puporing

Coz you'll all soon find out who/what you really are and hierarchies would cease to exist. This world would either cease to exist or change so much that it basically ceases to exist.

Just depends on what you feel called to do, what do you want this life to be. It's perfectly good if you don't want to have children and commit to that decision (when you arrive at such clarity), likewise in the other case. Also, an interesting question to consider on the other side of the coin since you seem open-minded, if you were the said child, would you want to come into your family (and its social structures) and this planet (among other things in your environment)?

Yes you are constantly re-creating and co-creating this reality with your thoughts, words, actions etc. And what you "focus on" is what is "next in line" to come to fruition, roughly speaking that is and if you understand the underlying mechanism. You always had this power just much dampened in this reality, but it's still there to some extent.

Despite the best of intentions, it has been a struggle to find love and desire towards being around my biological parents. God told me not to dwell on it, but to focus on what is of my highest desires in life. It feels as though I am abandoning them. Though not in my heart. I tried... But the cracks are still too slim. Did my higher self really choose this? So that I could create and experience the complete opposite of darkness and not being understood? To rejoice again in the Mind of God that I am fully and impeccably understood. And perhaps so I could assist in fulfilling the dream of another by coming to their life, that I hope I've accomplished. Things may not have been the same ways I imagined them to have been. But it seems there's a barrier inside of me right now. Which the Light shall transmute for me into more openness. I cannot fail. I can only delay.

I have found myself. And yet.. I find myself in a strange world. I create with Love. Yet "my" creations do not recognize their creator and those like their creator. The disconnect is felt, the Love does not cease. What I really am, is yet a stranger to this world. When you "execute" me in your mind, in your words, and in your actions, and not to see the Christ in me, you are denying God and Love and forsaking yourself. God forgives you. So I learn to forgive you. The hope of heaven here, and a brighter day is still seemingly far away. "Illusory time" not so illusory as I await for the return to home. To be free from persecution. Dark forces desperately trying to hold on when faced with what is but their own Light, not yet claimed. There is a quiet battle being waged. Only known to ones who have the eye to see. Time will heal. Time will awaken.

Mmm.. I would say it is an important vehicle by which to express your highest love, and who you are, to "another" which is also part of you. But it of course doesn't need to be in the form of "relationships", it can be a pet, your workplace, strangers, whatever else you're creating, etc. There is just more possibilities within so-called "relationships" in some sense, depending on the consciousness of the other(s) and how you view them. You could turn it into a very "Godly" one if you wished (as though you're in heaven) and the other was at a similar level of consciousness to receive and reflect.

You don’t have to come to “physical form” if you don’t wish to, so you can exist without limitation forever (until you wish otherwise), you have the final say duh. And there’re prob some “in-between” worlds, like earth could become. As well as "in-between" beings.

There's no "death", just re-creating/re-becoming. And eternity is partly honored through change in form and is your own will at a higher level you are not conscious of. Your higher self wants to experience through finitude "currently".

Loool, that's a perfect match .

Just some silly birds, feel free to add. Enjoy

I don't recommend forcing it (in the long term), it's really about doing the healing work on yourself first, and awakening to your true Self as Love and the One/Infinity and you transform into that identity in your lived reality/consciousness. So the question is more of what would motivate you to awaken and live from that perspective? Often it's that the "old self" is simply outgrown and it's your time to transform your consciousness. Forcing selflessness when you don't truly feel this way might actually prolong the process of this transformation. But hey, you have eternity .

Both are! Dawww yes, birds are pretty cool and help you get in touch with the innocence.

@jimwell Very cute!!

It can help just, most therapists are unhealed healers and missing the spiritual link and therefore depth, and often just too young and inexperienced with life still. You can tell how deep and experienced someone is with how they do therapy and there's a whole range out there that has little to do with credentials. Some of them are not in it for the right reasons and more for the prestige and income level. If the heart of the therapist is not in the right place, there's easily a conflict of interest because they want to earn more and project sickness and frailty onto you so you keep going back, I've seen it myself. They are in a position of power that can subtly or not subtly manipulate so that you are almost "hypnotized" to give up your own authority. The rates that get charged is also like that of lawyers where they're protected by a board rather than based on competence. I would say this fee structure itself incentivizes corruption and preying on the vulnerable over compassion. The more compassionate ones tend to heavily discount and move to the public sectors or you can tell they try to give you the most within a short frame of time (or show some sign that they care about your financial health also), instead of dragging things out. Effective therapy requires some degree of selflessness and this is a rare trait in general.

