Nexeternity

I went to the subway and made my first few bucks making music! I pasted the money on my wall Im so happy!!!!

@Harikrishnan This is in Argentina, so yea, really far away from everyone on the forum heh. @Elisabeth Yea you need to drink tons of water! Almost to the point that it makes you want to throw up even before they apply the medicine. But yea, you have to follow your resonance, if you are not feeling it then maybe its just not your thing

@Arhattobe Maybe so, but with your shadow and inner demons integrated and healed they would not have anything to feed off I think

@VioletFlame Violet you seem very well versed in magic... can you share some books, articles, or resources you think are really good? Or care to share some more of what you know?

@Bluebird Great post.

@universe By keeping your vibration high I mean general work on yourself to develop yourself both in life purpose and enlightenment... self actualization in general. Following your joy, growing your peace, stuff like that. Negativity will fall away bit by bit. Tons of different ways to go about it, got to find what resonates with you the most, basically what excites you in a positive way.

A cool way of finding silence is to percieve your body sensations and visual field and focus on the silence inherent in those perceptions. Sounds obvious but yes, those perceptions are inherently silent! Also, focus on space. Sure sounds occur in space but the space is inherently silent. Two really easy tecniques to ground you in silence

@Shin haha awesome!!!

@cetus56 Thanks! Never heard of him, he sounds awesome.

@Aaron p You cant really talk to everyone about what you know. Just act a bit more normal, or try to judge how much you can share with certain people if you want to avoid the confrontations. You got to meet people where they are at like @zambize said. You can also connect from Being to Being. Like focus on the one consciousness that you know you share with them (and everyone else) and sink into the Beingness and silence more than having your beliefs clash with theirs. When all else fails, make a joke, laugh, compliment them on their good intentions, just be loving and happy and stuff tends to work out

@zambize thank you!

@Epsilon_The_Imperial @cetus56 Definately the case! My last Bufo Alvarius ceremony I felt the demons flowing out of me, I would move my arms and hands reaching from my back to the top and front of my head like pulling them out of me. I screamed "Nooo" and made crazy type noises like those demons would make. It was all automatic, I didnt do this consciously, I saw it in the video after. I had been with two girls the past 3 months that were pretty negative and dark in their energies. My sleep dropped by like 2 hours and Ive felt much more energy ever since. Negative entities and your own subconcious negative thoughts are kind of the same thing, except when you call them negative entities you are kind of externalizing them. We are all one so really the negative entities are you also... I think there are many ways to heal but basically it comes down to keeping your vibration high so your thought spirals are bringing you up instead of down. Whether its entities or your own subconscious negative (lack) beliefs/thoughts... none of that can feed off you being happy and spiritually awake. Another perspective is to love those negative entities and negative beliefs/thoughts because they show you the places you are believing in something that is not true and the places were you believe in lack so you can go ahead and let go of them and keep expanding and raising your vibration. They can be aides in your development.

@zambize I just have a general purpose like healing, purging, raising my vibration, leaving behind the old me and things that dont serve me any longer. I also trust in my higher self and the higher intelligence that makes everything happen to help me and guide me. Then I generally focus on gratitude pray to the one infinite creator for love/light/happiness... stuff like this

Really loved this text Betinho Massaro wrote in one of his instagram posts **Loneliness As A Path To God** Do not underestimate the magnetic power of loneliness. There is a reason many people feel weirdly comfortable in it. It is a direct gateway into liberation. Let me clarify: Loneliness is the vision of God, filtered through a lack-belief coming from the idea of ourselves as a person, a body, inside of a world. The first stage is generally Loneliness - or the experience of being a person without God or holy company. Once we stop running away from our loneliness and instead decide to meet it directly with an open presence, we transmute loneliness into Aloneness—which is the person meeting God within. When we fall in love with Aloneness and begin to really appreciate the vast and endless stillness we find there, Aloneness turns into All Oneness—which is God without the heavy filter of thinking of ourselves as a body and a person inside of a world. It is sheer and formless freedom. All-pervading and unlimited bliss. In this way, when we start looking directly at loneliness instead of trying to fill it up with new content every day as a way not to have to feel it directly, we begin the transmutation process of turning Loneliness into All Oneness. In summary: The Pain Stage: Loneliness — the person sense without God. The Love Stage: Aloneness — the person sense meeting with God’s Presence within. The Liberation Stage: All Oneness — God without the person sense. . ——> From this moment onwards you will never be afraid of loneliness again. Instead you’ll meet it with excitement, knowing the alchemical process of turning perceived pain into love, and finally transmuting love into liberation, has now begun for you. Loneliness will never be the same again. Just like that.

