Hi Lotus.
Thanks for sharing your story.
I’m sure it’s easy to feel alone in your current situation even though there are so many others who are in the same situation feeling the same way. If you’re watching Leo video’s you’re on the right path.
Recognize that at times you will feel overwhelmed and your situation hopeless. Allow yourself to feel that way knowing that it will pass. Even knowing that it will likely happen again and it may be like that for a while. Keep chipping away at it even though it may seem as though you’re not making any progress. Videos, books, meditation, exposing limiting beliefs (age for one thing!), soul work(healing inner child wounds). Follow areas of interest that will help you move forward most at the time.
Have faith that your higher self will steer you in the right direction. Understand it’s a process and at times you will feel overwhelmed and hopeless. Allow yourself to feel that way, and it will pass like everything else.
It’s easy when you’re feeling this way to obsess about it. Thinking that things should a certain way, question that. Remember to be grateful for what you do have (a job, great kids) while working towards finding out what it is that you want and having faith it will emerge over time. Hope this helps!
