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@Nemo28 I went through this. Be careful. Be ware of all the spiritual advice you take before trying to apply it instantly into your life situation. Every inner move changes everything else. Be strategic of when you want to practice effortlesness. Not much when you have duties or time pressure. It will gradually grow if you practice it, but if you have an ego it will still not work to apply that truth in the dream. To be effortless is a high luxury. Thus, you must not have ego for it to be automatic and permanent. Its difficult to explain, you have to see it for yourself. I got into many troubles following that too when I was new into spirituality. Take time to relax, and organize your life through right contemplation for when and how to integrate spirituality into your present life situations. And yes, witnessing changes everything. It even changes your aura, body language, vibration, and perception in the eyes of others. Practice witnessing when you are by yourself mostly, not socializing. At least initially, when you are trying to get the pull off your old tendencies. After momentum, you can do it anywhere, since it will be more relaxed and natural. People wont understand whats going on with you. People, including my mom, have thought I had mental problems by my drastic behaviour changes, but i knew I was alright lol. The fact that you can control your complete inner world/experience is terrifying to others in ignorance.

@Dark_White @Bazooka Jesus My life situation doesnt support making spiritual work, specially my enviornments. I wont explain the whole matter, yet I understand what you are saying. I need someone to help me with my basic needs and some guidance while I only meditate 24/7. Even if they try to get me in some doctrine, I can reject it internally and just focus on my work. We are all in society, yet we have the choice to decide to follow its culture or not, which is the biggest cult of all. And, thats why im asking for a good place in the first place, lol.

As you know, the pandemic is changing the wage slavery into a higher level of freedom. So, I wonder if any of you could share sites that publish real remote world wide jobs that may or may not require a degree.

Not easy, but crazy and useful.

I have been trying to gain inner spiritual momentum, but it has been pretty difficult. My ego has become pretty hard and I think it also has to do with the world energy Shift (3D-5D split). Im good contemplating anything but my ego. The moment I focus on my ego it gets crazy. And also creates stress. Just as when focusing on the "I am sense". The only method that has worked in the past is pure meditation, but it has been difficult aswell with so many things to do. Leo speaks of 5meo, but that will only give you temporary awakenings. And those succesful with kriya were initiated face to face into it. I dont wanna mess with it randomly and fck my self more. Any recommendations as to how to gain inward momentum with so many layers of conditionings and things to do? How did you initiated yourself?

@Understander Thanks for sharing. I get it. Am illing to surrender. The thing is that I wasnt aware of karma mechanics in the past. Everytime I surrender and realize the truth and false just as you mention, karma is right behind me waiting to attack like a tiger to its prey. Ready to blind me again. Ready to create more karma on others that then they will project on me for me to create again and enter in a karmic cycle. Unless I manipulate and surrender at the same time, I will continue in the cycle.

I have seen it, but not read it. What do you mean by insight? Because the law of one book is full of insights but wont help me stay in source.

I once wanted to just go and live in an ashram, which I may do in the future. (Any recommended place?). But its lil bit difficult due to my current situation. Im making my life of a monastery right now again. Simply wanted to see if anyone here knew some tricks to get initiated and accelerate the process aside trying RASA sessions which im about to.

@Understander @Carl-Richard @Dancer I just want permanent source realization (stability). Im tired of drama, karma, spiritual theory, psychedelics, sex, money, relationships. I dont care if my society kills me or I get homeless. I want permanent freedom.

@Dancer @Carl-Richard @Dancer The bs my ego projects was absorbed by my enviornment. Yes, the majority is just my projection. But you have no idea what enviornment does. I used to think enviornment did not matter. I challenge you to be surrounded every single day with a hood for a couple of years, were all they speak and do is extremely survival driven. Competition, name calling, being alpha, fckng girls, drinking, smoke, drugs, being a street man, dominating you, bullying, etc... But the most uncomfortable part is bothering you every 5 minutes, meaning approaching your space to talk, call or touch you just cuz their ego is programmed like that. Now imagine that x20 a whole collective ego surrounding you like that and you are only one trying to be out of all that. Then recieve daily copy paste of their projections no stop and then get entangled with them and all that crap. After your survival mechanism gets triggered, gets you asleep and you get a taste of that come and say its all just projection. And yes, Its still projection on a part but to get out of that, saying such thing wont be enough. You will need to learn how deal with it on physical and mental level to then reach spirituality. You have no idea how many ppl I had to cut off just to properly start doing spiritual work. Its no as simple as it seems for many.

