Baotrader

A Buddhist in my country told me he took 5-meo-dmt and his description is somewhat like yours.

The biggest contribution Budda gave was health teachings. Those teaching could transform a physically weak human being to someone most people don't have the courage to anger. It does not mean Budda was fully awake. I don't know why people think that. Jesus were reported to have healing abilities and people believe he was fully awake. Bullshit

Everyone should completely forget the idea that it's possible to attain superhuman consciousness level without drugs. It's just not practical. We should instead try to keep the effects of drugs from getting out of our body. Of course "moving towards healthier states of consciousness is" is the first priority If a drug gets you to a harmful state of consciousness, you should find out the cause. If the cause is not coming from your body and brain, fuck that drug

you don't get the point

@DreamScape a lot? that's an insane amount lol. I did more than 5 trips a day for that period. That's the special thing about my substance. It does not leave me beat on the bed after using it. However, I was a little bit too eager. I should not have done this much. But the insights and formula to learn healing I got are worth I believe

@Gsk Both Awakening and Leo's work are not suitable for most people. Leo's work can be dangerous for the people who are too incompetent but always deem themselves as the most competent in the world. Honestly, I suggest you seek a doctor. You show a sign of having a psychosis

Hi all, I suddenly feel I want to share with you guys a real life story that I thought I would never do because it can be seen as gossip and staking. But since this one can help us grow significantly. After much consideration I feel like every guy should have the right to know IT - the EXCLUSIVE selfish and evil side that only belong to women. For a man it only happens in the novel. To make it clear, the word "evil" was not the first thing I saw in this. I saw 3 positive things NOTE: I don't mean to make a joke here. There's real value and growth in the story and. 2 practical values are long-term planning and persistence. If you think there's no growth in this it's fine. I do benefit from this experience myself in my interactions with girls, dating, relationship. I hope we can use my experience as a motivation to learn more about femininity Cut to the chase: I knew this selfish woman when I went to a massage club for men done by women. I sort of have the ability to make a woman talk with the degree of authenticity that she would rather take off everything she wears for a man to see than talk like this to him. So she told me her secret. Not only she told me she would only love a man if he's very rich, the last time she worked there she even told me she planned on using her boyfriend as a providing boyfriend for 8 years (she was born in 2001) and when she gets 25 she will choose a successful man not a rich boy indulging himself in cigar and other stuff. I knew she implied her boyfriend because I knew her facebook. I vowed to God if anyone read her facebook and what she posted and knew she was that kind of girl I would ask to learn psychology from them. They lived luxuriously yet but her face, her smile shows no sign of a gold digger. It looks like THE MOST natural smile a woman shows when she finds her love. It's beautiful than any smiles I have seen. It gets even more evil She knows her boyfriend is a playboy yet but always wants a girlfriend who's ready to refuse a wealthy man to live a poor, hard life with the man she loves. There are times he has depression because of it, seriously. He stays alone during those times. So, this girl first intelligent chooses to post biased against the idea of marrying a rich man than create, share posts that get her boyfriend into thinking money is not the deciding factor in their relationship The scary thing is she can balace it!!. She posts the crazy money her boyfriend uses as a gift on their anniversary day and other luxury she gets from him too. But I honestly have to say if she did not tell me her plan I would be deceived by her acts like everyone else think she loves him. She even posts a guy who wants her and his cars claiming publicly she will block his account. I cannot outline all of her tricks to you even though the fruits and mindfuck are there. You won't get mindfucked by me telling you. But this evil girl became a massage girl when she was 14 or maybe 13. Knowing it scared the shit out of me. This is one of 2 stories of a woman cunningly using a man. The 2nd is less impressive and I was just hearing in a bookstore. But it's as devil as the 1st. A farm girl goes to city to study and receives money from a countryside's man for 4 years. After having graduated she comes back to her hometown with a man saying: "This is gonna my husband" P/s: Damn that girl. She made me an evil. I did not know she was born in 2001 until after she left the job. If I did I would never order her. "I think such evil intentions belong to both male and female but only girls/women can implement on them." "The femininity of a woman is meant to be well understood. If a man can use it in a good way he would be a great asset" This girl may not be bad for mankind. She illustrates long-term planning and persistence

