Alexandru

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  1. What are your thoughts on Brexit guys? How do you personally see it? Is it progress, xenophobia, or just a silly mistake? Would you be kind enough to express your opinion on this subject as well Leo?
  2. Altough the Brits played an important role in the EU, they didn't want to be ruled by Brussels, they wanted to have their own rules and regulations. I can definitely see some benefits in that, but their decision is just wrong in my opinion. The way I personally see it is that the UK adopted an overall bad strategy. You can be one big powerful guy, but if other 3 less powerful guys unite their powers, you are therefore less powerful then those united individuals. This is how I see things. Thier collective ego couldn't let them remain within this alliance, thus by wanting everything, soon they'll probably realise how less they have on their own.
  3. Hello everyone! I was just wondering, what kind of binaural beats are you listening to, but more importantly, why? Also @Leo Gura, you've mentioned in one of your videos that you listen to these beats. Could you please tell us what's the reason for that?
  4. @Good-boy Thanks for sharing! I'll give it a try. @Tom T Nice one Tom, thanks. My fav meditation practice is also the 'do nothing' technique. How long do you listen to the beat per day? @Soulbass Hmm, what's the reason you tried the binaural beats?
  5. I was recently conducting a bit of research about Freemasonry and then I saw Leo's video about cults. What do you think of Freemasonry? Is it one of the biggest cults out there?
  6. Hey guys, can someone recommend a good weaknesses test? I`ve been looking for a while on Google to find a good test but there are too many options. I was wondering if someone can recommend something which is accurate and preferably free. Thanks
  7. @Leo Gura From the comments I can see that many of us live in Europe. I would definitely suggest UK (London) as is pretty close to Norway and Netherlands. I am not sure if you have been in Europe before, but I guarantee you won`t be disappointed. I am more than happy to cover your accommodation costs (a decent hotel in central London).
  8. I keep hear Leo saying that death is required to fully grasp the truth. I have tried to get my head around this idea and I have started to conduct more research. Can someone explain to me what death really means in this context without using any metaphors or fancy words?
  9. @DocHoliday That is actually helpful as I have had this idea on my last LSD trip. I couldn`t understand what that means and this thought crossed my mind. I believe this is the part of the research I am conducting. Psychedelics can be a powerful tool only for those who know what are doing. The ideas that you hear from various sources can be easily misinterpreted especially when you`re tripping.
  10. @Vingger It makes more sense now. Thanks a lot!
  11. Dosage: ± 350 µg Trip Report: A thought crossed my mind that I should do some LSD, and this is what I did. I have done psychedelics before on multiple occasions, every time by my self without any trip sitters, always in a safe environment and in I`ve had some juicy insights about life from all perspectives which really helped me to grow a lot as a human being. Everything felt like I am blessed and that I have my "angel" next to me, my dark mind being cleared all the time by a form of deep wisdom on a level of intensity that I almost cried sometimes. This trip was the best and the worse so far. It was the best because I felt like I have reached another level of understanding and I have seen the "unknown" or better said, I had an idea about what is the potential of these drugs and where they can take you. For the first time I felt like everything was collapsing around me in terms of beliefs. I couldn`t grasp the idea that there are so many things which are hidden in the dark that I don`t know about, and that there is a completely new territory, something which is too complex and advanced to be understood by my small naïve mind. I then started to recall some of Leo`s videos such as "brains do not exist" and "life is a dream" and this is when things got "bad". I fully acknowledge that even though it makes perfect sense what Leo says, I couldn`t get it and then I started to become very curious because I wanted to understand, to feel and to fully integrate these ideas. My curiosity turned out to be very threatening for my own existence because I kept saying to my mind "you have to die" and this is when I got scarred. I know in theory that the ego has to die, therefore your whole existence feels threatened, but it felt so different for me in that moment. I thought that I am going crazy and I was very confused to the point that I started to conduct some research on the internet about enlightenment and what this "you have to die" really means. My research hasn`t been very successful because I kept going from a website to another from an idea to another and then things got really scary. I felt like every website and idea was meant to be there for me and that with the use of psychedelics I am somehow given a key which allows me to have access to all this information. By the time I looked at all these websites and ideas, the effects of LSD were diminishing, hence my "suicidal thoughts" were vanishing as well. Right now, I feel like this experience has given a good kick to my Ego, but in the same time I feel like my lack of knowledge could`ve killed me because somehow I misunderstood what "death" really means. For a moment I believed that I physically need to kill myself to escape this reality and that that was the only way. Key learnings: Do not underestimate the power of psychedelics; Life is unpredictable and as much as you think in are in control, sometimes, is just the way it is. Do more research before tripping again. Find out more about Ego death (curiosity killed the cat).
  12. @Vingger What do you mean by that? Can you be more explicit when you say "that cycle", please?
  13. @Nahm Great advice, thanks! Hopefully in the future I won't hesitate and I`ll let go of all resistance so I can experience the source :).
  14. I believe that no one can give a specific definition to fit every individual. You are the only who can define that depending on what your life is about. I would probably say you are successful when you can reach your goals.
  15. I would say this is the age that you should focus on yourself more than anything else. This is the age when you actually start to discover yourself. I can only talk from my experience...so, try to discover who you really are, try to find out your top values in life, what you like, what you dislike and so on. If you manage to get in touch with your authentic self, you`ll have a vision and something that you maybe want to focus in life. Be patient, and good luck!
  16. I think that is really important to know what you exactly want. The way you describing you kinda fifty-fifty. Probably your desire is to let it go, but deep down you still want her in your life. Put everything in balance, see which one is more important for you and try to focus in that direction. Be careful with your ego, don`t fell into ego`s traps. If you really want to get her out of your mind, go to the root of the problem which is why you feel so needy in the first place. This video will hopefully help you and will make you understand the cause of that problem. I`ve been in the same kind of situation recently and I can say that I understand you.
  17. Hello guys, I was working really hard on my personal development in the last few months and I was really happy about it. Unfortunately at the Xmas party happened to get very close to one of my managers… We ended up kissing, laughing and having really good time together. I made the first move exactly in the same night and I told to come to my place. At that time she said “let`s go”, but after we left the party, in the taxi she changed her mind. I was ok with that, nothing too important, I was very happy with my achievement anyway. I asked her on a date the next day at work and she rejected me saying that things are already complicated and going out will make them even worst (she also mentioned that it was fun that night). Since that day I cannot take her out of my mind and I blame myself because I know I could`ve done better in order to get her out on a date. I`m pretty obsessed right now, and I`ve been trying not to show her that. I bought her a nice perfume as a gift in exchange for that night as she booked the taxi (my phone was dead) and I told her that I don`t want to have any debts in front of her, which is not very true as I don`t really care about who paid the taxi. She`s acting the same way as before, nothing changed, she`s smiling, she`s talking to me, we don`t work in the same department but sometimes she`s asking me for favours... I would like to mention that is the first time when something like that happens to me, that I`m only 21 and she`s 28. Also, she`s going to be moved to another location very soon (was only covering the position for 3 months only). I am opened to any opinion, thoughts or technics in order to improve myself. I can learn quick and I would like to hear what`s everyone thinking about this situation. Do you think that I`ve been played? Shall I try harder or shall let it go? If so, how? Thank you!!