Harikrishnan

My schooling was in 94-08 this time India was ruled by Congress mostly. My history books (NCERT) didn't even have much of Maratha Rule, ambedkar. It was mostly Gandhi,Nehru, Mughal rule. What you said about no assamese history is true, no tamil history, no north eastern history. Most of historians and there books are from communist lens, still they couldn't add this things to state or national school curricullum and why is that? you cannot blame everything on BJP or Rss. Congress and left parties failed in this, especially left parties Communist party was strong opposition during nehru regime, now they are nowhere to be seen.

Modi will come back to power again, coz there is no opposition, there are no leaders from opposition party with vision. Congress was send to bench cause of its corruption and a single family dictatorship. And sorry there won't be any genocide or celansing of muslims. Indian Majority wont allow it, unlike pakistanis and bangladeshis.

India had some visionary leaders just like in america. Indian constitution is also one of best like it have green and yellow only in it. Br.Ambedkar who was from dalit community writting a constitution for an entire country and higher caste people agreeing to it, that when americans where having slave trades, Imagine MLK getting invited to draft american constitution. India when all its neighbouring countries have went to authortian, military regime stood firmly with its constitutional values and democracy only coz indian collective consciousness is standing on top of great sages and gurus.

Yes, this is the point. Keep it coming, stories that mentioned above are good way to know faults and rectify.

apart from some Malayalam, Tamil, Bengali movies rest is all waste of time. bollywood is low quality circus.

As an Indian I would agree to most of Points said by preety. India differs from parts to parts, south is entirely different than North. North is mostly full of stage purple and blue. south is mix of blue, orange and green. (Cant blame north, they went through all invasion) people are strongly idnetified with culture, since culture is the religion. India is a beautiful piece of art with all chaos fully embraced.

If you are from conservative family and live with parents (thats usual in India) then there might be a problem if she goes to hangout with friends late night and all, there will be backlash from your family. also you have issue with she being not virgin there might be doubts of whether you could provide great sex, maybe even comparison in your mind. Its gonna be a mess. improve your self esteem, self worth, practice detachment. If you are planning to have your own house and not live with parents there wont be much trouble if you have high self esteem, worth etc. Also before marriage and after marriage are different things, values change so ask about that what will be priorities and all. b/w are you from kerala?

I dont feel sleepy during meditation, but after completing the meditation I feel sleepy and sometimes go and sleep in the morning.

If its completely healed then you would have compassion and empathy to your parents. It was like that for me. while doing the test my father was walking through my room, He was avoidant type, but I felt compassion and love for him, he did best to his capability. And good memories of him came, that I didn't even know happened. (like they say Your past is happening now)

what are they replacing lead with?

Secure. two years back when I checked it was avoidant. have matured lot lately. psychedelics have really helped. Another thing I noticed is when doing test good old memories of parents came that I dont even remember, was those even real ? When you grow in this journey new memories of past comes and changes you.

There are lot of videos in actualized.org that is packed with existential insights and knowledge that can change your life. But seeing this 30 second video gives you lot of vibe and good mood. (Also gives message to self actualizers to enjoy life and don't forget to smell roses in the field once in a while) https://www.actualized.org/insights/adventures-in-vegas-part-1

Instead of observing and noting not- self. I observe and note SELF or IAM. ie identify with everything in reality.

Thats also my experience.

How is vipasana even possible on high dose trip, isnt vipasaana looking at your body sensations. staring at centre point of the X at top of web browser is concentration exercise.

Hindus is a general term for many categories. And these categories in Hindus itself compete like vedantis and Tantrics go say other is wrong path. Budhist/Jain/Tantriks/Vedanthis all compete with each other. (But not all , one who realised doesn't do that) Is God realisation possible in stage blue like I am God realisation creator of everything. its possible but then he/she will no longer be stuck in that blue. My generalisation of budhism(especially south asia) is from meeting many budhist and seeing their monastery videos and lectures, there arent that much budhist sects here to get confused look at what they are doing in srilanka, mayanmar all in nice robes issuing death threats to muslims. Budhism is just a religion like hinduism. ( out of topic: If Iam right budhist are first people who started killing based on blasphemy- Ashoka????) b/w I am also open to GOD realised buddhist I am waiting to see one.

I'm from India, I have met many and I have seen how unknown they are about God realisation. see some budhist monastery videos you will get the idea. Budhist are in stage blue in most of south asian countries. Leo Gura ❤

It holds high value in hindu literature. Brahmi is said to be given to kids for memory. Old sages used to eat it for memory so they can remember and recite vedas.

Halal food means permissible. but these people are chanting islamic sura and spitting on it.

I everytime after trips (lsd, mush) feel body ache, mostly my legs,( its like when u dont workout for weeks and then suddenly does a leg day and next day your leg aches), that kind of pain but after sleep it will be ok. but going through that pain in night is really hard. if anyone have it or found a solution please I am all ears.

not very often. I never had headache.

I kinda know where you are, I also had similar journey(not saying I have completed or I am infront or anything) but its better not divide yourself into part that are in opposition this divide in long run is gonna cost you more misery and desperation (I hope it wont) if a part of you feel to have romantic encounter then go for it enjoy it find deep spirituality in it. Then when you are old, you can bask in peace.

what did you think I was doing? ?

First when started to think chaos and uncertanity came. it came lot of time while I am thinking. Then came experiences or moments. Then it was reality itself everything I'm having all of it, even so called bad experiences, then I thought of getting more cool experiences then I realized, nope this is perfect no need to add more. Then I realized even wanting to add more cool expperiences is also perfect and good. Ha now thoughts went in loop.

You find websites contact them and do biding. make a range of what you can pay like for DA 60-70 $30 for an article with two backlinks to your site like that. I am working for a company what we do there we will find our competing companies and do a backlink search on where there backlinks are coming from and make the list of website and contact them. (always contact website that has higher DA than your website also look for spam score less is good.)