Hi everyone, I have just got released from the hospital. I have thought carefully before making up my mind to tell you guy this. Read it all, don't assume you understand what I say after reading 1/3 or half of my post. And don't you take actions thinking you're as lucky as I was. Honestly, I feel like I was the luckiest man in the world. Otherwise I would live the rest of my life motionlessly on the bed with a dead brain. I have realized my parents have not only changed totally but they also have had so much love for me since I was born. I just misunderstood they were selfish because they got brainwashed by ideaology and behaved in a twisted way. My brain's intelligence has increased significantly after this near-death experience, too much that I have noticed the increase in brain's power immediately after I started to recover. Let's cut it to the chase. It happened 14 or 15 days ago when I got Eastern Tet holidays. I went through posts in actualized.org forum hoping to find something light to read. I came across a locked post by a member called Useless folk. In my opinion, this stunt man deserves to be kicked out of this forum. Surely I was not stupid enough to take 32 armodafinil pills like this stunt man said he did. But I tried 4 modafinil pills + coffee. Hours later I unconsciously came to my mother's room and she helped me go back to my bedroom. I lied down with my eyes half-open. The following day my mother noticed something was wrong with me. My parents immediately took me to 4 hospitals in total. The last hospital accepted me but the doctor said the same thing the doctor in the previous hospital said to my parents and that was: "I don't dare to say for sure I can save your son". My parents cried a lot. My mother stayed with me without sleep for 7 days. Luckily, the 7th day I woke up. Even the doctor was impressed. The doctor told my parents modafinil is good but it's only good if we take it 1 pill sometimes. They don't recommend taking it everyday And definitely don't take it with coffee. Coffee makes modafinil 4 times stronger according to the doctor. Never ever do it. It can make you sleep for the rest of your life unable to talk. I was able to feel the surrounding on the 6th day but could not talk In my case it was good luck because modafinil has chronically changed my brain chemistry. I figured out a lot of precious useful stuff for my career as a trader. It cured my depression forever. However, don't take modafinil + coffee. Even the doctor said it was a miracle that I recovered @Leo Gura I am sorry for abusing the good thing you recommend. I don't have the right to give you an order but I sincerely say this out of my heart: Useless folk deserves to be kicked out of this forum. He's too dangerous. I am not against the idea that one should be daring to try new stuff but it does not mean we should try things blindly. A thing must meet some requirements before we give it a special preference over other things and try it. For example: mathematicians 100 years ago did not try whatever numbers for the equation: x^n +y^n = z^n (x,y,z are integers, n is a positive integer). They only tested numbers that met some necessary requirements. Art and science should come together.

@Name I now have healing power. No joking. But if you talk about changing physical reality I think it's impossible because a thing exist in its own reality. You as a human is limited to be a human. If you want to become a star destroyer you have to stop being in a human form

@Serotoninluv My ex left me to marry a rich man. I admit I had hatred towards this kind of woman but I have cured my obsession completely. You should read my newest post And please consider my sugesstion which is to ban that member: Useless folk. He's too dangerous. His mind is not scientific either

Hi all, I have been receiving a treatment in a hospital for having overworked. I surprised the doctor for having recovered suddenly and faster than expected. Not only that, my physical strength has increased considerably. I am thankful for being sick this time. Looks like my parents have not only changed but they also have had sincere love for me for so long. They even cried. A family misunderstanding has been settled thoroughly.

I really want, dude but can you explain my physical strength somehow has increased dramatically along with my sex drive? Is it common?

Hi guy I just had a bad trip yesterday. I ate some duck meat after taking Golden Teacher. Not only did I vomit food but the trip took me to the scene where I was surrounded by black dogs. I have been scared of dogs since my birth. It is my chemical fear. I almost wanted to die. It lasted for how long I don't know. I managed to tap back into my healing power I got from a previous trip and healed my brain. I got myself out of the trip It felt like hell. I may never touch golden teacher again

@Serotoninluv I have stopped having unfair bias towards women. My ex-girlfriend's leaving me to marry a rich man seems to have stopped affecting my emotions

@Leo Gura aside from the nature of the ego's mind I do believe there's real effort put in by some cons for profits they see can be taken. I deducted from my job: trading. In 2014 a financial credited guy made a video: "Don't bet against gold, the price will go up. Here's why" . And gold price had a downtrend after that. There are other examples anyone can check if they search. It happened many times in my industry. When I first got started I thought it was just "Man plans, God laughs" but overtime it became clear to me. 2nd example: New World Order I am ( in free time) looking to test my theory's truthfulness in other aspects like someone preaching what to buy to prepare for the end of mankind.... You may not believe it that a respected economist Bill Still who seemed pretty sincere trying to save mankind from his Rothschild's conspiracy, offering valuable knowledge and yet only got exposed by his support for Trump. Seems like he thinks all of his fans are idiots. I even cried a bit after seeing through him. I feel embarressed that I still use what I learned from his knowledge to make money

