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  1. I find this confusing. How can I Inquiry my beliefs? What is the process and how I know if im doing it correctly? For example, im open about witchcraft and paranormal, etc. But my subconscious brings resistance to these things. How do I proceed to see the truth on my beliefs? Be as you are from ramana and the book of not knowing are good to learn correct inquiry? I have seen leo's video and it makes sense but still I find it tricky.
  2. @Matt8800 Thanks for answering Matt I have a few doubts left. 1. Lets say I develop my abilities and get to contact Spirits. Will they come sometimes out of no where and be made noticible on my house? I don't want my family to get traumitized, lol. They are religious and have no idea about true spirituality yet. 2. Also, can't this become a distraction before Realization? I feel alot of attraction towards these things and kinda feel I may get lost in them. 3. What has this served you? For example, has astral projection teached you something apart from opening your mind, if you have experienced it? 4. Do you have gurus on other realms? 5. Lastly, I don't know if you are already liberated, but what would be the best combo practices and teachings to combine from your experience? For example, I practice presence for some time. After getting some stability I switch to Breath meditation. Then after being totally relaxed I switch to authentic meditation. And finally after being centered in awareness I switch to self Inquiry and contemplation (which is the one I have less experience with).
  3. @Rasheed where's the page?
  4. Hey Matt Finally an occultist to speak with. Lets see if you can give me some clarity with these things please. First, one day I was sleeping and out of nowhere something woke me up. Then I went sleep again but i was semi awake. At that moment I began to feel hands touching my body. That shit was scarier than having all your illusions about reality collapsed at once. What was this and why it happened? Second, how do I know if im a mystic or psychic, so I can focus on developing it? Im a fast learner and can grasp direct experiences about something quick. But also, my intuition is very strong. I have the psyche of an aries sun by the way. I can sense when something is going to happen before it does. When someone is going to do something before he does or says something even. I have thought about something and it has happened very quickly. I have thought about someone and met them out of nowhere. I can see someone and know how they are by just looking. I percieve when people are lying or hiding something. Also, what they are feeling or even thinking (not always) . I feel that my life and the World is getting better each day even thou it sometimes seems the total oppossite. Even thou life has no purpose I feel I have a purpose on this life time. I have memories of past lives. How I know they are from past life? I cant explain, I intuitively know. I discern visions of the future out of nowhere about my self or an event. I dont know why but i have always sensed Spirit guides calling me, trying to guide me but i dont know how to contact them. I have always felt passion for the occult and magic. I see 11:11 and many other pair numbers on the clock. I experience multiple synchronicities. I have a strong mind power. Both of my grand mother's have psychic abilities like predicting stuff, sensing paranormal and experiencing synchronicities without being on the spiritual path. One of them got to experience evil eye. I have seen UFO's, the black triangle darker than space and light speed spaceships appearing and accelerating at a pace that makes them dissapear. And lastly, my second name is Raziel, which I dont know if names can actually influence one's energy. There are probably more things, but i dont remember in this very moment. Can you explain what these things say about me on a deeper level? Third and Last, how can I experience astral projection? I know this is not something necessary, but i dont know why I feel like I need to experience it. Maybe theres something in the akashic records I need to know.
