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Thank you brother. The road continues. Must find new ways to integrate this experience and be detached from it at the same time. Hard times lol.

Hahaha yeah ikr? Lmao. It really should have no meaning to you. Giving meaning to experiences is another egoic tendency. The ego really wants to create memory. When you actually have none! A bittersweet experience really. My egoic form doesn't know whether to like your or not. My Authentic Self does however! Is that an answer to your question? Hahaha. Nah. Unconditional Love and blessings to you ma'am! <3

Hahaha yeah. Stupid questions. Just wanted to create some discussion or at least have some comments on this topic.

Been thinking about this quite a while now. Today kinda showed why. So i started watching Rio Ferdinand's new documentary: Being Mum and Dad. The former Manchester United player lost his wife due to cancer. His wife died within 10 weeks after hearing the bad news. The documentary can be seen on Youtube. So that's exactly what I did. After a minute or 10 i've decided to scroll down to the comments. So i've seen various comments where they name a certain part of the documentary where it gets really emotional. And people comment on how their heart breaks at these moments. What i noticed: every time one of those emotional moments neared i kinda got excited. Excited to shed some tears together with Rio. What the fuck? I know myself as a very empathic guy. I get very emotional very fast. But this kinda shocked me. Is this the reason why certain people (mostly women) LOVE to watch drama movies and cry? Because secretly they enjoy suffering? Do we enjoy this type of suffering? Why? Is empathic suffering an egoic trait and thus inauthentic in some kind of way? Can anyone elaborate? Or just share your views/opinions. Peace

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The fact that people really comment about a certain time in the documentary where it gets emotional says a lot. And the love for drama in general. But i was really shocked when i found this out. Can it really be masochism? wow

That's an egoic defense mechanism my man. Holding you back through fear. And don't worry. It's possible to fully engage in the dualistic world/game and become detached whenever you need or want to. You won't jump in front of a train or become completely deluded. Don't worry about that. It's the best thing that can happen to "you". Give it a shot and try Trinfinity Academy for example.

If you get conscious (!!!) of it, then you will feel an instant freedom. An instant detachment. Everything is perfect as it is. If you rationalize it as a bad thing, then the point is not yet understood. A "good" label to it is just the same. Once you're properly detached from everything, your true motivation will surface (some say from the Higher Self). The more detached you are, the more authentic your life becomes. Don't panic when you hear emptiness or nothingness or meaninglessness. They can NOT be negative. They just are. This is something to be understood through conscious experiences. Don't rationalize or conceptualize any of it. I would recommend Trinfinity Academy to you. Probably the best practical course i have seen out there. I'm doing that myself right now at the moment.

Being unconscious is also part of Consciousness. Become aware of it. Remember your unconscious moment and become aware. The Consciousness is always present. Reality is always present. Longing for a continous higher state is neglecting the lower states and the unconcious. It's resisting reality actually. Become conscious of this. Don't just intellectually understand. That won't do much. And if that's a bit too deep, you could try to become aware of the fact that bad or good are just stories and labels you put on those emotions. They just are.

You might want to meditate without any intentions. Just put aside every believe you have and try to imagine that this is the first time your senses are aware of things. As if you're newly born and have no concepts whatsoever. There will be no room for ideas. Just awareness and experiencing.

Haha thnx for the advice bruv! So how are you now? Are the emotions more at the background? Are you able to tell your story from the heart and as you planned to?

Thank you very much! Very helpful advice Did these things work out well for you, if i may ask?

Do not underestimate ego! I've always viewed myself as a highly sensitive guy. But the more I develope, the more I notice that it's just me mirroring myself onto every situation/person. The more authentic I become, the less i'm able to tolerate inauthentic bullshit. Well I can tolerate it of course, but I just ignore it. When someone starts crying and telling me about their suffering, I can clearly see how they are bullshitting themselves. Normally i would TOTALLY feel their pain and suffering. Now I understand it. No need for me to suffer. Understand and give them helpful advice. It can be rude at times. But at least it's helpful. That's the difference between being compassionate and being empathic! Absorbing someone's pain and making it your own issue is the ego at its best. Nothing good/bad about ego. But once again a source of suffering. Good luck

Everything is neutral in essence. This is not something positive, but more importantly: it's definitely also not negative! Everything just IS. When you detach yourself from all the labels you've attached to things, it can give you an incredible freedom. When it feels bad; you're not getting it! It can't be bad or good. It just is. However: on my last truffel space, i've felt Absolute Unconditional Love. I don't quiet understand how this resonates with the neutrality of Consciousness. Would this imply that there is meaning to life?

