Hi everyone. My first post, so I wasn't sure where to make this topic, so feel free to move it, if it's necessary.
Lets start this with little thought play:
Think your life as a movie or a book. You are THE Star (main character) of that story. You live your life doing things and meeting people (side characters).
Some day in future, your story is going to end. You are going to die. Do you want your story to be repetitive an boring to experience, or do you want it to be full of adventure and excitement, full of colorful and amazing people? Do you want to end your story in bitter feeling of not doing enough and not following your dream? Or do you want do die happy full of great memories and fulfillment?
That is a great philosophy, I think myself. But, there is a problem. I don't see myself as a main character. I see myself as a side character.
I've kind of always seen myself as person that comes into your story, is your friend or enemy, helps you along the way, and after a while, disappears from your story. When I'm with nobody, i am non-existent.
This non-existant feeling goes sometimes so intense, that i almost physically feel invisible. To me it's beautifully melancholic feeling: you just silently observe life happening, everyone around you going about their lives, like a memory, or as a ghost.
I've been wondering: What this feeling is?
Where it comes from?
Have you others felt that feeling?
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