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  1. @FredFred You are not ready to comprehend or accept the truths of existence.
  2. @Thewritersunion Maybe a replica
  3. @John Iverson Why theres always a guy that that has to ruin it... I was playing around, plus enjoying the teaching similarity. I dont care if its real or not.
  4. Thats the resume of the whole actualized.org channel. Thats probably leo from the future. ??
  5. The only thing limiting you from realizing God consistently in the awaken state, is not realizing him before in your current state, asleep.
  6. https://satoripua.com/index.php/2020/04/21/heart-vs-ego/ A love metaphor from a pua. Who would have thought the only thing missing in my spiritual journey was coming to know the devil face to face. I thank all the puas for this.
  7. First of all, I saw a ufo a week ago. I dont know if it were aliens, but it was a strange orbe in the Sky, lightining off and on, moving and after some minutes instantly dissapearing. My parents were astonished. Even thou you may think conspiracy theories doesnt help, they are slowly awakening to something bigger through this events and information. Note: this is not my first ufo sighting. Second one. I have a strong intuition to percieve psychic or paranormal events and I have felt they watching me or trying to contact. (I have felt entities touching my body while sleeping even after opening my eyes. But this is a topic for another day). I will try to focus on elevating more my Consciousness and see if I can telepathically access them or astral project. Some enlightened friends of mine, have confirmed to me that aliens and interdimensional beings are watching/helping and waiting the precise moment to contact us directly. The next 10 years are going to be better than any sci-fi movie you have ever watched. To know they are real must not be a surprise if you can open your mind and look at the Sky for 5 minutes lol. I have found alot of videos recently about ufos, but ill show the most relevants at this moment cuz I will have to look for them again... Many of them are in different languages or in deep web. This is a police officer from Colombia who caught a ufo: Here is ozuna, a top elite puppet singer for the Spanish public. I know what im showing you here, is not mere coincidence. Not going to board this topic here, but theres a big business already admitted by many of them going on in order to program the masses on this side. They need the World to stay in the lowest vibration possible (survival matrix) for them to implant their World vision. Sex, money and violence. This song lyrics has nothing to do with the video, just pure symbols for our subconcious. The message is clear. I particularly had a dream with planet nibiru crashing earth on january before all these stuff started showing mainstream. Hope im wrong with this, but it was one of the most outstanding dreams I had.
  8. So many books about this... How to win friends... 48 law of power... Etc. These books are good but if you want to get good fast with people I recommend you watch RSD courses. Study the master pickup artist devil Arash Dibazar (Seductive Instict). Read about Human nature and sexuality. How the female and the male are totally different. Watch series on body language like the mentalist and lie to me. Finally cold approach like a mad men. If you cant do it know, do to the pandemic, virtually approaching can also help. Your brain will react very similar, while progressing to a facetime call. To get really good with people you have to become God and the Devil. Live both worlds and then stay in the center. This is how you gain deep understanding about truth and illusion.
  9. Autobiography of a spiritual incorrect mystic. Osho
  10. Hey man, I wonder if you ocassionally still game there in vegas. Could you share your routines, habits, frames, style and mentors? I know you are not a player, but while we are one the road to enlightenment we still need some sex. Explain your game to us in a simple way, step by step.
  11. @Pell@Roy To get laid by being yourself is easier said than done. You still need techniques, planning and social awareness to make the right move at the right time.
  12. @Pell Nice one. Will read it.
