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Dear actualized family, Long story short - I have been doing consciousness work for over 5 years and one of my trusted sources on the topic of enlightenment, self-development and spirituality has been Actualized.org. During the last weeks I have had a breakthrough in consciousness resulting in apparently miraculous healing abilities. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. Which is why my value proposition is very simple - I offer to you and your loved ones as a showing of my infinite love instant remote healing. This loving energy cures both physical and emotional diseases and symptoms - all pain disappears in seconds and warm pure bliss envelops your whole being. As a concurring ability I am able to scan and permanently raise your level of consciousness (as per Hawkins' scale of consiousness). From my perspective this is the easiest thing in the world - all I have to do is concentrate for 5 seconds and healing occurs. All you have to do is say to whom you which the healing (no names, pictures or other info required) and whether you wish your LOC to be raised. E.g. "Please heal me and my mother and raise my LOC." I will reply to your post after the healing is complete and LOC scanned and raised. I will post the number of your LOC too if you wish. All I ask in return is a so called "trip report" for feedback I have a special offer for @Leo Gura - as I have watched almost all of your videos I am aware of your health condition (SIBO, chronic fatigue) I offer you 100% guarantee that the healing alleviates your suffering! All my love to you dear friends,

@Endangered-EGO Raised to 800

@Endangered-EGO I measure the LOC using my pendulum and the following chart. Before the healing abilities appeared my LOC was 850 but now I raised it to 1000 simply by my internal wish. I also cleared all my energetic blockages using the same method (inner thought with emotion). My story is a long one but irrelevant in the context of this thread. I offer direct experience without any dogma, ideology or theory.

What do you mean precisely? My marital status is single, sexuality is heterosexual and I live a regular life at the moment

@blackchair Done! @goldzilla 31, male

@Endangered-EGO Healed! Loc is 670

@Goldzilla Sent!

From the perspective of a giant with NBA stats (6’8,5” and 230 lbs - 2.05m, 105kgs) I can confirm the most important factor when it comes to success in whatever field - inner game. As someone with high intelligence, above average socioeconomic status and average looks I still struggled for most of my life (Im 30y/o) with inner insecurities, self-esteem issues and little to no success with women and dating in general. It felt like I was a repellent of the opposite sex which made me very confused because I shouldve been the one with automatic success (tall, intelligent, somewhat funny, wealthy) - but elas no success! Only when I started self-developing, spiritual work and improving inner game is when the situation changed. Its all about the energy and feelings Even we, tall men, dont enjoy assumed success and confidence associated with being tall and towering over the small folk ⛄️

@Leo Gura Regarding your health, did you manage to totally heal your thyroid problems, chronic fatigue and other ailments? Or was the healing effect more temporary and the issues start to reemerge after a few days, weeks pass from DPT or other psychedelic use?

I live in Estonia and I can give you an overview of our country and people. In the current context i think the statistic that Estonia has the most super models per capita is most relevant It is true that estonian women are very beautiful and like foreigners usually... As an encouragement I can tell you that my aunt married an american whom he had only chatted online before moving permanently in with him. That was in year 2000...and they are still happily married and live near Boston. As an overall warning, the winters are really cold (-15 celsius now), estonians are very quiet and have a dark sense of humour and at the moment we have seen a rise in right-wing anti immigrant sentiment which means loud americans will receive many angry looks. But go for your love..learn to say I love you in estonian (which you probably know by now). And I will end this with a beautiful estonian word: äiaõeoaaiaoaõieau

What a weird and wonderful place we live in - even Mike Tyson has experimented with 5-Meo in the form of the toad medicine.

