Harikrishnan

So i meet a friend after Vipasana who told me about star signs affecting relationships of people. He told me he was researching on it after his business failed, (last two months) and he found it amazing how people who cheated him in business where all opposite signs. He being a water sign and all cheated persons where Air and fire. He went on explaining it with famous celebrities(actually a lot of celebrities) from Tom cruise, brad pit to donald trump. He is of opinion Air and water never works. This made me wonder about my relationship I being capricon a earth sign and my Girlfriend being Aries a fire sign. It is really hard at times we love each other so much that we began to hurt each other and we broke up. After 2and half years we restarted our thing and it is still hard, even after am doing lot of conciousness work. What do you guys think about it.

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Iam trying my maximum to be genuine i don't lie these days. and i want this to work. other thing i noticed about myself about all my past relationships are all women vanished from my life just like air, and i being grounded never went behind them, or felt like needed them, but iam fed up with these coming and going of women in life, i want this girl or any other girl who comes next to stay, not leave me just like that.

Nice post, gave me hopes for upcoming entrance exams for film studies.

So its close to two years when i accepted i have smart phone addiction. But still i use it for hours. When i sit for meditation i will switch off data usage after completing meditation i put it on. Again switch it off doing kriyas then after completing i put it on and check watsaap, yt etc. So i do like this and i sit infront of it most of time since i dont have job now as iam preparing for my film studies. Smart phone is taking most of time from me. I have a deep thirst for pd and as a escuse for that i watch pd videos of everyone from leo to rsd max videos on YT. And not seeing It feels like some pd information will be missed that will be the magic pill for my problem. I already have knowledge of 80% of things with pd, and havent taken use of 10% still i crave for more knowledge. Yeah so i have a stupid smart phone addiction. So, did u guys had smart phone addiction and how u get rid of it?

Thank you for your response. I always thought like i had a awesome childhood. See i was comparing my childhood with that of those kids who had no food,shelter,clothes etc. But reading this chapter i realised no that is not the case. Many flashes of old days came like how my self expression was supressed, how my desires and needs where supressed and many more. That 24 questions really gave me a hard time. After that i opened up with a close friend of mine all the things without any shyness, it was like i was expressing myself fully, after talking with her i was really exhausted. Have to check that questions once again today.

There is a chapter in six pillars of self esteem about Nurturing a child's self esteem. Where the author ask a list of questions( 24 questions )which he used in psychotherapy to facilitate exploration into the childhood orgin of poor self esteem. So he says this 24 question can be stimulants to self examination for individual. After reading it find i had troubles with my childhood. So what to do about this question, just acknowledge it or anything else. He dosent say anything about what to do.

Travel to near place where there is psychedelic. To me i only get Mushroom, so am gonna have some blast with that for 12 months straight.

Easy ?

Its beautiful. I will surely try it.

I will check it out.

What helped me to stop fb addiction was to delete the account. I restrained from undoing it. First few days are really hard and after 30 days, it wont matter. ? B/w it was good to know many people are fighting and many have won from this smart phone addiction. I also think this PD industry have this addiction and are not acknowledging it, its really complicated when its tied up with thirst of new knowledge and if we dont get it we will be left behind.

+1 ❤

Actually a mix of both.

I also dont but i think it was for sucess.

I got an affirmation last week while meditating : Everything i touch turns to Gold. Have to sing that now everyday.

No its not like that i walk everyday through streets and all. I talk with people also, i love talking with people to.

So the question did he gave u a nice hair cut?

Thank you. I will buy that book asap.

So iam on day 22 of my no fap challenge and today i had sexting with one of my gf and i was arroused. But didnt bothered as i was more in story telling mode. So after everything i am now feeling pain and pressure in all areas related to my sexual organ, including lower back. I used to have this kind of pain and pressure everytime i used to do no fap for more than 10 days and i will fap when pain comes and pressure is relieved after that. Why is it like this?

But i thought like it was tapping into my creatvity. I narrated a beautiful story. If sex part was cut of it was beautiful short story.

thanks i never knew about blue balls. now what should i do to get high levels of self discipline?

So how is capricon like?

i did some exercise and sleeped. It is fine now.

I know. Then again i was bored waiting all day for leo's video.?