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I understand brother. One of my friends has had 3 psychotic episodes. Breathing exercises (holotropic breathwork retreats) and stopping Marijuana really helped him a lot.

Mate get off the weed. A huge huge healing period is waiting for you. Doing weed regular is overstimulating the energetics. A full stop for a minimum of 3 months is needed. Edit: it healed me a lot too (especially the sacral chakra). Until i was doing it too much. It then slowed the progress. You need to stop in order to have the system to integrate the psycho/spiritual/energetics.

You want something that is clearly restricted by language. If you want to get mindfucked, read The Zen of Love (By Peter Cutler, its free on the internet). The language and information of the book is basically very Kindergarten level. But this is not a mere book, it's a transmission. It would break your heart open. I dont think that this era is the era where people need more language/information. I think this era is about transmitting energy by embodying the higher consciousness. This book will be an evidence. And also his youtube channel is full of transmissions (The Enlightened Way). It's actually what Ramana Maharshi was very known for. If you develope your energetic senses a bit you will see that we're constantly transmitting frequencies. Peter Cutler also makes art like Hitsuzendo. Those are all transmissions too that can upgrade you insanely. I think the new way of communicating Truth is on a deeper level than rational information digestion.

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Thank you brother! I see you ❤

I see where you're coming from brother, but when he speaks of Honour its actually an awareness through the Heart. The ultimate way of perceiving reality is actually through the Heart. The intimacy of consciousness is best seen through the Heart. Trying to solve separation is actually separation. Love is the true understanding of this separative fantasy. The Zen monks also speak of resting the mind in the Heart. Edit: Nisargadatta Maharaj was strictly against turning enlightened masters into some deities. He had a clinical, clean realization of Truth. Nothing mattered to him anymore. There was only the Absolute and thats even before Beingness. Yet, he spend his whole life as a devotee after the realization. He loved other people so incredibly much he nearly kissed their feet. He saw the Absolute in others. He saw how separation made this Love truly truly special. Its about realizing God and embodying it. God wants to live in the flesh through us. Just as bad as we want to realize Him. Separation makes ultimate Love so much more special.

And at the same time there is no real difference between potentiality and actuality. Both can only exist because of eachother.

Sorry but that's complete nonsense. You never understood what he meant by Love. It's the intimate Nothingness. His work goes so so so much more deeper than most non dual teachings. Recontextualization of Love is something incredibly valuable on the path to self realization. And very necessary to have a complete realization. Any teaching that has no love in it is incomplete. Edit: if you followed him, you would know that true love means also to love the complete matrix structure in your ego identity. What he means by love is not a goal oriented process lmao. It is not to achieve anything. Its the recognition of your true intimate state. The path of Love (if to be walked effectively) is one of utmost integrity. This is where it coincides with Truth. His teachings are infected with Truth without him mentioning the word even once. No teacher is perfect of course. But people clearly havent understood his message. Not by a long shot.

Reminds me of Baal Kadmon in his book about Moldavite. Is he a good source for you? Do you also use moldavite/crystals for magick?

This new way of looking at things is greatly demonstrated by Matt Kahn. I think an integrative approach would be best. These 2 styles represent our own dualistic reality. The nihillistic/masculine approach needs love injected in its structures. Just as the feminine path/integrative approach needs healthy elements of surrender/non-attachment. Both are valuable and need to find common ground.

Yes this book is a transmission people. Dont focus on the content the first time. Do it the second time. I think it would be good to try to understand it conceptually as it teaches the transmission from another level.

There's something accompanying you during those existential fears. This fear can give one a feeling of complete alienation. But there is something that cannot be touched. It's home. It's You.

Love needs a real recontextualization at a certain point by letting go of even the positive attachments. One should question and search for love with new eyes. In order to realize this Absolute Love you should go beyond sensuality and emotionality.

Awesomeeeee. Now enjoy the rest of it. Certain chapters are more intense than others.

I would recommend you guys to read the book of Peter Cutler - The Zen of Love. This is a transmission. It will break your heart open like a walnut if you're open enough. Test it. You can download the PDF for free. This man has online satsang/transmissions on youtube (The Enlightened Way). His energy will most definitely be felt by you. He's living proof of someone embodying Absolute Love. You can clearly feel the contrasts with Ralston. You're welcome!

Yep, especially a third eye opening can give you the Messiah/Jesus idea. It's a strange thing really. When it happened to me i became hyper hyper intuitive. Also kinda animalistic. Manic maybe. I could enter peoples energy fields with my attention. Lots a symbolism. Huge energy activation (felt like the whole light body got activated). Thought i could make people cry lmao. I knew of multiple cases where people really thought they were Jesus so i didnt go mad or anything.

Matt Kahn is probably one of the most self realized people i have seen. His humor is outstanding. A very colourful being. The sense of wonderment can be so big for some that silence is enough. Rupert strikes me as one who drowns in the wonders of silence.

Congratulations other Me. I would like to thank myself (Leo Gura) to make this possible for myself.

Absolute love = god/reality/consciousness not giving a fuck = indiscriminate = free will = absolute impersonal intimacy.

The fun part is that your inner healer will decide everything man. It will be a full blown auto response session once it takes over. It will decide whether you will scream, move or twitch and also when. You'll have to see when it takes over. Differs for everyone. Just drop the resistance. People like Matt Kahn are very known for their transmissions. Rupert Spira is doing them nowadays too during his meditations. But the most powerful i've encountered are by youtube channel called The Enlightened Way. Especially if you're an energy sensitive you could feel it right away if you open yourself up. For others it might take a bit longer. Holotropic breathwork sessions have a much longer duration, that's why. WHM takes like 15 minutes everytime.

Yes. It healed me incredibly much. I think i will do 1 retreat every year. There are always some deeper layers to go. Past life traumas, peri-natal traumas etc. But its not the only thing I do to heal. I do the WHM daily. I meditate more often now. I have also holosync and use a crystal named moldavite. Also listen to energetic transmissions on youtube which can be incredible powerful.

Yes, the one was me lmao. It pretty much looked like an exorcism once the inner healer took over. Insane screaming. Insane movements (body, hands, neck, tongue like a snake), laughter like the girl from the exorcist (that came from my throat). It was quite insane man. All during the holotropic breathwork retreat. Dit 8 sessions, 2 sessions for four days straight.

They dont differ in the sense that both techniques are more effective in group setting. That's the only thing.

Thanks for being an inspiration you wonderful being. Much love.

Holotropical breathwork puts me in a deep shamanic sleep. A trance like state where the "inner healer" takes over as your ego surrenders. Your whole body/mind complex will go on auto-pilot and start adressing and purging the deep layered blocks. This especially is this case in a group setting. But then again its with every type of breathwork. I've been doing WHM since june too (power breaths especially). Its awesome and easy to integrate in daily life. Holotropic breathwork not so much.