This is really a good question dude. It helps you grow a lot, both financially and spiritually too. But the goodness of it lies in you having it and agreeing to forget it. It worked for me. I hope it could work for you too. It's undisputedly good if you can predict what will collapse before it does. Like me being predict the overall downtrend of my buisness industry before most people and prepared for it. My family would be financially dead by now if I did not intuied it. However unless your country is solely relying on 1 industry/system to function you don't really need to know what will collapse in order to build something else to fit that place. Even for an individual, it's not absolutely needed as long as he honestly observes his buisness or any other facet of his life and knows what factors affecting it. Believe me it's not anecdotal, it actually works. Do it dude, overtime your consciousness would expand. You can literally create what needs to be created first by consciously observing the CURRENT situation including all the resources/systems you have in your hand and create simulations in your mind testing "the thing" you want to build. The practical value of meditation makes its presence!! Think!! If you think in a fair way you wil notice asking this question may limit you a lot rather then help. If you are making good profit in your buisness you will most likely close it up just because you keep thinking the system that helps your buisness may collapse and you miss a big uptrend. You sell your buisness that is going to make you 100k for 30k. A harsh point: It's (likely, not certainly) that you are being unconscious DEEPLY enough to not know what you are really asking. Let's say all the things you care work under influences of all of the system you mention, who can say the grand effectiveness of things run by those system can be used as a reason to believe the whole system won't change? The system can be pretty much changed by something outside- things that the system did not take part in running it at all. But it can turn the whole system upside down by forcing a change on it. It acts like a catalyst as long as the law makers let it. Of course the catalyst can not enter if things inside the system work too well AND there's no profit promised in by something else. So you can see the stuff outside the scene should actually be seen as inside the scene- literally. My answer surely does not totally solve your problem because it requires some intelligence from you to correctly choose things that affect the health of whatever thing you care. Don't turn what I said into a misguided notion that you have to watch everything in the world to know what affects your thing. It's STUPID pettiness Truth is the more conscious you become the narrower your watchlist will become.

I have said almost the exact same thing to a friend of mine and he broke our friendship just because I said this. I don't know what triggered him. Looks like people tend to buy a misguided notion that you have to know the big picture if you admit you don't know what happens the next day so you are in a safe zone regardless of how bad the next day could be. To me it's total bullshit

@Consilience great report, dude. You are talking about Authentic Attraction exclusive to men who really don't gives sex his first priority. For someone who gets to women for sex and makes it their first priority they don't understand what you outline here It may not be true for every woman/girl on this world but I have noticed girls are very smart. If a man just want her body she can tell it immediately.

You're such a treasure for folks on this forum. Moreover, people who commited suicide out of depression from the pursuit of enlightenment would probably changed their mind if they'd read what you say here Bravo !

Hi guys, 2 profound and mysterious things have just happened for me. I guess I'll have to attribute them to the last trip I did. To me this luck feels almost like it's the God pushing his gifts on me. Quite embarassing to reveal to anyone that the 1st deciding factor leading to me taking my 11 trips and did them with a serious attitude+ planned settings was not because I love to know the Absolute or God but mostly because I consulted 200+ people from my country's psychedelics community and they all told me those trips increased their sex drive by a significant if not crazy amount. I had very low sex drive. 1st thing: Modafinil becomes nuts for me. Prior to this my brain did not respond to this drug at all. I had to use armodafinil but it caused a red spot on my skin so I stopped both these too for months I just did not want to waste 2 last pills so I took one. Real Nuts!!! My physical strength increased. I could do more push-ups shortly after taking it. My brain became so active almost like tripping. I tried to imagine making love with a girl I love and it occured clearly in my mind. My sex drive increased to the point I honestly consider too much. I almost went crazy, no bragging. Even now my sex drive is yet to return to normal. 2nd thing: My healing power increases. I tried to hit my hand against the ground until it was really painful then used my mind to heal it. It was healed instantly. But I still could not heal the scars caused by knife-cut on my arm.

For a moment I thought you were Leo. You explain it with such precision. Impressive

I am convinced that some dreams are spiritually orientational and show signs of future ( I got some). But can some dreams just be products produced by brain? Last night I had a dream which I go to a store that sells armodafinil in PINK package. It's just because I once saw a guy on this forum posted that PINK packaged armodafinil and was curious because I always buy Blue packaged armodafinil.

I got a dream of price of gold going down and I followed it. It made me 200 bucks. It was just one out of multiple future-telling dreams I got "The brain is the product of the dream" is what I just became conscious of about a week ago. I guess it's the only way a person would be convinced of that awesome truth. Hearing Leo say it is not enough. Believe me, once you become conscious of sthing, no matter how much others argue that you just convinced yourself after hearing it from Leo you won't bother. That's the beauty of consciousness

Good contemplation