Amit

Red pill is bullshit, patriarchy is bullshit, feminism is bullshit, socialism is bullshit, capitalism is bullshit... Any philosophy or ideology which tries to contain the infinity into finity is bullshit... As we're talking red pill, it has its purpose just like porn has its own purpose, killing someone for food has a purpose. Red pill excludes feminine and sees the world from a shallow, lusty lens, but it's a state of consciousness... Untill it manifests as a crime or something like that, we've to trust the process of evolution in the red pillers and give them chances.. Lastly this quote summarise the whole red pill cult, now only the men who had no chance and completely ignorant about woman will fall for it, and what will cure him is feeling of love and experience of sex, not ranting against this ideology. "A woman is a lock and a man is a key. If a key opens a lot of locks, it is a master key. But if one lock is opened by lots of keys, it is a dodgy lock." - reddit/redpill

Talking about naan, tasty while still chewing it but will know the unhealthy after effects when it reaches your stomach... But won't stop you to enjoy once in a while... About other things, where I live, pure veggies, even egg is a sin... In morning, my mom fried eggplants filled with spices, tasty enough... That said, favorite Indian curry is Kadhi. Tastiest while being pure veg??

From today, I am gonna daily write whatever realities I have been in. I have recently started some daily rituals, which are meditation practice, morning routine and now I am including daily journaling to these routines. Through this journal, I will express my self fully through words in English language. My goal is to figure out what I am, why I am so and where I want to be. I will analyze my environment. Whatever I like or don't like. Whatever I feel and what I think, I will try to articulate all those things as well as I can. I today, commit to my self improvement, I alone am responsible for myself and nobody else is. I will write whatever I learn and from whomever I learn it with full authenticity. I will in my initial days of journaling try to define where I am in the bigger picture of life and how can I move toward the goals and visions which I will describe in the journal. I have decided not to get dragged down by people around me but to change that reality towards a better one by first committing to the change in myself.

@Galyna nice, thanks for sharing

@Galyna It's scary how smooth it is to create and spread love together, flowing into endless river of it, intertwined savoring this moment's essence... So fully immersed to not care about anyone, in this moment with you, others cease to exist, only you remain, becoming my world, there is nothing else, never even was, we were always the universe... it's too tasty to let go, be here forever, erasing the past and future, and feel me to the wholeness... You're my endless poetic loop, without you I cease to exist, your admiration is my 5-meo dmt, your love is my most favorite dish.. ❤

Love, well that's what I was craving for and she came to my life.. Made me Unbreakably strong, that's what I wanted my whole life, someone to love me so deep that it gives me ultimate freedom from all the suffering... Fear getting attached and lose my center but it makes me even more strong, the strength such that everyone just bow down unconditionally... Love so immensely, that it kills me completely... What should remain is the God, everything else just burns away, nothing left, infinity is so profound... She wants to grow into me and I want to let her be me, I become her amazing energetic voice and she become my purpose... I forget who is me and who is she.. Even after we're so far, we think from each others mind... Fear of losing shakes our dream and now we wonder alone, we come to the reality plane to take action from that real point and grow more towards each other and then we meet again feeling even deeper into the hearts of ourselves... It becomes so confusing to untangle that who was who to begin with... Or are we always the one

The time has come

The me is in danger if you seek God... Beware the path you walk

What you call external is inside you, just unexplored... You're the container itself, we're parts but the whole too

although we don't have to rush to put it into words, thanks for caring.. It can turn into spiritual ego, so that's why patience is so important, to mature it into the profound understanding to help sincere seekers coming along.

So here we've subjectivity issue... What I mean killing the ego is to have crystal clear thoughts only what you directly experience, from a primary perspective... Believe only what you sense yourself and never believe any secondary source... Take book for the pages and black color, not for what's written inside... Starting from this slowly and carefully build your belief system such that your thoughts reflect the reality perfectly.... That's what I call ego death state... You're like a machine, never manipulating your direct experience... Ofc it would be not practical but the nearer you go, closer you be to the truth compared to your own self. Also while perceiving fellow beings, it'll be difficult to keep the map and you've to constantly capture the states, as they constantly change

There's never a definite answer, it has to be wandered about.. The words you write are subjective, by projections you might mean one thing and I can get other... So if we believe our sense organs which is the most we can rely on... The direct experience is the king... But if you say the senses are limited it changes the whole context.. Do you see how even your vocabulary defines the constraints of what you say... Philosophy is more about asking right questions, the moment you get an answer it stops. It's all about feeling content within. Even though external circumstances are opposed to you, you feel good... How? You can't have the ego... You've to kill it, learn reinventing it, either you realise it or beat it to death by practices, now you're good just being, not lost in thoughts, always seeing it for what is it.. Now you have a fulfilled life whatever circumstances.

For him and even you, this might be true... But someone who doesn't feel complete is not already whole... That's what the work is all about, it's not just about thinking that you're complete it's much more than that... There's whole lot of belief system and subconsciousness involved...

You mean the better quality female I date, better I understand and mirror her, healthier my inner feminine will be and vice versa... That's a cool insight... So ultimately after growing into my opposite gender, as well as my own.. I start to become whole. Wow

Although there is this greedy mentality, it's not that simple. It's mostly a transaction, a codependent one, you want something and other want something else... But the communication is not clear, so it works fine till both needs are met... But as soon as one stops receiving it starts to go downward spiral, creating tons of suffering... So being independent is the key, from there only you can fulfill and be fulfilled without asking for it and needing to please. ❤

Thank you so much, even though I don't want to seek validation and keep myself away from it as it creates distortion.... Whenever you say it's always authentic and make me feel loved and cared for... I love you so much ❤❤ Right, I felt it was the case ?

But that's what it seems like, why the pretending, the drama, be who you're authentically.. Say directly what ever is going behind the scenes without beating around the bush

@DrewNows thank you, not just here but in my day to day life these steps feel super helpful. @zeroISinfinity it's ok man, myself felt like a narc at times it's just a trait and if we're willing to work on ourselves. Just try to watch your behavior, be more compassionate.. Myself had distorted views about females, but it didn't serve me in today's world. In past, world has been mostly patriarchal and that's where this distortion coming from... But see it's changing to be a better place, it's time we choose to integrate our feminine side and be more compassionate to fellow humans. Can't we see how diverse and wonderful this forum and thread are? Can't we appreciate that how gifted we're to talk to these awesome people.

This is love

Have a happy celebration day ??

I think we're not targeting the root issues by moving between journals. Really think we'll be more compassionate after this feedback

Here you go @zeroISinfinity @Galyna