Keyblade Viking

This, it can be a bad habit if it's just mental mastrubation and you don't take anything from it but otherwise it's a great habit

I think a lot of people might need to be shimps until they realize how worthless that life is. It's like that book with a really weird name in the bible talk about, it's the one with "nothing new under the sun" if anyone want to look it up. It's named like Eclisiante or something similar.

"As Above So Below" - Positive energy is attracted to negative and vice versa. In this case masculine people are attracted to feminine people, if you're a man it's good for you to be masculine either way (most likely) because it make you feel fulfilled and if you're a woman same rule apply for being feminine. With that logic it most suck to be a homosexual, can't help you there but just be your best self and hope for the best I guess.

Heaven, Nirvana and Enlightenment are pretty much the same, they're not cloud 9 after all - the temporary fun house

Those people are so frustrating, most people are completely hollow, worthless, judgmental, mechanical and a simply a waste of space not trying to rise up from their dull lives or even recognize that there's a problem. Luckily their opinions don't fucking matter https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJWcrMdzMLs&index=33&list=PLAzuNEPIFEpysV8i818Kz3dKcQ_WGJOVp That said it's far more important that you live and evolve than to spend time reading books.

For me it's not quite as bad socially but sometimes it feel like it so I can relate to how you feel, the only think I feel like I need is some girl(s) in my life and I'm trying to work on that as well but importantly when you go on that journey is to not be needy for result but focus on how well you did, if you did your best trying to talk to someone or whatever you evolve and do what you can, be proud over that, this is your story, you're the star, don't make it about anyone else. "I have to face this feeling of guilt, I mock myself often." Practice being aware all the fucking time and know that you are not your ego, mock the ego and laugh at it but the moment you start to feel self pity you become aware of it and can let go of it and laugh at yourself who are so awesome and still think you're pathetic. When you can't do that give in to it completely instead, this is hard to explain and I've said it in several other threads but just feel that negativity as much as possible and take comfort in it, humbleness is the key to heaven lol, when you do this try not to think to much about it, it's fine if you do but focus on the feeling/emotion itself.

Religion or rather Mythology is a great language to use if you understand it and don't just go by the dogmatic version. The best part about it is that the symbols go straight to the subconscious mind, no scientific or psychological description or explanation of things will ever do that no matter how well told it is, so if you for example listen to Leos videos your left brain might start to grasp what he's saying really well but you will still be hold back in every aspect by your subconscious mind. This is probably one of the biggest reasons why meditation is so damn important but if you smash the pillars of Religion and Science together you'd probably only need half the meditation to reach the same level of enlightenment (or something to that effect). Rituals is the best shit ever if you want to change your subconscious btw, haven't tried it myself yet but it's pretty obvious, I've been told to read "kabbalah magic and the great work of self-transformation" by a guy who seam to really understand shit on youtube so if anyone is interested check it out. If you say that you will live your life by nothingness and try to explain that to your red brain you gonna fail, if you say that you will live as a Brother or Sister of Christ and become a born again christian, you gonna fail, if you use all of those symbols and understand the meaning behind them you will progress even if it still take some time you will move forward because your subconscious understand that shit far better than your red, left brain do. On the top of the blue pillar on the Kabbalistic tree of life lies Chokmah - Wisdom, this is to see the reflection of the Christ which is the Hidden one - The Nothingness that you are in everything and everyone around you (as strange at that sound seeing how it's nothing but you'll probably understand what I mean one day if you keep at it, it's the "shining light on things" meaning that Leo talked about in the latest video). The blue pillar is the sub-conscious that see everything as one and there's no time or space in that part of the mind. PS. The Book of Enoch say that the Elect will one day come down even on Mount Sinai which is the moon or human consciousness, that is the true enlightenment The Demiurge https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g89tzZq98tw

Yes, that part is by far the best scene but basically the cube is your mind as well as the system we live in as well as the physical world. As Above so Below y'know, anyway I also highly recommend the old cube movie from 69 I think, it's a one hour comedy, tv special. It might be hard to find now, I had it on my channel before with good sound and video quality (by good I mean bearable) but it was taken down so hopefully you find it somewhere anyway (to my knowledge it doesn't exist on dvd). There's also one sequel and one prequel to the one I just shared, the second one - Hypercube isn't the best but the prequel (the name escape me right now) is also really good.

