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Nobody deserves to have their life ended like that, not even Hitler.

@Bob Seeker Search your heart, what do you want more of? What do you want to create more of? You can bring those into your work, relationships, etc. Searching your heart and gaining clarity on it is part of the process of manifesting God's/your will. Whatever brought you to ask these questions is part of this process. Just as me answering. (High consciousness alignment are generally around Truth, Love, Beauty, Consciousness.)

High conscious people are rare in general, I find the most important factor (and easiest to change) is where you live and the dominant level of consciousness or values in that area. I've moved partially for this reason and it's a very noticeable difference. And of course then you zoom in on the kinds of environment where you might find more high conscious guys. It can still be challenging but if you're in the right environment (the kind you want more of), then you're way more likely to find someone with similar values and similar level of consciousness. Hope that helps.

It's amplification of what's close to your awareness/grasping. Like going through the "next door" but you can't skip doors. I've met plenty of psych users who just imagine more stuff and not getting to any kind of truth...coz they're not actually interested in that, mostly interested in having some experience, or healing from a psychological problem. So in that case no matter how much psych you take it's likely not gonna help getting you closer to truth.. in fact it can even make you more trapped in dream if you're not aware and become yet another distraction from truth. The other issue potentially is that if you haven't gotten good at identifying what's true, and just take everything on trips as absolute truth is also problematic, coz if your mind is biased for something then it's gonna get amplified. So being able to distinguish things post trips is also crucial.

Even without direct experience of God you can still make the counterintuitive move to be more selfless. Just try it and see, experiment with being selfless to the extent you can manage without compromising your energetic integrity. The choice to align with consciousness and embodiment of light is always available to you. God realization just makes you more aware of everything being aspects of yourself and pushes you to love all that arises.

That's good to know. Everything is fine now. The 5-meo just seems very different (from mushrooms) the way it affects my body physiologically. I am still very early in it and just been getting a bunch of physical reactions so far. Like chest pain, increased heart rate, and being shaky the first half an hour to an hour. Then it starts to subside. But yeah I feel something in my head for at least a day after the intake.

@integral yeah... I don't know about you guys, but I feel like 5-meo remains in my system for a day even on a very small dose. (If it is 5-meo... I need to get myself a test kit..)

It's more like the feeling of solipsism.. you may be around some people (very few in my case), it's always this conscious awareness that the seperation is an illusion, dream characters. But they're not aware that it is (usually), nor the awareness of their true nature as God. And this comes all the egoic driven things they're doing and expect you to do also. So with most people you have to put on an act of their stories and being in the seperation. That can be exhausting so that's the main thing that makes me enjoy being "alone" more often than not.

Yeah I totally get it. The survival stuff needs to be handled as optimally as possible so you have the space to go deep with spirituality. That's another reason I'm for UBI too. But meanwhile we don't have this. To get out of the rat race creativity, taking some risks, and working extra than what most are doing is required.

There's more beyond survival. You can be so in awe with the mystical nature of reality that just zooming in on anything around you gives you deep joy and happiness. Getting in touch with Truth, Love, Beauty, spirit. That fills you each and every moment. Feel more deeply. Even all the feelings of sadness and "nothingness" of it all too is beautiful. On a more relative level, you can align your purpose (and means of survival) more and more with universal purpose to bring more consciousness and light to this world. There's deep, deep satisfaction found there.

Holy shit, that's deeply disturbing and sad.

It's a reflection of yourself...(ones you strongly gravitate to). Like "coming home" over and over again. Like realizing your true nature in a more subjective sense.

What aligns the most with your highest values.

It's an interesting topic.. I mostly don't like the idea of going on medications (such as anti-depressants) chronically. However, I have benefitted from short-term use of them and where it did feel like it was some kind of chemical imbalance that I couldn't fix through other means. And somehow, just the use of say a few days can lift me out of that (where I feel a physical sensation in my head going from a "down" kind of mood to more neutral/clarity). So... I don't really listen to doctors but just listen to my own body .

@integral I've heard more recently that gender might play a role in how we react to substances in general..this is just a general article I found around substance use: https://www.turnbridge.com/news-events/latest-articles/how-do-drugs-affect-the-female-body/#

Thanks for asking. Main challenge recently: Not knowing if I'm actually getting the chemical that I got... Or not laced with other things. When it's in a powder... Right now I am seriously questioning what I got since my last post of near death experience from supposed "5-meo-dmt" as I tried it again on very low dose, it gave no expanded consciousness whatsoever and just made me shaky as hell and laid out. In general: Currently I don't feel the need for psychedelics as much or for some time since my series of awakenings from mushrooms. My last mushroom trip things have merged..the realization that my baseline consciousness is no longer differentiable from the heightened consciousness (at least on that one). I feel that now I have just as much clarity and view things fairly accurately when off of psychedelics, feel just as deeply, without some of the side effects and distortions/exaggeration that happens sometimes while on trips. I am extremely sensitive to my environment as well (eg, how conscious it is) and trips tend to amplify the shit out of this... So it's a way for me to be a bit more self-loving and not overextend/overwhelm as I already carry some weight off of trips. (I've got enough to chew so to speak). Some things I may still want to experience on mushrooms is samadhi states. Embodiment is more where I'm working on and expanding my "baseline consciousness". This is good news for me personally.. though I can see how some may view it as, but I'm just sharing honestly.

Daww.. thanks @Razard86.

welcome. Definitely a very loving kind of presence. And synchronicities are happening all over the place with the messaging.. around aligning with universal consciousness.

That's the child-like wonder you're re-discovering ... this time, without the "ignorance".

Wonderful... glad you got to experience that. Had similar ones also.. The love was inside you all along.

@Devin I hear you. That kinda thing takes maturity, prob harder to find in younger women who are just starting out and looking for some safety/security. Feelings kinda develop naturally too... Ultimately no perfect solution to that, can't control how others feel about things. Communication helps. Just communicate clearly and the rest isn't up to you how others decide to see you.

This guy got fired coz he was "too smart" ...

@Elton Ok yeah that makes sense. Yeah it was a really good topic to zoom in and expand on. People don't get this kind of message elsewhere usually. And lot of progress is made through good, timely decisions, and taking responsibility for oneself. Glad that it gave you more clarity!

@Elton Not making fun just saying it has similar messages to some other motivational speeches in the past, to get you do the work, just interesting that this one stood out so much more for you.. maybe it's the integration of spirituality and living as the finite self aspects. I apologize that it came off that way, sometimes I have a bit too much fun with posting... trigger-happy.