Artaemis

Ambient music Introducing angelic presence into my life through art, fairytales, fantasy, mythology, folklore. Guided meditations, ASMR, ambient rooms.

Angels are helpful. Visualize a highly enlightened being and have it recognize You. Visualization is a great tool. Maybe though at first don't worry about 'true self' and 'false self' and embodying God. First fall in love with the substance of reality. Which is far more boring to an average Ego.

I remember Esther Hicks saying when she first made contact with Abraham it was turbulent and she was full of fear and anxiety. I know for me it was hell when I first started meditating very seriously again. Delusions, severe projection, impulsivity. A complete rewiring of self-identification. My mind was constantly spinning and I would wake up in terror. Try going toward it rather than away from it. Become a fascinated scientist.

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Sometimes I get the same feeling, but then much of the time you see what you're looking for. When I open my heart, others respond in kind.

You seem witty and energetic to me. And very authentic.

My articulation can be poor as well, as my memory is kinda bad. In academic settings I use text spinners and sites that measure your reading level to improve my articulation. I've helped friends recieve As with this method. I've noticed as well that my articulation and memory will improve in general outside academics.

I think you need more positive contrast in your life. Sense how certain actions align with your self concept or self image. Become aware of the subtleties in the energies around you. In your body...your mind. How are you affected right now? Follow the line of energy and it will amplify.

@Joseph Maynor I'm pretty sure he had some theory prior to his enlightenment. He was an intellectual.

@LoveandPurpose Feelings of safety. Trick the mind and body into believing your environment is somewhat optimum. I use asmr, tapping, music, do nothing, affirmations, breath work, meditation, clean actions etc. I listen to the voice of my intuition and pick out a task from a list (either in writing or memorized). It knows the fastest route.

Perhaps try to create the impression of security in your life in whichever fashion your intuition feels drawn towards. Insights and feeling tones will emerge. You can usually feel when the body has shifted. For me sometimes there's sensation in my throat and jaw.

If I feel that it will increase my own absorption. Although there are times in which I can sense an idea will create an affect in the collective. I go through cycles.

I tried using big 5 for a while to inspire myself into action. I noticed I have mostly feminine traits except for very low orderliness. I imagined myself the ideal feminine archetype if I could complete that last characteristic. It worked for awhile. If you're mostly masculine you could try it and see if it works since low neuroticism is a masculine trait.

I sense rage and desperation in your posts. Do you have a meditation practice? I think you need to centre yourself in practice.

When I backslide and drop all habits I start over with Do Nothing meditation. It clears compulsion and mind fog which are some of my most predominant issues for me in implementing other habits and keeping consistency.

INFP. Although I'm not typical I don't think. I'm 5w4 so I suppose I'm less artistic, more left brained.

@Solace I like your answer. I don't think you should frighten anyone. I was analyzing I think.

Yellow is more likely to be open, less hidden than orange. Orange will put on a facade. To be aware of subtleties there has to be a degree of transparency and honesty. In my experience. They're interconnected. My ability to understand and come to observations is closely tied to how willing I am to be totally honest and transparent and take responsibility.

One defining factor is that yellow is beginning to tap into the deep subtleties of Turquoise. Orange is still wrapped up in the obvious and evident. Yellow's thinking is developing greater complexity, which lays the groundwork for comprehending Turquoise's mysticism. Orange is concerned with developing their faculties of reasoning and skepticism, establishing facts and figures, which is an important stepping stone but it limits their capacity to be open to the mystical and deeply subtle.

@Joseph Maynor How do you analyze the stages exactly? Mostly through life experience? How do you read people? Just curious.

I can sense subtle energies behind the words in this post. They shift the totality of my field. But I can't place what they are.

Awakening to the true nature of reality is helpful. It will rewire the way that you approach all phenomena. Your actions take on a different quality all together. Divine interest. Also make a list of what you would consider clean actions and listen to your needs as they arise. Attune to your intuition. The momentum will build. Once at advanced stages of momentum try removing distractions and addictions

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@kieranperez I really like how honest you are sometimes. Its brutal.