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Just randomly looked at the time and its 333 am. Angels answering. My ego wants to shit itself.

Im going through this inner dilemma. Its like living two worlds at the same time. (Heaven and Hell) Choosing to remember love over fear right now at this "moment" on the planet densities, means salvation? I want to wake up in love but im scared af at the same time lol. It means destroying my whole reality for divine truth. Any one else in 5D? Is it a reality beyond physical? I experience love awakening when I wake up from sleep in the morning and it felt too good to be true, yet at the same time I was still in the physical illusion. Then came back (meaning I have not fully decided to dissolve in love) cuz I had no idea what to do here or how to function lol. Full surrender? After watching so much of Leo precautions, my psyche is even cautious of waking up in 5D randomly. It has already happened 2 times. How do I know? I cant believe I really started to glow a light aura around me and feel a bliss/love/light metaphysical body. Any guidance would be appreciated. I dont know much about dimensions. Any idea as to how many dimensions can one be in simultanously? Infinite? Its too good to be true xD.

OMFG!

People here play too much

For the first time I had a dream so Real and conscious that I could not even imagine it was a dream. It was difficult waking up and grounding up again. When we dream are we actually waking up in another "place" relative to were our previous body was?

A video from Leo to his blog, giving some tips on how to mastutbate properly. What are the techniques and things Leo would use, as a recommendation to "having sex with yourself in the best way". Auto Erotic Session. Trust me, you can mastutbate so good you literally feel like you fucked with your hand. And feel really satisfied.

Peole calling him psychopath are simply projecting their ignorance and shadow. Not to say his perfect. This man is a stealth leader mystical genius with a very high development of understanding and capability. Almost only those capable of seeing this leadership from his following in him will awaken or enter new earth. How do I know? Enter akash

@OBEler No, but to be watchful of him as a possiblity of what you can be/become. Just like sadhguru's display of excellence. I simply had the insight and wanted to clear the doubt to those mad at him. The dude is a psychic jedi. Learn to play like him. Dont be spiritually numb or castrated. Use your possibilities

@Nilsi Too much power, intelligence and psychic development can totally seem psycho for the ordinary eye. He has almost perfect manipulation skills, but its not coming from a bad place intention. Its for good, and its tricky to explain it cuz words and double edge effects mix. Thats why It has to be seen to be understood.

@Nilsi Too much power, intelligence and psychic development can totally seem psycho for the ordinary eye. He has almost perfect manipulation skills, but its not coming from a bad place intention. Its for good, and its tricky to explain it cuz words and double edge effects mix. Thats why It has to be seen to be understood.

@lisindel You have to see it

@Batman I need to get to it more. It was a deep experience. When I woke up, this felt dream like, not the other way around.

I still enjoy and sometimes look for sex. But, Its like everytime I get it I see how futile it is. Yeah, it helps to release some karma but bleh. Its more mind games than anything. The mind always saying, oh yes this chick, she will give you the best experience. Overall, people have given sex too much importance lately with social media. Its has become a hype. Something that has always been natural and common, nothing to go fanatical about even its a great pleasure experience. Im starting to enjoy more the mental and emotional connection than sex itself, lol. At this point, sex is feeling like an illusion. Like believing the hype of buying the newest trend to keep up. Does this indicate im already trascending sex itself and should focus more on spirituality or simply have casual sex with meaningful people without giving it up completely? P.S: dont know in which section this thread suits best.

@Snader Give an example from your experience. I still have sex drive, Its just that I enjoy talking, connection, having fun and/or feeling love with girls than just sex. Sex is just like the cherry cake for me. Its good for a while, but it does not satisfy my as to what I mentioned above. For example, yesterday I fckd a girl whom I really vibe and like. I did enjoy having sex with her. But i what mean is that I like even more is the connection, emotion, fun and mindstuff. Or just kissing and doing foreplay. Im not fanatical about sex and I believe that has to do because im extremely intellectual stimulated (reading and thinking gives me pleasure and fullfilment) and naturally spiritually oriented.

@Raze What would be the ideal case scenario from your pov?

Be your own source of pleasure at a physically fundamental level in order to have a balanced and controlled sexuality.