I forgot to say this before but don't be needy, best way to do that is to always strive to be your higher self and take "pride" or 'Glory' from that rather than being liked. Fuck devastating state to break free from - neediness. I'm early on a similar journey right now myself.

The red pill is Alex Jones, don't take no fucking fun pills The red and blue pills are the illusions where you always have to choose one of them and judge one against another. Btw, this Cube clip is so fucking awesome (you can skip the alex jones part if you wish, it's a joke on my part): I also made a comment on the trees of good and evil in the thread about good and evil which is currently right below this thread, that's what the illusion is made of - the original sin - the ego getting in charge instead of sitting back and enjoying the ride.

Same way a man does it, just be yourself and if it doesn't work out it doesn't work out, only difference is you need to embrace your feminine side and not the masculine (there was another thread I saw about "What does it mean to be feminine" or something like that). I can't find that scene from the movie "men who stare at goats" but there's this awesome line from there that go something like this: "Destiny is like a river and if you don't find your destiny you will always be swimming upstream however when you find and follow your path then the river will carry you over there." "Little miss Ann Frank wanted to be a teacher, well tough titty Annie, it's not your destiny" lol They said that when they were talking about relationships as well. The real meaning would probably be that we block up the river with useless thoughts and laws we make for ourselves all the time but when we let the spirit flow and open up our hearts the river will carry us onward and never lead us astray

No idea why I never shared this in my favorite band or song thread but this is such a great song about being grateful

This video is fucking awesome and while I haven't reached any deep understanding of it myself he explain that Emotions come from the Guts ("you got the "guts" to do that") below the heart and the thoughts come from above, Feelings are the children of the two and arise from the heart. (at least I think he say that in this video, it's been a long time since I watched it but I think it's this one, anyway there's so much more to it that you'll want to see)

Man, that sound like such an awesome spiritual experience, I totally envy you lol. That most sound weird for you but it's the truth, you're totally breaking your mind control right now and it's magical, do put all those emotions in to something artistic like Rap or whatever, that's what all the best artists do, this is the shit that makes you come alive believe it or not I'd also practice being 100% honest all the time (when you don't risk loosing your job or something extremely important because of it) so depending on who your parents are (and if they're religious) you might want to just tell them exactly why you say what you say and feel what you feel, family can be the hardest part to do that with though because "A prophet is never appreciated in his home town" etc lol "The greatest con he ever pulled is he made you think you are him" - The (fucking awesome) movie Revolver

As for "Thoughts" I'd listen to @Ayla but as for emotions I'd focus on them and feel them as much as possible until you're simply tired of them and can let go of them, then just stay up on your mountain and watch the thoughts dance around below you but don't let them lure you down and seduce you, to engage in sexual intercourse lol. That's the symbolism of the second book of Adam and Eve (on one level, on another it's to not take anything a stupid fucking goyim say or do or wish for and desire as personal or envy them because of their "Luciferian" gifts and lives because you rise above the trees of good and evil).

You want to know the absolute truth about Good and Evil that is not up for debate? Well it exist but "I can only show you the door, you'll have to go through it yourself". It's all in the original Sin, how we ate from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil and divided the light so we could only see everything and anything as either "good" or "evil" but that's not how the world actually work. If you ever read any religious texts and especially the bible (mainly the old testament) this is what the entire book is all about. It's the Jewis Law and everything, it's putting one pillar against another, it's not looking at any of the causes but ever only focus on the result, it's to constantly lie to yourself and everyone else in order to seam "good" in the eyes of others, it's to always seek "pleasures" and avoid "pain" it is the ego itself. Leo have made a great video on Karma and that's really what it comes down to, that Evil = Lying to oneself. That's not the version that the law give you, the law tell you to constantly hide yourself from yourself and all others, for example if you see a hot girl you're not allowed to look at her and if you feel bad you need to put up a smile and when you feel mad (or excited or whatever) you're not allowed to curse and when you walk around among the zombies on the street your not allowed to talk openly with anyone like they are all part of the same "nothingness" or whatever like you and we're all one and when someone is lying to themselves you need to make sure not to hurt their ego... The list goes on and on but this is the evil of the world that we all simply have to "put up with", it can be sickening but this is what we got right now. It's also where all of our fears come from - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJWcrMdzMLs&list=PLAzuNEPIFEpysV8i818Kz3dKcQ_WGJOVp&index=33