  5. Hello guys, hope this may be useful to anyone / you So, lately I have been wondering why spiritual teachers make so much emphasis on the power of now. Yes, I have experienced shifts in conciousness by practicing presence but it was not so transformative as to how they explain it can be. Because of this I thought that present moment practices where bullshit or not very helpful at all. Yesterday, I discovered that reading true realizations suggested by spiritual teachers on a book about the present moment can be really powerful if you pay your whole attention on grasping what is said. I will make it brief, this is what happened: Before my class at university started, I was reading and the book suggested paying attention on the five senses. I began with my feet, then my hand. Instantly I experienced a shift. But I was not thinking about these things, the book guided me and because the mind loves to be leaded it was easy to do. Then i focused on my surroundings, no thought at this moment. Then sounds and smells. Conciousness was rising just like the volume of a radio. My experience was turned on. At that point, awareness was obvious so I became more aware of awareness itself. Conciousness was rising more and more. Then I went to class. Suddenly I was so present that I could easily grasp most of the concepts being teached. I would not think about what was said, but just see it in abstraction. In the past I thought authentic meditation was more helpful for grasping concepts but yesterday I realized that concentrative meditation is more useful since it is of the mind. After class, I got home and my family was eating thanksgiving dinner. I got my food and began eating. Suddenly, I finished my food and had not said a word about anything. My family thought there was something wrong or I did not liked the food. But i was simply so present I lost time and no thought or sense to speak came. Then this is where it comes, out of nowhere as I looked at my mom I became her, I was seeing my self in her. But i did not realized what it really was it was just something weird. Then my mind tried to explain it as oneness and instantly I lost the experience. But i was so focused on the present that the ego dissolved again and i just felt pure being. It literally felt like the image of the guy taking his mask and the universe being revealed behind its face. I forgot who I was and how i looked, everything. Then I looked at my grandma and I was her, then my grandpa, then my uncle, my aunt and my father. Even the music playing was me. I was all of it at the same time and "me". After seeing that, I realized I was alone but it didnt felt really like alone because its the only truth, It felt more like oneness, totality and identification with everything I was seeing. I realized I am the orchestra. My habitual tendencies started to rise again but i was aware of not being them, neither my body, neither my self image which has been 90% killed after this seeing. It does not matter if your ego is still there, thoughts, emotions, even behaviours. When you realize your non of that, your detachment will lead to Freedom. Those things will be there while they last but you will be free of them. Lesson: Be open and dont underestimate the most simple spiritual teachings. Intense presence is a shortcut to awakening. Presence, awareness and infinity are each a deeper/subtler level than the previous. Non of it is better than the other. What you really are is simply truth. These things are part of truth so each is you at a deeper level. But again, what you really are is just truth. Oneness seems something crazy only to the mind's imagination. To the True you is nothing more than truth because it knows it is it. It cannot be amazed. If we become 100% present, this means everything the truth contains in the now will be revealed as a consequence. Since truth is right here and right now, forget about maya, your past awakenings, the exterior world or anything you think is an obstacle. Just focus on the truth, right here and now, either through concentration, meditation or contemplation. Maya will fall by itself. You dont have to try to dissolve it. Just get the truth right now and you will see through the illusions.
  6. Hello guys! I need your perspective on this, but i also need Leo's one since he was in a relationship while been on the path at the same time. I think many people have gone through this too. This is what happened. I was in a 1 year relationship with my gf while been on the path. I broke up with her a first time, because i had a lot pressure and did not knew how to handle it. I realized i needed space for meditation. She wanted to come back, we talked and got back together again, this happened the next day after breaking up. The breakup didnt have enough space for all the emotions to come out, it was an impulse, so i didnt learned anything yet, even thou it hurt. Now, i broke up with her again 3 weeks ago because i was proyecting all my self on her, thinking she was a big obstacle for the path. I did not think things clearly, on all the posibilities to make it work. She even told me we could go to a psychologist to talk about meditation for her to understand me. I did not listen to her and brutally broke with her a week before her birthday and our anniversary. In my mind, my main distractions for the path where my job, college and her. But, now i can be in meditation while