Beautiful dude. I've experienced this Absolute Unconditional Love. It loves the biggest pedophiles and mass murderers the same way as it loves the holy figures in our societies. It's completely indiscriminate. Ever since that day, my objective is to spread that love to everything and everyone as much as possible. But this really reminded me, that i shouldn't forget to apply it to myself first. The most difficult part. Enjoyed your post

We should never forget our connection to the earth.

Just experienced one of the most beautiful moments in my life and wanted to share this with you. It happened 2000 km away from here. In Spain, Catalunya. FC Barcelona scored in the dying seconds against Paris Saint Germain. I didn't gain any insights on reality. I didn't gain money. I didn't gain anything.. but pure excitement and joy. And very strangely i have never felt so happy and excited. Ever. Just a little reminder that the most beautiful moments in life can come from very "insignificant" experiences. Don't battle duality. Don't fight your ego. Even such an ego driven sport like football can give a person unexpected joy. Of course this is applicable in any other "insignificant" area in your life. Peace out

Hi guys, For the first time ever have i experienced unconditional love. I'm at the peek of my truffel "space" right now and i've been crying for the past 2 hours. No matter what. I will be loved. No matter what the fuck i am, have done, or will do. I am loved. This taste of absolute unconditional love is so incredible guys. This love is your true mother, your true father, your fucking everything. I feel so unworthy of this love. I feel that this love is the true fabric of existence. I don't even know what i'm typing right now guys, but who gives a shit. I'm loved no matter what. You are loved no matter what. We're unworthy.

Amen. Beautiful picture. Cheers bruv!

Sup guys, I have some big difficulty realizing there really is nothing behind the scenes. And isn't this something crucial to adequately realize your true nature? But how can you? You wouldn't stand in front of a train with your eyes closed and ear shut, would you? It's like when you're being unconscious. I realized that being unconscious also takes place in consciousness and is also reality/existence. But I realized this after THINKING about it. It was no direct experience. It was a realization through a thought. How valid is this? Does this not mean that there also exist things behind the scenes? Because you are NOT conscious of it and can only realize it through a thought? Like knowing that there are billions of people on this planet you call earth, outside of your bedroom. But how can we classify something like that as "behind the scenes" and thus bullshit/ a concept? While justifying your "realizations" through the same process? Very crucial question imo. Enlighten me please

How can one realize that unconsciousness is within consciousness without retrogressively thinking at that moment and realizing it through a thought?

Yeah i'm doing it daily The problem is though, my realizations seem to come from thoughts. And thoughts are the exact reason why "things behind the scene" are mere concepts/ideas. I struggle with this contradiction.

Preach man. Empathic abilities and radical open mindedness is definitely lacking with most members. Shocking comments.

Yup, agree. There is no scientific evidence that you have free will. There is no "you" to begin with, but that's some deeper shit. You can test it right now. Before you do something, there is always a thought process. That thought process could be an image of a split second you're not even aware of or the voice in your head for example. It's mostly the first. Can be a combination. You don't have any control over those thoughts. Try to do 5 things in the coming 10 minutes and contemplate it. Try to become aware of that thought and where it came from. You will see: there is no control center or command center (ego). Shit just kinda pops up out of nowhere. Some say it's from the subconscious. But that would mean you have just as much control over your heart beating as your thoughts.

Backlashes are mostly a sign of progression my man. This path will take you 2 steps back for every 3 steps you take. You have to get used to it. It's a part of the game. Embrace the nasty shit. But that is all skills you need to develope. Good luck man.