panic attacks too and cried for hours. Meditation progress is not a straight line.
  14. @MM1988 I think is because the will and mindset is more important than the time invested.
  15. A few nights ago I witnessed the exact moment i felt sleep. It was weird in scary since there was this static noise and gradually forming of forms around my peripheral vision. And boom there i was. Following a beauty girl, I was aware it was dream but was unable to control this girl to my desires even thought i was able to move buildings at will. From my experience i suspect i can control inanimated objects in a lucid dream but living things are imposible to control. whhat are your thoughts?
  16. Emotions comes from thoughts, dont they? Enlightment is realization without the filter of thoughts. So i dont think so. My humble opinion.
  17. I love video games so here is my list: The swapper (you can clone your body and move your consciousness around to solve puzzle, The story is very simple and deep) Inside (Mind control) The Witness (non-dual philosophy and epistomelogy ) Silent Hill 2 (Alter ego delusion) Xenogears (Religion, spirituality, and God in an alternative context) Soma (Awareness) Journey (Hero's journey and spirituality)
  18. Practically you are everything except what others (society, family, religions, goverment...) have told you. Get rid of those beliefs and there you are.
  19. Here's a very important project on 5-Meo-DMT for everyone interested in 5-Meo-DMT please consider supporting this project on Kickstarter by Martin Ball : MB5: The Martin Ball DMT Documentary