Update! I did two more of these. 5 points and 7 points. Great experiences, not scary at all and just purging more and more toxicity from my system. The ability to naturally eat healthier is amazing, you naturally want to eat better when your body is this clean, and when you eat bad your body lets you know right away. Easier to have a quiet mind and think better feeling thoughts. Really does power you up, not just physically, but emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Just great!

I had that intuition once on a trip... like you could access some weird area of consciousness that would disintegrate everything. Dont know though... makes me think thats just us turning our heads and looking at the darkness instead of just staring the sun (Truth) in the face. Reminds me of this movie hehe

A really cool self inquiry question is "Where am I?" If you are pretty grounded in the knowing that you are not anything you experience then you can kind of "pop out" into the infinite pretty strongly.

Wanted to share a meditation I made up. I visualize to my right a buddha with little buddhas flowing out of it into me, giving me peace and wisdom. I imagine a Dove behind me with little dove birds flowing into me, into my chakras giving me freedom. I imagine my child self dancing around on my right with little child selves flowing and dancing into me giving me joy. I imagine Jesus in front of me with little hearts flowing into me giving me love. Then I imagine this White/Golden type T being created in my body, T for Truth just growing and expanding into all directions making everything a bright white light of love. Something like this! It feels really good

There is this quote I found from Carl Jung doing research on psychedelics... "Beware of unearned wisdom" It rings really true. Have to be careful and take things slow. Ive been trying to resolve the humility vs confidence paradox... well its not really a paradox it just always felt like humility bleeds into insecurity and fear and confidence turns into arrogance or pride. What I came up with is kind of like being humble enough to have faith in something greater than you that gives you the confidence you need to go about life. That it is also arrogant to be insecure and fearful as if your higher self wasnt guiding everything thats going on. Its definately a mind twister...

I love the Gita. Nothing like a conversation with a God in between two massive armies about to have at each other. But the books on the Enlightenment section of the booklist were so much more powerful for me... Maybe I should reread some of the old texts though...

Oh man, what a trip! I had the bright idea of trying to do these in the dark, eyes closed. Soon enough I realized it as a bad idea. I put on some soothing ayahuasca type music and was lying on the floor freaking out. I was trying to surrender my fear, but I didn't want to freak myself out more than needed either so I also trying to focus on the music and just being thankful, being sorry for my arrogance, and reminding myself that this was medicine. After a while the hairy part passed and everything was so beautiful. My body feels so good, open, free, wanting to roar, to sing, to laugh and play. I went through 3 or 4 cycles of feeling amazing and then feeling like i was losing it a bit and having to get back on the floor with the music nearby . After I felt I was pretty good I left the house, there is this nice place close by with lots of trees and grass and its a safe area. I struggled a bit hoping I didn't lose it in the middle of the street but I just told myself “you got this, just walk, its all good”. I finally found a nice place and just layed there on the grass under the trees for a long time. It felt really healing, really reassuring, really good. Overall it was worth it, but it was scary sometimes too. Excited to see what happens the next few days and weeks. Thanks for reading Really needed to share this.

Nope, you dont need it to become enlightened but... you will care more about other beings and the environment so it might make you more of a vegetarian. Also... your body will become lighter in a way, and it can be easier to attune to your spirituality eating less meat. Experiment meditating when you eat lots of meat and when you dont. Ultimately you gotta do what resonates with you, dont force too many things...

The thing is... if you go for the Truth for happiness... you are actually going for happiness, trying to barter with life, to make a trade, to make effort in order to get paid, not really to find the One, the Truth. But ironically... going for Truth for Truths sake does give you the deepest joy. So its a mind twister.

lol kinda arrogant my last post. my bad. Still kinda getting used to feeling diferent... gotta watch out that it doesnt go to my head.

@cena655 Hope you find your path soon and feel better. Try not to be hard on yourself... dont put lots of pressure on yourself... thats one of the biggest downers in life. Keep learning. The life purpose course and book list are gold mines.