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@Soul Flight I think I took this too far, I am sorry. A good place to start is raising your awareness to the point where you see the flaws in dualistic concepts. Here is a very simple one. UP and DOWN. Place a cup on a desk. Bend down until are lower than the cup. Notice that the cup is up and you are down. Now, Stand up. The cup is down and you are up. So ask yourself in terms of absolutes. Is the cup UP or is it DOWN? Don't just say it. but really contemplate it. for like an hour nonstop. No music, no phones, no nothing just you and your thoughts about the cup. For 30 minutes only think about what you were standing up, the cup was down and the other 30 minds, when you were sitting down, why the cup was up. Now imagine doing that exercise times over 100+ times. It has nothing to do what you learned. Learning is deleting what you have learned. It is not adding more data its deleting data. Non-dualism is not easy. Remember this one definition: Spirituality is the personal journey of self-discovery. Anything that you read, see, or hear should only be used for the purpose of learning. If you can't use it, don't keep it. If it doesn't make sense to you, It is not helping you on your journey. When you are walking a journey, you want to pack light, don't you? However, tell me in one sentence. What is the one question that matters the most to you? Search your heart and soul. That is you starting point. Not god, or mara or reality. What matters to you at this very moment.

Haha, that helps me understand, thank you. I have almost no understanding of Hindu gods. I first though Vishnu was the elephant god that you see in the Simpsons. I had to look it up and realize it is Ganesh. I also know there is shiva because it is a god-like creature in many final fantasy games, a childhood game I played when I was a child. But Final Fantasy Shiva is a female and that is not true in Hindu religion. I also know about Durga Ma, but only because she likes to put her feet on people, and I have a crazy foot fetish... Haha, see. I have almost no exposure to Hindu Religion. I have read some holy books like the Gita. But these are just Imaginary characters to me, like characters from a tv show. We cannot share ideas because I don't know anything about your culture. Spiritual teachings change as time changes because everything changes. Not even the best Veda Scholars would understand the Veda like the people who lived 4000 years ago. The world has changed so much, culture has changed so much. Hindu is not the same as it was 4000 years ago. It is a very different religion. Your belief of Maya is not the same as it was 4000+ years ago when the books were written. Your knowledge of Maya is not the same as a westerner who has only read a few books on the subject. It is not the same Maya. Ah we are getting somewhere now. Beautiful! My awareness of it is nowhere the same of Leo, but I get the feeling that the "maya" is constantly changing, creating, itself, duplicating itself, just like a dream... it is anything you imagine coming to life. There is so much more to this, but I don't feel like taxing my mind to get into what I have personally discovered. Why? What else is there to do when you are perfect? I am going to use the short, ND for non duality... These are dualistic concepts you are speaking. Unity implies Separation.. ND means there is no separation so there can be no Unity. There is nothing to Unite. Death and Life is the same. There is no difference between life and death. You are only thinking in dualistic terms. In non duality. There is no me and you. There is no male or female. There is no human and planet. It is a mind reality trip. It is really difficult to reach this conclusion. You can't do it by the teachings of holy men and buddhas that have appeared in the past.

@Yimpa I have been pondering music therapy. Specifically, I want better communication with my body. I want to be able to increase my intuition by experiencing my body's reaction to the environment and people. This is just for fun and exploration, nothing serious. Is there a term for a specialist in this field of work? Do you have a favorite resource? What do you look for in a therapist? What causes you to feel/think that this person is just right for me?

Hello, your post is too confusing for a simple guy like me. Would you clear up some concepts for me? It is important to be on the same page if we are to communicate about this. 1. What do you know god is dreaming? Because Leo told you? Did Leo tell you everything about the dream? What is the dream? If you told Leo what you thought about the dream.... Would he say "YES! That is exactly what the dream is!" How do you know your understanding is the same as Leo's understanding. After all Leo would not ask that question. In public, anyway lol. 2. If you are taking Leo's idea as Truth... what does Leo say about awakening or enlightenment. You should already if you believe as Leo does. Or at least do a Thread search as see what Leo has to say about enlightenment and awaking.... I'll save you the trouble... He says it's "horseshit". So If you take what leo has defined Truth you have to realize that awakening and enlightenment is horseshit. But once you realize that, you will then have to realize it is not horseshit, its donkey shit, not! Its Zebra Shit Its No-Shit Its ALL-Shit... see... Do you see what Leo sees? I'm just being silly. What? What? in the Butt? You can't mesh your concepts with your own if you are going to take Leo's definition. What is Maya? If Leo can keep Truth in under 10 words could you do that with both Maya and Meta. I have no idea what that means, and If I try to understand it in my own way it will be a false reality. Bro, bro, bro. Get your definitions straight first. Let me demonstrate. Duality means 2. It means Life-Death, Black- White, Solid-Liquid, Open-Closed, Zero- Infinity Matter-Energy.... See It is the belief that everything that exists has an opposite. Non-duality literally "not 2". Which means duality is not True. Anything that has an opposite is not true. if you don't know this basic definition, you are already lost ." Afterlife of non-duality" see, that is just wrong from the beginning. I don't mean to be harsh; I am a nice person. I promise lol. But you are makings things so complicated that you have no idea what you are saying.

