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  1. @Jeff21 From my experience, scorts are one of the best discoveries I had at 18. They are open minded, cool and very sexual. Theres nothing bad in it. Maybe you can make a gf out of a good one.
  2. @Leo Nordin There are thousands of way to survive without money, a job or even a house. But if you are trying to get off these things for enlightenment, It will be very hard. You will be distracted and not reach the ultimate. You can live in your car, a van, with a friend, rent, make money online, get a gf, make girls give you money, or a cougar, make friends to get food, sell in the street, hunt, plant, etc. It takes too much energy. You will have to be very skilled and creative, even lucky to do it. The only other way is if you already know how to invest in financial markets. If you have some money invested in good stocks or crypto, it can Profit enough continously to survive without much thought. Thats what Om Swami did while at Himalayas, lol. For enligthenment, you almost need to be mantained in the physical. You either go to a monastery or get a simple job and live with someone. If you have a business already it might work. But building a business or mantaining a complex business while goin within its goin to be very hard. You are shutting the mind to go deeper, while trying to use it at the same time to handle complexities when it is being destroyed. You are trying to play with two dimensions at the same time without being established in neither yet. Aside from handling all your personal relationships which will undoubtly start to crumble as your personality dissolves.
  3. Without that booklist, one is lost. If will save your life and decades.
  4. Pretty cool movie. Just watched it accidentally with my family. Reminded me of this.
  5. Please, can someone explain to me what the Globalists mean when they say "owning nothing and having no privacy" will be the best thing for humanity?
  6. @Red-White-Light If you are serious about enligthenment, Leo is not your best option. I love him and have learned alot about my own mind, psychology, strategy and enligthenment in an open theorical way. But, his teachings are conceptual which is completely the contrary to life itself. Is very limiting and easy to get lost. You can use Leo to introduce someone into spirituality, but not to reach the ultimate. The day that Leo finally decides let go and reaches liberation he will probably drop all this actualized.org or at least the crap in it and just not believe how stubborn he was by insisting that which is not. Would you invest your money with someone who says he is good at his task or would you give it to a professional who has years doing what the other guy talks about?
  7. @levani Christopher is not a reputable teacher, but i have been following for 4 years. I can 100% assure you the guy is solid no bs enligthened. He lives in Sheffeld, UK. You can even stay at his home if you can. https://christopherjaismith.com/stay-with-christopher/ He also does 1 on 1 online sessions. And retreats. Check him out to see if you resonate with him. His book "The secret self" is pretty good aswell.
  8. @Heart of Space Thats an interesting point on the AI and effiency. What troubles me is why they dont say themselves, "we shall become transparent as a collective for these reasons..." but instead bluntly state "no privacy" as a whole concept. Theres no way having no privacy can be beneficial to a person even as a transparent enligthened being. Even becoming drastically and suddenly transparent at such rate would not be healthy nor possible. It would be chaotic for the world. What is even being done for us to become transparent? Is our education aiming towards this on people? Are the politicans working towards this by example? Are the masses even mentally prepared? The fact that a power organization as the wef shows a care face to the world when nothing that supports it has ever been done or is imposed or that not even them can carry their word, leads to my suspicion of hidden motives.
  9. This is a no BS audiobook a rich entrepeneur recommended to me sometime ago about how to use LOA. The book is a conference on the swissalps. There he explains in 2 days how the elites and secret societies use and train people to use these principles properly in order to get what ever the hell they want. The author was an ex-member of the skull and bones I think or some other society. This book is great because you cant be all day just reading on LOA. If you are a busy person listen to this to continually install and remember the importance behind the truth of thoughts/feelings/beliefs and much more. This is PT 1 of 13
  10. For those that have gone deep in awakening here, how do you manage awakening and managing stuff in the world and people? After awakening, is easy. I mean during the process. That shit was challenging as fuck for me cuz I was loosing my mind. I couldn't function with the speed and memory as before. Any suggestions?
  11. @Forestluv I get you there. But, actually at sometime you will have to even let go of that karma. You are dissolving it and re creating it. I have gone to extremes of being socially awkward just to not create karma. You must see people reaction, lmao. The good thing is that even if people reject, react or criticise you for not following their commands to create karma, you will be detached and unaffected by such surface-world phenomena. Then you can go deeper and deeper and stabilize and be socially normal again.
  12. @mandyjw Yep. I think the faster one can get a task done the faster one can let go thinking about it. Im building my mind on a notepad like a system to function automatically for when I loose it. I wish I could have a robot or tech mind A.I. to think for me in the process, lol. What app do you use for timing tasks?
