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I used to think so as well until I started seeing purpose in every single thing around me and how everything connect with synchronicity and our minds only work when we live in love and otherwise we become blind and suffer from our lies through karma etc etc.

Bigger =/= Better lol, the purpose of life is really quite simple, create, let the holy spirit work through you and evolve while sharing in each others gardens. Make art and live in love, that is the ever so fucking "mysterious" (*whooa*) purpose of life lol, don't judge your life by someone else, everything is ultimately one anyway, we all share in one great body (well most people are a cancer trying to break it down but that's how it's suppose to be anyway)

@Kelley White Thanks, and great post

I just watched Revolver (2005), what a fucking amazing movie about breaking your ego and who the real enemy really is.

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From what I've seen it's nothing but this and she's still completely in the green but she can probably be very helpful depending on where you are, just don't look at her like a permanent solution

Thank you and how do you link my name like that, I'm loving these long answers too but they easily cloud up the forum lol. On your first question I'm at the same place you are, I work at kindergarden a lot (internship/practice, not sure about the english term here but whatever, not important) and no I obviously can't be as free in my language there ha ha, kinda hate it when the other teachers tell the kids of and get mad when they curse once in a while and I just stand there all powerless to do anything if I wanna keep my job. Anyway what I wanted to say is I often tell the kids how good they are when painting and everything and when they give me paintings etc I take them home (and throw them in the trash can) but it feels like something right to do. I think we need to come from a higher angle when say what we like and don't, I've never been afraid to say what I think if someone ask me about their clothes or if I don't like the food they've worked so diligently on but then again I've never been with someone who need it. The higher prospective however would be when we can see all beauty in the way people express themselves and not clouded by personal taste that the ego want to like (I'll get to that ego part soon ) For example I might find a blond bimbo with lots of make up ugly because of all the make up even when she is just decorating herself with the spirit and not like a whore (and some might find my taste weird for that but whatever lol) while I find that whore character or some "sloth" or whatever really hot when really they are just acting out of their ego and the world. When we can see true beauty for what it is all that will be different and it's not like I'm some soulless hollow ghoul who can't see that at all but I think you know what I mean. As for the ego part that was very well written but I am actually aware of all that. Thing is that the ego is a machine or program and when it work in harmony it flow with the spirit and act from a completely different perspective but then it think it can decide things for itself based upon what it have learned from the outside world and when it does it only make based choices/reactions and always lead us in the wrong direction. When I talk about the ego negatively that's what I'm talking about. I hope that make sense because it can be very difficult to explain with our broken language and that's why it's so easy to misunderstand each other as well. Before "Babel" (symbolic) fell we all spoke the language of the heart or whatever so we all understood each other perfectly and I think animals still do that. I base that belief on this guy which I very strongly recommend listening too (probably had more impact on me than anyone else have, when I found Leo I already understood "most" of what he is saying because of him and the other guy I linked before): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDF642D086CDD2711 *** One more thing about the topic at hand: Leo have talked about (well brought up slightly) the true kind of patriotism which is how do we change the world (patriotism would refer to a certain group or country/nation right?) and he keep saying that we always need to start with self. This is perfectly true (I know, I'm mister obvious lol) and then if we try to force truth upon the nation or whatever most people are so entrapped by the system that they will fight to defend it, this is why people stop trying to change everyone. If patriotism is the same as helping the entire world to awaken then sure, it's great if you can do it but a very misleading word.

This goes in to my last post but I felt it was getting to long lol. When you respect someone truly you will show them the truth regardless of how they feel about it. I don't always know exactly what the best way to do that is because my ego can get in the way of the correct direction but yes sometimes you need to use that "Female Mercy" to just encourage the person you're talking to and try to sneak the truth in there or something but the "Masculine Mercy" is also very important and both versions can be true humbleness, not only the female mercy (I hope you've seen Leos video on that so I'm making sense lol) which often turn out as a false sense of humbleness which is complete fucking communist bullshit where everyone are equal as we base what "we" are on our dogmas and opinions. Yes, everyone are equal - nothingness is equal and (/because of it) can not be compared to anything, the ego which think it is something can be compared and a broken computer spreading viruses or a sick cancer cell is not worth nearly as much as a great computer repairing itself and work wonders or a completely healthy cell in the body. btw, female mercy is meant to follow that spiritual nature and see how we are nothing while masculine mercy is aimed at the armor, the lady in red (seen everywhere) or whore of babylon (aka Jezebel) as seen in the bible is the woman taking the mans position and say that all egos are equal when the ego is only the student who keep evolving through life, it doesn't stand still when working correctly or go in infinite cycles of repeat like in the luciferian system most people are stuck in. Ultimately we are all cells in a greater body but we all have a cancer (yes me too, I'm anything but perfect of course) however most people defend this cancer and fight for it (like explained in the first matrix movie), those cells eventually need to be healed or killed in order to heal the greater body. However many centuries that may take...

