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Thank you. I will buy that book asap.

So iam on day 22 of my no fap challenge and today i had sexting with one of my gf and i was arroused. But didnt bothered as i was more in story telling mode. So after everything i am now feeling pain and pressure in all areas related to my sexual organ, including lower back. I used to have this kind of pain and pressure everytime i used to do no fap for more than 10 days and i will fap when pain comes and pressure is relieved after that. Why is it like this?

But i thought like it was tapping into my creatvity. I narrated a beautiful story. If sex part was cut of it was beautiful short story.

thanks i never knew about blue balls. now what should i do to get high levels of self discipline?

So how is capricon like?

i did some exercise and sleeped. It is fine now.

I know. Then again i was bored waiting all day for leo's video.?

I have seen many of his videos. For me he felt like he is deep red blue. Especially with his debate with david wood and views on dino tokio for removing her head scarf and saying muslim women can marry non muslim men. After seeing that all and knowinh what his perspectives about reality are I really think in this video he is just saying fancy words. ? (Then again i maybe wrong, now where is that leo's video iam waiting for all day.)

Mohammed hijab Hmm.. a good advice dont watch his other videos.

Is this same as lefkoe process by which one is changing beliefs?

So where does this ceremony take place?

Maybe ask a friend u meet, so whats the news today. U can know whats going on and how is he reacting to it.

Thank you ?

Which is best Rsd material that out there that have helped you grow?

I dont care am having sex ? what u guys think?

Can i do exercise before reading the book full or i need to complete the book full and start doing exercises?

In stage turqouise there is no right or wrong so nothing like cheating ?

This is a Good one i have downloaded it in audio format will try it from today. Does binural beats for sucess and living ur dream life etc work?

Maybe Muhammed was not illetrate. Maybe he was. Maybe he only talked about how great God is rest like science are addition by people who knew science then. Lol i was playin with you, since you are into non duality i was checking wether u still hold religious beliefs once u holded dearly. This beliefs are really hard to go as a practising hindu it was very hard for me, even now sometimes it keeps on coming subconciously. But to TRUTH is our journey and every belief must fall to find it.

Now show me some binural beats ?

How exactly baby is formed was known to Greek even before Muhammed ? and what is said in quran is not even close to how it is. And about two seas meet here is what Aristotle said The drinkable, sweet water, then, is light and is all of it drawn up: the salt water is heavy and remains behind." It is clear that at the time of Aristotle, people knew that waters of different density and salinity do not mix. Obviously the sailors navigating in that sea must have noticed the difference of color between the waters. So it was also known to Greek folks even before God's revelation. ? Prophets dosent know any better than Enlightend masters. (A messiah is the one who leaves a mess behind him in this world. U.G Krishnamurthy). So prayer to God work? Yes If it is meant to be ?

Thank u

So here in kodaikanal people give mushrooms by dozen and i didnt had a weighing scale to weigh so eat close to 9 fresh bullet. last year i had around 2gm of mushroom and it was beautiful, everything felt magical not much visuals but felt connected with nature and i was hugging trees and crying and all. so i was expecting same. i eat less than last time and eat it without any honey or anything. for 1hr i didnt felt anything and i thought like seller cheated me. It was night and i was tired by the travel and climate was so cold and i was shivering so i went to bed. suddenly something hit me, i was not shivering anymore. i knew it was coming and i closed the eyes and suddenly all the visuals came it was like monument valley game trailer leo posted in the blog and i was excited. I was happy and excited at same time my mind was like moving very fast jumping from one visuals to another. for 1hr it went like that. I was still lying in the bed and suddenly my lower back began having pain, i concentrated on it and pain began to grow more felt beautiful, visuals still came and this time of people i know i heard my mom lovingly calling my pet name and i was in tears . I forgave her for having expectation in me to get good life and all. Then my lovers came, it was good at first then people i dumped came and my lower back began to hurt more, i was screaming sorry to them. i felt like energy was rising in my root chakra and swadisthana chakra and mind said lot of sexual energy stored , and i flipped my legs apart and was shaking and felt like freeing stored energy.. Somehow ''Let it be" phrase came and i kept on saying let it be this suffering is beautiful. Then a big man came it was like a spiral thing and said you can know people's problem and future or i think it said ask me about your loved ones and i will tell there problems. people i know faces came and i was changed to them(literally) and this spiral thing said the problems they are facing. My back hurt more as i was changed to people i know. Then that spiral thing went. My body began to move uncontrollably in bed i was twisting awkwardly like i was possessed it hit he me then that i was not control of anything in life, i dont even have control of my body to. i kept on saying let it be. i was christ for sometime i was taken to crucifixion and when nails where put to my body i kept on saying let it be and this is beautiful. Then i was a dog who was dying, a scorpion trembling in pain. My lower back was still in ache and i somehow managed to bring body straight. suddenly in lower back energy started pumping and was moving up, my chest also went up with it i was breathing high, it felt like i was going through my previous death, then My body went to some awkward position and i farted. Oh so enlightenment is a big fart my mind said after sometime pain in back began to go away, still had visuals. After a hour or so everything began to be normal. The pain and suffering i felt was beautiful i really enjoyed it. Few thing i notice is my mind kept on asking questions and was answering it during whole experience is it like that? . Other thing is did shroom fucked my energy system or chakras, because last night in my sleep i felt like something was penetrating my back it felt really painful. Two days after the trip i feel like lost, no motivation to do anything. (But then again writing this experience made me think otherwise)

So dosent that make sufis also closeminded and full of beliefs.