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You can bring out multiple books (which also can hold a certain sequence). Would be such a shame if you waited too long man.

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My friend, this been a major issue for me too. Shadow work, holotropic breathwork, moldavite crystal, transmissions all helped me purge like a mad man. The throat is also very much correlated with the solar plexus. I can probably guess you've been an empathic guy all your life, have huge trouble expressing (your wishes especially), knowing what you want, having a strong personality, discipline issues etc. Going to a presentation club like toastmasters might also help. Start talking. Start writing. Use everyday just to make 10 minute videos expressing yourself in your phone. Get accostumed to shame. Make shame your bitch. Start dancing in your living room. Start expressing. You're a unique divine expression.

Exactly ? I've had what one would call a psychological death (seen through the illusion of life and death). But through a lot of transmissions my process is getting very energetic and physical now. It often feels like physically dying and purging out the old me. The uncontracting is slowly moving up the energy centers (after already having faced multiple kundalini awakenings). It feels like there eventually will be a final release of contraction which will be the permanent death of the ego.

Still struggeling my brother. My mind has awakened, have had the realization some 3 years ago. But it has not yet anchored in my physicality. Haven't died yet lmao.

I disagree my friend. With ownership i mean the opposite of resistance (i don't mean identification). It's actually true detachment. Its actually exactly the thing we've been avoiding all along by repressing stuff. And its part of the process. Eventually all positionalities should he abandoned, definitely.

Why do you think there is any difference between awareness and my statement? Ownership and feeling into it are actually awareness and truth. The reason this is an energetic process is because in the end it's a physical unravelling! Because there is no one who is being aware or doing anything. After the mind wakes up, you need to physically die. So "just be aware" won't do the trick as everything is happening as awareness itself. That's like trying to make the train go faster while running in it.

There's something that tells me he needs some more DNOS phases in his life, although he explains this beautifully. This is so much more than simply stop identifying with the thoughts. It's a huge energetic process. The mind needs to psychologically die to all those stored emotions and energies. That's when resistance/identification will break. Not by simply ignoring stuff. Maybe that is also what he means, but this definitely needs more emphasizing. Ego's identification through survival lenses will perish through complete ownership and feeling of the emotions/energies.

To "solve", to "heal", to "accept" only shows what must be done to overcome it. You're not here to overcome anything. But to respect and feel a part that screams for it. Own that shit. Don't play politics.

Awesome, thank you my man.

The distinction you've made shows me you haven't quiet get it. Loving yourself deeply is the wisest thing there is. Contemplating wisdom is a loving process.

Words like power, weak, lost. How can one anyone ever take your message seriously when you're this immature? Before performing true white magick one needs to reach the Absolute. From there its quite possible what you're saying. But your terminology by then needs to be seen through completely. You're not helping anyone with your massive toxicity. You should rather market some new age gurus with that attitude, then you'll surely know no one will follow them. Get yourself together man.

Allowing, honoring, gratitude and loving. In that order. It's a huge step to go from major resistance to loving. Emotional honesty is very important here. So whatever i'm typing here is not a "solution" to a "problem". It's the whole process for the sake of the process. It's not result oriented. You honor the emotion because you have found the honor in yourself. You have gratitude for the emotion because of you have gratitude. Etc. Not because you want to achieve something. And the final touch is complete detachment: the realization that neither bad nor good exist. This should make you view the emotion as it is. The emotion love is also a way of attaching. This means complete vulnerability. There is no need to overcome the issues (as bad doesn't exist). There is no need for a positive emotion afterwards (as good doesn't exist). So eventually it's working your way to realizing that nothing needs to be done. At all. Through love.

He emenates bliss. You'll notice when the mind is still enough.

Whether you believe in it or not does not matter. You can't be seperate from this everchanging flow of life. The contracted, illusory control is also surrendered by reality from moment to moment without the realization. Edit: this can be quiet depressing to digest. It can give the ego the feeling like it has no purpose at all. Like it suddenly can't be the hero in its own story. Which eventually can be surrendered too if this is what's destined on the path.

The very nature of reality is surrenderness. Whatever you're doing is already surrendered.

@SantaMaria @LfcCharlie4 @Aaron p Love y'all!

This is a normal ego backlash where old paradigms are slowly getting back, which can be very painful and frightening. Now you've awakened something else has taken over. This will lead to multiple deaths of the persona where old ways of thinking, wanting/desiring and being are making place to be reformed. Always keep surrendering. Surrender, surrender, surrender. Try to be ok with every possible outcome. Also ok with not being ok. So this okness is not a result, its a process. Ego doesnt like okness. Much love. Enjoy your path.

My parents love was always my connection to the divine through Unconditional Love. When my dad cheated on my mom is exactly the moment i felt this fall from grace. Now after a dozens of awakening experiences and integrating the shadow i realize more and more that our pure love as a child was our bridge to the Divine. We just forgot. Want to see how conditioned we've become? Love yourself deeply as a state of being (without per se chasing the emotion). And see how it triggers a feeling of inferiority, shame, fear of betrayal etc. These emotions are ingrained in us after we've felt heartbreak. To not happen again. We don't want to feel Love/the Divine because there is nothing more painful than it being taken from us. The trick is recognizing it was you all the time which was Love. Not your parents. No one else. They just symbolized a part of yourself.

Thank you my fave scouser! Hope you lot have a bit less luck with the VAR next year ?. Have a wonderful NYE.

Instead of saying true it might be better if we all just say i actually don't know.

I certainly do believe he's gone deeper than most. I love Leo's in-depth work. I still do believe that the best teachings are silent through transmitting energies.

Transmissions are far far from bullshit. Once you've received enough of it you will notice almost every true Master is transmitting high energy. These days i can get completely high on bliss by viewing gangaji and mooji on youtube. The highest teachings are transmitted through silence. The words don't mean anything.

When it gets difficult its because the mind is trying to surrender the mind (chasing your own tail). It's about surrendering the surrendering, meaning that reality is continuesly surrendering itself. The observation of everything is happening continuesly whether the ego is having the illusion of participating in it or not.

It's difficult for me to not put him on a pedestal. That's how high I value this man, this expression of the One.