@Rishabh R Positive and negative forces fight each other. The more you push against something the more something pushes back. Similar to gravity. supremeyingyang is a really smart guy. He is like a positive force. If I responded with a negative force, he would fight back. Then we would have a war or words. You see, he would change into a negative force and now you have 2 negative forces fighting each other, until it gets too negative, and someone just walks away. Or even worse, one surrenders. This is why this forum gets toxic. He is amazing! So you see the more you are forcing yourself to pass the studies, the more negative force you become. And the exam will be harder and harder because you are trying too hard. Imagine lifting something really, really heavy. It is impossible to have a intelligent conversation with anyone or even know what is going on around you or receiving any information because you are so focused on lifting that heavy object all of your energy is on that heavy object. What you need to do is to stop putting so much force on your exam. The more force you use, the harder it is to learn. How do you do this? Just laugh. There is a reason Spiral Dynamics Orange is obsessed with comedy. You can tell who resonates with SD Orange by the comedy they watch. Their work ethic is simply brutal and guess what, so is their comedy. their comedy is just brutal. You see, comedy releases the negative force put into their work. When people get too hot, they sweat. When people feel too much pressure, they laugh. Laughter releases the steam. So you need to laugh. Imagine in your mind what would happen if you failed; and laugh. Just create scenarios, the worst scenarios; and laugh. Laugh 50 times a day for no reason. Here is a piece of Truth, anytime you cannot laugh, you are off the track. You just stepped off the road and onto a pile of shit!

Hello fellow traveler. I see your pain and would like to remind you that mourning the past will not build the future. It is holding you down. I would invite you to let that go. The saddest thing to see is a child who saw beauty and magic everywhere he looked. He was fascinated with everything and everything was a mystery and fun. He laughed all the time. Life was full of joy and amazement. Then he got older and older, he knew more about the world. His inner world dimmed and broke down, he hates people, he hates how rude they are, he has seen just about everything and there is nothing left to see. The beauty that was once was, now gone. That is the real tragedy. The beauty and wondrousness of the world has dimmed and could almost not be seen. The pressures of life got too much, let him down. So I ask again, friend, what are you going to do about the things that are wearing heavy on your heart, that is dimming your inner beauty? I wish to help, if I can. LOVE

@Schizophonia you are a good person, if you think bad thoughts our do bad things, that isn't you. Just don't bother explaining that to a judge or cop or boss! ?

@Enlightement sure, it's just a model.

@WisdomInBooks Only if they are useful and relevant to you and your life. If it helps you whatever problem you have and whatever question you want/need answers. In other words, if it serves a purpose and it works. Other wise there is a good chance that you will get a Trojan Horse.

K, so what are you going to do about it, besides complain? Lol

@Yimpa Hey! Nice one! Just don't scream bloody mary or she might just appear!! lol

That idea scares the living shit outta me! Unregulated that is... Somebody could implant hypnotic suggestions and subliminal messages. I can imagine scenarios where thoughts could be put into your head, it could be an AI saying sexy things while you are "climbing the mountain"... AAAHHH lol

I haven't the slightest clue who Colleen Ballinger is or what she did. I am unplugged to many things. However, I kept seeing microexpression of contempt when she was saying accountability. BTW What the fuck is accountability? Webster's dictionary tell me "the obligation or willingness to accept responsibility for one's actions." So you are not taking responsibility you take the obligation to accept responsibility of your actions.... Strange, very strange...

Well she looks like a real woman to me, she got all the right parts in all the right places. She sure looks like everyone other woman I have seen. Real? Yep pretty real.

Hahaha you get it. That was beautiful, Thank you. My aversion to concepts is a practical one. pure and simple. How the hell can you communicate if everybody has a different concept of the same word? That just invites confusion and argument. If you don't explain your concept well enough, that's confusing. If you take too long to explain the concept, you are wasting every one's time. Stop blocking traffic. If you explain concepts with more concepts. Well then you are making clear water ugly and muddy. Let's make things purely simple and beautiful. That is what I want to see. Everybody must walk the the path on their own. Let's not confuse the living shit out of fellow travelers who visit us...

@Rishabh R *Sigh* walked into this one... No, I am sorry. I had to Google the sgpa. I don't know anything about architecture. Or how to pass the test. So any information I tell you is bad information. Sorry.

Ohhh? pretty cool.??? That would be the perfect girlfriend if it had a nice body and a voice. Actually be a dream come True. Are you getting blackouts like you did last year. That ? must suck!

@Yimpa lol thanks, I did even know about Google Bard. Lol, I am a little behind on the AI game. how do you personally use it?

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@Danioover9000 What does the body language tell you in this speech? His manners seem quite odd, would you tell me what you see off hand... Lol I hope you haven't seen an analysis of this one before. I wonder what this looks like to clear eyes lol What do you think? Also do you notice any expression around the eyes that stand out?

So what do the teachers need all that money for?

@Hojo Well, thank you. It can be pretty fun to be gaslit! Thanks for playing with me.

@Hojo Ok I was specifically saying that if you are not happy or in a bad situation, it is nonsensical to blame someone for what is going on now in your life. It has nothing to do with changing feelings or turning it on them. I am stating the importance of playing your own game. Changing feelings have nothing to do with that all. If you do that you are not playing your own game, you are playing his game to. This "gaslighting" has nothing to do it at all. Now, that being said... I see what you are saying. If someone opens a communication with someone about a traumatic event, it is not right to make them feel wrong. I get that. If they are doing that, they are trying to tell that person that the only way you can move forward is not live in the past. That is the problem, if some memories or your life is stuck in the past. It is harder to understand and move forward in the future. So, blaming someone will not help you grow, spiritually. Now they have a shitty way of saying that. I would try to avoid that, and If I did that, I apologize for any harm I may have caused. it wasn't intentional. But saying the Truth might crack some eggs. Unconscious or not you don't have to be hurt. I must state the Truth as best as I am able at the moment. I do get, what you are saying. That they are just telling a story. But they don't have to feel bad, that is playing someone else's game responding to other people. But their emotions are theirs, they have total control of them. They don't have to feel sad or happy. If you "have" to do something you are not playing your game. You are not spiritually developed enough. See playing your game!

@Hojo What is gaslighting? What is the definition of gaslighting. I don't know what this gaslighting is.