Hello everyone, I am new here. I am 28 years old my name is Simone and I am from Belize Central America. I want to share a little about myself and see how I can grow with you all.
I was molested from ages 5-14 by both male and female family members and family friends. I did a lot of self help work in some part of this process by informing my family members, exposing my identity and now advocating against sexual abuse through social media " Facebook"
I was in a relationship for 9 years and my partner broke up with me, it's been 2 months and now since the break up. I was very needy, jealous, controlling, clingy, have very low self esteem and self confidence. Everything that leads to the end of our relationship. I have so much work to do before a entire a new relationship, I wouldn't want my future relationships to suffer my bad habits.
I would like all the support possible, I feel very sad but hopeful that I found this forum. I am not sure which area I should start, I have all these issues and it's overwhelming. So far I have listen to some of Leo youtube videos and they been helping me think differently a bit about certain things. I have grown outwardly that shows courage and strength but surely don't feel that way within myself. Where should I really start? How have you all been managing with some of theses issues?