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@zikzak I actually tried this low-tech solution for my first attempt with 5mg freebase. It worked quite well in my opinion, the device was safe and the substance burned nicely throuh the tin foil. Im happy I tried with only 5mg for my first attempt because the smoke was quite harsh (although tasted sweet) and I couldnt keep it in for long before coughing it out, Im not a smoker though. I managed to inhale two hits and started to feel the heart racing and getting energized but didnt get nowhere near breakthrough. I have to admit I was quite nervous before this attempt but I am mustering the courage for further attempts...

Can anyone recommend a vaporizing device and how to acquire one? I would like a device that allows me to smoke/vape by myself as safe as possible. P.S. To all those that have the freebase 5Meo beware of the oxidizing that takes place overtime if the substance is not in a vacuum package!

I suggest the following song the be the dance music anthem of the 5-MeO journey: Guru Josh - Infinity "Infinity 2008" Here's my key Philosophy A freak like me Just needs infinity Relax Take your time And take your time To trust in me And you will find Infinity, infinity And take your time To trust in me And you will find Infinity, infinity The time goes by So naturally Why you'll receive Infinity Here's my key Philosophy A freak like me Just needs infinity Relax Take your time And take your time To trust in me And you will find Infinity [x7] The time goes by So naturally Why you'll receive Infinity

I misread the title as The Desire for Women.... Im clearly under the influence of egoic consiousness as I desire both wisdom and women at the given moment. I think we have to search the roots of our desires in ourselves...

Maybe there is a pattern here because I also started working with shrooms until recently and can report having pleasant experiences at first and difficult ones later. The challenging trips occured once with 2 vials liquid psilocybin (4g dried) and once with 1 vial. They both started well but in the 2-3h mark things started going psychologically very difficult. I started looping between drinking water, going to the bathroom and trying to vomit in what seemed in endless cycles. All that happened parallel to me thinking Im going insane and losing my mind for good. For me, this was the most frightening thing I had ever experienced in life. I also had the sense of being stuck between dimensions and not being able to get back to reality. I looked at the clock but my rational mind didnt work, I knew the trip would last for 4-6 hours and i would be safe but during the trip I couldnt apprehend that. So all in all, I have similar feelings as the topic starter but after 2 weeks of the experience I am starting to open myself to the idea of continuing work with these substances. I have acquired 5Meo in HCl and freebase and have enough psychedelics to last me a long time if I feel i want to continue with this approach.

@WaveInTheOcean Thank you for that response, I agree with everything you said. I think it helps alot to get an outside perspective for our experiences because we tend to not see our own fears very clearly. From what Ive researched, its exactly how psychedelics work, they amplify your current state of mind and bring out your weakpoints. Its a good example of how a difficult experience can teach us alot if only we would have the eyes and ears to see and listen...

I agree with the aforementioned statements about shrooms and psychedelics in general from my recent direct experiences. I too had never done any psychedelics nor other drugs (once weed but that doesnt count as a full experience) since I first watched Leo's video on Experiencing God on 5Meo. It really inspired me to do research and i delved head on into the field. Thanks to my openmindedness and willingness to take risks I managed to source all the most important substances for myself. I dont feel the need to go into the details but I have to say that my first experiences with psychotropics have been very humbling. I experimented with liquid shrooms several times with 1 vial (2g dried) and once 2 vials and let me tell you I have been blown away. I havent experienced the so called breakthrough but still I have had both amazingly wonderful and awfully terrifying trips. In the most recent and consequently last one the 1 vial really hit me hard, I did it alone in my apartment as usual with calming music (Vivaldi 4 seasons) and presumably good set and setting but still.... In the latter part of the trip I literally thought I was going insane and was going to remain insane for my whole life. I have an intelligent mind (graduated with honors from university) and I thought I had lost it for good. I was on the verge of calling the ambulance or my parents but was too scared because of them discovering the drugs. I had the overwhelming need to throw all my substances away but luckily they were in the basement. My paranoid mind thought that I had been tricked by a cunning devil (Leo) to get into drugs and now I was trapped between dimensions and became schizoprenic (No history of that in my family). I had researched alot, I knew the substance is very safe, I even knew of reports of the same phenomenon but still my mind literally thought it was going crazy...the worst feeling in my life. When I finally "came down" to the normal reality I was so terrified and went around the apartment mumbling apologies (to my mind?) and swaring I would never do them again or if I do, I am going to give them tremendous respect. What did I learn from these experiences? I need to work on my fears and start taking spiritual practices seriously. If you want results, do the work. Be grateful for your life, be happy in this reality and everyday consciousness. Respect the "other" realms, the spiritual world or different dimensions because they exist aswell.