working and studying. I use to excuse my self on that. I managed those areas already. But then, i thought the problem was the relationship, because my mind played too many tricks on judgement, criticism and beliefs and ideas being proyected on her that i should be alone, etc. As you know, this things went deep into my unconcious mind and it manifested on me breaking up with her. After a week on it, i meditated on the emotions that went out, so this is not why i want her back. I accept if she doesnt want to. I want her back because i still love her (not want her-attachment-possesion-need her), i learned how to differentiate true love between need-fulfillment, which is often confused as love. I have grown too much because of her! Being with the opposite sex made me more of a man because of the responsability it takes, i discovered that. Also, she has triggered my complete unconcious ego! I would not have any idea of how much work i still have to do, is insane! I have 5 years on the path and is because of her that im closer to reality! Being single you can get into peaceful meditative states easily and think you are free of ego and culture conditioning, wait till you are with someone. She is a very good girl, very feminine, pretty, high quality, loving, caring, positive, business driven and innocent, the only thing is that now she hates meditation because i broke up on her cuz of it. I know deep down that if she sees big changes on me because of meditation she can get into it, or maybe i can persuade her into trying it little by little, who knows. I dont want to be fairy tairy but we how we met is kinda a movie story, i dont know if synchronicity played a role on us. Right now i told her sorry for being so brute on breaking up before her birthday and our anniversary. I realized such decision was not necessary, because im not enlightened yet. You dont know if you will get enlightened, you can only try your best and it may happen. But the positive thing is that i would not have realized all the things i was doing inside the relationship too! Is positive and negative at the same time. I thought that if i breakup with her i would get enlightened quicker, but i wouldnt if i have not being with her om the first place. Now being single i cannot be triggered as i used to. The problem is that her conditioning has some expectations of what a relationship is, but im okay with most of it. My question is, would it work to be awakened, in the path and with her at the same time? She is not in the path, but she is unknowingly a concious reflective, open minded and good person. Thats why i chose her as a partner. My suggestion to her as coming back to the relationship is that now i will be fully involved. This means practicing total presence when being with her, devotion in order to practice unconditional love, and will have total inner acceptance toward my proyections on her. Lastly, we will try all possibilities for it to work, meaning high communication, which we both lacked. That includes going to a spiritual psychologist that i got to know a few days ago. All of this until the relationship fades away naturally, if it does. Who knows. Even the impossible could be possible. What would you do in this case and why? (awake vs asleep, relationship)
  7. https://www.trinfinityacademy.com/ Just wanted to remind that this is one of the highest value resources ever created online. I dont know how ppl here dont talk about this and the few are judging Bentinho, which is irrelevant. Its the information what will help us, so lets appreaciate such work. If you are judging him you probably dont know him well yet. So meditate your judgements out and be inspired. Also, his work needs alot of support, plus he got what he deserved by his efforts in helping people. Nothing is wrong with being rich and liberated. At the end all of us would love to experience the same.
  8. Motivating message about the collective's future from an enlightened master ??
  9. @kieranperez Saying this chubby connor mcgregor aint an enlightened master out of the blue, when the video is only a positive message, is me projecting? Common, keep projecting about me projecting, lol.
  10. @kieranperez @kieranperez Chill out man, you win I purposely said the deduction of leo's behaviour part to provoke your competitive spiritual ego Why do you care so much about the entitlement? I used it as a pointer because of his mysticism and contemplative skills. We are all enlightened already, to be spiritually cleansed is another topic. Even being asleep with a huge ego still doesnt limit your ability to have profound experiences and insights. Also, he used to have alot of videos in the past covering many important topics which he deleted. He tries different ways to his teachings and videos. Have you ever talked 1 on 1 with him? Have you checked his website? Have you read his two gem books? Have you followed him for the last 6 years? Do you know his story? And I personally dont know leo in an a deep intimate way, like knowing his fetiches, music preferences, weaknesses, etc. No need to know that. But on the other hand, I have an a idea of his main persona and values by seeing his unconcious behaviour through the videos and the forum. By seeing his main outer manifestations and core values you can deduce whats inside a person head and their intentions, thus having an idea of what other things they also do and like.