This man be speaking the truth if you got the time I think it's the first video where he talk about how to cure cancer, he also explain how the earth got a cancer and all the people are part of it (some more than others, what we're doing here is trying to heal ourselves to heal the planet kinda)

If you talk to a woman change your focus from trying to impress her, you don't need her at all so don't be needy but what you do need to focus on instead is to be your best self so when you talk to someone focus on being honest and letting your soul shine. You can be disappointed in yourself if you fail with that but if you did your best it doesn't matter what the girl (or dude or whatever) think of you. I'm just a complete fucking pussy myself but that's what I've learned thus far and if you just constantly put yourself in that spot where you embarrass yourself you will eventually have to beat your ego down doing that, and if you don't already know your ego is what's holding you back because you think that you are your ego so you don't want to humiliate yourself, humbleness is the key to heaven. That is why it's a good thing to do pick up and the likes as long as you come from the right perspective (and watch that video Leo did about everything wrong with pick up)

Wouldn't it be possible to see that visible below the avatar where it say how many posts we've left and reputations we've been given? I'm 22 btw

It's all about your curiosity, if you have the spark or better yet, the fire you will always seek shit out and keep on asking questions making you progress. "seek and you will find, ask and you shall receive" - don't do that and you won't find or receive shit, it's as simple as that.

Not the most powerful or needed for me personally but if there's one video I'd recommend to everyone it's How we lie to ourselves constantly.

The woman is the decorator, be yourself - the child within and share your light. That doesn't mean go out and share your body but don't be afraid to decorate yourself (and your surroundings) as long as it comes from within and not because you want people to like you etc. Many of those blond "bimbos" that everyone love to hate on are the real girls (even if they are really stupid but the heart is what's important) and the sexy girls who seam smart are often times (not always of course) just the lady in red - whore of Babylon (which is actually what the feminist movement is based on). The perfect movie on the divine feminine that I've seen must be Maleficent but then again, I'm not a girl so I haven't looked around that much. If the key word for being a Man is Purpose, then the key word for being a girl is probably Appreciation, you just take in everything and you're fucked by the world .

I'm basing these numbers on pure guesswork but I think about 90% of all transgender people are completely denying who they are. I don't care how "against the law" it is to say that. 1. The male brain is different from the female brain and is made to be masculine. 2. The subconscious run through the entire body and is shaped by it, if you have a dick etc that will make you more masculine and vice versa for women (this also beg the question if there's a difference between races etc, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X31K6jammH0 red heads are far more horny btw lol). If you don't live up to that it create the same mentality as if you want to live your passion but it's extremely fucking difficult and the pressure take you down to create a black sun. At first you try to make yourself look masculine (in the scenario of a guy who'll want to be a girl) with big cars, big house and big women (not sure about the last one...) and then they see that that doesn't make them happy (duh) and because they relate all that bullshit to being "a man" they think they don't want to be men anymore so they become women and perhaps they're allowed to let their real feminine energies out at least or perhaps they just don't have the "choice" to look back and regret their choices because they don't want to see their own lies after having crossed the point of no return. Or if they just feel so pathetic at being men that it will just be easier being a sexy girl in their self-pity (100% honestly, I can kinda relate to that, and they have a clitoris... that's not fucking fair...) As for the last 10% (sucks to be them) they are the ones who have a real female brain basically which they were born with and so they feel they can only complete that life in a female body as well (or a male brain but maybe by that point it's to late).

Truth and Real Purpose is not something we can think our way in to but have to be revealed through the spirit (I know the struggle btw lol, all to well I know it). If you want to find your life purpose the best advice I can give you is to explore and have fun, do different stuff and see what get you all excited and shit as if you were a virgin child just discovering the world without any preconceptions, now you just wanna see what fun you can have and find your place where you can be the master.