@Dancer Its true, am not out of it aswell, lol. But as much as its our responsability, you cant negate the enviornmemt affects you on energetic levels. The very moment I changed jobs, I have not been able to mantain non duality. External conditioning has been pretty strong were I work. If they sense you are not like them, you are in red zone. It was actually my survival mechanism that kicked in and started absorbing all their beliefs to survive. Ofcourse I was not in a strong conscious position at that moment. Not to excuse, just saying my actual experience. Enviornment do matter.

@Brandon Nankivell @Dancer Those hippies must ve been drunk in love to create such impact. Nice.

@Dancer It actually is more bs for my ego, am aware of it. Holding external stuff on my awareness is what built my ego. But at the same time, I wont deny I have been noticing people's personality and egos getting more contracted. My family is the best example of that. Just like the virus, I have not seen it neither experience it. "Holding that awareness might help". But at the same time its just molding my perception and building more ego... Fck it all.

@RedLine The teaching itself is not advanced, applying it, is. Try becoming intuitively aware of your highest excitement this very moment and just follow it blindly as your whole life (World) crumbles and people think you are going insane. Then after that excitement gets burned and you identify a new one, go follow it blindly again. Your life will look like a mess to your mind and others, only if you have a very developed level of faith, intuition and consciousness will you be succesful living that lifestyle. If we all had our needs covered and money was not a problem, maybe we could all be like that. Right now that could cause ww3. Imagine someone low conscious as putin misinterprets the teaching and press the nuclear button out of excitement, lol.

@roopepa Exactly. Osho speaks of it in his book, emotional wellness, just as you describe it. Its good for getting momentum, but it might be limiting at some point. Truth is beyond all feeling. It is prior to it. But yes, fck all this philosophy and theory. Its more conterproductive than productive.

@Kalo Yes, the thing with psychedelics is that is not permanent. It does not work the same on each individual, you can be deluding yourself. I dont wanna get lazy with it either, nor fck my self up. It might not fck you up, but i might. I have seen a few guys who are mentally fcked up thanks to it. With meditation, actually I think that depends on the person. I established my self in the God body (awareness) for a couple of weeks in just 1 hardcore month of meditation. At that time I had a gf, job and went physically to university. I was willing to die physically as well. Thats the level of commitment and intensity I had. I just need to reduce my conditionings, I know I can reach source.

@Nahm I tried that in the past. It felt good but didnt work, since conditionings and karma pull you back and delude you.

@Bodhitree I have always wanted to do Oshos meditation but had no idea. Like the mouth sounds, I cant do that where I live, lmao. Nah, I might try 5 meo after I reach source. Seeing leo speak so much and not being established in source demotivates me to even try it. I dont want more delusion. The best that can happen is getting lazy, dependant and theorical.

Yep, tell that to Leo.

@Moksha Yep, those are all a series of awakenings inside awakening itself. What I mean by awakening is the permanent realization (no falling back) of source. To be established in the supreme self, distinguishing between false and real but seen it all as one. Anyways, not to go that far, I just want initiation. To be established somewhat in nonduality and then reach source permanently. After that I will do all the resting juggle leo loves speaking about.

@Seraphim At what LOC they said you are?

@Consilience Thats what im talking bout. But i have been struggling to get there yet. Are you in meditation right now?

@Seraphim Yes, im actually about to give a chance to shakti initiation, Ramaji rasa stuff. Is he your teacher? Its actually hard to believe such thing works via video chat.

What he teaches, the excitement thing is pretty advanced stuff. You could mess up hard playing into that game. Thats like type 3 civilization stuff. I tried a few times and it works but you need to be established in non duality and have a hardcore faith. If you have people around you, they will think you are insane... Just like if you awakened. Same stuff. That teaching will be good to apply in the future or if you have some money back up. He has made a living of that idea cuz of how fantastic and appealing it is to the mind. Imagine working at a Bank and suddenly finding your soul highest excitement is to be a high class chauffeur. My family didnt allow me and just interrupted the process... I think darryl wants to help, but is a joke at the same time. I used to be just as excited as you when I found him, lol.

Tai is a joke. I have got his courses, they suck. He is good at lying thou.