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@Tyler Robinson Great share, thank you! What a wise soul .

What if love is the higher intelligence, and awakening leads you closer to it? Result would be two fold around "survival" imo... More sharing of resources while you're here; and then whatever happens, rest in knowing that this is all imaginary, you're eternal, and will "return home" to yourself.

@Oeaohoo I was enthralled by the fact that @Razard86 was able to have an awakening experience sober. Personally interested in dissolving it as much as I can. But I accept where others are at and where you currently are at. I am not interested in getting into a debate, maybe one day you'd recognize that you're attacking "yourself", and that for some reason, despite your resistance, "you" wanted me to tell you this.

@Oeaohoo You're just engaging in personal attacks, rather than giving feedback. Two different things. Personal attacks goes nowhere and is there to satisfy your ego.

The thing that you can do is to start doing it yourself, rather than expecting some other to do it.

Stop the nonsense.

What if all the emotions and feelings you have are part of what make your dream feel utterly real? The integration is that you're not just this finite being. It's the most empowering thing for me in terms of the "identity" aspect. Maybe that needs to be more fully realized so it's in your baseline awareness. Yes people will keep projecting on you that you're just this or that. But now you know, that it's falsehood/partial. And then the realization everybody/everything is you, and that they have the same potential of realizing their true identity. And again they just don't know and acting from a place of ignorance because they were made that way and that's what the dream is based around. We can't really blame them if they don't want to break the game yet. You can even learn to be in awe of the intelligence it takes for God to fool itself, almost completely . It's like you didn't know what intelligence was meant before that. But then of course because of its own inherent intelligence, breaks are happening. It sounds like most of the problems you're having are around constructing a life that you love for this iteration. That'll take some work but there is a possibility there. Because now your higher self is really aware of the gap between how you're living this character vs how it wants to live, expressing itself as fully as possible through you.

Forum/any space can only be as conscious as the people are in it..

Pages from his book "Love, Freedom, Aloneness - the Koan of Relationships":

Not surprising.. it's just degrees of self-deception/bias what Google does or some other company. Survival is a bitch. I've been dealing with Airbnb and they don't seem very ethical either (compared to how they present themselves) and give me the mafia vibes right now. If you have a problem that's tied to money even while admitting it was their mistake, they will drag their feet and gaslight you in the hope you'll give up. We can't know some of the inner workings of these systems until something gets released or personally dealt with.

@Thought Art he's a finite being too like all of us as well. Just try to have a bit of compassion which I see you are struggling to do. Have you considered that you can trap yourself too wearing the "guru hat"? And now that's all you can be. And when you want to express yourself more fully/authentically people react with the lens of you being their guru? If you just drop that idea for a minute you will be able to find some compassion as though he's no different from you and the struggles you have gone through/and will face on this journey. But just some words, who knows if I'm talking shit or not . Love you guys.

Most resources you have to filter for yourself what's helpful/true information and what is self-biased information. Don't underestimate your own intelligence/intuitions and put it as lesser. And then direct experience and being hyper-aware of how people are responding is really what'll help you learn.

They turn temporary not because you want it to be usually, but because it wasn't going to work out and the differences are clashing more and more. Metaphysically they're still all "here".

Probably the things you do simply don't "fall in line" with their ideas of what you should be doing. And they have no capacity to give you your sovereignty as they don't even believe such thing can/should exist or that people can think for themselves.

That's one aspect. But for most people it's not even that deep. It's mostly survival stuff, which includes both material and social survival. Most aren't willing to let go of social survival in favor of pursuing Truth.. Questioning it will question their own identity that they've constructed and are continuing constructing unconsciously.

Fear of having an existential crisis once you start the process of unraveling.

"Quick" review :

The problem is that anytime you try to "get into" society, it's like a web of construction that everyone is deeply webbed into. And so any "person" who hasn't realized this that you get involved with will try to drag you back into this web that you have already got out of. If you resist they will demonize you. So the only option would be to pretend you're okay being in the web, but in the end you cannot go back deeply again because you know about its constructed and self-deceptive nature.

I should love whatever you love .

I had my first God realization on mushrooms on medium dosage but was very powerful. I don't know if it works the same for others. You have to find a dosage/substance that you would be comfortable with. Truth be told, I didn't really care at the time where it was gonna take me, was ready to just dive in because something was calling me to and I was exhausted by some things/the drama around me (including some lingering depression as a result). There's more work after your first awakenings. But the depression coming from the ego should start to diminish drastically.

You're your own guide . Something just clicks when you're ready for an awakening. It's not a linear process... I for one can't seem to do some kind of "schedule", and because I want to exhaust the integration aspect from the trips until another. But everyone has their own preference/way of doing things that work for them.

I'm not that serious about it and don't want to engage in trying to convince anyone. It is not safe for me to discuss this in detail in a public setting. It's only for if something mutual happened. That's the only way it can work for me. Otherwise people will try to manipulate/demonize me.

If you try to understand all this from a perspective of his "previous videos" or behaviors or him as a public figure, it won't make sense, nor should you try.. This is something else but only some people might understand/grasp the truth of why, but will not be able to prove it or want to or even able to express it. You can only try to contemplate it for yourself but sharing what comes to you with others would be futile. Try to make peace with that you might not know the full truth of this and only some will.