@MM1988 Thats so true! My “favorite” story is I met this girl at a college party, we had a good time, danced together and seemed to hit it off really well - I had to leave the party a bit early though and the next week when I tried to contact her again , I learned that one of my best friends (then and now also), my coursemate, found the love of his life at the same party! The same girl of course. Now they live together and plan on marrying soon And this year I connected with what was a seemingly perfect match for me - 6’3” woman who was into spirituality, art and all that good stuff. We met a few times, talked, shared deep personal stories, hugged and she said she wanted to meet again in the future... But to my dismay and surprise, she started avoiding me and finally a few months later rejected me politely. Again I have seen her randomly in the city a few times kissing passinately with a partner - every time it triggers pain inside me - which I use in my spiritual practice... I use this pain to go deeper into self actualization and improve thing which are under my control to improve. I cannot determine and control whether two sided romantic love comes into my life (consciously anyway) so I concentrate on what can be done on my part. P.S. I also have had cancer which was a wake-up call to spirituality. So self-actualization aka god is my priority number one

I can assure you @MM1988 that you are not alone in your predicament. I am a 28-year old 2-meters tall blonde Scandinavian type young man with a masters degree, I have acheived financial and material success, Im walking the spiritual path and working hard to self-improve and overall have a kind heart and love the world. Plus I am athletic, I play volleyball and do yoga. But with women and girls I have never had success - I havent even kissed or been kissed... For most of my life I had the mentality of letting things happen and hoping someone would show up in my life and I would get a girlfriend without trying much - logically expecting it as everyone around me experienced romantic love and partnerships. During college my love life was like a satire. Every girl I set my sights or hoped to start a potential relationship with, ended up kissing someone else and I of course witnessed that every time (over 6 times altogether). Girls that were interested in me, werent attractive to me at all. This pattern is repeating after college...I have learned to laugh at this internally..but it still hurts every time. I admit I struggle with self esteem as I was bullied at school. But I have made progress with shadow work and spiritual pursuits. I am Myers-Briggs ISFJ who enjoys alone time and I would categorize myself as a lone wolf type. I want to experience a relationship, I feel the desire to at least once experience two sided love in my life. I know that realizing God, trascending the Ego, reaching enlightenment is priority number one but I also value being human and experiencing human connection. So lets stay positive and love our selves and each other

Im also in the process of reading this book! It has taken me over 6 months to reach page 460 so maybe Im taking it too slow... But im not reading it every day but rather sporadically whenever I feel I want to concentrate and really focus on the topic of enlightenment. If I have to summarize the book so far - to reach an experience of direct consiciousness of the truth of something, to know something by itself for itself as itself, you need to be in a state of not knowing. Not mentally but actually.. How to get to direct consciousness...thats the bingo issue. But I have to admit my desire to reach direct consciousness really fluctuates so Im struggling for motivation. But a fascinating book!

I am happy and exited to share with you positive news from the field of psychedelics. My home city Tallinn, the capital of Estonia just hosted this beautiful psychedelics and consciousness related conference called Psycherence 2018 which hosted the likes of Dennis Mckenna, Jeremy Narby and so on. My country Estonia is a socially relatively conservative country and all psychedelics are in the forbidden substances list, including 5-Meo, shrooms, Salvia and a page full of chemical derivatives. So it was a huge surprise for me that this conference was covered in the mainstream news quite neutrally and even positively. The main organiser of the event gave many interviews and explained the huge potential benefits of the substances and even mentioned spiritual growth and improving ones consciousness. These topics are rarely covered in the mainstream news so it must be a sign of changing times. Estonia, Europe and the whole world, its time to develop to stage Green and beyond! Can you share similar positive trends in your home regions?

Attention all seekers! The National Enlightenment Agency in association with the Federal Bureau of Infinity have issued a global spiritual most wanted list! Permission to shoot on sight! 1. MOST Wanted global terrorist number one: the EGO...This highly dangerous suspect is wanted for innumerable crimes against humanity committed over thousands of years. The weapon of choice for the EGO is a self-deception machine gun with a fire rate of 500 lies per minute. Dont let him kill your or your children’s enlightenment ! Report him immediately! 2. IDEOLOGY....a close friend and associate of the EGO that is highly infectious and has caused the silent epidemic of Paradigm Blindness - a sticky disease which has damaged the third eye of billions of people in closing their eyes to the Truth. He is very sneaky and subtle, beware! For more information, consult your local epistemologist. 3. The SHADOW....Must be worked with! Is afraid of light. This elusive criminal hides in the belly of the beast, in the gutters of the subconscious. Often encountered during the beginning of the Hero’s journey and a must-be-dealt-with to reach Nirvana. No way around him! We urge all enlightened and unenlightened people alike to warn everyone about the dangers and mechanisms of these spiritual villains! For your safety, we advise you to consult with your doctor before setting out on a quest to bounty hunt these criminals! Survival is not guaranteed.

