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There's prob always going to be some link between that and awakening imo. Just because you are dealing with the existential matter (with your contemplation also and depending on where you are in your "spiritual journey" overall) and your sense of identity/relation with the world, etc. And things can get shuffled a lot as you awaken (on or off psychedelics). The nature of Awakening sort of requires you to zoom out of the matrix of humanity bit by bit, have some level of detachment, and everything you knew as reality and face what "life and death" is. So you're already in a "detached" kind of state to do this work. It's possible that if you really have no connection with this planet at some point after awakening (eg people or goals/meaning or just too much suffering to survive) that you could just want to mahasamadhi out of here coz you know what lies "on the other side". I am not encouraging that, it's just a possibility/ideation that could come up as you go. I think it's a very personal choice though. It also depends (if you fully awaken), what your primary sense of purposes are and if there's an "outlet" for it. For example if you then see yourself at least partly as a "messenger" or "teacher" of some type but live in a society that would not allow or demonize such that would be a tricky situation, because you might have a strong desire to speak up (that feels almost out of control ). But hopefully with the internet there's less and less of that happening.

It's still highly tribalistic, repressive/oppressive. There're still tons of Stage Red shadows that many who haven't been around it close enough can't see (eg they won't show it to a foreigner or on television).

@Benton that's not a bad option if you want much more free time than you might otherwise have. I'm in a slightly different situation/goal, mostly more mobility, cars are prob the closest thing I can get to being an "angel" while in human form. but maybe you just gave some ideas to someone else.

"Your Awakening is incomplete until you are ready to poop in a bucket".

yeah it totally depends on your overall situation and preferences. It depends on the van too. Cargo vans are a lot more expensive than mid-sized vans. Idk about the address thing because I know you can get a PO Box fairly easily and it should be considered valid address. Some employers could care less about where you are located but I get what you mean, it's maybe more about fitting in with the group culture. In some industries (labor types), it can be pretty common to live out of vehicles (or with some hotels combined) on their off days coz they work away so much. but yeah I was mostly thinking from a minimum bare bones perspective, what the true value of "a home" is. Thank god I don't live in Vancouver or Toronto, idk why anyone would pay that much to the banks. That's some OVERPRICED BATHROOMS (with a box). 1 Million Dollar Bathrooms!

Well yeah make the best you can out of this one but the wise ones would start thinking if they want to come back here again.. you have the power to decide this.

yes because there's almost NO ONE ELSE who will tell you this place the way it is operating currently is not worth it for you ultimately. It is not a place suitable for the mind of heaven (least for now or for a long time). That you should at least consider orienting yourself with reality, I know you try very hard. I love you so much that I stay here to tell as many of you as I can, knowing full well most of you are just gonna ignore or attack me. I don't desire to be asleep again though no matter where I appear to be..

Lol. dreams are all the same fundamentally, the very definition is to FORGET WHAT YOU ARE. If you still desire to be "asleep" it means you fundamentally have NOT accepted your FULL SELF because your full self is so glorious, conscious, and LOVING how can you not accept it if you found it. And it is alien to dream world. If you haven't figured that out yet you still got work to do or some more suffering probably to go through basically. maybe another life or another 100 one and you will PERMANENTLY wake up from ALL DREAMS coz you are tired of BULLSHIT and TININESS. (I do make an exception for "divine purpose" however as noted before, this means you return already as awake as you can be). I mean no harm, this is actually from a loving place coz nobody is saying it, so I have to. It's the least popular opinion here but I still gotta say it. This is seriously what I see. I have reached the "highest floor" and it's pretty nice up here. It's all good though, you'll all eventually make it back, matter of time. I will welcome you with open arms when you decide to return for real.

Dumbing yourself down means forgetting this when you incarnate into this world. The fundamental law of this place requires you not live from a place of oneness. And frankly, you as 100% God can hardly "join/connect" with this place when you fully realize yourself (not just on psychedelics but baseline state) because it is by design not awake and by design to perpetuate the dream stuff fairly predictably from a high consciousness state, often with a "spiritual justification" as well for dreaming. But like a never ending show that's running out of ideas. Eventually all are bound to wake up because you cannot totally disconnect from God. The only thing real to you is Love, Awakening, and Consciousness in dream world but that is rare in the dream but you do appreciate it deeply when you recognize that. And you'd be lucky to manage not to get put into a mental institution or committed of drug crime, or literally murdered for speaking the truth that is not of this world while you're here. Let's put it another way: When you awaken to PERFECT LOVE (ie "heaven") and desire to BE PERFECT LOVE more than anything else. That's when the dream ends for you, whether you are still in a body or not. And even if you return/remain in a body it is for LOVE and no other reason. But what I'm saying about it being difficult and isolating to be here on earth is still true when you reach that, so your desire to come back is not very high other than for a "divine purpose". In any case, I am just telling you how it is from "up here". You don't have to be ready yet to accept what I'm saying. You are still loved. I have to "plant my seeds" though I guess while I'm still here with two hands lawl.

