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@Galyna yeahh at home, having cool breeze on the rooftop of my house. Feels so better being in a bigger space ?, pure bliss... Now my only concern is to not be lazy giving time to my work, I'm slacking off quite a lot. @Natasha I like the music, it's a bit melancholic, and Transitions into ups and downs kinda unique way.. You can listen this https://youtu.be/ycYewhiaVBk

Seems like u r a bigger fan U listen to Steven Wilson?

Woww

@Natasha ???? hello ms. cantaloupe! @Nahm I think ego is an uncountable noun, I've seen yours very little, idk

@Nahm got ego too, see ???

Seems to me a funny thread, is this thought mapping to collective emotions to a good degree or I'm delusional? ?

@Natasha thank you that was a beautiful gift ? @Galyna

To the bottom of it, shadows are your subconscious mind generating thoughts which your conscious self wants to reject, so they are in a tug of war. A good thing to do in such a scenario, is to resolve the shadow, see for what it is. For that we have to note it down, explore our subconscious, and then try to be aware of our assumption and beliefs, and try to find the truth of them, in the root of it is just thoughts, better when they are a good map to reality. Yea, there is a large part of manifestations of shadow occurring in sexuality, as in that territory we are fully ourselves, but not only that shadow manifests whenever wherever it's allowed. So there is a connection but just that.

It was too tough to get back to the home, but finally it's coming true, multiple circles are completing at once. The circle of my being passionate about my job, my art, I'm loving it. No more chasing around for sex, it's done. The only thing to do is the job and only environments I would be in is my family, my work and self-actualization. The most difficult thing is to balance between these. Other things are a distraction. So if I want to get some distraction, come to self actualization, only social media I would use is this forum. I love programming, I love how we abstract information from the real world and build such huge systems. How we connect people with this technology. It's transformative, I love doing this for my purpose. Keep buried deep into it to dive the depth and get new insights instead of mental masturbation, I am creating something that's useful to people and also I don't have to worry about survival. It's fun, what else would you want from life.

@soos_mite_ah I've 2 small cousins around the age of 4 and 8. I am going home and will live with them now, I was worried that how will I handle them, your comment was great and gave me a specific direction around it, thanks, also we have leo's how to raise higher conscious children.. It would be great to watch that too... Haha

https://open.spotify.com/track/7KXjTSCq5nL1LoYtL7XAwS?si=cHsNeIJrSZmY0015AfVpLQ https://open.spotify.com/track/6SwRhMLwNqEi6alNPVG00n?si=NWjTHoYYQXGKbNFYPqASFQ

https://open.spotify.com/track/3aGibUHhQyBsyumYHylw0K?si=33GduqI8R82HwpqEBChr7g https://open.spotify.com/track/2P3SLxeQHPqh8qKB6gtJY2?si=eF3xbbARQBCA-v27YR1h3A

https://open.spotify.com/track/3n5KN8FDe1sFC0O9V5ZBha?si=F0X4CpcESJSjZjQ5jOQz-Q https://open.spotify.com/track/4J56uEZtgVjuTi27Rvclag?si=e-LTj9B-SNiIPRrTv-5Klg

@Preety_India nice one ❤ @Iiris I like good people @Natasha abt dolphin tale, just watched the trailer, got the whole story, saved myself 2 hours, it's definitely higher consciousness. Good choice ? @Galyna @zeroISinfinity well done chefs, loving your recipes?

@louhad thank you brother, I'm naturally good with logic, so I try to use it to impress people, but that comes from my judgements and seeking validation, but to be frank it seems difficult atm, I feel addicted to social validation, that's why I go back to it, Sometimes I am angry and like to beat people with my words, it comes from my childhood of not being accepted and respected. I want to heal as soon as possible and move on. The video helped, thanks for it ?

@Moon thanks for your comments and perspective, so much appreciated That's me trying to overshadow Leo's outrageousness, and I don't like such criterion but I have had some bad experience with woman so trying to have some good criteria for sure, hotness is one but other things are me being funny. Yea, my public posts might seem like ok, but not so conscious girls freak out when I ask them to evaporate their ego. But I was anyway working with them, but whenever I go a bit hardcore, they just lose trust, now I'm trying to balance it though. I've lost sense of boundaries when I was trying for enlightenment, and it makes people afraid of me... when you're most truthful, you're the most empathetic, you're not hiding nor lying, putting it as it is.. Maybe it's too radical but it's true that there is a connection. Yea, that comes from desire of dominating to attract better females and you know ... Instant gratification is involved quite correctly, thanks well taken.. ?

Wow ? Mmmm

@Preety_India yea, it helped for sure.. I was into some deep shit for years, I am coming out of it and trying to start talking to people but found myself on an entirely different plane, in which I don't have much of boundaries and it seems to be the huge problem. Thanks for putting your points, well taken. @Arthur thanks man, damn, you are on the point here, will work on it. ?

When interacting with others I like to be authentic, frank and honest what I think. And feel like most of us are faking around, they get hurt easily if I try to help them, I see through people and be logical in my interactions, only thing is I go to the root of their argument and destroy it to the core, it's something which I am addicted about, it also makes me feel superior, gives me the dopamine I keep craving. I am a single person, don't I deserve this much, why people come into victim mode and are so judgemental, don't you think being on this forum you have to have at least good listening skills after so many times leo told how important perception is. Can't you wait to see the full picture, before coming to instant judgements. Don't you see your fears yet, what's the issue with you guys, it's fine you were broke and had past traumas but just see we are not debating here, we are having a dialogue, a discussion to come to the absolute and comprehensive perspective of a situation. Why do you start to feel victim. Why do you shy away from important conversation, why are you so conservative about your own ego, while having a liberal ideology. Well let me tell you, you're dogmatic to the core of it, and that's why you just take whatever leo says, never deriving it for yourself, you're dumb and stupid. You may call yourself progressive or what not but to the core, you're conservative, fearful, victim. Disgusting... Well you're.

everyone is good, well... I'm happy to see that... Nice little family ?

Hi, how's everybody, @Natasha @DrewNows @Galyna @ZeroISNot @zeroISinfinity @Iiris @Preety_India

India is the best

There is so much to say, but I don't want them to read, so write it and then delete, page is still blank.. All my desires are sufferings in disguise, actually I don't want it, it's just the biology that's manifesting in desire. It's the same for everyone, and males are chasing females all over the place, why should I be the same. No I won't, I will just observe myself and note it down, let's see where will it lead. She was so pure and beautiful, everyone of them is, that's biology, that's not what I want, let them follow my work, I don't want to force it into their throats, I want them to come get it themselves, if it helps. I feel good around her, although it's an ego thing, but she gives a different perspective, I would prefer her than a male for such a empathetic perspective, it's coming from the feminine, I had to have that, but it should be naturally. I do just nothing, not even desire, having a desire without acting on it makes it worse, so I let go of the desire, but somewhere in the corner of my heart, the desire keeps manifesing, it seems natural but will try to let go of it and focus on the God. Focus on giving it from a higher point of view.

Yeah I wanted to post 'nothing', but my commentbox was not empty

@DrewNows yea, exactly... Alternatively she can imagine playing with it, it all boils down to perception in the end.