  13. @Eren Eeager Congrats man. That obstacle might help you wonders in the future. I have skin allergies, so i have to use treatments to have it under control. The last place it developed was on my dick. Now its healed but i actually had to stop fap for like 2 months. And I still dont want to mess with it because it might trigger allergies on that area by stretching the skin. I will just let the milk go out by itself, some wet dream or when I get laid. Lets see how long I can stay like this. The most important thing is that my self image has changed. I dont see my self as a fapper anymore. Back to when I was a kid. I dont even feel motivated to fap. No mental momentum. Remember, if you fail is ok. The trick is on controlling the self-image habit/belief/self fullfiling prophecy.
  14. @Village Sadly enough, it surprises me how short sigthed ppl are here.
  15. For me its just knowing that I know without knowing how I know it. I dont know, you just gotta know for yourself. If not, Its not intuition. With time, awareness and practice, the voice of silence will speak louder. Or you will listen more careful.
  16. @Barbara001 I wish I were you. I will be finishing my law degree as well in a few months. I could have graduated long time ago if I had not dabble and followed so much nonsense fairy advice. Im 23 btw. You are the only one who knows better what to do, because its your specific situation adecuated to your specific persona. Follow your own advice. But from my experience, I will only say its better to just finish. Dont confuse imagination with reality. LP is not an easy thing. I dont know if having a law degree can give you different jobs opportunities in your country. For ex, I work in a Bank... I would get a job, build a business and invest in the markets and then peacefully do my LP. The fact that you are not doing your LP only becomes a problem if you think so. Theres nothing wrong in not doing it. You are the one giving thoughts to all this fiction. What will not fade is, paying your bills. The fact that a law degree can give you status and respect can at least motivate you to finish. Law is ok for me but its not my passion. Its too much drama and fiction for me. But you can work in a different area. You can also look for an aspect of the essence in law that motivate you to get work done. For me its just sharpening my logic and intellect. One of the things I dont like about law aside from the drama, is the seriousness stereotype. But you can easily skip this by ignoring it and not identifying the work with the type of ppl that does it. Be your own and do an art out of it. Stay wise. And as I learned from Leo. Be strategic and wait.
  17. I had a dream with him tonight aswell. He told me to be strategic and wait, lmao.
  18. Try some indirect game first. Ask her for directions or something else. Or just talk to her about something you like or want her opinión and then see her body language. If shes attracted then ask her out. This way she can know a little of your persona and get attracted. And also, you can avoid rejections if you see she doesnt show signs of interest. You can fuck up your self esteem by getting to much rejection. It can easily go on a downward spiral.
  19. @Hello from Russia @Leo Gura It made me more attractive in a different sense. My energy was different. I was totally non needy and mysterious, positive, relaxed and in self control. Etc. But i did not had a strong personality Nor character. I was deconstructing it. The attraction was not completely animal. Thats the type of sexual attraction girls feel towards a rockstar. Girls could feel my innocence, transparency and kindness and take it as weakness. They would try to manipulate me when they saw I was giving them freedom. Also, girls could feel attratcted towards me only in my presence or if we had interacted before. But if I tried online dating it was hard getting them to me cuz they mistake kindness, playfulness, etc for weakness. And I was not going to put a profile of my old personality, selling something she was not going to experience. And it also depends on the type of girl. Here in my country girls are very manipulative. Its a third World country. You have no idea how lucky it is to date american an euro girls in comparison to latín third World country girls when you are established in a higher paradigm of truth. Here they will not think twice between that kind of guy and dominant alpha street guy with lots of money. The communication the alpha stereo type gives is 1000x times more powerful than a guy who is becoming spiritual. Since the alpha gestures communicate directly into the unconscious gene code. In the other hand, i would be a rare diamond they have no idea. No agression, no strong character, etc. Its easily mistaken. Attraction judges the front cover before tasting the substance. Why would they pick an angel (me), when its full of demons around here. Its difficult to explain. I know it has lot to do with culture and location in here.
  20. @Leo Gura How do you manage going Meta and at the same time dating girls, playing etc. Going Meta fucked up my attraction for a while. I recognize I used to be more attractive when I was ignorant. I was full of self belief and arrogance. I dont regret it, cuz I prefer truth than girls. But, since you were about to start dating, I wonder how do you manage to stay attractive and fck with your mind and reality at the same time. I went very mentally and emotionally unstable with girls when I discovered pickup and tried to do both at the same time without having any idea of what I was getting into, lol.
  21. Leo's wisdom was a most to me in balancing out maya with reality. Understanding my psychology and bullshit while aiming to the ultimate. But at the end of the day, I wonder when is he going to embody all he teaches and become the super human we all want for ourselves. Leo has the knowledge. Imagine if he added permanent enligthenment. He would easily make the world fall in love with "him".