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Does knowing my life purpose, soul mate, past, desires is normal being revealed while tripping? I can stop crying from such love and acceptance. Is too much insight.

Weed included? @Leo Gura

Awakening is simply the realization of the absolute self through direct insight. Awakening of the absolute is an insight. And this insight is beyond words. "Theres a field somewhere beyond all doubt and wrong doing. Ill meet you there." - Rumi

https://youtu.be/Id9pd8zfQcs Human consciousness is insane and it gonna get worse. This was a spiritual scene you wanna learn from ego and awakening Im high as fuck rn this why I can see everything existential going on here

@lostingenosmaze That was a demonstration of a manifestation of deep samsara, practically the edge onto awakening. Completely lost in unconsciousness.

A couple of days ago I woke up in a higher state of vibration, more joyful. But, today I woke up completely spaceful, detached and non reactive/compulsive. Anyone else is feeling the Shift?

@mojsterr @Terell Kirby What he said does not denies the actuality of what I said. I mean its all happening in the dream. @Bojan V Forget astrologers then. They have a bad rep. I mean astrology in general, spoken by some masters. It is shifting. You are not aware of the subtle yet. Its starting to rise in its subtle dimension. Im aware of it and the changes its doing on my psychology. But its ok, dont believe anything, I neither was at first. I simply was open to it. But im starting to confirm it 100%. Even a friend of mine woke up feeling in a higher state of vibration the same day I felt it and texted me asking me, when I thought I was the only one. With that is enough for me to confirm again. Just wanted to see who was aware of it here.

Yes. But, I mean that the planet must be shifting in energy as teachers and astrologers are saying because a couple of days ago I was in inner conflict and negativity. Today I woke up out of the mud in clarity, space and silence. Which will eventually hit "every illusory body".

@BipolarGrowth Thanks for all that info. Never thought THC and weed could be that powerful. Thats why I had to ask here in case it was just me going nuts.

I have been doing psychedelics lately and am just getting ridiculous insights. Even with weed I have been seeing Gods face. Reality is too much. Im talking about peak doses. There is no way to express reality. Its so much that my whole body muscles expanded in order to percieve better. I saw the unimaginable. I think the reason people vomit is because they cant stomach God yet. Its so ridiculous inmense. I cant even begin to try to describe what I saw! I need more trips to understand it. Its too much. Is this a good sign of higher states of reality?

@BipolarGrowth Always had a bad image on weed because of society. Man, this thing is my new sacred friend. I have been hitting him for almost 2 straight weeks. I think it was the intention of surrendering plus I had developed awareness of the subtle. Im very aware of my inner chaos, body and mind. So by Focusing and feeling my neurons and spine through surrender. That gave the sudden ligthing. At first I was scared, but its like a cold pool, you get comfy in it.

@Inliytened1 @Batman A good sign of awakening is becoming aware of the microcosm right? Stuff you always overlooked, all around. No inside, outside, up or down. Just "Isness". @Inliytened1

@Batman Yes. The level of purity in truth makes one disgusted to vomit It has happened to me on minor substances and doses.

@nutlow Yes. That is just a minor but radical thing that you are all teachers in comparison to the inmensity of existence. Completely agree. I thought I was going to leave the body. Human life is like ants, a serious joke. I thought I knew awakening through meditation. But this was even an awakening on real awakening itself. Holy fuck, could barely walk and speak.

@Frenk I was possesed by life (Holy Spirit) AKA Infinity conciousness/oneness was realized. It was so many things at the same time to describe. Which also felt like Stillness of steel. I was listening to this in my last trip. I think it helped me get more emotional and surrendered. I saw the divinity of her voice.

@Spence94 The only thing I can do is either Cry or laugh. But is it normal even with weed? Is weed that potent? Or does that depends on people genetics and sensitivity to psychedelics?

People used to be more conscious and intelligent here when their reputation was at stake with the rank mode thing. It was better that way. Even enligthened gurus still have to respect status and survival to be in society.

Everytime I wash my clothes I can feel a subtle but drastic change in the energy it carried before. Including what type of clothes is and its color.Anyone else notice this? Any idea of what to be aware about clothes and its negative or positive effects on us?

@Gabith Just do it to experiment, out of curiousty. Get excited for the experience waiting on you. Be a tourist in your own area for 1 week. Its just that you have to much of the same layers of energy. They repeat too much and you see no escape. With this approach your mind will open up again and at least free you for a while.

You are jerking off alot because you are not doing enough things that you like. If you were out of your house, at least out of your bedroom and not in bed, that wouldn't happen. Try adventuring for 1 week. Go out hiking, ride a bike, explore unknown areas like rooftops or a skycrapper. Walk down in the City in áreas you have not walked. Break your routines for 1 week. Go out to club in week days. Do random stuff like that and watch the magic occur. It will help you reset your memory from that habit to weaken its effect on you as you get back to your routine.

If its a break down you will be mostly playing defense. So what you basically need is a big pair of balls, war mindset and stuff to kill. The rest is addition.

Quality over quantity. Let the man take his time, lol. The more ppl Push him the more his mind will resist. Let him act freely and he will come.

@Samsonov Dont overcomplicate the matter philosophising about what you know you want. In this case its simply better to be alone so you can have more control of your life and enviornment. You cant control other people. So dont think some of their problems will not come to you. Things that you didnt even thought about. While you get your new apartment, you need to have alone time at the rooftop if you have, get a chair there. Dont let them know you are there when you go out. Stay in the car at some alone spot to meditate. Or just find some spot alone in a beach, park or forest.

It is risky asf. Be careful. Spiritual teachers dont want you to know all the risk involved. They just sell you the good stuff. I have got into many problems before and had to stop spirituality. Doing spirituality is almost like being a bomb technician. Thats how risky it is.

It has a price and it is becoming somewhat fake. Its a fake it until you make it process, then it becomes normal, part of you and even genuine. You have to tought it up and force yourself and situations until they also become normal, then feel genuine. Its a freaking painful process of changing your inner structure. At best, try to find female friends that are spiritual and hot. Closer you a higher vibration. That would be the ideal case, but its hard to manifest.