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It was created that way, so you have to "suffer the consequences" now to some extent. But your mind can stop giving it power over you, your mind can have power over it. This doesn't mean not to care about it. It means to recognize that it is made up and fictitious so as to go about your life in a way that you actually have more power (in the mind) than what goes on here.

That's awfully imbalanced.. things don't have to be 50/50 exactly, but if the gap is too great, you will eventually feel tired out or taken advantage of, or you feel like some kind of "parent". It could also be something you have to grow in yourself too.. eg, what is the point of being in close quarters with someone like that?

If they are all truly weighted equally (well, even if they weren't), I advise picking one (or two) that is the most accessible and practical (as in that you can actually earn money steadily from). Picking things you cannot earn enough money to live off of (unless you already have lots of money), is not good for your overall health and ability to live well.

You have to be honest with what your goal is with doing this in the first place. Most people who post relentlessly on youtube or attachment to "having an audience", have some kind of NPD. Rarely do you find someone who does not have NPD and sharing for the sake of the information, and there are varying degrees of this of course. That may sound like a "tall order" right now but that is what things look like from a high state of consciousness. If your goal is not about the numbers but rather to find people who can benefit from your content the most, I recommend having some kind of "traffic redirection" in place where to access more content they have some "hurdles" to go through.

"Jesus" is a pointer, means the God he reached is linked to the kind of life he lived and words he said. The bible is not written by Jesus alone, nobody's disputing that, nor am I disputing that almost none of his followers reached the same state. This mind does evolve to the times and can change its language around how things are communicated based on its audience. In the end, it is simply trying to communicate to those who may have an opening or close to this state, regardless of one's background. It is true that you cannot reach this state by trying to separate from this being and is why this pointer is relevant. It is an essential ingredient that one understands what this mind had gone through in order to become one with it (the same state of "God"), if that is one's goal. Without the pointer, you cannot understand this mind or what this mind had gone through enough to reach this state. Even with the pointer, you cannot make someone start to care about it. It was not such a problem for me to acknowledge "the forerunner"... it was natural from a state of love. When I first started merging with this mind, I cried often about what happened to him (the crucifixion). And there were other complications because this being had to return in me in a short period of time due to what was happening in this world as well as my "personal life" and things I needed "assistance" for going through this life. You could say, "God was fair", Jesus knew the kind of life I had and the kind of being I was (his equal), gave me full access to this state. Hence the phrase "no one goes to the father except through me" makes a lot of sense to me.

You should know where you stand, eg, if your perspective is higher or not, if it is, you know you're the teacher even if the others don't respond to you that way or cannot see. So whether or not you "assert them" depends on someone's receptivity and it's not necessarily wise to speak. And when you encounter people/minds you cannot fully understand, they are your teacher(s) most likely, until you can fully understand them. Another way to perceive where you are is to gauge "how healed someone is", a more healed mind generally will give you more (provided the distance is not too great or you will not notice), whereas if you are the more healed mind you will be giving more. My guess is if you're more empathic (which is generally a higher state of consciousness) you've probably lived a life where people try make you doubt yourself because you don't speak their language or mirror them. And well, it's up to you whether or not you want to "go along with" someone's current orientation, like I have to pretend all the time to people I encounter (or just not speak) and try to mirror where they are at and that's just part of life if you keep awakening. It's kind of like being a "parent".. you know it's not the best method to overdose a child with too much information.. though oftentimes they still eventually come out one way or another.. coz people will usually try to change me/run my life as though they're my teacher, but it's a fool's game coz they're trying to get me down to a much lower state.. so I have learned to be okay with mostly being a solitary being.

I did do the epistemic work regarding Christ teachings, but you conveniently disregard this. You also conveniently disregard that this path is extremely narrow and so hardly anyone can just reach this state, so it's easy enough to target Christ followers who have not become Christ themselves.

They are not all just "survival manipulations", this is very misleading to me. Firstly the very notion that you have to "survive as a body" itself is a bias so therefore you cannot say that emotions you have (positive or negative) while here is strictly because of survival needs. It could be, but it could also be that you are trying to find truth of your being/truth in general. Your true being feels very deeply and that you can feel deeply is a pathway to find truth.

I don't know if you feel comfortable sharing, but is the stuff about "being kicked out by family" non-negotiable?

There is more but nobody wants it.

No. But you dissociated a lot from your true being so now you're kinda stuck along with everyone else here. And you are easily satisfied with half assed awakenings which is what almost everyone does.

It's just what "God" wants me to tell you, whether it gets me fking murdered or not.

You can say this about a lot of kinds of groups, ways of thinking (in hindsight and after the fact). The only way to become crystal clear about all of that is to keep on awakening.

@PurpleTree I've talked to people (in a position of hiring) at a random bar that they would not hire certain ethnic groups/discriminate (and also certain minorities that would hire only from their own group as well) ... limited data points but it's not nothing. I don't say what I say lightly based on a few or random occurrences. I am speaking from repeated occurrences (regarding being trans). I have accepted this reality as it is so the suffering has lessened. I know why it happens. No biological male likes to feel emasculated around someone like me.

It's not as simple as being stared at. (Some) people will literally act like I don't even exist. This is turning into something unproductive I think.