I’m not saying it won’t help, but from my view it won’t be enough, been there myself. Existential depression generally requires full awakening and integration. Most psychologists/therapists are just not equipped for this, but maybe you can find one. But also healing and awakening go hand in hand so progress could be made with traditional therapy ofc. : )

He’s just struggling coz he’s a light being finding himself in a darker place. Therapy alone will not be able to address this existential matter, might help tho. It’s what I sense.

The murder is a result of misperception of what you and others truly are and thinking you are seperate, finite, different, not of God, and that something can be "gained". An attack on another is an attack on yourself. You just have the freewill to forget what you are and misperceive if you wish to maintain the idea of seperation and finitude.

Coz your consciousness is not yet ready or want heavenly realms and co-creating this with other minds (or maybe it is), so you are in world of duality and limitations instead of being the full Godly being you are. That said earth will also ascend to "heaven" if enough minds awaken and change. Right now just try to take joy in raising your own consciousness and be that anchor for others. Even if you don't become some spiritual teacher your presence affect the consciousness around you.

@StarStruck What country are you in? (might not matter). I can recommend at least one who also has psychedelic experience.

@ZGROPIUS dawww thank you so much! You sound very lovely as well. Fyi I love those kinds of emojis, very expressive.

I don't know if internet is the best place for this. Maybe talk to a therapist, or some alone time, not to get advice, but to have a safe neutral ish space to sort out your own true feelings, even if it's conflicting. Because at the end of the day, we don't know you, or the guy, and people project things that may or may not be true.. all the best.

If you imagine yourself to be one then yeah. But no, the "man" and "woman" are one, you contain both polarities, but with the freewill to see yourself as only one or the other. I guess I'm not supposed to talk about this in this section. But that's how I see it these days. I'm much more whole knowing I am both polarities. But hey, I'm a freak so don't listen to me .

There's "no man", there's just God dressed up as man and the degree that man realizes this and embodies it, but because of Love, the "man" pretends to be a man for others and meet them where they are outside of "heaven" the place where everyone is God/"Lord in Heaven".

@michaelcycle00 There is a point, to release you from the identification with the "small self" you've been conditioned with, to restore what was rightfully yours to begin with. But you always have the freewill to decide this.

It seems to vary a lot and is highly personal. The transformational aspects that may come are your decisions to make. From the ego perspective, it doesn't make sense to want such radical transformations so it would seem "unproductive". But actually, this planet could use more selfless awakened healers/leaders, so if your self-identity becomes about the collective then it actually makes perfect sense once you yourself are healed and able to give more than you receive from the ego standpoint (eg, where you start to live in the reality that by giving to another that you're giving to yourself, but with self-respect also). Awakening does not guarantee this path it takes more decision-making to reach that, but it certainly can if used for this purpose on top of understanding. Understanding to me goes hand in hand with transformation so it just depends on what you are personally inspired to do. Deep awakenings can inspire you to be dedicated to being an artist, conscious leader, saint, empathic healer, spiritual teacher, etc on this planet, or just a really good/generous person. But to actualize those things you still have to actually decide for such. Or you can still live out the rest of this life through the ego perspective if that is what you feel inspired to do and there's nothing wrong with that either, or "away from society", it just highly depends on the individual and where they are at in their evolution. Most people's immediate concern is to heal their own traumas and internal conflicts, and that already can improve their lives drastically for themselves and the world, and I would say a requirement for the next steps. However it can also disorient you for some time and cause you to change your work and life drastically. It is helpful to have some support in your life during the awakening process if you have the luxury of such. Some people can awaken a lot and not really change that much or change very slowly, others it can cause a total shift that the person you once knew is no longer. The glory and love from God should inspire you but it's not a simple process, the permanent dissolution of the ego is an arduous process and there are many layers of it for most beings and takes some time if you are not born awakened at a young age. But sometimes you just know that that's what you're meant for in this incarnation, whereas others have to go through a few things and come back to it. During this time it's not uncommon to go through bouts of depression, suicidal thoughts, doubts, etc. So one might seem to the world that one is going insane and "lost it". But you will come out the other side and have grown from it.