  13. @Leo Gura Actually you are right and thanks for your advice. But, I dont crave sex as much. I dont feel needy towards sex. I can probably sometimes, but its not the root of my neediness. I have a massive ego and I feel neediness towards trying to show her im the best as cheesy as it sounds. I feel needy towards trying to make all the tricks and escalate from one stage to the other. Cuz if not, why are we dating? My mind gets calculative and hyper aware as to not fail the opportunity to prove my game. But again, this only happens after I have being thinking about pickup, learning about it, setting my mind to do cold approach and then setting a date. My anxiety is towards not failing. I have never been needy with my family and it had happen in very few occassions that I have been needy. Even with my closest friends of years ago. But this doesnt always happens, is suddenly ocasional. I figured out I cause my own neediness. Its self created by expectation towards perfectionism. I will watch your videos on this 2 topics. Cuz the thing also is if Im not aware of certain things to get her attracted, like touching her and flirting, the relationship will set into a friendly frame or boring one. But doing the touch has to be done in a perfect natural manner to create tension. Meanwhile, if im not thinking about anything, just being, I getter better results in general. But still, there are a few things that are to be planned like finally getting her to your bed and not messing it up. That last move makes me get anxious as for what will be her reaction. Making me needy and switching the whole frame from abundant to scarce. Its a tricky thing. Thats why I call it a "weird neediness". For example, lets say the girl shows signs she likes me and the dating is doing good. My mind goes like, you gotta turn her on now and quick. You dont have time to go on 3 dates to get laid. Be the best now! And there starts my neediness. I dont want to wait. Its like results now! Even if I consciously know it takes time. Is not the sex. Its like, you have invested too much energy on learning this stuff. Get the result now! If I get on more than 3 dates without sex or at least a blowjob, she might friendzone me. So I have the pressure on to prove and sexualize as quickly as possible as to not waste my precious time failing. Any suggestion toward this specific aspect?
  14. @Leo Gura My major problem is a weird neediness. For example, if a set up a date with a girl from instagram/tinder or even one that I knew in person from which I did not felt anxious, after going in the date I get anxious. I dont know why my mind starts calculating about doing stuff and then it gets even trickier when I think that I should not think this or even anything but thats also trying and needing to not think, do or accept. Is fckng tricky and weird. On the other hand, when I meet girls in person I dont feel needy. For example, yesterday I randomly met a girl I know very little. We started vibing. After a while we started flirting, touching and I ended up kissing her and having her hug by my side. I dont understand this. I instinctly attratcted her and even flirted without a thought or rationalizing and it worked wonders. But, if I consciously set a date or get my mind set up into pickup i get needy. The thing is, if I go into a date with a girl, I obviously need to be in the mood and do some playful stuff to vibe and attract her. If not, it will get boring, which also happened the other day with another girl. How do you set a date, dont get anxious in the date as to not making it bored, and then get laid. Or even less, to get out of the needy state while in the date. Or did you just went on a date if you where prepared into the mood? Consciously settings dates while being unconcious is fckng tricky. This is when you start seeing all the glitches in the matrix.
  15. Try to find out why she still with her boyfriend. Must girls prefer being with someone they are not even much attratcted rather than being alone. Thats enough to find out if you can keep going. If you have lasted too long to even kiss her after building chemistry, forget about it.
  16. @herghly 1. To save time and energy wasted randomly on a unconcious habit. Every time your sexual energy is release, your body has to invest alot of energy to reset itself. This also applies for eating alot. Wasted energy. 2. To not attach yourself as the only way to have sexual pleasure. You can fap on once in a while, but if you make it a habit you will feel like a loser whos not capable of getting a pussy. 3. Faping kills your drive to take action. From an evolutionary perspective, being a survivor (succesful) is what makes you attractive to women. This creates motivation to improve yourself and then fck girls (make babies) and pro create. 4. Sexual energy transmuted makes you more intelligent. 5. If you are into enlightenment this kundalini is crucial.
  17. Some stuff that helps me are the following: -Mindset: Have a positive perspective of how strong you feel everytime you resist your urge. And remember that saving this energy makes you more powerful, productive and intelligent aswell. -Compund effect: Dont think about lasting a year without faping. Instead, think everyday and everymoment you feel the urge, resist. From each present moment to present moment it will compound till a year. -Sex: Make your self the commitment to only cum with a girl or if you get a wet dream. Meaning, your cum will depend on others. This will make you feel lighter free and motivated. -When you feel the urge to fap, inmediately change your thoughts focus and go around someone in your house. This will force it to stop. -Get a cold shower. It will force your focus to the moment. -Dont bring your Phone to the bathroom and don't stay much inside there. -Stay busy around the day, so you don't have time to fap. -Exercise, so your sexual energy dont get stuck. -Socialize *Lastly, challenge yourself with your friends to see who lasts longer. Everytime someone looses they have to pay you something.