Just wanted to say that when those videos. Except for the belief changing system that I think will be in his course. Those 3 videos combined will completely evolve the whole actualized.org community. Its like, when applied correctly, this community will be another thing. -Boundaries: People will gain self respect and be excited again as the external (people) are not pushing them into their bs. Im saying it will change people life when they stand up for their values because I had to in order to thrive and still am doing. It will just flip everything from the upside down. People have no idea as to how they unconsciously give their consentment everywhere (Law of consentment). This is crucial too if you are in the spiritual path. Lower ing your guard, being happy and lovely needs balance as ppl start to react to your positive energy. -Mind Knowledge: How to use the mind. Knowing the possibilities available from the mind. Its user manual. The only person I have seen saying that he knows his mind absolutely is sadhguru and I dont doubt it. -Changing your beliefs at will: The correct step by step process that if done will hit. Not only this will transform your personal life. If everyone here upgrade their beliefs and let go of the negative unnecesary ones, it will affect the collective energy field. This is the most practical stuff needed here.

@Razard86 Guilt is a very tricky thing. Even if you know and are conscious, Its like the ego loves it. It will drag you there no matter how much you fight it. Yes, you can reduce it and overcome it by awakening. But, other than that it comes eventually. And if you dont know how to handle it, it can destroy your life altogether. Its extremely negative and sneaky.

How to stop self created guilt and self created guilt induced by others.

Best revenge is not revenge. Think about it. Its just that you are in a more reactive mode than normal. It has occured to me aswell. There are people in my job that if they bothered me once I would not hesitate to assasinate in the office. Not joking. They have felt my aura and thought intentions of extreme rage were they themselves have said that im capable of killing. But ofc I control my self. With them knowing I would, Its enough for them to not even play. But, theres a better option. Being completely unreactive (untouched/centered) and happy. This will make others trying to hit you emotionally explode inside. Just be ware and stay distant. But unreactivity will make them go crazy.

Atomic attraction is a great unique book. But you forgot to mention his youtube channel. Combine both and wala. My game completely changed when I started to get smart with Girls. I dont mean to be gamey. But you need to have a strategy if you want results. Learn to frame control conversations. Play conversations like a Poker hand were only you know the moves and its effects. Thats the gateway. But dont do it in a way it looks gamey. Only do it if you are certain and at ease. It has to seem spontaneous when you snipe your frame. Also, relationships are not absolute. If you messed up, you can back up with another strategy that makes you look even more authentic. Dating is very relative too. Its a maze of its own. I would say the number one skill you need to master un dating, even before getting in, is having control of your mind interpretation system. If not, you will end up depressed. You need to be so clear in your mind and in control of it that you are willing to get rejected by girls like its nothing. You even just go to make experiments on them knowing you will get rejected and it doesnt touch you because you are in control of your mind, not her or anyone who doesnt know what you are doing!

1. Being deluded as to blindly believing you will go through whatever problem you have because you are developing yourself. Instead of accepting the problem and figuring your way out through it. 2. Not being humble enough to accept you are doing your work wrong. 3. Not having the maturity to accept you have not learned from your past mistakes in the path. Which repeat themselves because of entitlement and lack of humility. 4. Telling others about your work and why they should get into it. 5. Seeing others not into the path as foolish animals. Which can greatly affect your perception of reality and how you relate and deal with them. Even if its just by necessity. 6. Not having a vision as to why you are doing it. This is the heart and fuel. 7. Doing it for others. Unclear, confused intentions. 8. Not being wise enough to see that youth is the best time to work and learn this stuff. 9. Thinking there is a finish line. This is a lifetime work, at your own pace. 10. Confusing life itself for the process of self empowerment as it becomes habitual. 11. Not having a plan as to how to make your actualization strategy work properly to prevent the same mistakes. Dont go doing self actualization if you have not figured out external problems limiting your inner growth. Like cutting off toxic friendships that will make you commit into the same old traps, etc. 12. Not being humble enough to accept all the time you have lost. Which makes you loose even more time.

For those occultist here, what would seeing the number 33 really mean? Does it have any real application? Im seeing 33 literally everywhere and its really starting to make me wonder if this mean something. Not only on the clock, literally everywhere. Even in songs. The number has been appearing for a month now, daily and repetitive. Only today it has appeared around 6 times.

Best option is to either have a strong ego or no ego at all. Build a strong ego before enligthenment. A weak ego is going to mess you up. When you are ready for enligthenment, be aware you are playing with fire by deconstructing your ego, which means you might end up with a weak ego if you dont reach enligthenment and will have to build it up again. The down side of having a weak ego is others can outframe you. But ofc, making your ego weaker means you are gaining access to truth by opening up which is a good sign in the path.

I see lot of talk about baseline lately. For which I had my first LSD trip this weekend. My consciousness has changed since then. I thought all psychedelics were just going to give you temporal states. But, after such samadhi, im totally different. LSD is like food for my soul.