And then you compare all these compounds to our "regular" neurotransmitter serotonin which has a very similar structure, 5-hydroxytryptamine (5-HT) and we could come to the conclusion that everyday reality is a constant hallucinogenic trip on 5-HT. What is a hallucination, what is reality? Are we really supposed to agree that only one trip is "real" life and others are just silly visions...I dont think so

What about 5-MeO-DiPT, the so called Foxy Methoxy. Does anyone have experience with that substance and how does ot compare to regular 5Meo?

@bobbyward So you had to smoke 40mg to get a breakthrough? Or did you manage to snort 40mg? Do you know if snorting freebase is effective and you only have to increase dosages or its not possible?

What exactly are you seeing or think you are seeing in these pictures? These are pictures of earth in two dimension from different angles and distances. 1967- Earth from the side of South-America and a bit if Africa in the upper right part. Everything normal 1972- Earth from the side of Africa, completely usual picture. 2002- North-American perspective 2015- Again North-America. Notice the distance from Earth- 930 000 miles. Everything totally normal!

As someone with a masters degree in Geography I find it unfathomable how the Earth could be concidered flat in the 21st century. The precise shape of the Earth is called a GEOID : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThcMzqlSwYo. The geoid is essentially a round shaped object which has its attributes from very detailed measurements from satellites (few millimeter accuracy). If you dont trust the overwhelming evidence from satellites, from the entire field of Geodesy (measuring science of the Earth), Geography, Geology or Physics then you could take on a trip around the world with a boat and find out yourself!

I would like to clarify an issue I have with Absolute Infinity due to my ignorance and not having it experienced first hand. Can we conclude that Absolute Infinity includes all that is Possible and nothing that is Impossible? By Impossible I mean for example that an infinite set of integer numbers cant include neither flying saucers nor non-integer numbers. Impossible "things" cant exist by definition, I cant be white or black at the same time. The only thing that exists (only in our minds) in this context is the definition or concept of impossibility. In other words, the set of Possible "things, phenomena, awareness" is infinite which means we can't say that Everything is possible. Rather, Everything that is possible (an infinite "set"), exists. So, Absolute Infinity is an absolute set of what is Possible. The reason I think this distinction is crucial is because most people confuse the concepts of "Everything is Possible" with "Absolute Infinity" - myself included until recently...I hope I'll get it sorted out as far as intellect allows it to. I would appreciate if @Leo Gura or others who have direct experience of Absolute Infinity would chime in to clarify

This is an interesting paragraph I found which mentioned the area of psychedelics. It would appear Ra thinks using these kinds of chemicals affects our energy fields and possibly not only in a positive way. How would you interpret Ra's message in regards to psychedelics? Either way I have found the part which I have read fascinating and a lot of it resonates with me. Although I graduated my masters degree (cum laude) this year, I have been exponentially more open-minded towards these topics and I have found myself down an infinite myterious rabbithole...

@Tancrede Pouyat I agree. Maybe a better wording would be that we need Personal Development in order to reach the realisation that we dont need Personal Development (ie. "achieve" Enlightenment) and when we have that understanding we can still choose to utilize Personal Development (becoming a sage) because there really is no better alternative than that to reach our maximum potential as humans. I cant imagine a "bigger" nor all-encompassing life purpose than that - learn, experience and become aware of everything that humans are capable of learning, experiencing and knowing. Per aspera ad astra! The sky is the limit!