  18. @Leo Gura Any recommendation?
  19. @Anna1 Very helpful post, thanks! Thou, the unnecesary stuff like cheating, being manipulative, hitting on her while being taken is ok, there's stuff that if its replaced completely for being "spiritual" it would kill sexual chemistry and Attraction. Still, I want to hear Leo's response in field. That post was more like an inner game suggestion. Which is a great start.
  20. Uncontrolled thought causes self Consciousness. You can think all you want, but if you are not very skilled at understanding your mind, everytime you go into a social enviroment with brainstorming momentum that you created while being alone, you will be percieved as an introvert by others, thou triggering unto you that frame of mind even if you are an extrovert. Notice, if you enter a social enviroment in a relaxed zen state of mind and very present, your mind won't trigger self conciousness. Your attention to the moment won't give space to the mind to judge. By which, other people will percieve you as social and trigger that frame into your unconcious, making you feel even more carefree. Tip: Prepare yourself to enter social enviorments in relaxed zen States, while being present on your body. Then always socialize first with people you are close in order to warm up and calm your subconscious. After that you will feel carefree to talk to anyone. Try to forget about the place you are going by focusing on something completely different a few hours before the event. This will create momentum for your mind to enter a short term frame (bubble) of mind for a while.
  21. @Annoynymous "We hate what we don't understand". Redpill is extremely beneficial for survival and reproduction. It has mundane wisdom. Just watch out who you listen and don't believe randomly. Because this knowledge tends to be very radical, you need to be open and very independent minded to find out the truth of what is being said. Something that might help alot is spirituality. When you start to have mystical experiences, you see the relativism in everything. You can literally change your reality in this second just by altering your interpretations of things through thoughts and beliefs. But this requires advanced knowledge to manage. At the end, everything goes full circle and you might find yourself ending where you began. Stop listening to every one in this forum about redpill. They have not investigated well enough neither experienced it. Nature has laws about Attraction and Women will always fall for alpha fuckboys. When ppl hear this they start crying... There are many ways you can balance your game, but at the end its the same roots. And game doesn't go only for women. You need social game, family game, work game, dating game, appearance game etc. Game means being conscious about the underlying mechanics of what seems fate and being strategical about it. Coach red pill is good. If you want to know a Seduction mystic, check seductive instinct a.k.a. Arash Dibazar. Thats advanced game.
  22. If you know what you truly want right know you will experience a joyful Shift and save time. I used to be in the same spot as you. Look, right now you as infinite conciousness want to explode. You want to test your potential in the finite. What your soul really desires is self actualization. If you where financially independent, you wheren't in this forum asking. You would be playing with reality, learning, growing your self as a person and having many experiences. Thats what the system wants you, to not do shit, be stuck, have a narrow vision and run away. I would not recommend you to go crazy finding your passion and ultimate life purpose right now. You need to learn how to think independently, deeply, rationally, strategically in the middle and stop generalizing the truth. Look for the fastest way that suits you in order to just replace your income and have control of your time. Not to get rich, just to get out. Then after that, you will have more time to build a business and then after that you can start looking for that ultimate passionate life Purpose. Is better to escalate this way than waste your time jumping everywhere. Then after years of you playing with reality and being free, you will know if you want to liberate yourself. You are generalizing happiness. You can live a pretty good life without being enlightened too. No need to go extreme so fast. You will hit many walls like this. Telling you from experience. Nevertheless, for high success you still need Presence/Mindfulness, Meditation, Mind and emotional control, good sleep, diet and exercise, self organization, a clear cut vision of what you want, why the fuck you want it and what the fuck will happen if you dont achieve that. A sense of urgency is a must to get high quality results. Contemplation in order to constantly eliminate limiting beliefs absorbed by the external. Social skills and a magnetic personality. Lastly, understanding and experiencing Law of Attraction. Trinfinityacademy.com (Empowerment Section)
  23. I think this is just a subconscious belief picked early from childhood or some urge of our survival mechanism which is afraid to die. I still sometimes get visions and feelings of me dying. Who knows.
  24. Do you have a partner and he doesnt satisfy you?