@Nahm Man, that's an amazing list. Totally mindblowing because I'm really sort of somehow understanding what your talking about although have barely experienced any of it for myself. I'm curious, what are the details of your life? What I mean to ask is basically, how did you experience all these mindfucks? Like how old are you? What have you done in your life to put you in the internal/external context in which these types of mindfucks are possible? I'm stuck in the same old, conventional, neurotic mind-trap that 99.99% of people are trapped in, day in and day out, acting out of compulsion and drive, craving and desire, escape and the rest of it. What you said in that post touched me because, and I hate to say it because I know it's quite backwards, but "I" "want" to essentially have those mindfucks, maybe not those exact ones word for word but I mean on par with them, at that level. What can you say, what can I do, that will maybe facilitate that process unfolding?