On the 10 commandments - The most important part when debating is to be honest, if you for example attack someone and make fun of them etc to protect your own lies and illusions you're obviously not being honest. I for one will often come of as if I'm attacking someone when really I'm not, I'm only attacking the mindset and try to break the ego, to free them from it but if you relate to the mindset so much you'll feel attacked. I also need to say that I used to think very similar to you (and I hate when people say that like some filthy businessman trying to win you over but whatever) but I was lucky enough to stumble across this guy and saw that he knew so much more than me that I sticked around even when he broke so much of my mind control (and he will truly seam super judgmental etc at first but you will realize if you stay that he's really quite the contrary) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lx4w4rYQ39M I can't do it quite like him, I guess because I still care to much what people think of me or because I don't want people throwing rocks at me for telling them the truth or because I don't have the same understanding as him (which I don't obviously) or all 3 but what I want to say with that is that when it sound like I'm really mad or offensive against people who'd like to be my friend it's not because my ego is talking but because I'm strong enough to lay it down even when my ego want those friends and hopefully I can keep them or not scare those people away. When people get mad at that I like to imagine a doctor talking about how you're sick because of this virus going around and everyone have it (even the doctor though he try to heal himself) but the patient be like "Hey my body is holy! don't you dare tell me I'm sick, that's impossible". People only react like that to the mind though. One of if not the worst crime you can do however is make fun of someones true self, the innocent child within and then it doesn't matter if you bring up their name or not, "Any word spoken against the spirit will not be forgiven" (that is until you understand what you did and forgive yourself while throwing away the false part of your ego which said that so it's no longer a part of you kinda). I really liked rule 7 though, didn't really understand 8 to be totally honest, generally those are good rules but ultimately like any law on the outside it will end up misunderstood and perverted just like the jewish law which is another symbol for the tree of knowledge of good and evil aka original sin. Like Jesus said - the law have to be written on your heart because it's a living law. Any book trying to write it down on dead stone will end up twisting it by design, so you may find good advice to be aware of when reading that book but that's all. (if that is what it's all about and I'm not misunderstanding, it'd be fun if he just wrote about mans mind control and ended up saying there's only one cornerstone you need to live by and it's truth but it's the one everyone have been missing lol, if so I take back everything I said about the book being bad ha ha)

as for cursing etc I wrote a lot about that over here where I explain how that's just your mind control setting in. http://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/238-cursing/#comment-1132 I'll look at the rest tomorrow, gonna go to bed now.

When it comes to "unconditional love" like you mentioned in the first post it's very important to note that that does not mean "unconditional fluff" like a wise man once said. Unconditional love once achieved always apply to everyone because otherwise it's not unconditional but if someone is being a stupid mind controlled fuck the loving thing to do would be to break down their house of cards even when it hurt them badly, especially when it hurt them badly. Hopefully you got some love for yourself as well so you don't waste your life on showing truth to people who will only throw rocks on you for it Forgiveness also have to come from complete understanding, that's how we're able to let go and like Leo said, do it for yourself

As Above so Below - There's a really great (and kinda horrible) reason for why things are the way they are. I'm not sure I can explain it all, in fact it would take so long to write that I might do it when I'm in the mode but I'll leave you with that train of thought if anyone is ready to see it. What is male and female in the mind, what is male and female in the material world (kinda) and how is that reflected in everything we do. It's an incredibly large question but I might come back here later if I'm in a writing mode. edit - btw, the car symbolism as just described is hilarious in this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQmEd_UeeIk&index=43&list=PLAzuNEPIFEpysV8i818Kz3dKcQ_WGJOVp

Check out Bill Donahue on as well, he's not flawless but he's still fucking awesome and explain so fucking much of the symbolism, he helped me a lot. https://www.youtube.com/user/bdona4556/playlists

YES! But ONLY if you can see some symbolism: http://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/263-symbolism-the-truth-of-everything-reflected-in-everything/ Start of watching the 6 hours (or 4 part) series of the Jesus movies which are actually even better than the book. You might not get a whole lot from part one but try it anyway. I also recommend very very very very very veeeeery strongly to check out the Gospel of Philip online (it's not in the bible for some messed up reason) and it's pretty short (at least it feels like it) so I'd read it both before and after watching the movie. The books of Adam and Eve are also really simple though not part of the official bible. PS. ask for the truth, pay attention and don't let your ego get in the way expecting to find bullshit (if so that's what you will find and lots of it with holy incest to carry on family lines and dead wives who are sent in pieces to all of Israel lol)

