Mrkvn8

The meditation practice is leaning me into making rash choices like: -ending my best friend relationship, that is healthy (80-90%) -doing a solo retreat at an extremely in convent time Tips for when to take action, or see it as the illusion it is caused by these meditative mood swings?

@Leo Gura how about 16-24hours fasted?

Hahaha sweet. Thank you for the quick reply.

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@ChimpBrain got it man. Sweet, thank you.

Dry Oatmeal &Olive Oil. Cinnamon Sugar, for best.

@ChimpBrain how did your focus for reading books, or work improve?

It feels like my brain is fried all the time and needs it, after adding 30mins daily. I've doubled my maintaince calories, only to feel "content". Thoughts?

The contradictory association whereby higher levels of self-awareness are simultaneously associated with higher levels of psychological distress and with psychological well-being. 11 months of Personal Development, and I feel bi-polar as fuck. Some days I'm centered and happiest ever been, others I feel immense emptiness and restlessness -- never knew these emotions existed until a couple months ago. Advice?

The most transformative, introspective-inducing bitter truths that could skyrocket personal growth.

Expect some serious purging and negative emotions as you're adding more minutes. During and outside of mediation. Restlessness, depression If you gradually add 10 minutes each month, and you've been meditating for 1hr for a month, it will subside.

Any clues on where to start for this finding you claim will cure ADHD?

If I meditate for an extra hour, and I get super fucking pissed off, restless, and making studying very hard...does a low dose shroom trip do the same thing? (Even if "positive" trip)

If I got adrenaline from thinking about starting a Business, or looking at someone playing drums and imagining myself doing that... Dabbler/Ego-Desire, or authentic?

You can only brute-force your way through university so much. If your intuition tells you no, listening to it will be the best choice you made I dropped out university first semester, and taking less classes at community college and the best strategic move for self-actualization and happiness. Experiences and pieces of my life miraculously came together I would have never thought. Take the leap, if you feel it's not right. If you regret it, you can go back next semester - none of your friends care. You'll grow either way. I grew the most in my life from dropping out Good luck, brother It's scary as fuck to drop

@Soulbass damn, bro. Really warms my heart to see someone like you take the time to give me such a lengthy response to some stranger's question. Thanks a lot. That was very helpful. I like the part where you said your intuition is calm, and BOOM, that hit me and made me realize I logically "thought" my way to "intuition". Fuck, thanks, man.

@Peace and Love Quantum Flux by Northlane. Beautiful described enlightenment experience.

@Leo Gura

Hahaha thanks for the paradigm shift??

@Leo Gura hahaha well, that was spot on. Thanks a lot. If I just increased to 1 hr meditation a day (1year now), when will the intensity of the purification decrease?

@Kevin Dunlop Yeah, the brain is trying to maintain homeostasis. It's hard to remember that when you're going through it. Thanks again, brother

@Prabhaker will keep this in mind. Thank you??

@Azrael you lucky bastard. I live with my parents, so that's not an option. Probably best to wait till I have my own place. Thanks, again

@@Azrael damn. So much value you're providing - thank you. If you're 20, how are you doing these psychedelics - at someone else's house, alone, trip-sitter?

@Kevin Dunlop