Amit

@Preety_India, no, I have not skimmed that but you need violence some times, and getting arrested can be for good reasons, like fighting for what is right. Anyways, he seems to me a stage red-blue person, and there was huge potential to speedy evolution there as surrounding society is at orange.

@Preety_India What things you actually found awful about him. It is a known fact that there exists multiple personality types like in myers briggs, and some of them are more compatible with one another. So maybe you call it quit, but he might have been a better match to her.

India is a spiral dynamics level blue society, having blue-orange politicians. You will see more of it in the coming days. Whoever has the more money, can just buy the elections now a days.

Yeah, sorry previously I just read only your initial paragraphs and judged your father. But after reading it I think we should listen to older people, and pay attention because they have experienced more things (not necessarily) in their life and generally have derived wisdom which we can't even think about because of not going through the tough times like they did. But anyways you never know how your life might have turned with the native American guy, as it was possible (might be with low probability) for him to transform and make a successful life.

The brain of your father is programmed to feel superior, it gives sadistic pleasure to ego to think itself better. At the bigger level society's collective ego also support that, and feel good to think itself better than other races. It also keeps a pressure on other people in the group to converge on the same beliefs. In India, where the race is almost same across the regions, there are exclusions along the lines of religion and castes.

Yeah, I completely agree with @Preety_India. I myself was in a worse situation than you. I just felt so overwhelmed in front of girls, and always had only boys as my friends. But after doing shadow work and mindfulness, it's not a problem for me now. There are so many ingrained wrong beliefs specially about women still present in the society. And it takes time to get free of that and seeing from an open minded perspective again. There is immense lack of understanding between genders. Try to journal your belief system, you will be able to find that so many of them are just irrelevant in the new age. Thanks!

Cool visions! Very interesting stuff I came across in your notes. In which fields you are looking for career?

@Shanmugam thank you brother for your videos.. just awesome stuff!

I do not follow sadhguru blindly. And only watched some of his yoga and historical myths videos. But the water went over my head when I heard that food get poisened on the day of lunar eclipse. Now, I understand sadhguru better after going over this thread. He maybe doing good work but he still have a big ego and so he always tries to defend himself and is not on the path of complete truth.

You are nothing but your soul, but most of people have their consciousness (soul) covered by their egos. They while functioning as a separate ego can do corrupt things in the unconscious states, because they do not know that ultimately they are harming their consciousness (soul) and will end up in suffering as a result. This is what means by selling your soul.

The soul is not about debating. It's all about experiencing the consciousness and going deeper into it. It will be all clear to you if you practice spiritual methods with dedication. Without work, you can not understand the true meaning and depth of it.

Blue national anthem debate. Indian media

How to find, what's meaningful for me ?

Do nothing in your free time.

This may be the reason given to justify all the devil's work and history you read might be corrupt too. So it is difficult to find out what's correct and what's not.

@Leo Gura in a way, we are all muslims doing jihaad

Beautiful!!

Does words have absolute meanings? Do most Muslim understand the same thing by these words? Why they punish kaafirs? Why Islam ban so many things and impose too many rules?

Where are you aiming at ? In the end, it doesn't even matter!! Reality is groundless.

I forget again and again, still I find myself on the same path, path to true growth. having high quality consciousness is more complex than i ever thought of.

@Mircan you are doing exactly what works, Being Mindful! when you truly understand it yourself, you will no longer ask for anyone's advice, just try to understand it by being more mindful, more aware, more conscious and you are doing just that, don't doubt yourself no more.

You all are so funny. I am so happy that you exist.