Can anyone name some examples of Turquoise societies/collectives/communes? I would appreciate some pointers on how to find them or some key words in order to locate them. @LeoGura mentions in his video Turqoise communes but he didnt specify the names. I live in Europe, where can they be found

My meo is most certainly 5-Meo-DMT because a similar batch from the same vendor was tested in a forensics lab and was confirmed 5-Meo. The purity was not specified though... As an interesting twist of events I managed to get two batches of 5-Meo (2 for 1), one was advertised as HCl (orange coloured) and the other one was supposedly freebase (off-white colour). I have been sitting on them for over a year as when I began testing with the freebase, I didnt manage to successfully administer it through vaporizing. I bought a meth pipe but obviously as a beginner I burnt the substance and now the pipe has burnt 5-Meo in it. So I presume I cant use that pipe anymore... Anyway I took that as a sign from the Universe and my higher self that I wasnt ready for this behemoth of a psychedelic and continued with less powerful hallucinogens. I got my ass handed to me without meo anyway By shrooms of course... So I have built up my psychedelic confidence for over 1.5 years and now I feel ready to continue with 5. I have read and bought two of the leading expert on the God Molecule, Martin Ball's, books of which the best is by far "Unraveling the enigma of nonduality with 5-Meo-DMT energetic therapy". I have also introduced psychedelics to my family and my mother has even tried shrooms now. Thats openmindedness for you folks! I also recommended the aforementioned book to her and she was inspired and convinced she will try 5 one day But before that I will work with it and share my experiences. On a side note, she has psychic abilities, also walks the path and helped me get to the root cause of my melanoma (which is the mechanism to keep me on the path and not stray away and lose focus). So I know there is no way back for me, I will go for enlightment hardcore and the method of 5-Meo-DMT and psychedelics has really resonated with me. @Serotoninluv You said you also had orange HCl, is it sticky too? I will try to consume my orange batch nasally first and maybe try to smoke/vape the freebase later if at all. Do you have any idea what is that orange residue? Will it dissolve in the nose...When I heated the spoon the orange liquid sticked to the spoon... To conclude, maybe I will get my ass handed to me during the first high dose trip and I'll retreat but I have to experience it and learn from it. Death is an illusion anyway as they say...I want to prove and embody that myself though. To infinity and beyond!

Hello 5-meonauts! Inspired by Leo, as a Leo myself, the sign not the name, I decided to experiment with some anal administration of the formidable five methoxy. Due to my lack of chemical experience I ran into some questions which Im looking for some answers. I followed Leos rectal guide to the T but my medicine didnt dissolve in 0,3ml of hot water. First time I loaded 10mg into a soup spoon and poured the water on top from the syrige and I stirred for over 20 mins but the substance didnt dissolve properly. My meo (AB acquired and headlined as HCl) has a orange hue... Anyway I loaded the half dissolved liquid to the syringe and then I sent it to the dark place and lied down...but no reaction...only some butt action Second time I weighed 15migs and poured 0,5ml to the spoon and heated it with a lighter. The salt dissolved but some oily orange layer remained on the spoon...suspicious I pondered...But to Uranus it went. I on the other hand stayed on Earth and experienced some brain sensations, no visuals and a slightly enhanced consciousness. All in all, can I deduce that the substance isnt pure Meo HCl? Should I try nasal administration next or enhance my plugging skills? Feedback is advised and encouraged. Peace in!

