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I will write a full trip report for the forums a week after the Ayahuasca its DMT component has faded, and I get my concepts, humanity and language back. This is just a copy of something I sent directly to Leo first. I'm still in my "trip" even though its 4 hours since my last shot I'm on my 2nd Ayahuasca day right now ? First time taking any psychedelics or drugs of any kind. One specific thing you can probably relate to is my hands and fingers are naturally circling around each other, like I'm weaving it all like threads. My fingers were doing this naturally early in my trip, and after a few hours I went and found my phone and Spotify, and when I was listening to the music directly through my ear buds, we became one and my fingers are weaving the music itself, because i am the creator of the music, even though the ego we call Hans Zimmer created it directly. And it has always been my favourite thing to do, to create more unique beauty and heaven. My favourite things to do is: Play. Invent. Observe. I get it now. It was all my ego's decision. I created it all, including all the hells and heavens and everything else. Our universe is one of the hells. Language is one of the hells. So writing this down creates hell. But I can create heaven anywhere I am, even in the deepest hells I can plant a seed of heaven, and it will remain forever a pure piece of heaven that can spread and potentially make our universe heaven, in contrast to what it was. But when you as well have had this experience and know you are me, language can communicate heaven, home, together, one. The ego I had, was condensed hell, stale, limited, chaotic, sour, acidic. EVEN with the great amount of positive development my ego had before the trip. I don't want to go back to that, I prefer to create heaven, plant its seed through art and being, plant trees, a tree is part of heaven. You Leo, and your child Actualized.org, is part of heaven. Thanks for reminding me.

http://spiraldynamicsintegral.nl/en/orange/ https://scottjeffrey.com/spiral-dynamics/#ORANGE_The_Achiever_Self https://www.audible.co.uk/pd/Spiral-Dynamics-Integral-Audiobook/B004F4L9G6?source_code=M2M30DFT1Bk13008011801SR&gclid=CjwKCAjwvJvpBRAtEiwAjLuRPbfNwkXMaDmF9n45NLLGf85Yx3RdnxHqqwKEzLsH3zybLHNbX8Js0BoCurQQAvD_BwE

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I remember stumbling over the "Yo Elliot" series like 10 years ago? And the stumbling again when he was talking about chakras, and then some alpha video, and then stumble again hanging out with Wim Hof when I was researching him. I feel he's all over the place and models like spiral dynamics become less effective with people like him. Like, full blown psychotic people or severe drug addicts are so far outside the norm that all models fall apart right? I'm not categorizing him anywhere near "psychotic", it's just an example how people's world views become so unique, however delusional, that we only cause confusion trying to label them

Something similar happened suddenly with the Special Books by Special Kids channel this year, a big part of their community and communication would go through the comment section, and YouTube disabled the comment function for their whole channel without giving any reason.

Isn't enlightenment more about calming the reckless need for survival? Once you stop identifying with the ego, you will naturally stop this game of survival, security and comfort no matter the cost of others and the environment. The thoughts will still be popping out of nowhere and you can still entertain yourself with saving the world, playing a video game and looking at ducks in the park

Why not find a girlfriend who is into personal development and spiritual growth and have conscious mindful sex together? Chasing girls every weekend in clubs will most likely cause a huge distracting mess yes

What will help you right now is talked about in his previous "personal development" videos 1-3 years back isn't it?

What about trying Kindergarten Teacher instead? Where you don't have national tests and all learning through a chalk board?

I guess this is a good little addition to this thread. Bernie's stance on UBI as of April.2019. Asked by an obvious Yang supporter. Only 2min. The jobs that are dying will be given retraining programs to other fields. Sadly the success of retraining us currently at only 15%

How can you know this state here right now without psychedelics is not delusional? From what position do you judge that "absolutely"?

Just 3 of my songs located on Soundcloud, in no particular order. I create cinematic/short story music out of orchestral, folk and whatever other instrument that sounds somewhat "organic". I love instruments "talking with each other", evolving melodies surrounded by lots of tiny details, like when you're walking through the forest and can hear natural crackling noises from the dry leaves and twigs you step on.

After like 5 hours of his interviews I got the same impression of his thought pattern being Yellow, but he's playing the Green cards, its values and words to communicate effectively with most people. But ofc, he appeals to lots of Orange kids that feel they can band together and use the 1000/month to hustle and grind fourth that revolutionary idea/app that most likely will fall apart once they get into the nitty gritty of building it I'm also seeing something similar. Rather than pouring tons of money into slow systems that indirectly "change" people's lives in a general way, which is not effective when you focus on each individual.. You can instead just give the money to the people themselves, let them be flexible with it the instant they need it to make a decision they need to move forward. This way you can reduce the money given to universities, because you know everyone involved at least got SOME economic foundation. People's lives change every week, and they might need niche solutions within a few days that a system won't understand or have the time to respond to. And I think we kind of have changed since our tribal days, it's not like "if you don't contribute 15 hours a day, we are all going to fucking starve" lol, covering basic needs seem really obvious. And isn't money in circulation one of the most important things for an economy? +I think UBI is not the ultimate solution, but it opens up for a whole new world, and abstract effects that are difficult to put into words, like Yang is mentioning "Giving people a sense of abundance and optimism". We can't really know until it rolls out. But politics have been so stale for so long, it might just need a crazy experiment. Power to the people? Money is power

I guess if aliens visited, they wouldn't be bloodthirsty tentacles looking to blow up the entire planet, because in order to get to that level of technology they would have to transcend all conflict within themselves on their own planet. So either the aliens destroy them self before they can get to us or they wander the universe as highly conscious creatures