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@ajasatya so, shortened, it had affected you positively if you are being completle honest with yourself?

@HII Hi, thanks for your devoted answer The reason I got depressed was because of subtle abusive relatioships in my childhood, supressed emotions for years, lied for myself alot. I might also say that ive had depersonalization disorder. It does’nt happen that much in my life now, I just go to work, get home, go for a run, taking a comd shower, doing some yoga were I stretch out my pelvic floor, stomach, breast, and throat. And listen to binaural beats. I have meditated alot before, but i just seems like that fucked me up, being that guy who always must meditate too keep his mind calm, even if that wasnt the case So right now I dont meditate, not because the challenge of meditation, but rather the person i became by always thinking about meditation and so on. I always get curious when I hear about bad trips, because it’s almost what I want, I wanna come in to contact with shit ive never thought about or supressed. If that involves pain, and it’s healthy, it’s not a bad trip for me.

Since you have done so much of it, how has it affected you life? Have you tried dmt or something stronger?

I will probably not go put and pick them myself, seems so complicated and ill probably fuck it up somehow, har ingen koll på hur det funkar och pallar inte lära mig allt och typ läsa om vart man kan plocka svamp haha

But it’s a guy in my area that will get the dellics for me, I will probably meet him if I buy them.

Australia is an awesome country in general, psychedelics isnt everything you know @Outer And even in Sweden it’s really hard to get, I just posted a random post that i wanted psychedelics with my snapchat in a random open forum and then he added me lucky as fuck, I have no contact with that type of folks what so ever.

2 years is quite long, who do you think that person would be? Someone who is 40, have two children and reached his career?

@Berjohansen Yeah I want shrooms more than LSD, I just have’nt asked him, and he hasnt mentioned it. what do you mean? Fleinsopp? Are you picking it in the woods?

@Outer there is no schizofrenia or personality disorders in my family tree, there has just been derpression from what I know, and i was severly depressed 5 years ago. Right now I just work as a barista, im 21 years old I almost never have anxiety, altho worries. I kind of plan to move to Australia quite soon so that might be a problem, but I don’t think so

@Serotoninluv I have’nt tried anything yet, he has lsd, can likely get dmt and even 5-meo. If just got a chance to buy 5 meo i would buy for like four trips just in case ive said to him that i want three of each to begin with, so i’ll try lsd three times before dmt and then hopefully meo

@Serotoninluv the person i’m getting dmt from says that it could be good to not take a very small dose the first time, becuase the brain get’s used to it? Seems false, regarding psychedelics.

@Serotoninluv when your trips included anxiey and such, was that because you saw supressed stuff in yourself or was it just pure unconcsious anxiety?

@Serotoninluv which psychedelic did you take?:) ofc, the ego always want controll, it doesnt work trying not having controll

@liquid hahaha, I will always be sceptical about flashback;) but reading tripreports seems fine there:)

@username have you tried it yourself and how many books have you read?

@username does it seem like I think it’s toys? I have huge trust in Leo and what he says regarding psychedelics in his videos, i have a pretty good understanding of how deceptive the ego is which I think is the most important thing. Is it really nessecary to read alot about it?

@username i havent read anything about psychedelics, the thingis I know l know is what leo have said in his videos, since many have in this forum O thought I could get an everlasting answer. I get scared when a vaild website say that you can get psychosis and personality distordes, so O figure l question it here:)

Lsd or dmt first time??

@cosmicrays have’nt asked about it yet, i know for sure I can get lsd, the thing I dont like about lsd is that it takes 12 hrs to get trough. I want it quick, like dmt;)

@Hafiz I have never smoked pot:)

@liquid ive already read a bunch at flashback, some good, some bad, but the bad trips usually adress some early trauma that they have repressed, which is why I really take it in the first place, to unravel unconscious shit. As long as I kinda know that it’s for a better cause I din’r really care, what im afraid of is if my psyche take a few step backwards and doesnt progress...

@liquid tack! : P have you tried it yourself? Seems so

@Space yes ofc that could happen but you dont really know how a chemical substance affect you brain, how common do you think it’s to get personality disorders or psychosis from it? Because that scares me. If I get a little bit of depression as a side effect, or as shadow work, thats fine but when we’re talking about the stuff above you might should question it. I know it can have awesome benefits and I will probably take it anyways, bit still...;)

@ajasatya but you cant really compare that, yes everything to much is bad, but one trip could fuck you up if youre unlucky. Just because other things are bad doesnt mean that you should take psychedelics as suppose all the possible side affects of paychedelics doesnt matter just beacuse alcohol is more dangerous. You dont know how your psyche will react to it, and it can fuck you up. Even if people die by drinking water; )

@Space yes, but when we talk about the psyche, and how hard it would be to correct these thing if it would fuck up. Im not worried it would kill me, im worried it would destroy my life.