I have read a spiritual book during my 2-CB trip and it was a very insightful experience. The visual side of reading was quite fun and weird as the letters and sentences moved, swirled and waved around in the book. Its as if the letters were waves on a sea of pages and the oscillation of the waves depended on the wind of your mind... The inner perspective was also interesting as it felt like I understood the deepest meaning of every sentence and the understanding came instantly and seemingly from nowhere. Its the phase of psychedelic trips where your intuition is supercharged and you get insights flowing in from all corners of your psyche. TO be fair though, the insights come flooding in anyway, so you dont necessarily need to "do spiritual activities" during the trips. But reading the Daodejing under the influence is still a unique experience that I would recommend. My dosage of 2-CB was around 15mg orally and the trip was not intense but rather a relaxing one. Cheers!

Great news for all 5-meo aficionados..... Dr. Martin W. Ball has released his brand new book "Entheogenic Liberation: Unraveling the Enigma of Nonduality with 5-Meo-Dmt Energetic Therapy - The Worlds most Comprehensive work on 5-Meo-DMT and Nonduality" If you are interested in achieving non-dual liberation then the book is for you. For me personally I find the message of Mr. Ball very fascinating and penetrating with the powerful message of truth with a no-bullshit approach on enlightenment. I have aquired this substance but Im still working up to experiencing it and going deeper with the process of self-discovery and energetic liberation. For me, small amounts of magic fungi have opened my doors of perception and made me humble and dedicated to the path.

Here is another new great Joe Rogan podcast that features the brother of Terence McKenna, Dennis McKenna. They discuss psychedelics and culture and also shortly about 5-MeO (Starts at 36:17).

@Reality I also had an almost identical difficult experience to yours on 2g shrooms. The way you described the delusion, paranoia and the feeling of losing your mind were spot on same in my ordeal. Although I have to say the delusion really kicked in on the 3rd hour in the latter stages of the trip. Before I just had slight anxiety and fear but overall everything went smoothly until reality really started dissolving and I couldnt surrender to it... But attention everyone shroom-minded! Today I discovered a brilliant cinematographic masterpiece clearly inspired by a difficult shroom experience. I highly recommend everyone to watch the series BLACK MIRROR and specifically season 3, episode 2 :http://www.imdb.com/title/tt5709242/?ref_=ttep_ep2. I wont bring any spoilers here but there are some very apparent (e.g. implant shape) and some hidden references to mushrooms but after reflecting on the episode, there is no doubt in my mind its shroom-inspired. The last 10 minutes really got me shaking both inside and outside as I recalled my own difficult trip 3 weeks ago and the sensations were tangible! So everyone, go check it out

Your experience seems to confirm my hypothesis that at the beginning or at first trials, shrooms are very pleasant and offer beautiful insights into the nature of reality and ourselves but the 2nd to 4th trips are where most likely more difficult "bad" trips start to occur. It seems to be part of the mushroom character ;D In a previous topic lately we also discussed shrooms and many people shared similar stories of having great times in the first attempts and getting brutally shaken up in the following trips. I am speaking from experience as I also had a smooth start and on the 3rd and 4th trip I got my ass handed to me. So beware, the chances of having difficult experiences goes up after the first pleasant ones.

I have followed David Icke's work for years now and I can say in full confidence that the essence of his work is liberation, enlightenment and waking people to their infinite selves. "Infinite love is the only truth, everything else is an illusion." David Icke, 2005. His outlook on duality and non-duality: ‘His awakening to the truth of oneness beyond duality and separation is the uncluttered awareness that lies open to all of us. This awareness is our liberation from the ‘wound of duality’; from the heaven and hell of living in the mind and time ruled world. It is time that keeps us locked in the left-brain, mind dominated, egoic consciousness – and it is time that anchors us to the illusion of separateness – the source of so much of our pain. We transcend the limitations of time when we are able to hold an awareness of presence. In the ‘now’ we are freed, for a ‘time’, from the painful memories of the past and the imagined fears of the future. We are freed from the tyranny of the ego-mind. Our childhood traumas, and the wounding we sustained in past lives – dragged from lifetime to lifetime as energetic imprints on our emotional bodies – can be healed in the timelessness of the eternal now. Beyond the mind and ego, in the here and now, there is no emotional charge, there is only non-vibrating stillness.’