puporing

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  1. @Godishere Well I've experienced both so maybe it's both - the feeling of loneliness AND the feeling of whole and completeness .
  2. My answer would be you gotta clean out the room first ... the "unknowing" before "knowing" if that makes sense.
  3. LOL you guys are funny. I've not yet become floors yet, but have entered "other" people's consciousness. Maybe I'm not as curious about floors
  4. Hopefully the doorway to something more worthwhile for him with the remainder of his life.
  5. Maybe loneliness? (aka the desire to be close to someone)
  6. Thanks for the share.! And lol funny you mention that the other day on a trip I realized that a shaman and what appears to be a "lunatic" are one and the same . And then I wondered how many gifted people are locked up in mental institutions..
  7. Ego death definitely not limited to 5-meo. 3.5g of mushroom (GT) was enough for a very strong ego death and God realization, and more.. but I've also heard of some say mushrooms do almost nothing to them, everyone has their unique sensitivity and other factors. Guess I have heard from some say 5-meo might be gentler especially malt, not sure. (Just got my first 5-meo shipment in the mail I'll have to try that and compare..)
  8. Yeah I hear ya... I can relate a lot to what you say. I love both connecting with the singularity that feels whole and complete and also connection in the relative. The flavor might seem different.. one is to deeply understand and connect by going into "myself" through the inward direction, the other an"outward" direction, about mutual ground, mutual love and bliss through the connection. And then collapse the duality and realize it's all the same, the desire to connect with yourself is the same as the desire to connect with "others" (which not limited to "humans" but all spirit). ? You don't have to choose one over the other if that's not what your heart desires.
  9. Yes! That's exactly what I'm talking about .
  10. It's definitely something one can transcend, I think I'm getting pretty close. But the transcendence usually doesn't come from repression but rather consciously pursuing it for as long as you need.
  11. @Razard86 It's just my thoughts on this but if we had an UBI that guarantees basic survival and dignity things would probably improve.
  12. LOL yeah. Most psyc users I talked to outside this forum don't care about "self-inquiry" or truth... it's more like a social thing, and mental health relief. And they all seem to wanna do it in groups..
  13. @Something Funny Oh I just mean like for most of it to be "eliminated", what I read is around 24 hours. That's not the same as tolerance though which is like you said 1-2 weeks. I'm not too familiar with the biochemistry of the difference between "elimination" vs "tolerance".
  14. @Razard86 Hopefully people have enough wisdom to decide for themselves I guess..
  15. @Leo Gura Geesus Christ that's some endurance you've got. Most guys don't even approach one girl let alone 30.
  16. What a chart you found! Thanks for sharing. Also maybe the "elimination period" to consider - like if you were on mushrooms it takes like a day or two to clear out of the body.
  17. Don't promote toxic masculinity here. Treat women well. Honestly I'm surprised you're still allowed on here. You got some good luck.
  18. Thanks yeah you just gotta find someone that kinda matches your conversation style. Personally I have trouble when someone talks very fast haha.
  19. Yeah I've gone "insane" a few times and thought if I shared the trips with anyone they'd wanna put me in a mental institution. It can be challenging to integrate those. I sometimes don't wanna come back down/leave the godhead, but upon reflection I realize this is a continual process of reaching peaks and embodying them in the relative/baseline consciousness.
  20. Well personally I prefer someone being more authentic than faking some persona.. and it doesn't bug me much if they're struggling to come up with something to say. Actually having gaps in conversation is great for connecting, if the other person can allow it.
  21. That is the option you're given after "getting the message". You can align things more and more with Love with the capital L. God's not gonna force you to. But the ego is dying and reaching its limitations, and in a sense realizing ultimate truth of what you are and manifesting love in the relative is inevitable.
  22. @Realms of Wonder Welcome. Hope you enjoy! They're all what I consider "masterpieces". I have listened to all of these over and over..
  23. On feeling "love" specifically... Acid Black Cherry 「 Yes」 Acid Black Cherry「君がいない、あの日から・・・」 Acid Black Cherry - 愛してない Supercell - My Dearest Supercell - Bokura No Ashiato Janne da Arc Rainy~愛の調べ~ Janne da Arc DOLLS UVERworld - Hakanakumo Towano Kanashi The Velveteins - Cosmic Saturation Coldplay - Yellow Coldplay - the Scientist Warrant - Blind Faith Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams Chopin - Etude Op 10, No 3 (Tristesse) Chopin - Ballade No. 4 Chopin - Nocturne Op 48, No. 1 Chopin - Andante Spianato Liszt - Liebestraum No. 3 There's more but those are some notable ones.
  24. Lol well I'm not, so there's a sample size of 1 that does not fall under your hypothesis. The problem for me has always been not enough love and selflessness, not the other way around. Does not mean you have to be 'un-sexy' to be loving and selfless.