kundalini

mind illuminated of culadasa has nice explaination of this. well, its easy to understand actually. when you see your true self, the rest of ego that left freaks out, because its all supporting system is gone, and all the beliefs about everything that used to seem true are bullshit now. But if you always knew that your ego is bullshit then imo it can be not that hard not to have it.

Well. it is not ego that pushes you to failure. Its your true naure, you as this big intelligence in you but apart from thinking mind (ego), that want to bring your ego (conteps what should be, how you look at yourself and so on) down. So yes you as intelligence within you knows that the success is not what society, mum and dad, friends are telling you it is. First step to success is to see youresf not from perspective of ego, but from perspective of your true you. And when it happends you know it happened. And then its kind of new life.

So if you break your hand it seems to me that you do not go to the doctor - all is one anyways. Man, this is theory on the functional human being level, not all is one level:) Last week was like a movie by the way:) I wonder why not that many topics related to K energy here.

So this theory came to me explaining where kundalini energy came from on the human being level of existence and why only some people have it. Theory is that it disappeared beacuse of nature tendency to save energy. So here are the main points (most of which are known of course but Kundalini energy is one of the missing points for understanding human Ego): - once upon a time there were no words, we were living mostly in forests and we needed very good type of analitical perception to defend ourselves as our main earthly identificaion were our bodies. - in this theory, everybody had Kundulini energy (or at least many humans fullfiling certain conditions), it was the electic circuit charging our brain with extra power needed to have better perception (vision, hearing, also better equilibrum at night and many more things like maybe even controling breath consiously during the day) - then the words shown up as this perception we have can be used to connect objects (sounds objects with vision objects or just other objects in general).it was nice thing to improve comunication in forest - finally sentences became complicated enough to think with words and beliefs. the problem with beliefs is known. our perception treat words and beliefs like real (in a sense of human being realness). - as our perception (which include thinking) is not that good in distinguishing which is true and which is not then many befiefs were taken as true even if they were not. Also the beliefs about ourselfes. - the beliefs about ourselfes were connected to our being with the same mechanism as body identification. - so if we had many many beliefs about ourselves and the world then sustaining them and everythinkg related to them was energy consuming. besides some of them were really a shortcut, the rules that are observed over and over in real life too. so it was much more energy efficient to use them at cost of present perception. - so some energy went to mechanizms that are repsonsible for automatic behaviour instead of present bahavior - creating of ego is responsible for dissapearing Kundalini circuit. possible reasons are as follows a/ it was too much energy consuming to serve big ego (beliefs and automatic responses to environment which from the nature perspective may be usefull as they are energy efficient). one of the nature important princilpes is to distriibute energy well - in case of animals to distribute it well between body and mind (in this case automatic systems(ego) and present procesing (perception) b/ possible that part od the brain responsible for forming ego contains also "swiches" for other function besides Kundalini activating, such as healing buttons. c/ Other possible hypothesis is that some basic language shown up before homo sapiens and growth of our brain was due to adjusting to more space were needed for thinking with it. At the level of homo sapiens, the brain got almost today's size and but took too much energy because of abstract thinking with objects in the brain (words and other memory kinds of objects). As energy went to automatic part, other functions of human as an organism lost some energy - eg. those responsible for self healing. The theory would also imply theory about reasons that women live longer and they do not have such often cases of certain ilnesses (like ALS - it could be appearing of too much Kundalini energy to unprepared person at certain age - of course that just one of many possible theories).The reason is that they have less ego as they can tolerate less bullshit - they have to give a birth to children. So they bodies are on average better in distributing energy (electicity). This teory (of energy distribution, not nessecary related to Kundalini) has implcation in other theories such as why kids should have a lot of toys that relates sound and visual effects as well as why we like alcohol (related to energy management (moving energy from ego to perception part of brain) and lack of electrolytes). It also explains a lot of cases of assumed mental illnesses and why some people are genius (and they do not know why).

Yes, thank you sir. I noticed that i started inventing crazy stories as i connect data better and conecting bushit data better can create more crazy stories. Even stories that makes you paranoid. Eg. I entered tim ferriss web page and number of his subscribers was almost 666666 so i connected it with other data and thought that someone wants to kill me:). So for all people who will get Kundulini, please dont treat what you think too serious. You may invent clever stuff but you may get paranoid too. I think that now i will try to investigate techniques related to Kundulini energy management. I see some groups out there so i think they will help me. Thanks! Take care people!

thank you for clearing this out. i appreciate your belief on this topic. you shouldnt. im not here to argue, for now mostly to find new info. i didnt get it so why i should answer.

Thank you for good intention then and good advices. I am just searching more for someone with this particular experience beacuse i would like to know more about techincal stuff related to cultivating it. But thanks for advice.

1. you know, you feel energy going 2. well, for some times before i was. i changed a bit my view on sex need before that, as what we see in culture is just concept not real need. but now i did 3. yes i have ego and i am not enlighted, i just awaken and i know finally what i am on human level by experience 4. well soul is just concept. we may have different definition of it. so i do not answer this

i was prepared before. how can i have dark night being aware that i am much better organism that i supposed to be.

Well, I let go, that's why i got it. Acually you have to disidentify wich every concept you have as much as possible: familiy, job, eduaction, food, sex, sleep.. everything you believe in because real you knows what is true for him. So for me first sign now that you can be pretty far away from disidentifying is that you need to have this avatar that you think is funny (for true you nothing is funny, things just are). Treat it as good advice and dont treat it personal.

by the way, i would like to thank you Leo, as your videos about enlighment, true self and so on was the first that i saw (about 1.5 year ago) and they were really important in the process. So thank you Leo.

hi, So I was hit by kundalini recently. Energy still releases and i have a lot of new theories about it as i was always pretty good at analyzing bullshit in matrix so now when i could look at world from perspective of true self , new theories (in ego world there would be insights) come fast. And they come fast as you get your brain supercharged, it seems that all energy goes to present moment perception (but perception including analyzing) instead of bullshit of ego. But ego comes and goes for now. it is not permament states that it dissapear, but now i treat ego i part of me, not me is ego anymore so it does not matter really that i have it. So in generall this energy is pretty dangerous as i see it. I think that its easy to lost your mind because you analyze things quick that some genial theories comes and some very crazy theories come. Because you connect many data together if they can be matched by some crazy story then one big bullshiit is created. But on the beggining you think is genial and if you belive it you may freak out .Really. So other stuff is that is that when ego dissapear to some exent i feel really close to nature. Actually i have pretty big theory on this and i will share it later. Besides i think i know a bit about the proocess that is needed to get the energy because before i started searching for enlighment i was always very analitical also about myself (kind of personal Tim Ferriss) so I have been observing and analyziing all the process. so.. i would like to know is there anybody with this experience here? as in the web there is a lot of bullshit about it and i would like to know somebody who can tell me how i should manage it now. the energy. cheers