This is a long way to find the answer to the question but if you see it you will understand it far better than if I tried to write it down and explain it: I also recommend Leo's video on Karma and how we lie to ourselves all the time

btw, there's some cool symbolism in this movie called "The Rebirth of Buddha" and they don't show it clearly but I discovered some stuff about "time" and how when used in stories it sometimes portray layers of your mind. First we were born in garden of eden, then we all came to hell (mental state) and felt that burning pain before a flood of confusion came as we denied the cause of that pain and above/after that flood we built a new society based upon laws and order which is really a false world of illusions. These are layers and not time spans, you used to live in Babel where everything was just bullshit but you didn't know it so you couldn't see how dead you were. You broke through that so now you're descending down the waters in to hell and the road will be painful but below hell you realize that you are only a pure innocent spirit living in the garden of Eden so you're moving in the correct direction

God, there's so much I want to say but don't know how because of how much walking it requires but I will tell you this, you're in the perfect position to wake up and truly "actualize" your life feeling like that Another thing, don't ever run from how you feel but face it head on, meditate deeply on it and 'feel' it as much as you can. No need to think anything but don't get mad that you do because you will and that's normal. This will serve as the Humbling Rock on which you shall build your House and stand confidently once you have passed through it all Also, watch these scenes while realizing that both characters in both movies are you, I think you'll understand (I've cried to that many times before, it's so fucking beautiful and perfect)

That's an awesome quote but it doesn't mean that you should be happy all the time, it mean that you need to look at yourself honestly and when someone point out a flaw in your mind, sure it might make you troubled but you can't take it too personal, instead learn from it and love the chance to humble yourself. Be ever aware of the battle and when you can't drop it just like that and it keep coming back you observe it and laugh at how stupid your ego is. If it's a horribly bad battle you should dive in to the abyss and feel it as much as possible until you break and rise like the Phoenix. When I was working at the shitiest work ever (at the moment lol) every step was a burden and I felt like I kept having that constant battle in my mind going 100% all day long for 1,5 days until I couldn't take it anymore and stopped, never felt better than I did after that, like a newborn child I was so full of life for several weeks

This is nothing but pure blue mind control and truly nothing but. Do I need to explain why?

I'm not sure if your asking how to "Passively Relax" in a good way but truth is that doesn't exist. Strive to always be aware and that should not be hard work, only in the beginning and even while doing menial tasks at work etc it should become your natural state. If you want to relax you can sit and listen to music in a sort of "meditation" or go out in to the forest (or elsewhere) and just take everything in and be aware of it, taking it all in. You gonna have that battle in your mind all day long, always be aware of it, not only when you meditate but every second of the day. For anyone who like watching movies & tv shows or play video games or read books or listen to music or hell, anything at all I recommend checking my symbolism thread out. Read it through once and keep it in mind and remember this quote by David Lynch (paraphrased): "A movie is like a dream and in a dream every character is actually the dreamer, it is the same with movies where everything is a part of you." http://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/263-symbolism-the-truth-of-everything-reflected-in-everything/

You've mentioned some symbolism but not a whole lot, if you've studied it some that would be awesome to see. I gonna assume you can't see how the same symbolism is everywhere in movies and video games etc judging from one of your more recent videos where you talked about how we spend our time on meaningless stuff but if you start looking for it and find it you'll discover all the benefits of it and to me it's the most amazing shit ever so to get a community like this to start talking about it would be really awesome. I made a thread about it in the Philosophy etc forum but no one have replied and it is a very difficult thing to start to grasp but it's there if you wanna see some more stuff than just "God is nothingness". (don't have a clue how much you've read yourself and how much you've just taken from other sources but if you've read stuff like the bible yourself and extracted that knowledge it should be pretty obvious)

Ireland definitely got style though

What he is really talking about though he can't see it is the original sin, from your small text I can see that this is nothing but a book on how to master being a good satanic slave to the trees of good and evil. In other words it's all whoreshit. the only real moral/karma is honesty. If you base your life on truth and never lie to yourself (impossible in this world) you are as perfect as can possibly be. If you base your life on a stable set of rules and laws to follow and try to be a good citizen that way you're messed up in the head, your lying to yourself and it gonna come back to beat you in the ass big time once you become aware of how much you've tortured yourself your entire life.

Perfect and totally true There's another quote I can't quite remember but it's something like "there will only be one (God maybe) when you are everywhere/everything. And if you delete something like that again try hitting ctrl+z to regret before typing anything else

I don't know any videos that go in to great depth or anything but if you follow this guy for a long time you will eventually get it: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCopFXXNwqXYTe5uFIo1viEA/videos I wish I could find the last video he made on the topic of specifically the pineal gland but even then he didn't say much. He does talk about the pillars - left and right - blue and red and the Middle Path all the time though and it's pretty much the most important shit ever if not the only thing that ever mattered. He really say the exact same stuff as Leo but he's coming in from a completely different angle that is much more read (but really not) while Leo might be more Orange or Green (but really the same teachings etc) I suppose I could explain some stuff about the all seeing eye and the eagle + zodiac (which is on the other side of the dollar bill) if you want me to but I gonna take a break from the old pc for now