  11. Why do you care so much about the entitlement? I used it as a pointer because of his mysticism and contemplative skills. We are all enlightened already, to be spiritually cleansed is another topic. Even being asleep with a huge ego still doesnt limit your ability to have profound experiences and insights. Also, he used to have alot of videos in the past covering many important topics which he deleted. He tries different ways to his teachings and videos. Have you ever talked 1 on 1 with him? Have you checked his website? Have you read his two gem books? Have you followed him for the last 6 years? Do you know his story? And I personally dont know leo in an a deep intimate way, like knowing his fetiches, music preferences, weaknesses, etc. No need to know that. But on the other hand, I have an a idea of his main persona and values by seeing his unconcious behaviour through the videos and the forum. By seeing his main outer manifestations and core values you can deduce whats inside a person head and their intentions, thus having an idea of what other things they also do and like.
  12. @Leo Gura I know, I called you out cuz of these guys (your children) reaction as a jk too, lol. Forgot that humor is not well comunicated through text.
  13. Leo, what tha... with your forum children, LMAO. Are you saying he needs to fit your ideal appearance to be an enlightened master? Really? You can say what ever you want but that won't change the truth. One of my main mentors has been him. All of you saying shit about the guy without even knowing him just to satisfy your beautiful spiritual egos, lol. Thought you guys where more advanced but i see you still dont have a clue of what ultimate truth is.
  14. I think leo should market better his products. People dont have a clue of what's inside, specially the book list.
  15. Did you even watched the video? Lol
  16. Yes and no at the same time. It depends the source its coming from. If you are not fully awakened yet, it will make ego stronger. After complete self-awakening, then you can still have hobbies that may be help you develop and others like sports, Martial arts, painting, music etc. Habits would not be unconcious, but just a concsious routine to make progress on a certain goal. Your purpose could even be to have no purpose at all and just experience this life through this body and mind to its ultimate level. And personality creation is the root of ego, this is identifying with everything that is not you and carrying it out like a golden shiny amor that is useful occasionally. But instead, in a concious manner you can choose thoughts and feelings for certain social situations and give the illusion of a personality without having one in order to not be awkward and be a better communicator. So yes, personal development in that sense contradicts spirituality since it consists of more karma and junk for the subconscious. Nevertheless, even if this strenghtens the ego it can help you on a superficial level and then you can deconstruct ego but it will be more work. If you just fully awaken you will have everything at one shot.
  17. For all of you interested in cutting the bullshit about this stuff and watching a thousand videos that gonowhere. Here you go: --link removed by moderation-- For deeper understading of pickup, just read The Game and The Mystery Method. Also, dont get stuck in pickup conditioning. This is very primal development. Learn to see that this is better applied for all social interactions and enviroments in general, including business, politics, school,family, class, Social Media, etc. The point here is after experiencing and understading it, to transcend it and just know how people operate so you can have a better impact in the world if you wish to do so. P. S. The most advanced coach is Julien.
  18. @tom rAy Yes, but not remembered that aspect. Anyways, I feel good to help the lucky ones that clicked fast ?
  19. I was confused a few days ago about personal development and enlightenment paths merging, so got to ask this friend of mine. If you feel the same, here you go: I highly recommend you check out all of his videos and website as well.
  20. @kieranperez Self actualization does not mean ego development. Personality creation is ego development. The result of mundane and inner identifications. You can be enlightened and be rich, famous, healthy, intelectual, skillfull, attractive, etc. Without ego as a result of self actualization.
  21. @SoonHei Yes it is. He breaks the paradigm of what at an enlightened being should be.
  22. @Valach Its good. Him and max are good to start. There are more pro puas like Todd, Satori, Arash and Neil, but note that these went off balance. Being an expert in pickup to me is a waste of time. Just get the pussy and your good to go lol. The only experts in pickup are the ones making money out of it.
  23. @whoareyou Specifically about?
  24. Sup guys, I want to reprogram my subconscious for success and NEW self image but at the same time make some spiritual work and gain momentum. The thing here is they both contradict. If I start installing NEW habits, beliefs and suggestions while meditating it will go no where since conciousness would dissolve this. Can anyone explain this work to detail?