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If you got enrolled in any course in your college, you must have had some thought or plan as to why you are pursuing it. But because of some discomfort if you drop it, it won't be a great idea. It doesn't means you don't have to drop it. It's just that what you started and feeling for not finishing is contradictory as far as enlightenment is concerned. You just need a little clarity and decide what's best for you. For clarity you can start writing log book or Journaling. Talk to yourself or talk to cosmos by writing. Ask the creator of cosmos by writing for whatever clarity you need and then let cosmos answer through you. Be true to yourself that's what will give you every question answered.

I think earning money is really easy but saving for the time when it's really required is hard. If you just start in whatever way you think you can earn will definitely be great. Balancing your expenses is something that comes when you have a balanced everything like internally, if you can balance your intake and activities, mind-body or even a relationship with any thing or person you will gain the right wisdom.

Best part of Leo's actualized.org is it does not send promotional email to anyone! My research is my art!

https://www.udemy.com/how-to-find-scales-and-major-minor-chords-on-piano/learn/v4/overview Recently I found my passion and started working towards it. Now, I want to wider my reach so as to touch million lives. I want to reach students who need this course on Piano Theory. Does anyone has tips or tricks to boost my course reach?

My plan & my life purpose: I want to lose weight first. Like there is a new year resolution, I have a pre new year resolution that by the end of this year 2017 I want to be a new Shubham who is more fit and strong then the present one. This will make me gain more true confidence and will also bring patience and certain qualities that I will need to achieve my passion. Secondly I want to be financially free. There should be a money cycle in my life. Like some online business or something whichever I will choose or dive in to. With the earnings I will fulfill my basic needs and responsibilities towards my family. Then with my savings I will dive into POKER. I know I have the talent and wisdom to play it. I just need to channelize with the right energy. I will never lend money with POKER winnings or never borrow money for playing it. I will fulfill my materialistic desires with my winnings and also donate a % of my winnings to some organizations that work for the welfare of a new education research whose aim will be to make people financially free by the age of 20.

My plan & my life purpose: I want to lose weight first. Like there is a new year resolution, I have a pre new year resolution that by the end of this year 2017 I want to be a new Shubham who is more fit and strong then the present one. This will make me gain more true confidence and will also bring patience and certain qualities that I will need to achieve my passion. Secondly I want to be financially free. There should be a money cycle in my life. Like some online business or something whichever I will choose or dive in to. With the earnings I will fulfill my basic needs and responsibilities towards my family. Then with my savings I will dive into POKER. I know I have the talent and wisdom to play it. I just need to channelize with the right energy. I will never lend money with POKER winnings or never borrow money for playing it. I will fulfill my materialistic desires with my winnings and also donate a % of my winnings to some organizations that work for the welfare of a new education research whose aim will be to make people financially free by the age of 20. I could find my passion only be doing solo journaling which @Leo Gura had suggested me. It was good experience. I even wrote a nice poem in between to support myself. I will also share that poem with the appropriate thread here.

Hi, I have lost is all. I have lost myself to that extent that I have started writing letters to myself for feeling disgusting about myself. I have started to realize that I don't belong to this earth, I am just a dead weight that has no meaning to this life. Things I have done that makes me feel awful about myself: 1. I introduced myself to marujwana, alcohol & cig. 2. I win a lot in gambling then don't have control and patience in myself then I loose it all. 3. 1 & 2 triggered schizophrenia in the year 2014. Somehow I recovered then started 1 & 2 again. 4. I started a business online selling on amazon & other marketplace, graph was increasing then a sharp fall due to 1 & 2. I just want to live a purpose full life to achieve success, but I have started to believe that If I remain the same way, I would not be able to achieve anything rather destroy whatever is left with me. I want to take the life purpose course aiming for getting my life back. I don't know when I will be able to afford it. Sometimes I have mixed emotions, unable to express my self sad when I am sad I always smile whatever the condition becomes. I know I am only the person who is responsible for all this losses. I will only have to do something for it. But I am unable to find the room with the light that ignites me again. I am so blind even with the gifted eyes that I hate myself. Please be the one to throw some lights on me so that I can see again.