It is when you recognize it as one.

Or you love being maximally conscious so much that you have no desire to put yourself asleep/dumb yourself down or disconnect from your full self again. Realistically though I think most people might have to incarnate into "an angel" or similar before the above because it's hard to learn all the "lessons" from earth plane.

One day you'll realize you're saying all this to Yourself. And actually "women" wouldn't exist if You didn't wish for and create this dream world that forgot God and Heaven. We would all be the exact same as One. You are caught in a war with Yourself that you currently cannot see. This "war with yourself" is part of what keeps you in dream world and reincarnating.

Beauty, Love, Goodness, Magnificence, Divinity, Fairness, are some themes that spring to mind. Probably too high an order for most people though but it's doable, then you're basically "God's employee".

It's true nobody wants to be in heaven with me .

To truly heal I believe full awakening is necessary. (but has nothing to do with the harming of the body).

@thierry you seem to be more mad than the OP. @PurpleTree please ignore his post.

generally if you incorporate there's more protection, but it depends on the loan also I think (if you were required to secure it with personal assets or not, or an insurance?), and what local laws there are. see this for general info: https://www.youngandthrifty.ca/pros-and-cons-incorporating-a-business-in-canada/

@integral I was gonna say. I do think business loans (if interest is reasonable) is not a bad deal overall because you then don't have to carry all the risk yourself, and you also have the possibility of starting something sooner than years later. and most business loans you can pay it off anytime too if you had reserve funds. basically if your business succeeds you pay it off with the earnings over time, and if it fails, you can lose the business and whatever personal investments (with bankruptcy protection). I mean I feel like even if I had say 100k for a business I wouldn't wanna use all of my personal funds for it if I can help it. but anyway you don't need too much money for a small business, it wildly varies depending on what it is.

something to consider: the difficulty might be to help you graduate from this level of consciousness altogether.

you can awaken and return to heaven when you are complete with this avatar; or another "world" that's more connected with God and Love. I don't plan to return here again unless mass awakening occurred..

I just felt a state of confusion and sadness, and their divinity and consciousness that are like mine, so I was trying to comfort them and gave them thanks.. it's not with words or anything like that but thanks for asking. idk if it's because of them being crabs or what but they felt like highly conscious beings. and I think I was more bothered overall by how they were killed too and how my mom was very out of touch with this and even "happy" that it was a live crab before she cooked them... anyway not guilting am just sharing.

@Thought Art education is an area where many still too easily fall into the trap of, but is also the design of the system currently. there are some programs that is more or less guaranteed work placement after but most are not like that. lot of this education stuff should just be reduced a ton (time and money wise) and replaced with mainly on the job training (which can also be shared cost like apprenticeship), everything else you can learn on your own these days except in highly specialized fields. overall it's like... too much barriers just to get a specific job that aren't even that highly skilled in most cases. for example you do not need a 4 year degree to work at a chemical lab which is mainly procedure following. and most biologist because they tend to be "very nice people" and there are too many of them, most of them can only find near minimum wage jobs when they graduate. the issue is also when you're just out of high school there's still a lot of naïveté about how the world actually works, and this makes you vulnerable to making a decision (eg getting a loan for a program that won't get you anywhere) that isn't necessarily good for you financially. and if the goal isn't to "get a specific job" but simply to train/expand your mind, then it's also pretty bad at this, because it teaches nothing about Truth and Consciousness and what you are. anyway all that is to say, you just gotta be really intelligent about making that kind of investment, but most of us had to learn the hard way..

I am/was not vegan but lately due to the consciousness increase I've been more and more reducetarian. Not long ago with a visit to my parents who overeats seafood, made me feel sick due to the mindless consumption. At one meal there were two crabs that died the morning of the meal and I could "see" their spirit dwelling by their bodies still and I was "mourning and communing with them". Needless to say I had even more trouble continuing the meal and supporting mindless consumption after that event...

You are clearly being abused. I'm sorry you have to go through this and struggling to get away. Look up Stockholm syndrome. Look up Daniel Mackler. Look up the movie Shine. I sincerely wish for your release one day. You don't need to stay calm necessarily. Your anger is telling you to get away.

Sounds tough. I'm probably not much help but try thinking outside the box. I mean as in things like how much savings you actually need to do x, and are there other ways you could help fund them? Are there jobs that pay a lot more per hour that I can do/transition into? also you probably already know it, business wise you do not have to cough up all the upfront cost necessarily depending on what it is. I'm sure if you just did your best to show love to your kids they would know and it need not be a materialistic thing (beyond basics).