Be Yourself

@egoless Yes, i meant tripping on psychedelics.

@egoless Have you tried solo tripping? Loneliness is normal on this path. A lot of it is your ego trying to make sense of it. Completely surrender to it. The time will come when you will meet the right people. Just keep doing your thing. Remember, there is actually nobody who needs to be understood.

@Privet I'm currently reading the book called "The multi orgasmic man". Recommend you to check it out. It's based on ancient Taoism. They teach you how to move your sexual energy around your body and organs. Plus, it teaches you how to orgasm without ejaculation with multiple orgasms across all your body. Pretty awesome stuff!

Hahaha! This is so funny! Right in your face lol. He definitely knows what's up

@Moreira Yes, it's nothing supernatural about it. Check out this non dual teacher who also explains it through science.

@Recursoinominado What Leo's video did you see? Him doing 5-meo?

@phoenix666 This is so beautiful man! I guess it proves that you really have no control when it will happen. It awakens by itself. Even when you're not thinking about it

Yeah, this song stucking thing has bothered me for a long time. Now, whenever it happens, I can quickly recognize that it's not me and let it be as it is. Then, it disappears. It's so funny to watch sometimes how the monkey mind picks up on everything. The best solution is just let it wander and do its thing.

That's a good shit . Great trip report man!

This one is for testing LSD but works for 5meo too! http://testkitplus.com/product/lsd-test-kit

Yeah! The dreams have been wild lately! Sometimes very negative too..

Just now, an inspired thought hit me that I want to meet you all guys! Obviously, it's not possible for me to meet you all but at least those ones who live around the same area as me. Wouldn't it be nice to sometimes gather as the actualized group forum or just one on one meetings? I feel that a supportive human company is very important on the path to Truth so we don't feel "alone". So we can talk to someone who is going through similar changes. Sharing, supporting, understanding, being, meditating, psychedelics, developing new mutual friendships. Whatever. What do you think? Maybe those who are interested can just post where there are located and then PM each other. I, myself, live in Vancouver, Canada. Where are you?

@AleksM Such a great sum up!

Very good! Thank you <3

Amazing! A full blown non-dual experience. Very happy for you :).

@Azrael How do you relate to your family and friends now?

Great you want to try mushrooms I would recommend making it into a tea. The recipe is in this video. Also, don't put too much rules on yourself. Doesn't matter how much planing you do, mushrooms will take you where you need to be and what you need to see. But it's still very important to have an intention for the trip. If you want to have en ego death it's better to do a larger dose but for you it would still be better to start small since you've never tried psychedelics before. I would recommend watching spiritual videos like mooji's satsangs or any other teacher that you resonate with. That can be a very helpful thing if you start freaking out. They can put you back in the right mindset. But of course, only you decide what is needed for you. The music is also very good. Ambient, psybient, chill, etc go very nicely with psychedelics. But again, whatever suits you. And always remember to fully surrender to the trip! Have an amazing trip my friend

I see Martin as someone who is maybe enlightened in a "different" way if you compare him to other non-dual teachers? Seems like he choose to keep his ego by turning it on or off. If you look at other teaches they all seem fine without having an ego. And they don't move weird too. 5-meo enlightenment lol

Hahaha. Omg, it was very funny lol

Definitely! Especially after I've done 5-meo I noticed how every time i smoke weed it takes me deeply into a self-inquiry mode!

@Dizzy Well, like the guys already said. Let it be as it is. Observe it. Don't put labels onto it. And see what happens next

@Azrael Do you have the clear knowing that you were never born and will never die?

Never heard of sober hallucinations. Could really be flashbacks. When was the last time you tripped?

@Leo Gura One question. If you fully died how come you remembered the experience? Wasn't the mind suppose to die too?