@egoeimai eat 4 times lite food in a day, at 8 AM,12 PM,4 PM, 8 PM. Which includes NO{Wheat ,Rice ,Ice Cream, Pizza, Burger, Soft Drink, Cheese, Chocolates, Packed Food, Coffee, Packed Juice} And Includes { Brown Bread, Ragi, Maize, Jowar, Bajra, Vegetables, Pulses, Dry Fruit, Fruits, Sprouts, Corn, Milk, Curd} in a scheduled manner. And in Exercise: Just 3-4 times / week 40 mins brisk walk or 20 mins swimming.

@AndreiC & @Nahm I have a diet plan and exercise plan. My first step is to loose 25 kgs in 6 months to reach 85 kgs to make my body stronger. In between I will again start meditating. With these two things I will work on my body and mind. If I become stronger wrt to body and mind, I wont attract negativity anymore. Today was the first day of this new beginning. If I successfully complete this goal, I will gain confidence in myself which I had lost. Thanks Guys for triggering positive thoughts in my mind.

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Hi, This thread is for sharing your business ideas with the community. You might get some insights from other members as well on your business ideas.

I watched the most recent video in which Leo tells us about the most important tool of sages : Contemplation. It is a new insight for me and I got so excited about this tool, Before finishing the video, I started contemplating about many different things and processes. From basics, like what is engineering? What is civil engineering? What is Computer Science? What is my Life purpose? How do I actualize it? I started contemplating the domain of my life that is related to my career. Since dropping out from IIIT Hyderabad and starting online selling business was great until orders started decreasing to few. Which is very negative. So I started playing cricket on a daily basis which is the best sport for enjoying for me. Since I love playing cricket. I just want build my infrastructure around so as to I am on my path to somewhere that is blissful. I follow Leo's channel coz I think he is a full of insights though I want to have those or different insights by my self, not by depending or others telling me stories. Contemplation is really a powerful technique, but Leo says you need hours and days and sometimes years to contemplate on certain things or area of my life. Other wise it will be making your self dilute in fantasies. So My question to Leo and this community is to shred some more light on as to how do I contemplate in real. Listening to video was awesome. But when I start contemplating do I have to sit with a pen and paper and write whatever comes in my mind regarding the topic? or I have to sit with my eyes closed and think about the thing deeper and deeper while contemplating? Thanks, Shubham Upadhyay

According to me everything that a kid do with his full heart and mind without getting distracted whether it may be for fun is also a meditation for them.

Its torture?? Are you kidding me?

@ParanoidAndroid I am telling a story on why you should read a book a day. Story is that there is a guy in place in coal mines. He see's his grandfather that he reads 2-3 books a day. So he got motivated and curious so decided to read a book a day. After some time he realized that he is not able to remember what is written in book. So he asked his grand father about what is the importance of reading a book even if we do not remember it for long. He asked the boy to take the coal basket and bring some water in it from the near by river. So the boy went and tried bringing water, after some time he realized that he is unable to bring water as it was a basket, not a bucket. Then he asked his grandfather to tell why is he asking him to bring water in the coal basket? Grandfather replied "Now look at the coal basket which was black and dirty before you tried bringing water with it, It is shining now. Similarly we also get shined through books with time internally. " So this way he explained the importance of reading books.

Yes its me. No I wasn't nervous.

My Art is my Video.

Is life an illusion? I am confused! and becoming lazy. Any advice?

@Sharpadox What I can see is that this happens when you get really deeper into self or the I. I believe this happens at the initial phase. With time this will pass.

I have already left my college. And started online business for earning and moved towards enlightenment with my own choice. Experiencing bliss.

These days I am experiencing like "sunyata". Means zeroness. I am not focusing on just one thing. Like just working on my online selling business. I am looking more towards mysticism. Reading books, watching Sadhguru's video. Leo's videos.

These days my awareness is not wandering, I am feeling like "Sunyata" or is it laziness ?