Becoming a sage is the perfect answer to the conundrum of combining Self-Actualization and Personal Development with Enlightenment. After the realization of Enlightenment one understands the meaninglessness of the aforementioned topics but paradoxically this also fuels the drive for realising the maximum potential in the human avatar aka Personal Development and raising awareness and consciousness on a global level. There is noone to become and nothing to achieve but at the same time the choice can be made to make the most of our precious time here in this wonderful existence

Another fascinating description: http://sivanandaonline.org/public_html/?cmd=displaysection&section_id=1728 "In Samadhi or Superconsciousness the Yogic practitioner gets himself merged in the Lord. The senses, the mind and the intellect cease functioning. Just as the river joins the ocean, the individual soul mixes with the Supreme Soul. All limitations and differences disappear. The Yogi attains the highest knowledge and eternal bliss. This state is beyond description. You will have to realise this yourself. Taste the immortal sweetness of the beautiful life in the Self within. Live in Atman and attain the blessed immortal State. Meditate and reach the deeper depths of eternal life, the higher heights of divine glory and eventually attain the full glory of union with the Supreme Self. Now your long wearisome journey terminates. You have reached your destination, your sweet original home of everlasting peace, the Param Dham." I wonder if that last statement pertains to the idea of enlightenment/liberation and whether the consequences of achieving that state would mean physically ceasing to exist in this dualistic reality or a freedom to choose between manifesting to different states of being. From what Ive researched (not much), this state is achieved or experienced by very few buddhists and even so after decades of meditation. It would be ground-breaking if a technology (5MeO) truely exists that could catalyze this process and allow people true liberation in a matter of a few years... Of course it wont be easy since the work is more concentrated but the opportunity itself is revolutionary. P.S. I have been waiting 6 weeks now for my onion provider to send me the onions but they should arrive any day now so I am really exited. What we have to be willing to do to follow our intuition...unbelievable If everything goes well, I can share my experiences in the near future

Thank you very much @Azrael for these trip reports and the very intriguing insights you have provided us in this forum. My question is mainly addressed to those who have direct experience with either a breakthrough dose of 5-MeO and/or have achieved high spiritual states (in buddhism samadhi states). I only have theoretical knowledge (Leo's videos, trip reports, samadhi states reports etc) but I want the opinion of direct experiencers. Here is a description of Nirvikalpa Samadhi (http://www.godrealized.com/nirvikalpa_samadhi.html). "[Nirvikalpa Samadhi is] The achievement of a goal where one meets the Creator of all Essence, comes face-to-face with his own atman the soul within which is of the same Essence as Brahman (the Creator of the cosmos)". "One gains Realization of God and the Self only after attaining the stage of Nirvikalpa Samadhi." From another source: "When you enter into nirvikalpa samadhi, the first thing you feel is that your heart is larger than the universe itself. Ordinarily you see the world around you, and the universe seems infinitely larger than you are. But this is because the world and the universe are perceived by the limited mind. When you are in nirvikalpa samadhi, you see the universe as a tiny dot inside your vast heart. In nirvikalpa samadhi there is infinite bliss. Bliss is a vague word to most people. They hear that there is something called bliss, and some people say that they have experienced it, but most individuals have no firsthand knowledge of it. When you enter into nirvikalpa samadhi, however, you not only feel bliss, but actually grow into that bliss. The third thing you feel in nirvikalpa samadhi is power. All the power of all the occultists put together is nothing compared with the power you have in nirvikalpa samadhi. But the power that you can take from samadhi to utilise on earth is infinitesimal compared with the entirety." So I come to my question: Are the experiences of breakthrough 5-MeO-DMT and Nirvikalpa Samadhi phenomenologically the same/similar/different and if yes then in what aspects. From my theoretical understanding the experiences have many common traits and descriptions which leads to an interesting hypothesis. Can 5-MeO help facilitate or "achieve" the pinnacle of spiritual development aka what the buddhist call "Sahaja Samadhi" :" When one has this sahaja samadhi, one becomes the Lord and Master of Reality. One can go at his sweet will to the Highest and then come down to the earth-consciousness to manifest." "Even after achieving the highest type of realisation, on very rare occasions is anyone blessed with sahaja samadhi. Very few spiritual Masters have achieved this state. For sahaja samadhi, the Supreme's infinite Grace is required. Sahaja samadhi comes only when one has established inseparable oneness with the Supreme." Source: https://www.srichinmoy.org/spirituality/concentration_meditation_contemplation/samadhi Can I draw the conclusion that Martin Ball, Ph.D has achieved Sahaja Samadhi?