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Be careful not to transform this repetitive mental process into more useless thinking

maybe wrong: what you have is a constant mental process which is a reminder of a story that you emotionally experience before so each time it arise, affects in a bad way your feelings, so if this is the case first you need to know that this story is actually a refined history not really what actually happened, is a "free pass thought", a thought that you can easily personify due to the contained meaning, an excuse to exists as a hurt ego you have two ways, disolving this mental process by seeing this thoughts as what literally are - leo's video grasping nature of thoughts may help you- using this thoughts as a reminder of being present so you transform this process in another - i don't fully recommended this-

enlightenment = reality as it really is mind = phenomenon occurring within reality

read a lot of people speaking i got truth now what i' am going to do?! saying things like ¡i am god! ¡it's timeless it's eternal! blablabla you can repeat it thousand of times but you are not really doing nothing, mind is the self improvement mind is the difference of being sad and being fully energy Don't care what unintelligible facts you realize if you are not improving your mental processes you will never get the right job if you don't have the right mental processes to spend five to seven years studying you will never get the right contacts you need or the friends you deserve if your ego is not accurate will never stay in the gim the time is needed to improve and feel healthy mind is not a thing that you used to be and now you overcome it mind should be used to see life even more awesome, is key to create a profound life, since you wake up and go to sleep started this path we'll see what happen in the next update

I am not going to say MARIHUANA

God is the first and the last consciousness

i grew up this way, spending the most of my childhood/adolescence alone playing video games and consuming information from internet whatever i like to search i simply look for it -not really deep look on, but it was a way of intrinsically conscious growing, experiencing life as a conscious and not trying to be somebody i want to say there is no right thing to do while they were happy enjoying this videogames you were just projecting you in them and so i want to you follow my path, sharing with them your enthusiasm for the world they want to love everything about this world you just only need to care a bit

Neediness stops to me by realizing the truth of experiencing people and this is ; is not possible to need humans what is really there is ego Justifying his existence by the illusion of feel observed and so potentially judged if you break this illusion you will see that to you needing something first you have to be separated from and there is no separation there is only more manifestations of forms that can be known and there is only one know, the same know that knows your body knows people the presence you perceive it's only your own presence then you feel stupid, why i was feeling needy if i am only looking myself all the time then only love remains

to wait the most annoying thing ever

i realized by spending thousands of hours and hard work that Leo has sexyness problems it changed my life

sometimes our body enters into a low level energy and this is fine, is a normal process of energy renewal but sometimes comes the ego and says ¿How is possible i am low energy?! ¡No , there is a lot that i must to do because i am like this! always doing things always high energy! ¡what happen? and you force yourself instead of rest... then come diseases

Spiritually speaking there are no stages, but there is a lot than ego can be improved into a better disponibility to you for waking up don't worry about it, is a eventual process sometimes it feels like nothing really changes and is ok focus on how peaceful you are daily speaking, in what areas of your life is difficult to be natural in social things maybe... behind that is the answer that you are seeking for, but don't expect a direct answer i am bad at A because of B, no it will indirectly, more foundational, life based on

@Lha Bho i improved a lot by seeing other people at the same level than my body imagine your mind in a upper level, not speaking only to your body but everybody like, there is only one presence that is in all things and this voice speaks to it

@Lha Bho You already win the marathon but, first you have to go completely crazy to realize it, you don't find yourself, need to go completely crazy until you only see and feel yourself, Because the fact is that only you is there, ever present, not really going anywhere. the fact is all you ever see, feel or experience in life is made of yourself, this disponibility, this pure knowing, when you open your eyes and you experience seeing, ¿how far is knowing from seeing? ¿what is left if you take this knowing from this seeing?

There is no such a thing called normal there is no right state of being, there is only being, infinity being by itself as one as always was and always will be