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Besides that, if the energy is real and not imaginery, you might not want to force it. It can be an extremely powerful energy. It purifies. That means it devours the old you in a sense. This energy can be used as an indicator, but neither way should there be an emphasis on it.

After every social interaction, are you obsessively replaying everything in your mind to critize the interactions? If so, you are a master of turning "positive" events into negative. It's a form of social anxiety and OCD. What to do? First, approach meditation differently. The skills you learn during meditation, you MUST use them daily in every setting. Meditation is not just a blissful escape of an hour. It's a skill. A fundamental skill to learn how to guide your thoughts and emotions. I don't say "control", because this would mean RESISTANCE. That is the biggest problem. You resist every part of yourself. You have to start loving your dark side. And the good side of course. Fully embrace it. Embracing is not a "positive" act. It does not need pressure or force. It is complete surrender. So surrender the fight. Stop fighting life. You will learn how to do this gradually. Meditate more and use those skills in every practical setting. That's what its all about.

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There is no defense here whatsoever. Our taste of reality is caged inside our senses. So it's not a matter of wishing or desiring. Rather, call it humbleness. This is infinity we're speaking of. How can one NOT be radically open minded after seeing infinity. It's very contradictory to me.

I'm very curious about Martin's critique on Terrance McKenna. He completely ridiculed him and his 'imaginary' world of machine elves. I just wonder how you can be so close minded to "other dimensions and realms" when you've had a taste of infinite infinity.

I think that would be a wonderful method, haven't tried it yet. Would also need a lot of discipline i can imagine. I haven't been working too much with sexual energy, because it can be very overwhelming at times.

I've had a full blown kundalini awakening after fapping. Sexual energy is absolutely no joke. But i'm not enlightened. Edit: Try becoming aware of the sexual energy in your body and once you're very very horny. You'll see the amazing healing powers it can activate and how it can expand your consiousness.

The (radical) open mindedness he has developed makes me trust him a lot. Plus i think he could choose to exploit the personal growth market to the max, but he has chosen not to. Would not condemn him otherwise, but this gives a certain perspective about his motives. Sharing with the world. Nevertheless trusting someone does not mean copy everything he does or says. I would not prefer to live a life of a sage for example. He's a big inspiration in many ways. Nothing more, nothing less.

@Old Soul you should at least try mushrooms or acid. Trust me, this will give you a major boost in your consiousness and self development work. It will make it easier for everyone to realize their true nature. People underestimate these other substances, because '5meo' popped out of nowhere after Leo's video's. And making it 'easier' is not really that easy. These substances can smack the taste out of your mouth. Already recommended it to @Martin123.

@Old Soul @Martin123 yeah, that's the good shit. Feels like pedalling in the middle of the Atlantic. Strangely this lasted very short in my case. Almost starting to think i haven't been depersonalized enough But i reckon that this might be an ideal moment to train your intuition. Everythng will probably start to ' flow' and feel very trusted.

That's a common trait on this path. You might have some depersonalization typa symptoms. I've experienced this myself. Didn't know how to react in social situatons. Nothing felt like "me".

Yes, the dropping is needed to calm the mind and realize the nature of reality. Which is nothing and everything simultaneously. Edit: it calms the mind and tempers the resistance to the present moment, created by an ideal scenario (desire)

Yeah, exactly. Heard some master say that every conscious step you take, is one further away from your true nature. So one should completely drop all desire and surrender to reality.

Very powerful... let this shit play in the background while studying or working.

I sometimes think that people just have their old believe system replaced with another one. I think people are still underestimating the believe systems and concepts that are running their lives. Deep as fuck. And ever-changing.

Hi guys, The more I'm developing on this path, the emptier I feel. Now after having some unity consciousness experiences i really have difficulty to be grateful. It feels very fake. Feels like an emotion you have to artificially (non-authentically) create yourself and force it into reality. It doesn't feel natural. I have a question: does gratitude attach your ego to stuff? I can remember that Leo said you should try to be grateful for non-egoic stuff. So not only your personal belongings, achievements and so forth. But.. Being grateful for example for someone else's happiness, for the beautiful nature or even for the most negative things on earth. Aren't these projections by your ego? Aren't we attaching ourselves to these things?

I really wouldn't know the cause of this, but beware of developing a spiritual ego. Subconsciously a lot of us use spirituality to be 'one up'. To be better than the rest. To tell them what life really is all about so you can feel better about yourself. I'm aware i'm doing this myself. The ego is very tricky. You really have to introspect so the intentions will surface. But of course, this might not be the case for you. I have years of experience of psychedelics. But no 5 Meo. Don't know the effects.

Try flying dude! Crazy shit. When i'm aware i'm dreaming, i get waaaay too excited everytime so i'll be awake in no time. But once it lasted just long enough to fly. Try it. You won't be disappointed.

I was thinking man. These questions. They are implicitly nondualistic. By saying "IS there a triality" I actally refer to BEING. It's like you can't even imagine something outside of singularity/nonduality. It's impossible. Like this: is there something outside of being or not being? IS refers to being once again. Maybe once we'll have a good taste of true infinity we'll be able to have a look outside of it.

The difficulty here is that you actually possess everything in a certain way. You project yourself upon everything and everyone. It's probably just as egoic as your "official" possessions and belongings. The world is really your mirror. But the answer to your question: i'm doing my best haha. Gotta work on it. Nowhere near as grateful as i am for material possession or achievements.

Wonderful advice people. Exactly that last thing you said. Afraid of feeling emotions kinda is a part of my anxiety problems. Thank you! Wonderful advice bro. It's so easy to get caught up in the emotional game we play on this path. You even forget the basic things you learned. Emotions are fooling us to keep us where we are. Of course anything out of the habitual zone will feel like resistance. I have very much difficulty distuingishing intuition from the deep unconscious emotions. So I probably thought this must be my intuition guiding me (the arrogance lol). How does that work out for you man? You look somewhat like an expert on emotions. Is your intuition guiding you and your decisions in life? Peace

Nothing can be added to it, nothing can be substracted from it (Tawhid). Given its infinite character: everything can be added to it, everything can be substracted from it? I'm wondering: are there realizations somewhere in infinity where it would mean exactly the opposite? From a singularity perspective to a duality perspective? Is there more than duality? Is there triality? So is there more to it than Nothingness and Everythingness and Singularity? Would this not be possible within infinity?

I really do think everything is connected. I think that frequencies, geometry, music all are interconnected. They all are based on "somethingness and nothingness". Music would be nothing without silence. You need silence for rhythm in beats, songs etc. Geometry would be nothing without nothingness. You need to have the nothingness in which geometry can be shown. Same goes for frequencies. This list can continue to infinity. Life is one beautiful dance between these two opposites, which are actually two sides of the same coin.

Glad to help bro. Though I wouldn't attach to this phenomenon or start go searching for it, because it would be just a conceptualized version of what is. I think the more we try to be extremely open minded the more results will come. Extreme open mindedness helps us not to conceptualize anything. Same goes with dropping the desire to find it. Good luck man. Let me know about your progress. Peace